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小春將凝於眼睫的透明抹去，試著提起微笑，而透明瞬時又潰堤灑落臉龐，她克制不住自己，因為她得把絢爛的夢終結，想至終結，她的眼淚在也扼制不住的洩下，抽動肩膀哭泣著。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3oV7PhZa4
她抱緊自己的雙臂帶著乾涸的淚痕，摟著懷裡的空虛，摩娑衣料試著把自己縮得緊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i307VwUYG
小春閉上眼睛。她就要消失了，又把自己縮得更小。是希望自己能夠就此不見，什麼也沒碰見就好了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFeZp7kJLT
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小春將凝於眼睫的透明抹去，試著提起微笑，而透明瞬時又潰堤灑落臉龐，她克制不住自己，因為她得把絢爛的夢終結，想至終結，她的眼淚在也扼制不住的洩下，抽動肩膀哭泣著。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3oV7PhZa4
她抱緊自己的雙臂帶著乾涸的淚痕，摟著懷裡的空虛，摩娑衣料試著把自己縮得緊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i307VwUYG
小春閉上眼睛。她就要消失了，又把自己縮得更小。是希望自己能夠就此不見，什麼也沒碰見就好了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFeZp7kJLT
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折翅的青鳥。小春甚至能聽見京子因喜悅滴落的淚珠輕敲地板的聲音，還有因為相擁而緊依的雙拍心跳聲。即使僅僅是自己加諸的幻想，然而所見的那一對：她的愛人以及她的摯友。心已然破裂，腿帶著她飛奔離開，別傻了，小春，別傻了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbWZ7CtNpL
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「對不起，我笑不出來。」小春的微笑在嘴角龜裂，蒼白的臉無神的雙眸她對著鏡子裡的自己說。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqZN1JiNcT
「小春我，笑不出來。」隨即眼淚背叛了她的想望一湧而出，又來了，都已經流了這麼多天的眼淚怎麼還有呢？不是什麼也沒殘留了嗎。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IVzER7LKd
不能再哭了，小春命令自己。原本以前此時待在她身旁的是誰，是誰抱著她拍她的背說：我會在你的身邊。是誰說的？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExmlLK5sML
小春用力的擦乾淚，狠狠揉痛了臉才罷休。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAblMH6IKp
她還是你的好朋友，笹川京子和三浦春是一輩子的好朋友，這是她們手牽手一齊許下的願望，一輩子都不會背叛對方的好朋友。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBqPkozjMf
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小春沒有離開只是多了許多容納孤寂的空隙，刻意迴避那些令她心神黯然的場景。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoLuGonfWO
她沒有離開也許是還沒有一個真正的理由讓她逃走。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajLZ1dNmpO
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小春不懂怎麼繼續經營和京子的友誼。反反覆覆看著手機通訊欄裡的號碼卻遲遲沒有撥出。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQbS76Yj1B
「嗶嗶。」新訊息。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe6O84BisI
「小春，我有幾天都沒跟妳碰面了好想妳，明天有空見個面吧？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco4rKqxGB3
「好阿，我也很想妳。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j8tj88j9f
是不是以後也能這般直率，不須隱瞞自己心情的一分一毫。小春心中隱隱作痛。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pwfZz2UuC
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整個早上下來一起做了許多開心的事情，愉悅的，沒有任何嫌隙。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsod6xtO8fH
他們在街道上逛著，安靜於彼此中央緩慢流動－－京子欲語又止的神情。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyNUSRxn5k
「綱他很溫柔。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoWUqDY0YR
他那殘忍的溫柔。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwV9w7hbMq
「我們已經在一起了－－小春？」京子臉上出現慌張對於褪去笑意的我。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rjAiqtKex
「一定要好好珍惜，好嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QiIoFA0ag
請務必珍惜他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CAa2ufFaM
原諒我不能祝福更多。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lNmnF1Tim
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我原本以為只要在他身旁鼓勵與等待，終有一天所渴求的會來臨，可是我不能夠了，因為他選擇的是京子，我最要好的朋友！我怎麼能夠不放棄。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLz3ph485H
沒有人回答，沒有人站在小春這邊，在小春付出所有的努力面前，僅僅她一人站在自己的一方。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLaYpCwlHd
她以為也許是孤單的，全世界都不祝福她，可還是要去追尋。她名三浦 春，那個替自我愛情堅持總是笑著的女孩。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseIlSO0kF9
但全都該結束了，在她看見澤田牽上笹川的那刻，心裡的痛楚終於明白了絕望。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5RoJyHlYQ
