母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3hBptNcGk
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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「74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynDPQ96mOh
我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2NkooBQkw
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr2RKnDcWG
」
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自白 :
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「74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsbWzw4Ovf
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSesIuii3S2
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWIqAVs1g5
」
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年幼時媽媽說過：74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrn0k35g3R1
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「74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMWsCeU636
如果很痛，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWUPX5mVhq
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGB5HVMKCKZ
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDBNVjKend
」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8co3logbo
那之後還身為孩子時的自己，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnO7E3d3KG
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2yOFyIu4q
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。
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「
還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCzy4ZtTBm
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumKZqBREbd
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHt10NkrWD
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKJwZlIuDx
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCoCBFtg0F
「因為我們是家人。」74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPyPjOqq0i
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPXOxojTOL
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是什麼樣的母親，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrreno8mdBj
於孩子的撒嬌下，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5LYPolBHT
於貧困、於匱乏，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCyiQd0bgQ
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oKLJtYcPH
作為玩具獎勵給子女。74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMwSjBdZQz
74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRACwbZDSH
並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTmiVSQIeP
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpXUSUKj7v
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfv3xuvZxD
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluN4RTSnc3
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
