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早已經大汗淋漓的我用盡全身的氣力向前推，在酷熱的天氣下，彷彿連終點也看不見。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjMVkE6okY
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我努力地瞇著眼，只見猛烈的陽光下的斜坡幾乎沒有盡頭，驟眼看還有不短的路程要走。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimxSRrVkWM
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雙腿的痠痛感讓我不自覺停下了腳步。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSPaQvC15E
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我猶如溺水後獲救一樣拼命大口呼吸著——好像有一段好長的時間也不曾如此累過。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDPHGm6x7a
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下意識地抬起了臉，陽光比平日還要刺眼，大抵是因為今天的天空澄澈得很，萬里無雲。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiMVzX8Y8L
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沒有浮雲的對照，我似乎更加無法看得出自己和天空的距離。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqb4AO1Ivq
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小時候，我曾經以為天空好近，以為只要不眠不休地一直、一直向前走，攀過山涉過水，就會走到世界的另一端，到達天空與大地交接的一點。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GrAVaGW2C
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以後的我才發現，再多走千萬里路，也不會有可能走到天空。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4ImyiyxxF
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看得見，卻觸不到，到底我們之間，相隔多少公里？111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsDIvEkwwQ
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXReF0jJvg
「怎麼……在發呆？要……休息一下嗎？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Dyci5MTcQ
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRxCJvac8R
阿暘似是察覺到我無端停下來了，從書櫃的後方探頭出來，額上滿是汗水，說話有點上氣不接下氣。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfBoCDVICi
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7capNmr6Co
逆光之下的他對比著蔚藍的天空，對我來說是一樣的遙不可及。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HxibGsyCx
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3ILAxzsZg
「不用。」我大力搖頭。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqoYZv1RZ4
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrbqhoRypR
我在阿暘面前永遠都在逞強，就算明明累了都硬撐著，就算明明哭出來了，也要強裝堅強。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqih4a2KR2
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YY5UzYSFT
我總是不希望在他面前示弱。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiMlLYT8sm
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMVWVga2RV
我寧願輸給全世界，我也不想輸給他。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZvzNqMT2s
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因為我不在乎全世界，我只在乎他。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGecUbzDuj
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnr71Nrjvbz
不過，這一切一切，我由始至終都放在心裡。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyaM93gOvN
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即使我們大家都心知肚明，但無人戳破的泡沫，我堅信它會飛得很遠。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ybhv6co1A
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「真的不用？」他又看輕我了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PyPauKZqi
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「看來你才要休息一下吧。」瞥了一眼他氣喘吁吁的模樣，我深呼吸了一口氣，然後一手托起書櫃。「來！」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7U9sG6hvc
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqVzGrmWbo
「慢著！我可還沒準備好！」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXwgevipBb
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阿暘狼狽地接住書櫃，好不容易才站穩。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxxGAyK0r0
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbIkqFNpMl
「沒用鬼！」我生怕他會聽不到似地大喊道。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGcI5XP8YH
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CxEV2hPPJ
「你只要一聲令下，沒用鬼就會消失啦！」只是任他再恐嚇我多少次，我也明知他不會離我而去。「然後讓你這個笨蛋獨自抬個一整晚。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuDVSdqfGV
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDKM3COyzk
「誰是笨蛋？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlLGPRV7nN
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRGOQvHoBy
「笨蛋！難道這不是你的主意嗎？」他的嗓門大得快要整條街道的人都聽得見。「搬運服務嫌貴也算了，連手推車也沒有，哪有這麼笨的人！」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbGmRZB1CQ
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKm8LJUYhft
我心虛地把臉藏在書櫃的背後，拼命忍住笑。我以為他差點要發現我的意圖了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S5qDQAYng
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Bsl7WI6hP
不過，再細想一下，以我所了解的阿暘，他根本不會看得出吧。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkFcDxZns1
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDxxjELoro
對於這個書櫃，我當然沒有表面上那麼非愛不可，只是它體積大得足以讓我有藉口喚阿暘來幫忙。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwkdJL86Qy
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBytjfJakd