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小春在義大利經營一家精緻午茶店，掛著淺綠色的窗簾透著輕淺的光，不大，裡頭只有她和另一個人一起經營著。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiwVYTMr8N
「叮噹、叮噹－－」門口掛著的風鈴響起，小春從甜點雜誌上移開目光。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HlfTQsj00
踏入門前光裡的是－－「獄寺先生？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yr4FtBVXN
「完全沒有敬業的精神，」獄寺刻意的調侃她，「居然沒有歡迎光臨，嗯？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNtlAkcvQD
小春臉上揚起不服輸的微笑「怎麼突然來這兒？獄寺先生從何時開始吃甜點啦？有女朋友啦？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u6JGTgMsY
「呿、誰開始吃那些甜膩的東西了，我只是有事情才來這兒。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ73U44k0Fu
「什麼事阿？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXOAO6BheV
「山本約我來這裡。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMRZkAQ4KN
「要幫你們準備什麼？情人系列蛋糕？嘻嘻，開玩笑的啦，看看單子在告訴我吧。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYPqYcY44c
「你這女人還是一樣討人厭。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp4lPcdX25
「只是很羨慕你們這樣子要好罷了－－啊。」小春立刻意識到自己說了些尷尬的話，獄寺的眼底閃過一瞬間的繁雜立刻低頭假裝在看菜單。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjO1jYI19p
真是令人尷尬的沉默。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bVvTZm7t1
「放棄十代首領吧。」獄寺仍低著頭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs381DaIyN
小春用笑容替代回應。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCryCyS4jJF
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小春來到義大利，把好朋友都留在日本，偶爾才會回去，憑藉著通話或者視訊才能維繫彼此，她只剩京子與愛情了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AO0sZTSkG
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然而她賭的這把全盤皆輸，全輸給她得不到的幸福。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5rNF2eBJs
綱很深情。眼中彷彿只映有京子的身影。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpqVwFTPSk
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「我為什麼要放棄，」嘶聲力竭哭喊著，「我為什麼要放棄。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDjVQUox3n
痛哭的悶聲在空曠的房裡不斷撞擊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghAOLo86Od
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「叮咚。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBCAhK4XxU
「歡迎光臨－－奈奈阿姨！？什麼時候到義大利的？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eOaFsChD5
「昨日到的，你跟京子一同開的午茶店，早就想來瞧瞧了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvVHTEK5BU
小春端上甜點與水果茶入坐奈奈對邊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZT9acrqinw
「戀愛的人做出的甜點才真正懂的甜點的滋味，小春，你有喜歡的人嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfsxvVtIdK
怦咚、怦咚。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DjA9SROjy
怦咚、怦咚。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP1ycMJJDm
應該誠實嗎？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIWifPg1cK
「有喲，小春有喜歡的人。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UQwYrUc1L
奈奈嚐一口甜點，甜與酸在舌尖化開。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0yUIjktQl
「可是他有女朋友了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowevLbZFKG
「真可惜，妳的蛋糕很好吃。」奈奈微笑，「怎麼喜歡上的呢？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHD7o70XZZ
「小春是一見鍾情的喔。」嘴角不禁上揚。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIvr0yK6Ey
「一直這麼崇尚白馬王子的存在，也期待著出現，當我接觸到他，我就明白，心在他身上了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHLvwE1swZ
「我也是對家光這麼傾心的，那麼樣的無法自拔。」奈奈的眼神似琢磨的玉，深刻的紋路，深邃的目光。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pu3EYe1Kx
無法自拔。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CgO9QmWPo
「你會等他嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz7MBDhEEW
「其實……不知道是否該放手。」春撇過眼神的交集。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34w7B83aNT
「一生會這麼強烈的感覺到是愛情的也不過幾次，要珍惜。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4InvhCjtK
「小春明白。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwn4iXVIcm
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好久沒見到他，本來就不易見的人，現在更是難以接近。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OxoR5rqDC
