春風漸微,狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強,就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。381Please respect copyright.PENANAcfHCdGMeds
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。381Please respect copyright.PENANAb01SxlNfzC
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAA25OXBZ1g9
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊?鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完,這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。381Please respect copyright.PENANAP8omQPKdQ5
郭禹非常注重成績,每次只要稍微考差,臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色,也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。381Please respect copyright.PENANAl6rRXyNv4t
鄭雅欣打開成績單,往下找著兩人的名字。381Please respect copyright.PENANAI4feomj6BK
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著,「啊,有了。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAaYz4l1gnEr
郭禹震了一下。381Please respect copyright.PENANAvn6YogF4FK
「我⋯⋯嗯,一般般,跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。381Please respect copyright.PENANAUjSJibvSUC
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後,郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。381Please respect copyright.PENANAqbUVE8JBke
「哈——」她吐出一口氣,「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」381Please respect copyright.PENANAy4KUU6dOJk
「真是,每次都搞得像是要死了一樣,」鄭雅欣放下成績單,「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAY12zzmBqIO
「對啊,他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAgko1MgQfHo
她忍不住笑出來,「太誇張了吧。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAnKc2bmCRIV
郭禹對她搖搖手指,嘖嘖說:「我可沒誇大。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAIHwzkwdNqP
雖然她嘴上這麼說,但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。381Please respect copyright.PENANAJETiSIvDS3
不過,她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。381Please respect copyright.PENANA9CPajMQmdV
「那,這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰,眺望著遠方的風景。381Please respect copyright.PENANApytLy4GRY9
從這裡,好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底,每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。381Please respect copyright.PENANAVOETcZ6Q0V
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後,郭禹開始抱怨。381Please respect copyright.PENANAM8IzyJO9j5
「拜託,妳當然熱,在這種天氣裡穿長褲,」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲,「活該。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAgXae1goZUc
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們,所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAAIHEGPu4ZI
「哈哈,是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過,說真的,妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊?」381Please respect copyright.PENANA8PbLDRB5Gm
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說,」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白,「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAE3gtoU9GXH
她感到有些驚訝。「喔,是這樣啊。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAQFWtIwkZyY
「我們該回家了吧?」郭禹開朗的說,「路上順便買支冰。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAg90wBqi3Cx
看著她無憂無慮的笑,鄭雅欣也沒多想,「好啊,走吧。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAaJldkSogrt
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」381Please respect copyright.PENANA3TwVjUlQio
「如果發生什麼事,不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」381Please respect copyright.PENANASX4MhHEYP5
「嗯。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAIxL8e3Manv
兩位女孩坐在地上,看著遠方的夕陽和風景。381Please respect copyright.PENANAkRM4eI3aiL
而影子,就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。381Please respect copyright.PENANAld66gs3hhr
被拉得很長、很長。381Please respect copyright.PENANAqcnsLDqdbV
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼,從座位上坐起。381Please respect copyright.PENANAqU1WYtgHV8
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」381Please respect copyright.PENANA2FmUogwgS0
像這樣,兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。381Please respect copyright.PENANA321c7HDVF4
「喂——起來了,下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAZXId3EavEM
她抹抹眼。381Please respect copyright.PENANAqLg51jyDUg
算了,也不是什麼大不了的事。381Please respect copyright.PENANAG3O7SUWU9w
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。381Please respect copyright.PENANAAf3TipQUL2
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔?」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置,看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAt9cXUrDhT0
「嗯?不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAfGGfVetukO
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。381Please respect copyright.PENANAAlHyuYTItc
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己,從沒試著督促自己加油些,這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。381Please respect copyright.PENANAb48R3M5uBg
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAgHg3tD3jYt
「什麼?」381Please respect copyright.PENANASAkTJCxrN8
