Hi I'm Poison or Hannah. Now growing up for me has been...er different. Growing up I have never thought or acted like my age... not like I goof around quite the opposite, I remember in year 4 when everyone was playing tag I was sitting in the field doing homework or reading a book, however I always had friends but that's more of the problem: I had been friends with EVERYONE. No one was my 'best friend' to say, while everyone paired of I would be the one working alone and I have grown to be okay with that but I does get me down. This year being a 'Young pre-teen/Just teen' I have finally been invited to a conference at a MUN school debate (model united nations) I remember walking in and have all the older kids (18-20) telling me to go back home and do real kid stuff. That really hurt me. People used too say I was too happy all the time but in truth I was never happy, I was always alone, we always moved due to my Father's job so I never had time to socialise, in class I was picked on for being 'Smart and lame'. I enjoyed video games and I was always more comfortable around guys yet I still feel awkward around everyone. Sat in bathroom stalls eating my lunch.
Books had always been my favourite, with English class being a priority, I read most classics so now I'm my English lessons I refer to books such a Pride and Prejudice when people who are 2 years above me haven't started yet. I enjoy reading books such a s 'Freedom: a collection of short stories based on the Declaration of human rights' Fictional characters understand more and this is why I flock to sites like these, I feel normal around you guys and I like to have friends, I hope we all get along!