怎麼能夠說出口，說想見他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhjVeokPjW
好想見他好想見他好想見他。心狠狠揪住。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkN7tLDJAX
明明是該收斂的情緒，卻像翻覆的水盆不能收回，水承載的全是她滿溢的想念。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uW82ffG5D
明明說要放手了，卻難分難捨。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliEKEei5hF
也許小春是那麼失落那個被愛的人非她，可－－小春還是喜歡他，無論他的愛情給了誰。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO29hwTfAu
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始終惦念，思念織成年華。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJX554FE3F
從國中高中然後跟隨他來義大利，起初到底用的是什麼樣的名義如何的心思，才如此無怨，也不悔。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMfA0iGupl
而那身影遙遠的，伸手難觸及的，卻始終嚮往著烙於心上永不熄的火燭，時而微弱以為將被風給吞滅卻又柳暗花明，的燃燒。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk5xGqJaVn
因為這有可能是，小春一生中唯一一次的愛情，說什麼也得抓得緊牢。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMnyQLRVoN
如此執著，即便她等待至今澤田綱吉的目光不是對於她，即便希望從來都很渺茫－－她愛他。已沒有足以為此解釋更多。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbXaJ86Zwv
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小春愛他，並不認為這定是個悲劇，因為她以為她能夠。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarMD4svTC6
小春愛他，她的愛情究竟有多深，才能堅持這麼多年，也許這是連自己也不明瞭的深厚，捫心自問，卻想不出解答，所以－－小春相信這就是真愛。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHejwaP9z8
無論他離的多遙遠，心底始終想念，愛戀，想到關於他的記憶心跳聲變得好響亮，不能斷停。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjomtJnAyC
就與飛蛾撲火相仿，若你問蛾怎麼能不顧生命，牠也不懂，因牠眼底只有那火焰。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMKEByvInZ
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看著事態發展至今，你說，小春怎麼還不離開？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HSDjsYOti
她也想知道答案，她需要一個解答來解釋所有她荒唐的行徑。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKPrxOsBJQ
所有箭頭都指向放棄。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvs5YBwbMJ
但還不願離開。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYebDsyLci
提起的情感沉甸甸壓在背上，放手那塊大石就此脫落摔在地，但同時她也會被綁在一起的繩子往下拉重重撲下，小春跟她的心早就緊密的綁在一塊兒，誰脫離另一邊亦跟著受罪。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6akZtKDxj
而痛的都是她。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QcNLWWlaI
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近來小春的夢裡常常出現他，夢中他仍是微笑的，那麼溫柔又強大令小春不禁景仰著他，而他始終是一幅遠觀而不能觸的畫像。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu376SwjPo
小春只要夢見他就覺得開心，然夢醒卻失落無比。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOOLciwULZ
而愛的多麼深的，才出現於夢境。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDPHh4D3dB
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小春好想他好想他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPY0eDLZn2
三浦春的夢裡全是澤田綱吉。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth864T7KtQ
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「好了、好了……夠了……」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3UnkW3AAY
其實是一種折磨，現實無法相見的在夢境付諸實現，卻太過虛幻，短暫的幸福在下瞬間破滅換來巨大的空虛，然後小春哭了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXiffFjgDa
自問哭些什麼，卻也無法回答自己。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOUMA8jC9x
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Vongola十世的戀情愈來愈受到眾人矚目，高調的甜蜜奏章，彷彿確立了他的夫人名為笹川京子，再也不會有任何改變。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O3z0OdnBG
到底小春也該想開了，心情逐漸平穩，盡可能別再觸及這件事情，儘管京子兩三天就找她或著打電話，小春也沒有那麼介懷了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzWCDXhB56
那些本就不屬於自己的，不是在乎即能改變什麼。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTh6zIpRTe
小春愛他多麼久最後並沒有得到什麼，好朋友的位置罷了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VpCTdzlQp
成為好朋友也不錯，小春變相的安慰自己。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUXMcX824R
－－真是夠了。最後拒絕對自己再提起關於感情的任何事。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBscCgPh8Eb