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說,「哎唷,妳想嘛,我們都已經國三了,馬上就要考高中了,不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAkcWdnoNdEW
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎?」鄭雅欣問。381Please respect copyright.PENANAsf7vYKd051
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAyA7iL8yQOS
「喔,那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想?想去嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANALk0HUNo6Rb
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」381Please respect copyright.PENANA73sfpDnyR7
「什麼想法也沒有?」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。381Please respect copyright.PENANAT0MGww6rUK
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她,直盯著窗外看。381Please respect copyright.PENANAhTx7Mu3oAa
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊,畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲,想試著緩和氣氛。381Please respect copyright.PENANAD0S1KJc8FQ
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉,但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。381Please respect copyright.PENANA3cC1gsENoz
郭禹看著鄭雅欣,回覆之前的笑顏,「是啊,未來什麼的,對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。381Please respect copyright.PENANAwoPU6xkhCw
回來了。那個熟悉的她。381Please respect copyright.PENANAF2cFKBvKKa
幾乎不自覺地,鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。381Please respect copyright.PENANAXhuNaxpAsP
「啊,要上課了,妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAPIfSO6tBUY
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候,她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。381Please respect copyright.PENANAx0kpFEAmtO
而在那個瞬間,她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。381Please respect copyright.PENANAI1Wdhb0TJp
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放學,郭禹回到家。381Please respect copyright.PENANAoMambjydDI
「妳回來啦?」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」381Please respect copyright.PENANA4kdhqwWu89
「好⋯⋯」381Please respect copyright.PENANAlrukj5bpQa
郭禹正要進房間時,爸爸開口,「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧?成績單呢?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAjTLVHENGlK
「啊⋯⋯是呢,我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說,同時把郭禹的碗放下。381Please respect copyright.PENANAoL1lHmizaD
「來,拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下,東翻西找了一番,把成績單遞過去。381Please respect copyright.PENANAFVMRPHVar5
爸爸沈默的看著。381Please respect copyright.PENANAzD27COZRM0
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭,但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。381Please respect copyright.PENANAXYRZNOW9AD
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三,很好。」爸爸點點頭。381Please respect copyright.PENANA4yRPOPgVV0
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些,準備轉身。381Please respect copyright.PENANAdLgnZjPkLw
「但,」爸爸又開口,她頓住。「上次是第二吧?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAIfEjgo3bv7
她吞了吞口水。381Please respect copyright.PENANADsIryq9iug
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAec5JwrnWOZ
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAekNpAAcxAm
媽媽將碗放回櫃子,關上,並在這時開口,「好了,沒關係,下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三,不是嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAcASouAqJAY
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。381Please respect copyright.PENANA80pXKpApdr
唔。她馬上放低眼神。381Please respect copyright.PENANAziQzZvSFpQ
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。381Please respect copyright.PENANAqKkhoLMNYM
安靜的那種。381Please respect copyright.PENANAKhxkUSuAch
讓人發寒。381Please respect copyright.PENANA2UFvmzEBrm
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧?」跟爸爸一樣,她在最後一句加重語氣,「是不是?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAh1TJpDuKUY
郭禹點點頭。381Please respect copyright.PENANAsEi5o2Y9QI
「是。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAA9watdiB7p
「那就好,妳進房間吧。」媽媽說:「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAHta6WbashI
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。381Please respect copyright.PENANAcUpI9a1MyT
她看著桌上的化妝鏡,裡頭映著一位,沒有笑臉的女孩。381Please respect copyright.PENANATlMk3LMEeh
她把食指放在嘴唇邊,試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時,表情便會瓦解。381Please respect copyright.PENANAYIzxQ8ehEu
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。381Please respect copyright.PENANAtbO3pZctwy
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的,好呆喔。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAtntyaYDsg3
然後,是她今天說過的話。381Please respect copyright.PENANAhOka6BM12D
——「不會累嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAyzDdMYDFmh
雖然並不是在講同一件事,但⋯⋯381Please respect copyright.PENANAKEQOdit5gm
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上,順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈,距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。381Please respect copyright.PENANAqAi4lnzWRZ
「⋯⋯加油吧,」她翻開書,381Please respect copyright.PENANAjV2b6Bq1Sn
