春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhurU0MCQHQ
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7gXHR2ONB
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbr5ll3LQ1
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRUqerRfgN
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3juFLg1bN9
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7ufX4yYom
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mZCCP60Da
郭禹震了一下。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LW6NDvbCq
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yWb4pCLms
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaMsOe5Iw7
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEbfDlJyWn
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCdRGMPdOC
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIME4l0rSj
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUURyLcZvXD
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QIYDilrJy
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHePiFFGSw
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XHFmzOZRo
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRQq3jWq2K
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaytCEyVq8D
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIoYSKgFLM
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKyFlHR35B
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXtu8FWFSX
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65k9np5ewc
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZLE2i5W8e
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNd0W5rKLV
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHCsEufz3A
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0F6wcc1YT
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLE04SY0dA
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTqNV0BwvU
「嗯。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZsrCcUFyx
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizVb3pbOxQ
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1nodZ5e80
被拉得很長、很長。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCCpntk28G
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBfK9VAXaQ
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaArrG1s5o
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡER5RkutPLn
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2YDlbCXHw
她抹抹眼。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCarz0Wku3
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMrHciOk19
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99xMhexEQr
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFfIvSvxoX
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI1T8ZwB5Y
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdELez84SyT
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUldFyiuq8z
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ406RHk4lKZ
「什麼？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJ2JkGhIFB
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD03CmZ2eKg
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMioPqTJgm
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkVXs8h4S9
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0rhAyGS1v
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkCCmBcfxR
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdu1Absk5Y
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdsGqKhnom
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkjlgZR51Z
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYccKMVDG1
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MlioJsBI1
回來了。那個熟悉的她。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzjQN2V5Wz
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWD8LQ25Taq
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZxWyfIjmb
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlZvOT2C8t
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk1WoT4C9T
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放學，郭禹回到家。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9B9HAvkII
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADjK5qwiuA
「好⋯⋯」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxep2wWMPju
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqqmisKIeu
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltqIn1X0px
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaM22fcB5k
爸爸沈默的看著。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzQgu3X6XL
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvibyd0AGf6
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSXrG8ZgFq
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOHb4fMiKq
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFvxWSbwuH
她吞了吞口水。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJfzDN1WXs
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdpTdK8tCa
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cBHN55nSN
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfay7x5PJNF
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHY0y9GKEX
唔。她馬上放低眼神。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiSmlxWMtW
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7EruUQ7bN
安靜的那種。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6wfzbmz6D
讓人發寒。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhF45d162Y
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfbkx9zRNX
郭禹點點頭。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1e49wdQP18
「是。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqyItVFs0i
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Tby3TicWs
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xvzYOCY0W
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSL7bsvikH
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPEwh8ke6k
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUw6qYLxPx
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fpj8gtLJn
然後，是她今天說過的話。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F2lc2ciD6
——「不會累嗎？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdyBecQihG
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBoZiBZ9MA
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpGA3NT9kM
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4fxg74cxG
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G5WR93H2B
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVDnlu769I
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFHrifktp8
「是啊。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwM2ZE6wdzR
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5742FiSJfc
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeB6xtyNvj
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy1ncUShCN
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7FJaD5Tpp
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnwjMWL1vQ
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtD5vQnH2G
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQlekyiNCs
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxBDVzjcq0
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyJt4lj3m1
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJtPQTnc3R
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5C0c4LEzS
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrmhF4UEp5
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBROyw86U7
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04QkyjNZvo
「腦袋有問題。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEAQzeQ1YO
「哈哈。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcK8WBz6HP
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpDCOfwkhW
「啊！」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsjABq9uIR
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpnneTVJgH
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DrDDOkeUh
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ouXkDGNcp
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcAtSJI7MX
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WrTecs9fi
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqGXPjtAyy
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpm8T3xy1Y
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw4qZ9eGaE
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxQYLPuiAW
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUJl7KG8Qi
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdYMdqwHSH
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKliZhoRRaR
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkg0917jSB
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp9ADbGiDL
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0G3CTI1Y0c
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ID8dM0gEF
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtuYpIUDq8
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMBRJ8o9n3
郭禹的表情僵住。 507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNep5g33N1
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7R53WCLZSX
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFoatXDkqy
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qmOz7BPbA
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLP1hyGIO7
「妳——」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zjzH4T0Uu
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATYCj8FMWA
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PQbkKJy09
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHtgL5ZPgR
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHX2uD0CRNS
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAE2MukZyL
——真是可恥。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1PW6677nk
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQyIA3Vbus
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3fTPXSKo8
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6UgvDompH
也許她可以⋯⋯507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lVleDTBT6
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIapsnQVVT
她一震。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUdETvBxYk
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD92Ts0tPcF
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHta67IVRxG
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMxMkulRgq
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtIhPBGauC
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDjNbuvcfD
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvhE6CNKiO
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9GxG66UW9
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5NBxE4aQj
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMr8H15k7G
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzDbAQq8Mq
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JWL74040T
「別再說了！」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N6cgn2dIt
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1sCsMW2wF
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkWtpiLoM6
「快追！」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglS67aW1gF
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwX0jjAPSq1
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDUjPzCUFG
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMzgtE4Ux5
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6mdgwkws7
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI09B0g7oH
「不要，要走就——」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazn4Zpxy6r
「拿著。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7jy08mOEf
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdw7cSv0b1
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrObdQjVrDz
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5IhpsCCZl
「騙人——」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAsFZo5mpD
「我像是在說謊嗎？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2Hu1XiWG9
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdV1oGeFBCA
「很好。現在快跑。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEwAAhaqiP
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDTHmhhURD
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv6tEMOPvl
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6f7TKBlNa
而她正在哭。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ESJF0Eq3n
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9NCxoMNyu
為什麼。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGub7d64Fgh
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WpislZ9Fg
而今天，是大考當天。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGDoxkXbzL
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6yU4GqaOt
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJcyFAdxgH
「妳怎麼了？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtOcDChz1Y
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoe7iiEsfv
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdLF29l1Ca
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymAkk61nSb
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCiAvlE07Y
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCplcr7oA4n
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBK0BYhGCI
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ288JloBi1S
「⋯⋯嗯。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF0HvWI15i
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzKdHs9Exl
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYMMB69o5N
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X9dGqyeft
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMN64rjpLRo
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VJOdJKFdV
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiM4zR8sx5T
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mRvbzojxR
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4n6IJpvce
那是個墓碑。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzG1l3obXX
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Cmtryffai
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OL6ANFdcB
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyezhSfBftQ
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUmE33zjW3
「我不——」她試著開口。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjsbgEDz1B
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQDUZG0neE
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk2D582qs5
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8U9jKGMuo
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95x5UXtXER
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59z2I4QsNz
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7bQYQfPAk
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZKJm94w6O
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT1UrZ5qkc
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCGGWY2Xt7
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXqsPLMlxV
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJTaaLaeGY
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTvtDxoRJ2
信封署名是給她的。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQJAKYSndb
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7vFaRlrD1
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0yFhpjU3r
郭禹 上507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbdEsBzG6l
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtBjSPyWyd
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97Ucde0eRK
或許，是從一開始吧。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMfP1PITXo
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm1RG8ioId
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUqWhou9CG
現在這樣、最好。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jYDKJXsfS
看吧，一切都不會改變。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVosQiOCBKZ
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkdu3uc0po
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3f6PLcA9X
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUBCeKXR54
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiXxu4QoeW
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYeSmC2RWFB
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUXOUEBtN1
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 507Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezMGETq1MC
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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