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小春的生活中心本就非澤田綱吉，她有自己的事業，一間小烘焙屋跟幼稚園老師。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe3eiSOxQE
也許是當時的瘋狂為了一種冒險的氣味來到義大利－－你想問會後悔嗎？非常後悔。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y9dG6nfei
她後悔錯過了家中恰美生小狗狗的時候。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHkEi0z6Fc
她後悔沒跟當時約好一起大學畢業然後去大樂一番的好友，在日本也許會是同樣的工作。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDabWhZAD7
她後悔，把青春都付諸於這麼陌生的城市，她後悔的有太多太多。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07w4VEAslC
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過了半年最後他們終於論及婚嫁，是真的太快了，小春還沒有勇氣面對他們的婚禮，她的勇氣早就消耗殆淨。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaCx5Kjl1H
越想越多，越想越不甘，一想到令人欣羨的他們，心就無助地破碎，化為塵煙。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsSaQRGxfj
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獄寺再次登門進店，為了說幾句關於她們訂婚宴的準備事項，小春理所應當是伴娘，多麼殘酷的配襯。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW6YfbBQ4K
一聽見獄寺要討論訂婚小春臉色就不對勁了，她以為自己隱瞞得很好，但都是自欺欺人，然後獄寺說了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnjGIEiefE
「難道妳不會想要逃跑躲開這一切，把自己的耳朵摀住。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXlVeyNKVb
這句話直接戳痛了小春。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjBItNxRhx
「誰說我不想！」小春大叫，「我只是盡我可能的勇敢，不要殘忍得連這ㄧ些都讓他破碎，我失去得夠多了，」她憤怒的瞪著獄寺，「在這裡－－我的心，清楚告訴我它是痛苦並真實的，你懂嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxq97UOxqsY
「我懂！」獄寺大吼，「只是希望你早點放棄，不要再這麼掙扎下去，太折磨了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRUiGXCpN1
這是在關心她媽？小春微愣，張嘴卻又說不出什麼。獄寺眼中意外出現了充滿不捨與複雜的情緒。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPItYbRC37
然後她靜靜地說：「我只懂一點，我的心不能失去。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3euCulw6m
兩雙眼安靜的互望。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgWrUq0MjR
「可是你什麼也沒得到。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpnQGFDFA5
「我知道。」幾乎是在話甫落的瞬間眼淚就掉了下來。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZ0bE5dXF2
獄寺的胸膛讓小春依著，不忍的只能任小春在他懷裡落淚，心不自禁疼痛起來。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek4xLJ45pl
澤田綱吉與笹川京子，誰也猜不出這麼一對會令誰痛心的情侶。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB4PIJmw42
太殘忍了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQaaR1zVYk
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明明那麼愛他，明明傾盡全心，怎麼只換得孤獨。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtEm8nuiF6
吶，又為什麼放棄不了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ564HkYDau0
小春是真的該好好的試著放棄，儘管從頭到尾她都這麼想卻狠不下心，狠不下對這多年來的情感。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nZ9SOzBbV
她最後作出了選擇，不，不如是說選擇選擇了她。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSbe9MY3JO
不論掙扎了多久嘗試多少條遠道，以為接近出口之時不過又繞回了這裡，該結束的劇情。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMLBxI0uR3
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「對不起，我笑不出來。」小春的微笑在嘴角龜裂，蒼白的臉無神的雙眸她對著鏡子裡的自己說。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqZN1JiNcT
「小春我，笑不出來。」隨即眼淚背叛了她的想望一湧而出，又來了，都已經流了這麼多天的眼淚怎麼還有呢？不是什麼也沒殘留了嗎。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IVzER7LKd
不能再哭了，小春命令自己。原本以前此時待在她身旁的是誰，是誰抱著她拍她的背說：我會在你的身邊。是誰說的？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExmlLK5sML
小春用力的擦乾淚，狠狠揉痛了臉才罷休。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAblMH6IKp
她還是你的好朋友，笹川京子和三浦春是一輩子的好朋友，這是她們手牽手一齊許下的願望，一輩子都不會背叛對方的好朋友。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBqPkozjMf
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小春沒有離開只是多了許多容納孤寂的空隙，刻意迴避那些令她心神黯然的場景。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoLuGonfWO
她沒有離開也許是還沒有一個真正的理由讓她逃走。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajLZ1dNmpO
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小春不懂怎麼繼續經營和京子的友誼。反反覆覆看著手機通訊欄裡的號碼卻遲遲沒有撥出。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQbS76Yj1B
