The sun was starting to rise slowly. Darkness filled the room I was sleeping in as the shades blocked out the early sunrise.274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygz1fPGjhd
As usual, I followed my daily routine. Clean up, get dressed for another depressing day.I walked upstairs to get breakfast. 274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1qlez5bJ2
You know what's funny?, everyone in the house lives in a room except me.I used to live in the same room as my mom but she kicked me out since there was no space for her to keep her clothes. 274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e7msstKt6
Every night I slept with a big blanket on top of me burrowing myself together so I can get myself warm. After that thought ,I started searching for the woman who I called "Mother".
I appreciated all the things that she had done for me ,but that doesn't mean she is a good mother. I don't have a good family. I don't have a perfect family. They all judge me.My brother in laws keep saying that I am ugly. Oh?, I am ugly? yet,was I the one who cheated on my wife? He's not alone. 274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUFGYDBUnU
All my sisters have cheated on their husbands yet, i am the one who is dirty, ugly and unclean and lazy. Funny. But, am i not the person who takes care of your kids while you run around partying and being immature. I feel like I am more like a parent to the than you ever were. I moved these thoughts away.
I moved away these thoughts as I started thinking about the pain. The pain of soles of shoes, belts and wood against your skin. I tugged the end of my sleeves, thinking of the scars on my body.
I rushed outside thinking about how late I was. I didn't even eat yet.It was oddly calm.The air was refreshing as the cold slapped me on the face. These are the days that you should appreciate, The trees were bare trees trying to not let go.These are the days that you ought to appreciate. 274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0mzZpysOq
I walked inside the school as I was taking off my coat. I forcefully walked down the hallways to reach my homeroom. There was crowded students and security guards yelling them to move. It was noisy to the point where it turned annoying. 274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfidgysXT5P
I started wondering why was I here? I am smarter than all of them. So why am I here? Is this punishment?274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWjfoWNPDD
Before i knew it i was in front of the room. I took a breath and forced myself to smile and walked inside.
Before I knew, homeroom was over. I was now heading to Social Studies. The teacher is pretty cool and nice, I guess, but too talkative. I felt very uncomfortable around him. Whenever he comes to my table, his eyes always manage to look or take a quick glance at me.274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAW8GKQciZV
I started noticing since I had nothing better to do because I always finished first. But probably not. I was just acting naive. I lost my innocence so it is only in the right mind to think that.
My Cousin, in case you were wondering. I wasn't willing. I was small,four or five.But isn't it my fault too?, I didn't stop it.274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtthjF6CNN0
I looked down on my nails. Why don't i have pretty nails like them but short dirty nail. I started scraping my nail polish off, because I didn't like them. That wasn't me.274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPOuaEMauY
I took out a notebook where I used to write notes. I started writing in my notebook about jobs I could work so I can earn money for college. Even my mom, isn't helping me for college. Am I that sad? 274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbIRJPsmkn
She left the whole thing on me. I also recommended to myself being a stripper or a prostitute but didn't want to sell my body. Plus I have no shape at all.274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzBG8xxK5s
I continued writing and stopped, while putting the notebook aside. When class was over I grabbed my bag, trying not to be noticed by the tea.
Walking in the hallways, I saw a two guys that were surrounded by three girls , teasing them and joking around. 274Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pjl5w5tPX
I walked past them and my head went up to the ceiling and I chuckled under my breath. Like I said, These are the days that you ought to appreciate. How pathetic?
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