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I want ankle-biters, but timidity untethered my tarsals
Because what if I'm like you, and my children feel like parcels
Loved; let go by fathers, shiny after surrogacy, adoring them dim
That's why it's important for me to find the right fucking man, right now
Because what if I'm like you: too submissive, my kids think, "How?"
"Ain't ya got it sorted?"
"You got engaged way too early, and now you fear your husband"
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I want baby pictures, but your grandparents are against sodomy
Because what if you're like me: a waste of a tithe, satanic
Pentagrams and demons; guardian angels abandoned, left you for Lilith
Just to have a mother, holy fuck two dads ain't feminine enough
Because: "What if you're like them, then you'll never find your true love"
"You're lonely forever"
That's why I pray with conviction, "God, please, let them see the pith"
"Let me, let me have my kiss"
"Then let them denounce every myth"
"Let me, let me have my kiss"
"God, let them see the, see the pith"
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(Let them see the pith)
(Let them see the pith)
(Let them see the pith)
(Let them see the pith)
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Welcome to the world of FIEFDOM FALL.
Long before I wrote what became Antinomy, I had the idea to open the project with a piece about gay marriage and the question of having children. Ironically, Antinomy ended up being one of the last pieces I wrote lol - but it felt right to begin here.
I wanted to start with something deeply personal and evocative, to see who might connect with my work - to see where these chaotic, tangled thoughts might land and take root in others.
I hope the rest of this project touches you deeply. I hope it finds you where you are, and stays with you.