「嗶嗶。」新訊息。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe6O84BisI
「小春，我有幾天都沒跟妳碰面了好想妳，明天有空見個面吧？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco4rKqxGB3
「好阿，我也很想妳。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j8tj88j9f
是不是以後也能這般直率，不須隱瞞自己心情的一分一毫。小春心中隱隱作痛。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pwfZz2UuC
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整個早上下來一起做了許多開心的事情，愉悅的，沒有任何嫌隙。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsod6xtO8fH
他們在街道上逛著，安靜於彼此中央緩慢流動－－京子欲語又止的神情。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyNUSRxn5k
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「我們已經在一起了－－小春？」京子臉上出現慌張對於褪去笑意的我。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rjAiqtKex
「一定要好好珍惜，好嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QiIoFA0ag
請務必珍惜他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CAa2ufFaM
原諒我不能祝福更多。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lNmnF1Tim
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我原本以為只要在他身旁鼓勵與等待，終有一天所渴求的會來臨，可是我不能夠了，因為他選擇的是京子，我最要好的朋友！我怎麼能夠不放棄。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLz3ph485H
沒有人回答，沒有人站在小春這邊，在小春付出所有的努力面前，僅僅她一人站在自己的一方。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLaYpCwlHd
她以為也許是孤單的，全世界都不祝福她，可還是要去追尋。她名三浦 春，那個替自我愛情堅持總是笑著的女孩。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseIlSO0kF9
但全都該結束了，在她看見澤田牽上笹川的那刻，心裡的痛楚終於明白了絕望。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5RoJyHlYQ
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小春在義大利經營一家精緻午茶店，掛著淺綠色的窗簾透著輕淺的光，不大，裡頭只有她和另一個人一起經營著。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwiwVYTMr8N
「叮噹、叮噹－－」門口掛著的風鈴響起，小春從甜點雜誌上移開目光。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HlfTQsj00
踏入門前光裡的是－－「獄寺先生？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yr4FtBVXN
「完全沒有敬業的精神，」獄寺刻意的調侃她，「居然沒有歡迎光臨，嗯？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNtlAkcvQD
小春臉上揚起不服輸的微笑「怎麼突然來這兒？獄寺先生從何時開始吃甜點啦？有女朋友啦？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4u6JGTgMsY
「呿、誰開始吃那些甜膩的東西了，我只是有事情才來這兒。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ73U44k0Fu
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「山本約我來這裡。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMRZkAQ4KN
「要幫你們準備什麼？情人系列蛋糕？嘻嘻，開玩笑的啦，看看單子在告訴我吧。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYPqYcY44c
「你這女人還是一樣討人厭。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp4lPcdX25
「只是很羨慕你們這樣子要好罷了－－啊。」小春立刻意識到自己說了些尷尬的話，獄寺的眼底閃過一瞬間的繁雜立刻低頭假裝在看菜單。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjO1jYI19p
真是令人尷尬的沉默。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bVvTZm7t1
「放棄十代首領吧。」獄寺仍低著頭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs381DaIyN
小春用笑容替代回應。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCryCyS4jJF
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小春來到義大利，把好朋友都留在日本，偶爾才會回去，憑藉著通話或者視訊才能維繫彼此，她只剩京子與愛情了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AO0sZTSkG
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然而她賭的這把全盤皆輸，全輸給她得不到的幸福。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5rNF2eBJs
綱很深情。眼中彷彿只映有京子的身影。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpqVwFTPSk
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「我為什麼要放棄，」嘶聲力竭哭喊著，「我為什麼要放棄。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDjVQUox3n
痛哭的悶聲在空曠的房裡不斷撞擊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghAOLo86Od
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「叮咚。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBCAhK4XxU
「歡迎光臨－－奈奈阿姨！？什麼時候到義大利的？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eOaFsChD5
「昨日到的，你跟京子一同開的午茶店，早就想來瞧瞧了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvVHTEK5BU
