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「妳不是一直都很不屑吃這種卡通主題餐廳的嗎？妳說價錢貴，只是弄個卡通形狀的食物而已，那些公仔帶不走的，完全很騙錢。今天為什麼忽然有興致主動被騙錢？」小榆不留情面直接吐嘈莊雨。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScxegHduvs
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莊雨吐吐舌頭：「就嘗試一下新東西嘛，做人不用太理性，就感受一下卡通裡的輕鬆氣氛啊。而且妳不覺得姆明還蠻可愛的嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLCtvHHJJB
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今天莊雨塗上了海藍色的啞色指甲油，穿了一件白色襯衫，配上一條蔚藍色碎花長裙和粉紅色圓頭平底鞋。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9O0DteUcb
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「妳何時喜歡上這卡通公仔的？」小榆伸手摸摸放在她身旁的姆明大毛公仔。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LvB3c3j88
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主題餐廳內，每桌客人身旁都會放置一隻大型毛公仔，裝潢是參照卡通片內主角的屋子，牆上也貼滿主角或其他角色的照片和圖畫，令客人彷彿置身另一個可愛、無憂的時空裡。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjLocDGScM
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「我也不知道。其實我沒有說很喜歡它，只是覺得它臉鼓鼓的，這蠻有趣的。」莊雨啜飲著綠茶牛奶，廚師還在奶蓋上還用巧克力粉畫上一個姆明圖案。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuxcPjNkPx
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一開始莊雨還啜飲得小心翼翼，深怕會弄到公仔圖案，但後來她索性用吸管直接把它劃破。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSjUmodCu9
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待離開後，莊雨在附屬餐廳的精品店內買了一件印著姆明圖案的T恤和毛公仔吊繩。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YI5lzBfME
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「妳真的很喜歡這隻公仔耶。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSIHR7pnrH
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「沒有啦，就一個紀念品而已。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7BgnSA4h8
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莊雨又站在手錶店門外，注視著玻璃窗內的一支手錶——簡約風格的薄身大錶面，配上深藍色寬身錶帶的手錶。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNoxDyEyxM
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她察覺到自己最近一走在街上，眼神就會忍不住打量路人手腕上的手錶款式。而且她也變得喜歡遊走在各間手錶店，觀賞玻璃櫥窗內的各款手錶。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZTGzGwwsH
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透過觀望別人各式各樣的手錶款式，她愈發現其實自己只是在尋找某一支手錶的輪廓。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2H6l1zk07
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莊雨喜歡這支手錶，卻一直沒有買下。本來她就不是特別愛好手錶的人，對手錶沒有感覺，也很久沒有戴錶的習慣，對上一次戴手錶已經是四年多前的事，她較習慣看手機去知道時間是何時何分。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOxE4ucgOt
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「妳覺得我要不要買下那支手錶？還是算了比較好？」中午吃飯時，莊雨詢問好朋友兼同事——阿梨的意見。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfScy3SrCNF
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「妳喜歡的話就買呀。不過我都不知道妳對手錶有特別的愛好，之後都沒看過妳有戴手錶耶。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7ljh7iZyH
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「就覺得戴支手錶感覺也不錯呀。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8Y2saQA5N
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「為什麼忽然對手錶感興趣？總有一個原因吧。」阿梨好奇地把身子靠向莊雨。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXij0pmFE7
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「沒有吧，就真的只是覺得戴支手錶在手腕上的感覺也不錯呀。」莊雨以稀疏平常的口吻重覆。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnLMwbQq3O
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「是嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc7g2khjcv
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有時候，莊雨會覺得自己好像一道影子般，只是賴隨著影子的主人去生存著。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAUvgsilOI
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在台灣戶外的車站月台上，被熾熱的陽光曬得汗流浹背的莊雨不斷用紙巾印走額上的汗水。她今天就穿了早前買下的姆明圖案T恤，配上白色短裙子和草織帽。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOJ2IwVDEG
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「沒想到妳會跟著我來旅遊啊，妳不是很害怕離開熟悉的城市、害怕到外地旅遊的嗎？」芷琳打開專給自由行旅客看的旅行書，再次閱讀她早已計劃好的行程路線。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIiUO0dEyX
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「哎呀，我想豐富自己的人生閱歷，更新自己的眼光嘛，只待在同一個城市實在太苦悶了。」莊雨的臉被曬得紅彤彤。「我只是純粹想離開一個地方而已。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaJmbLRp7L
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「哈哈，妳終於想通了，懂得享受人生了。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuI1ASY0c3K
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「今天我們去哪玩呀？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8uwAuPe0U
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「我們中午可以先去農場看綿羊和風車，下午就回民宿休息一下，晚上再去夜市吃點小吃，這樣好嗎？」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs71pMDuNtR
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「只有這些嗎？不如多加一、兩個行程吧，把時間填得滿滿的，這比較充實喔。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakcTsprOyR
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「近來妳好像變了另一個人似的，妳不是說過最討厭現在的都市人太過於寂寞和逃避自己嗎？妳說大家只懂得吃喝玩樂去把時間塞得滿滿的，因為要逃避安靜下來的時候，所以一點都不懂得留白去面對自己和梳理內心。」432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3m4oJD5QOc
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嗯……很多朋友都說她最近變得不一樣了，行為和心態都跟從前判若兩人。她有時會意識到這些改變，更多時候是不自覺。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vGe3s62RZ
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乘了半小時的火車，她們終於到了農場。在一片大青草原裡，伴著藍天白雲的晴朗天氣，就算不用特別做些什麼，莊雨已經感覺非常愜意。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUEJg9c7v1
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農埸內有一個風車區域，七彩繽紛的彩虹風車乘微風吹轉，身處其中的莊雨很迷戀這些愉快的時光，她知道自己需要這些可以帶給人快樂的景色，但她的眼角卻緩緩流下一串淚來。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsANUD40yjl
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到了晚上，停下追追趕趕的生活節奏，拂去人群內的歡笑和交談聲，只有靜悄悄的空間裡，有一個鮮明的人影映在莊雨的心田上，才被她清晰地看見。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcqD30B1VE
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關於他的一切，莊雨已經拼不回一幅大圖畫。他有否戴著眼鏡、他曾說過的話、他習慣的小動作、他離別時最後的一個神情等等的一切，已在她的記憶中漸漸變得模糊，隨時間過去而流逝，任她如何用力想記住，也無能為力。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppSXxqEE4K
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但莊雨卻深刻記得他生氣時那氣鼓鼓很像某卡通公仔的面容、他手腕上的深藍色寬身手錶帶、那件有點微皺的淺藍色襯衫、他那道與他年齡不符的孩子氣聲線……這些記憶的零碎畫面卻在她腦中揮之不去。她甚至忘了他的手錶的款式，卻對他有戴手錶這件事情印象深刻。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsOIPyHFjs
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我們去異國展開旅程，去逃離原來的苦悶生活，我們渴望看見新的風景，去另一個地方遇見另一個自由的自己，我們遊玩異國陌生的一切一切：在味蕾感受到美食的刺激時、在眼睛吸收到美麗又新奇的景色時、在與朋友閒談而發出愉快的笑聲時、透過享受生活去增加自己的人生經歷時，都更加深刻牽動著另一人藏在自己心坎的感覺，勾起心中掛念的那個他／她。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxo573fukU
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原來豐富了的人生經歷，並不會把我們記憶中原本的人和事給沖洗掉。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAzHGh2Xdd
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莊雨一人睡在床上，在獨自一人的夜裡，只能帶著這份強烈的思念入眠，埋進無聲的夢中。432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRYtRCBY7a
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