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我討厭,下雨。309Please respect copyright.PENANAZNRbY92yIt
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像一隻慵懶的貓咪翻了過身,身上壓著要喘不過氣來的厚重冬被,雖然很不舒服,但一拉開厚被,冷冽刺骨的空氣瞬間侵襲上肌膚,我只好很不甘心地又縮回被窩裡頭。309Please respect copyright.PENANA8sICDIJtNA
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這時,總是對冷空氣敏感的鼻子又再次發作,隨手往床邊一摸,卻發現原本習慣放在枕邊的衛生紙已經空無所有,只剩塑膠包裝縮成一團地嘆息。309Please respect copyright.PENANA28TOELuOBG
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每個睡夢終究逃不過起床的命運,我最後還是起了身,拖著疲憊酸疼的身子下床,一屁股坐在書桌前的黑色事務椅,尋求另一包衛生紙解決鼻子的困擾。309Please respect copyright.PENANApHEYSEgWwi
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為什麼會開始討厭雨天呢?明明還小的時候,總是覺得雨天是最適合我的天氣。下雨就可以不用跑操場的體育課;撐著傘在放學路上延著屋簷走,讓匯集的雨滴啪啦啪啦地打在雨傘上的那個聲音;放假日的早晨因為室內昏暗而開起大燈,在窗外色黃暗光和日光白燈調和籠罩下的房間;把自身沉浸在安靜而灰色的場景,對於這樣陰鬱的氣質感到沾沾自喜的自己。是從何時,已經開始討厭了?309Please respect copyright.PENANAMZcQSuDUs4
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前一晚夢的內容在醒來的那刻就已經遺忘在枕上,隱約覺得是個紛擾的夢。有許多人出現在夢中,不熟的人,但印象不錯,平常看著他們的互動,好似沒有嫌隙般的相處模式,令我覺得安心。309Please respect copyright.PENANAOJFGsMbnoL
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至於那個最近一直想到的人,倒是沒有出現在裡面。309Please respect copyright.PENANAGuzKB6UWNS
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一提到他,我就得鎮住自己的情緒。一早睡醒的思緒通常是最清淨的,沒有雜念,正是個專心讀書的好時機。就如同昨天八點半起床的我,從外頭還灑落了些許陽光,連早餐都還沒吃,就正坐在桌前看了一個小時的書,我對於那樣的效率感到相當滿意。309Please respect copyright.PENANAMqWL64SvMJ
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只是今天是個下雨的日子。309Please respect copyright.PENANAC8MgbMxD19
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雨天獨有,些許的霉味和我的憂鬱早就達成長久以來的默契,正緩緩侵蝕一天的心情。309Please respect copyright.PENANAAmEFe0T3Ui
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無病呻吟大概就是這種感覺,可和從前不同的是,這次還參進了一點更複雜的情緒。309Please respect copyright.PENANASJokgslDBi
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是衝動,是焦躁,卻又等得漫長,是無奈,是期盼,卻又害怕受傷,一種有口說不出的憂鬱。309Please respect copyright.PENANAFKGohiFdeJ
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雨還是在下,我的心已經開始累了,今天並不是個有希望的早晨。309Please respect copyright.PENANAl0Hd42yDh4
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鼻子仍然塞著,嘴巴微張才能感受到空氣的滋味。309Please respect copyright.PENANAFBu9UyUjK7
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還是好想睡。手機的螢幕顯示著7:15。這對昨天一點才入眠的我來說,時間還太早了。309Please respect copyright.PENANAAUMCUT29El
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我討厭,回籠覺。309Please respect copyright.PENANAPCHbqFF4nW
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因為下次醒來的時間不知道是什麼時候。309Please respect copyright.PENANABpKjEwRou8
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我鑽入笨重的厚被中,繼續讓它壓著我勞累的身子。309Please respect copyright.PENANAAMxF7nAdVl
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至於我設了二十分鐘後的鬧鐘,以及按掉鬧鐘後持續賴著床直到快要十一點,那又是讓這個沒有希望的早晨雪上加霜的後續了。309Please respect copyright.PENANAcoEXO3wGC1
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