「這一切,很快,就會結束的。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAVApMIxp2RN
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「妳有聽說了嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAcotoD40NMl
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAZbjmCYOIzo
「是啊。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAIH0ztqCmJn
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAtcSCeyhZi3
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAu6k55GoEfO
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAlYnVX3NGqn
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAVwlmAtkfhN
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。381Please respect copyright.PENANA14xUXhCZLO
只不過,這次她們換了個對話,聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAw1u356cxB7
而且,不知為什麼,鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。381Please respect copyright.PENANAVqvdPQslp0
「呃啊,我得準備了。」她看看時鐘,從床上爬了起來。381Please respect copyright.PENANAxHYt5LXn3z
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。381Please respect copyright.PENANAsWRAgrOAEv
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到學校時,她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料,坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。381Please respect copyright.PENANAJmYA4SKvLr
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告,等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAbpho4GL54I
「好髒喔,妳吃完再講好嗎?」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」381Please respect copyright.PENANA66GPUmUEV3
「是妳自己要站在那的,」鄭雅欣哼了一聲,「怪我喔?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAcQdKaJzBsx
郭禹笑了,「對啊,就是在怪妳。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAR09op0HgxE
「腦袋有問題。」381Please respect copyright.PENANA0qMX414vhq
「哈哈。」381Please respect copyright.PENANA8Dtfrrz6vb
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時,不小心反手一揮,把飲料打翻了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAa0gmNDR6BZ
「啊!」381Please respect copyright.PENANAUdcqfh8ue7
結果,就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。381Please respect copyright.PENANAXBWUomtxmj
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬,「對、對不起,我一不小心就⋯⋯」381Please respect copyright.PENANAZY7SPpQsQy
「啊,沒關係啦,我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說,去廁所清理了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAwQnADGWQPO
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時,想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。381Please respect copyright.PENANAOM28BOZCOH
「啊哈!」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子,「而且還是長褲!」381Please respect copyright.PENANAnncu2tYFVZ
她趕緊跑到廁所,想把褲子拿給郭禹用,畢竟是她自己手賤,把飲料打翻了,起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。381Please respect copyright.PENANABMWJl5Smb1
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。381Please respect copyright.PENANAZi1r8BPoXd
而齒輪,開始無聲轉動。381Please respect copyright.PENANAkABnqFXijJ
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯?」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。381Please respect copyright.PENANA10GMf39em2
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢?381Please respect copyright.PENANAa1c0TlNxZV
「喂,那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事?」鄭雅欣又問了一次。381Please respect copyright.PENANA4GTvlb7KF8
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下,大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。381Please respect copyright.PENANA3oReZaTuHw
「沒、沒事啦,」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖,「只是我笨手笨腳——」381Please respect copyright.PENANACzBMk87GCi
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議,把整個褲管往上拉。381Please respect copyright.PENANAZoNYmCzbxb
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。381Please respect copyright.PENANAlslHvL5BQ3
整隻腳,全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且,估計另一隻腳也不例外。381Please respect copyright.PENANAQVFXutaYkK
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦!變態!」381Please respect copyright.PENANAXZ1wWH2NGg
鄭雅欣搖搖頭,「妳還有心情開玩笑?我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子?有人霸凌妳?」她頓了一下,「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」381Please respect copyright.PENANAYyw0OMVoTe
郭禹的表情僵住。 381Please respect copyright.PENANAFftIWq6sxk
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說?」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。381Please respect copyright.PENANATrGj2ttCSp
郭禹沈默,一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子,把門關起來,鎖上。381Please respect copyright.PENANAZqwXVxc9FZ
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題!」她敲門,吼著。381Please respect copyright.PENANADrsxdO6mkE
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAjlkhxO43jI
「妳——」381Please respect copyright.PENANAmi9dSgOdYk
門猛然被打開,鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事,我會自己處理。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAQGsl3KxbIp