小春端上甜點與水果茶入坐奈奈對邊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZT9acrqinw
「戀愛的人做出的甜點才真正懂的甜點的滋味，小春，你有喜歡的人嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfsxvVtIdK
怦咚、怦咚。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DjA9SROjy
怦咚、怦咚。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP1ycMJJDm
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「有喲，小春有喜歡的人。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UQwYrUc1L
奈奈嚐一口甜點，甜與酸在舌尖化開。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0yUIjktQl
「可是他有女朋友了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowevLbZFKG
「真可惜，妳的蛋糕很好吃。」奈奈微笑，「怎麼喜歡上的呢？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHD7o70XZZ
「小春是一見鍾情的喔。」嘴角不禁上揚。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIvr0yK6Ey
「一直這麼崇尚白馬王子的存在，也期待著出現，當我接觸到他，我就明白，心在他身上了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHLvwE1swZ
「我也是對家光這麼傾心的，那麼樣的無法自拔。」奈奈的眼神似琢磨的玉，深刻的紋路，深邃的目光。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pu3EYe1Kx
無法自拔。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CgO9QmWPo
「你會等他嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLz7MBDhEEW
「其實……不知道是否該放手。」春撇過眼神的交集。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34w7B83aNT
「一生會這麼強烈的感覺到是愛情的也不過幾次，要珍惜。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4InvhCjtK
「小春明白。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwn4iXVIcm
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好久沒見到他，本來就不易見的人，現在更是難以接近。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OxoR5rqDC
怎麼能夠說出口，說想見他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhjVeokPjW
好想見他好想見他好想見他。心狠狠揪住。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkN7tLDJAX
明明是該收斂的情緒，卻像翻覆的水盆不能收回，水承載的全是她滿溢的想念。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uW82ffG5D
明明說要放手了，卻難分難捨。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliEKEei5hF
也許小春是那麼失落那個被愛的人非她，可－－小春還是喜歡他，無論他的愛情給了誰。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO29hwTfAu
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始終惦念，思念織成年華。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJX554FE3F
從國中高中然後跟隨他來義大利，起初到底用的是什麼樣的名義如何的心思，才如此無怨，也不悔。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMfA0iGupl
而那身影遙遠的，伸手難觸及的，卻始終嚮往著烙於心上永不熄的火燭，時而微弱以為將被風給吞滅卻又柳暗花明，的燃燒。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk5xGqJaVn
因為這有可能是，小春一生中唯一一次的愛情，說什麼也得抓得緊牢。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMnyQLRVoN
如此執著，即便她等待至今澤田綱吉的目光不是對於她，即便希望從來都很渺茫－－她愛他。已沒有足以為此解釋更多。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbXaJ86Zwv
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小春愛他，並不認為這定是個悲劇，因為她以為她能夠。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarMD4svTC6
小春愛他，她的愛情究竟有多深，才能堅持這麼多年，也許這是連自己也不明瞭的深厚，捫心自問，卻想不出解答，所以－－小春相信這就是真愛。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHejwaP9z8
無論他離的多遙遠，心底始終想念，愛戀，想到關於他的記憶心跳聲變得好響亮，不能斷停。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjomtJnAyC
就與飛蛾撲火相仿，若你問蛾怎麼能不顧生命，牠也不懂，因牠眼底只有那火焰。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMKEByvInZ
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到底要怎樣才放得了手？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWYW6lHzx0
看著事態發展至今，你說，小春怎麼還不離開？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HSDjsYOti
她也想知道答案，她需要一個解答來解釋所有她荒唐的行徑。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKPrxOsBJQ
所有箭頭都指向放棄。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvs5YBwbMJ
但還不願離開。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYebDsyLci
提起的情感沉甸甸壓在背上，放手那塊大石就此脫落摔在地，但同時她也會被綁在一起的繩子往下拉重重撲下，小春跟她的心早就緊密的綁在一塊兒，誰脫離另一邊亦跟著受罪。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6akZtKDxj
