春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsDrBPe99n
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hAcj9T1zo
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMKJPl0Nds
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRey9gppaPV
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFL7COZDvL
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vsoWNjLHw
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rFbb8ZyvM
郭禹震了一下。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVddK2xNqH
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKOppS4hBm
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGmZBS7I56
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiXVWtarCU
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnBLt02YN5
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VmfLuVF1H
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVYndzdtgv
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdMJ1zu48i
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlClKUVq2P
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0osqYjnhX
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RfzOXRcMW
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9UGJ0eQYz
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCdUQd2wa3
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiHJQEBG9p
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKaanN2iAe
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVffgAxrQSD
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKuF7AkGo5
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FOFdERxjv
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjjuD3M8Z9
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46l1wxZ4g0
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ETZxBgl3i
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBt8hfSv5P
「嗯。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkmEZu90XQ
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjPfWx5LjW
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQzPrs9f8F
被拉得很長、很長。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7gpHrLlCI
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaPfQ5Tpxm
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAf2iLCNbZ
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIMoRjkKR1
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuoiMHHroO
她抹抹眼。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0svbmrMDN
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZVjlcOFAy
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyfN5otlJI
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEBppMXXQP
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamChKDTnEf
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWwUwy7Rj1
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceAhpvoS6I
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDe9G2T5TE
「什麼？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DTUjxWquO
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1gU9q17sc
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc9tkCEjQg
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlBp8y7FjW
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruTtnfcaBV
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVMaMFkodf
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvDWCZ0A3D
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pghmLPAMK
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQfxly9EHI
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVodTMmwnw
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo4NU6VoCW
回來了。那個熟悉的她。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSfknpPwCU
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7j5KzMnkfx
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhU8uykTSoR
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwv8ywIzy2
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBipffXHck
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放學，郭禹回到家。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSOgcqVFXy
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6OQLkVfhZ
「好⋯⋯」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfeziJuHpC
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU84T6bxBV
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrFSPGRM1i
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3ogqUedom
爸爸沈默的看著。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSCvahhByy
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhmIxxFhQx
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUDAqkfPPY
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzIKNhgbBW
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡti8tipTTwN
她吞了吞口水。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjslQvYspn9
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFF54C7MTad
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWaYKZNI68
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBuDH3w707
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTp5NI7a38w
唔。她馬上放低眼神。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhbWFYsods
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbK2FrP9yF
安靜的那種。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpKomIlaDq
讓人發寒。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZuH5YbK64
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFDcWwPDaH
郭禹點點頭。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2yKTxphgL
「是。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsBR4fPvIW
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyqx9Rvc1A
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYwxh3Frjn
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQeK15wJuR
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGBMJ26tsF
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04Ms0eT2V5
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPfnPNsMhR
然後，是她今天說過的話。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ndML4OdiR
——「不會累嗎？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtlTzZfCPI
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsRTBZfPtH
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBbMhyfmLL
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXRJdMf7qt
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzf1Kq7Bqr
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ0qy10OKg
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj8aadxwm7
「是啊。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnplk7ZgMoT
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPquyXZprZ
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKVxmotomY
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OO0ssk1XD
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7HRW6EiVx
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk2ydoMgSc
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8suvBARNlY
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wugI6MjIJ
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoMz8GLRyv
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPaupR4sVp
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGinrzdrKCw
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWCu3boIwT
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85BmYtCvmk
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsChVwbffD
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94IQKtCLtw
「腦袋有問題。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9vvyLjASZ
「哈哈。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyVt8pSNUY
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUModd96cI
「啊！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNAqgFhX9p
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzBeWvMiIV
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsGljyEt9A
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qf1w8WVCk
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1zBP1R4kW
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVjQs9rzzf
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡig4Vuo8MmI
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ClskSyXF1
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgiLfgaF08
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rnkpDLV1p
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEpoWAmMK4
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0rVexPr7c
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GcD8o2x6p
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9c5oPbrt6M
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGbAQAksWU
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKHR0U2yYh
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcEfbTynO2
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinQhyUatZy
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VrkRZv5Fl
郭禹的表情僵住。 525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur86AwVIhC
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYacXkeXSIN
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5mT8MIIXh
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRwNROu8iv
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bB8kqPR9I
「妳——」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjS8DY9CtP4
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvj1ylBBfS
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6iRHiIgow
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS3fEu1fmQ
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QbeTgySRb
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuCYQSIiUm
——真是可恥。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlEht6EfO7
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLP0Ozyb5ag
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NVkgl5fhT
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4ENXiNuGd
也許她可以⋯⋯525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7CEXEU2gu
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34mWlfzQ71
她一震。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG0YTET0vU
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaahBmu0iG
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkyRsjFGOC
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3O5iInmOV
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBeQ1vdyzk
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiDgL1yMDT
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDimXdXUAt
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW9o58MKGb
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjIoiaL86B
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MIvl5QFGv
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliWkWlswCl
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVhxoQv5AB
「別再說了！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp6G4A10Xs
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhztKr8UtsO
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINE8fWlfNl
「快追！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOMqTsIMbJ
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrXKDNjXuO
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70NQ9DJu3G
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMWku9Tk45
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsxBn3os0J
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg4QipSXwW
「不要，要走就——」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36OtAuq81n
「拿著。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFa6hOxFyR
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eyq5tNXWH
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqTxMAkhDi
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9noST7U8z5
「騙人——」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJlNH15dGd
「我像是在說謊嗎？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyye5soRnNn
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYyEhA0ROu
「很好。現在快跑。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBEIfkYxL6
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVv3NSZqwt
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLs9QYeggu
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96M3TNUnhH
而她正在哭。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlQYJFUwuN
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRg9mO0yCe
為什麼。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqisk9Y8elr
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNoiEWkEqQ
而今天，是大考當天。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvFjUfYYCs
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj15iyVU3sc
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsxP656Quh
「妳怎麼了？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ox5ZTW1GO
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpbbWZj38o
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcclf9FVTy
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4LBPhkNbk
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZQ6DoJYQa
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LP3vBDzCF
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeZQ1L6Xfn
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkJ3flysTE
「⋯⋯嗯。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmzkEB3kWN
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGS7A0Omc8
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh10cdaemV0
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vr9beslCq
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEu1adFVPC
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLi0rxfFrW
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg12wtJIyVY
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnWimYpNfz
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghFhVSP8j2
那是個墓碑。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVOEK6cVLG
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO48N0261tu
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbU4gW8t7L
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c5QSFDlz9
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo563YgVdt
「我不——」她試著開口。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXS37QK1awI
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyDAnFipUB
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlrvG8EaHo
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdfqSChw3d
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIF6zzUrgZ
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTxX13BodQ
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlnvewK5etN
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KUOqnaQ48
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4VaIjN4m6
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdbMwIYX3Y
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gOfJahZuI
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnx2o8HOdL
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUR4pqkwJ6
信封署名是給她的。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK99rs1SJq
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sH7teEoSS
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeRx20uBDI
郭禹 上525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAcOZDSImW
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6ULiFEJV7
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaRwCpsFXy
或許，是從一開始吧。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbjZr0r1G2
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3l7h9CgUZ
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFybu7fkK1
現在這樣、最好。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatowoWOY9b
看吧，一切都不會改變。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjuQq2Otuq
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGndr5Pwvm
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GsetbwFKd
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr8DoQwCd9
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoFTS5RYKG
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnORLTLQc5K
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDGtYLxIzB
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 525Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJEfHGG3GV
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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