看著那個陌生的她,鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了?「但、但是⋯⋯」381Please respect copyright.PENANAu9NL2Wx9he
「不然,我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下,一瞬間,鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。381Please respect copyright.PENANAxkKe921CIG
但她現在才發覺到,那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是,她剛剛在看到那個笑容後,居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。381Please respect copyright.PENANASIRFUz0d4B
想著:沒事啊,還是原來的她。381Please respect copyright.PENANAyyineqXC1c
——真是可恥。381Please respect copyright.PENANAF70vo5mrby
「這一切都沒發生過,」郭禹對她說,並逐漸走遠,「這樣最好。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAg7rPzwgOPY
看著她的背影,鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。381Please respect copyright.PENANAibTVIXaMnd
她真的什麼也做不了嗎?381Please respect copyright.PENANAf3gYDufAoL
也許她可以⋯⋯381Please respect copyright.PENANAEcK5mThnjG
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」381Please respect copyright.PENANA7V7dUPQvMV
她一震。381Please respect copyright.PENANAmKHoPsMPut
她並不想跟她鬧翻,也想維持這段友誼。381Please respect copyright.PENANAOsd7eixE74
而且,剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的,叫她回心轉意是不可能了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAA4sDJVEoie
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。381Please respect copyright.PENANAy67DU8f4kL
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雖然只是一種感覺,但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。381Please respect copyright.PENANAtyLnQOTUwP
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出,祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。381Please respect copyright.PENANATx5pkbkIDw
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。381Please respect copyright.PENANAZjEJjZGvKG
「快!他們要來了!」這時,一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。381Please respect copyright.PENANAtke8Ih7ZcN
她們快跑在殘堐之間,身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。381Please respect copyright.PENANAPZbydVrdSk
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」381Please respect copyright.PENANAxrzMhnfiDs
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧!那裡還算隱密。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAU83v0MR9oY
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」381Please respect copyright.PENANA9m3IMQYPpD
「別再說了!」381Please respect copyright.PENANAuA3wuwY7TZ
結果,就在她們說話的時候,後面的人追了上來。381Please respect copyright.PENANAKiJ7UgdkiZ
「喂!在那邊!那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子!」381Please respect copyright.PENANApFIL5neUrn
「快追!」381Please respect copyright.PENANApLhu1igPns
眼看她們就要被追上,其中一位女孩停下。381Please respect copyright.PENANAEQQ1qMUD6c
「妳在幹嘛!」另一位罵道。381Please respect copyright.PENANABmhOf7SXx2
「⋯⋯妳快走吧,我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAur8eFVse0f
「妳在說笑嗎?快——」她打住,「等下,妳該不會是要⋯⋯」381Please respect copyright.PENANAqpHgQNkO3Y
「快走吧,我會跟上的。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAD8YGNJosSo
「不要,要走就——」381Please respect copyright.PENANA3bZk86JP1t
「拿著。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAPRRwLbdE4V
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。381Please respect copyright.PENANAJlUGwwgSxR
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」381Please respect copyright.PENANAwIEUSSnDdH
「拿著這個快走吧,幫我保管好它,我會回來跟妳拿。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAYoSk70ln2q
「騙人——」381Please respect copyright.PENANAscfK9crXk8
「我像是在說謊嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAcTm7CnV5iK
另一位看著她認真的神情,交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAWkXEBGwfoZ
「很好。現在快跑。」381Please respect copyright.PENANA0cHAwHurTK
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。381Please respect copyright.PENANAAxS4xKumnP
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩,發現她長得很像一個人。381Please respect copyright.PENANApbWeCpfhlb
郭禹。381Please respect copyright.PENANA5uucOLbgcg
突然,四周景色消退,喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。381Please respect copyright.PENANAJAfXUC5ajq
而她正在哭。381Please respect copyright.PENANAq0KrB1bCEy
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」381Please respect copyright.PENANAl7DU9UzITm
為什麼。381Please respect copyright.PENANATDFtzHxyfk
在鄭雅欣醒來時,這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。381Please respect copyright.PENANAFalq0YeBxj
而今天,是大考當天。381Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZDCWJgA4y
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「我們都要加油,知道嗎?」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAzjXE61Vw7Z
「嗯,嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時,郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。381Please respect copyright.PENANAhkqmHp7AEC
「妳怎麼了?」381Please respect copyright.PENANAD6tpGEqX3l
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」381Please respect copyright.PENANAV0HgwyvI7b
郭禹笑了一下,「好啦,沒事的話——」381Please respect copyright.PENANAJYECCDH5Vm
「我們,」鄭雅欣叫住她,快速的說,「我們考完後的隔天約在空地,好嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANASQVok7FpQt