而痛的都是她。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QcNLWWlaI
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近來小春的夢裡常常出現他，夢中他仍是微笑的，那麼溫柔又強大令小春不禁景仰著他，而他始終是一幅遠觀而不能觸的畫像。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu376SwjPo
小春只要夢見他就覺得開心，然夢醒卻失落無比。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOOLciwULZ
而愛的多麼深的，才出現於夢境。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDPHh4D3dB
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小春好想他好想他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPY0eDLZn2
三浦春的夢裡全是澤田綱吉。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡth864T7KtQ
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「好了、好了……夠了……」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3UnkW3AAY
其實是一種折磨，現實無法相見的在夢境付諸實現，卻太過虛幻，短暫的幸福在下瞬間破滅換來巨大的空虛，然後小春哭了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXiffFjgDa
自問哭些什麼，卻也無法回答自己。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOUMA8jC9x
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這也是她對自己永恆的疑問。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5eDp1sd90
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Vongola十世的戀情愈來愈受到眾人矚目，高調的甜蜜奏章，彷彿確立了他的夫人名為笹川京子，再也不會有任何改變。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O3z0OdnBG
到底小春也該想開了，心情逐漸平穩，盡可能別再觸及這件事情，儘管京子兩三天就找她或著打電話，小春也沒有那麼介懷了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzWCDXhB56
那些本就不屬於自己的，不是在乎即能改變什麼。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTh6zIpRTe
小春愛他多麼久最後並沒有得到什麼，好朋友的位置罷了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VpCTdzlQp
成為好朋友也不錯，小春變相的安慰自己。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUXMcX824R
－－真是夠了。最後拒絕對自己再提起關於感情的任何事。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBscCgPh8Eb
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小春的生活中心本就非澤田綱吉，她有自己的事業，一間小烘焙屋跟幼稚園老師。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe3eiSOxQE
也許是當時的瘋狂為了一種冒險的氣味來到義大利－－你想問會後悔嗎？非常後悔。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y9dG6nfei
她後悔錯過了家中恰美生小狗狗的時候。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHkEi0z6Fc
她後悔沒跟當時約好一起大學畢業然後去大樂一番的好友，在日本也許會是同樣的工作。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDabWhZAD7
她後悔，把青春都付諸於這麼陌生的城市，她後悔的有太多太多。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07w4VEAslC
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過了半年最後他們終於論及婚嫁，是真的太快了，小春還沒有勇氣面對他們的婚禮，她的勇氣早就消耗殆淨。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaCx5Kjl1H
越想越多，越想越不甘，一想到令人欣羨的他們，心就無助地破碎，化為塵煙。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsSaQRGxfj
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獄寺再次登門進店，為了說幾句關於她們訂婚宴的準備事項，小春理所應當是伴娘，多麼殘酷的配襯。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW6YfbBQ4K
一聽見獄寺要討論訂婚小春臉色就不對勁了，她以為自己隱瞞得很好，但都是自欺欺人，然後獄寺說了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnjGIEiefE
「難道妳不會想要逃跑躲開這一切，把自己的耳朵摀住。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXlVeyNKVb
這句話直接戳痛了小春。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjBItNxRhx
「誰說我不想！」小春大叫，「我只是盡我可能的勇敢，不要殘忍得連這ㄧ些都讓他破碎，我失去得夠多了，」她憤怒的瞪著獄寺，「在這裡－－我的心，清楚告訴我它是痛苦並真實的，你懂嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxq97UOxqsY
「我懂！」獄寺大吼，「只是希望你早點放棄，不要再這麼掙扎下去，太折磨了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRUiGXCpN1
這是在關心她媽？小春微愣，張嘴卻又說不出什麼。獄寺眼中意外出現了充滿不捨與複雜的情緒。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPItYbRC37
然後她靜靜地說：「我只懂一點，我的心不能失去。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3euCulw6m
兩雙眼安靜的互望。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgWrUq0MjR
「可是你什麼也沒得到。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpnQGFDFA5
「我知道。」幾乎是在話甫落的瞬間眼淚就掉了下來。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZ0bE5dXF2
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