Chapter 1 sweet 13
Totally did not get weaken up by my parents at 12am to cut my birthday cake, most of you might think it's normal actualy it's is supposed to be but not really in my household here it's considered to be lame kinda wanna agree to that. December 16 always been one of my most happiest days but i never knew knew what it would bring to me this one specifically got me into a very typical teenage era drama, mood swings, crushes u name it. It felt like a normal day at first pretty much one of my worst birthdays never felt like it was finally the day i'd turn 13. I expected alot actually. Also it just made sense that my parents got me a cake at 12am cuz i turned 13 because 13 is a big birthday. I hated it ended up loving it though, were not far from Christmas are we? Christmas was finally joy and family just because living in the city kept us far from our native but this time we were finally back home not that we dint have to comeback to the city but consider it as a vacation. 2021 was spent in COVID so we ended up staying in our native for a very long time by that i mean until June yes June the time of the year when school starts. 22-23 school year always scared me just because it got me closer to my traumatic elementary school days still haven't moved away from those but let's not talk about that. School wasn't just about studying i had great anxiety about my teachers and classmates sounds like a typical first day of school and i wasn't only hoping for getting good grades and being the nice girl but it was about being popular for a good reason like being the nice person to everyone. If your wondering what happened to that it worked out.
Chapter 2 school here i come
Now that i knew school was starting i was craving to find my section. Just before i checked it my friends told me i was in B section and my first reaction was "ew". I don't know if it was just me but sections like A,B and C were very nerdy to me. I figured that all of my close friends were scattered all around the place just because our school has 8 sections from A-H weird right? But that's just how it is. Guess what i only had one close friend from the entire class just how bad it sounds it exactly was bad hold on though like i said the year turned out to be better loved it actually, i sat with one of my old friends she's amazing love her. The starting was stressful just because of my last year ugh. The starting was very nerdy imagine using a ruler for notes and keeping a record of stuff we did in class, well i was that i repeat i WAS that.not soon enough we had hour long lectures about our behaviour i wasn't surprised at all they really expected us to act like a well behaved class after lockdown. Lockdown made us completely different people we all know why, our school was supposed to be a deemed institute of quality education and discipline it was not exactly that it was random 13 year olds going crazy over teenage stuff in simple words Olivia Rodrigo songs, not only that was happening we used words like "the f word" and "the S word" and all sorts of letters. Our life turned into a shithole real quick, all we did was get busted for everything we did. We also had this test for 10 marks, most of us got great marks in it. This is when i start stalking my crush Jake, i always thought i wouldn't fall for guys for their smile but that definitely not what happened, he had the cutest dimples and i was in love. So one day i pulled myself together and asked him out,yes i did that. He rejected me yup that escalated faster than i thought but yes that's what happened,i was completely fine with it a part of me still liked him though..
Chapter 3 unexpected events
As days passed i was totally normal that era of me was boring, i made a few friends by then like Adeline and Sage both of them are amazing well atleast one of them. After this it turns out that Jake goes back with his ex, did i care? Yes. I did. Then it turns out he breaks up with her and texts me weird? Very. Weird. He asks me out on a date, was i stupid enough to say "yes". Yes. I was. So i go on a date with him and honestly it was the worst date ever honestly all we did was sat 5 feet apart yup that's what we did. Then i text him because i really thought he liked me, i also asked him if we were official he said yes. Yes Jake i have screenshot, turns out he shows up after 3 days telling me that he doesn't want to date anyone he doesn't like and i was super pissed i still hate him for it. I was so mad at myself for being so stupid yup i still am, but afterall Jake isn't a bad person, during this time i made many friends in class and outside class Jake's also a reson for me becoming famous, besides that mid terms were coming soon and i was unprepared and my my grades went form average to bad like bad, I'm not happy about it or whatever it's just that i get mistreated for it yup it's hurtful.
Chapter 3 "it starts from me"
I had a new crush this time it was better trust me, it all started when i told my guy bff Kyle about it and he was the one who helped me to ask my crush out aka Ian. Ian was in the school basketball team and so was Kyle. Kyle told Ian that his friend has a crush on him and i dint expect him to find out that it was me,he was dedicated af at one point he asked me who had a crush on him, yes that was ironic for real. That's not even the best part he guessed every girl's name in our school to find out Kyle laughed when he told my name and thats how he figured out it was me. Ian and his friends stalked me for a week and he actually liked me and that was really unexpected because he's the kind of introverted emotional less guy and no one excepted him to like someone like me. I am that one happy clown, with the best humor, stop let me take a minute to appreciate myself. Alr so even his close friends dint expect him to act this mature infact i figured we would brakeup in 2 weeks Max. But here we are on the 3rd month. "Awwwww". Now it's like the moon and the sun one of the best ship dynamics. He's the best honestly.
Chapter 4 "the eBay BTS"
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