郭禹安靜的看著她,最後答道:「好。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAZy6LqyUkQ8
啊,她的眼神,撇開了。381Please respect copyright.PENANAGtwvTWl9uw
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。381Please respect copyright.PENANABoW9jPelST
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAHlSnladVbs
「⋯⋯嗯。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAcfJmgsjUFm
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「很快,就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時,喃喃的說。381Please respect copyright.PENANAtIp4WvyyOW
「雅欣,妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎?」381Please respect copyright.PENANADJDSAzbVGK
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。381Please respect copyright.PENANArZmQUdvlwd
只不過,天已亮,原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。381Please respect copyright.PENANALVXkWtpvYV
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。381Please respect copyright.PENANAarJ7XzCiDC
「啊!」她不小心劃到手,她將滴血的手指含住,一會而後繼續削。381Please respect copyright.PENANALDlA9pcAem
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。381Please respect copyright.PENANAuJGwPRYRjV
不知過了多久,女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字,並把木片插在土丘上。381Please respect copyright.PENANA6nDHTSMdOO
那是個墓碑。381Please respect copyright.PENANAv3CP1dbBr7
女孩跪在墓碑前,低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」381Please respect copyright.PENANAxWJcjCicIu
突然,女孩把頭轉過來,直視她的雙眼。381Please respect copyright.PENANAUtPooJjnrw
鄭雅欣後退,卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。381Please respect copyright.PENANAnnx6149wz2
「為什麼,」那女孩嘶吼,靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼!」381Please respect copyright.PENANAqxIBO1KISm
「我不——」她試著開口。381Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5jwVDuexn
「為什麼、要、相信、她!」女孩直逼著她的臉,吼得聲嘶力竭。381Please respect copyright.PENANAtpJIf79ra4
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「嚇!」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。381Please respect copyright.PENANAcdBIiwrUni
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事,那只是個夢。381Please respect copyright.PENANAln73H1Zgf9
她看看時間。約定的日子,就是今天。381Please respect copyright.PENANAEAkdIL4sEl
她不懂自己為何那麼不安,只是,準備出門的動作變得越來越快。381Please respect copyright.PENANAE8qgwGvx9E
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「那個,阿姨,請問郭禹在家嗎?」鄭雅欣問。381Please respect copyright.PENANAttK92jutb3
「沒有喔,她剛剛出去了,說要買東西,」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎?她應該很快就會回來。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAjHCVBpsACU
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑,接著又想起她腿上的傷,她一陣暈眩。「不,不用了。謝謝,阿姨再見。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAVLrPvlJzb5
她馬上轉身逃走,感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。381Please respect copyright.PENANAwqbtZxkfQp
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪?381Please respect copyright.PENANAnO1PQnzFBW
一陣涼意從她身上流過,彷彿被什麼牽引著,她往空地的方向跑去。381Please respect copyright.PENANAmDw8dr3UGI
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抵達時,她看到地上一個信封,放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊,而那個木片上,繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。381Please respect copyright.PENANAs2aZdkSn7t
信封署名是給她的。381Please respect copyright.PENANAi72SFJsTUc
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣:381Please respect copyright.PENANA0uLeiiiq1H
我想,我們見面時,一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 381Please respect copyright.PENANARQDaCFPS2h
郭禹 上381Please respect copyright.PENANAKDtvaOchwF
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她的手顫抖著,紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。381Please respect copyright.PENANAcf6WFMJ9Bf
究竟是哪一步錯了呢?381Please respect copyright.PENANAKWslwVW2XC
或許,是從一開始吧。381Please respect copyright.PENANA8GU4NukDYR
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。381Please respect copyright.PENANA5aXgNED1r2
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。381Please respect copyright.PENANAfm1s54jQ2C
現在這樣、最好。381Please respect copyright.PENANAc4S6BqIPdD
看吧,一切都不會改變。381Please respect copyright.PENANAiNO9rbfthw
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她!」381Please respect copyright.PENANAGCkK4eEosq
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。381Please respect copyright.PENANAjifWwGeBAs
「⋯⋯因為,我以為一切都會變好。」381Please respect copyright.PENANAXhsrCkPRHe
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。381Please respect copyright.PENANAh2rmzMHObr
在她的想像中,郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她:會變好嗎?這是妳想要的結果嗎?381Please respect copyright.PENANAy1SNUfODPW
鄭雅欣閉上眼,眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。381Please respect copyright.PENANAuAvNTuHsH1
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 381Please respect copyright.PENANAYogbIWzepa
郭禹低著頭,不曾抬頭望過天空。
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