我偷瞄著他拼命把書櫃搬起的認真神情，空虛的情緒忽爾湧上心頭。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOe7GGDpSie
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愚蠢的到底是蒙在鼓裡的他，還是死抓住不放手的自己？111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRl0tHvU1G6
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「快走到斜路的盡頭了！」他嚷道。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghLUSiWefH
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我探頭出去，發現他燦爛的笑靨，在明媚的陽光下更要讓人目眩。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6d4O8H8e0E
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我深深感受到自己無可救藥的迷戀。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3rj2SLwfI
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuC8hxU63O
甩了甩頭，我憋著氣努力抱著書櫃走完最後一段的斜路。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjhnJ3i1yP
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzq0sY4NYE
然而，手中的重量卻莫名愈走愈輕，只見阿暘幾乎把整個書櫃提了起來。我不由自主放開了手，他毫無負擔似地走了好幾步，才意識到後頭少了一個人。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nlt7hSGsR
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4KlzWdAp8
我呆站原地，看著他在光線之中緩緩回頭。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mfPC8fXlK
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wVU8HYoNV
「怪不得重了這麼多。」他邊放下書櫃邊用著責怪的語氣說，可是眼中卻溢滿笑意。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuUqHdche7
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Nkht1eosJ
凝看著他澄澈的眼眸，我第一次感到無法言語。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSJpV8T4ZK
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我喜歡你。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWbnWY18Vw
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在幾近空白的腦海裡，只剩下了這麼一句。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh32KFlOtCW
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從冰箱取出兩罐零系可樂，走出客廳卻失去了阿暘的蹤影。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWu8KyYx1a
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YnG39Q6mr
我沒好氣地打開了睡房的門，一如所料他正肆無忌憚安坐在我的床上。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMcadRZCUE
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8XAesCKad
「你怎麼知道我喜歡這個口味？」也沒有一聲道謝，他便搶走了汽水咕嚕咕嚕地猛喝著。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdT3sYyE84
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我好笑地打量著他。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5IaYgdB3O
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「你怎麼知道我不是打算兩罐都自己喝？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkNjXdrdBc
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f8e7delP0
「你好像不喜歡喝可樂吧。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLgtp70AWI
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原本想拉開扣環的手僵住了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBD6I6CUJT
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「出外吃飯那麼多次，我從來沒有看過你點可樂啊。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ879BtWr7dq
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz7SjBRYTj
我抬臉看著阿暘一臉的不以為然，有時候我也分不清楚我們兩個誰在演戲。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHpTLUSGxw
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qCeDNaDoy
在一個完全不喜歡喝可樂的人的家，冰箱裡卻永遠有兩罐零系可樂——這真的是巧合嗎？111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6fvb6dMo9
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKYn9H0dYs
「不如讓我幫一幫你忙。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk84v250fVn
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw15QzJ1Ev
「嗄？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDpr2ABtMy
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他毫無預警地站了起來，我下意識想退後，然而卻發現狹小的房間根本無處可逃，我倆於是就這樣無聲對峙著。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb6cVaH02y
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C2aGfxB3j
噗噗聲蓋過了身邊周圍的所有，我生怕自己的臉紅心跳，會將心底裡最真實的心情表露無遺。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXky4skHzNt
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksqnV6BFTJ
這個時候，他卻沒頭沒腦地把空罐子塞到我的左手，然後順勢一手奪去另一罐汽水。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgTjedgJrO
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps0WySjhmV
半晌，我才終於意識到是怎麼一回事。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6EauALbC7
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9rVSJ1C1g
「你真是一個不折不扣的無賴。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD5GCXLU4L
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlZApPrXaB
他一臉從容的看著我，悠然地喝了一口，把汽水遞到我的面前。「那你要喝嗎？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvDNyjnz7l
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「才不要！」我怒瞪著他，「你這個人真的沒救……」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaQy98tZmt
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9VkC4Ahws
他沒有絲毫羞愧，反而得意地笑了。「兩罐汽水兌換一條烈日下的長斜路，便宜了你吧！」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9yxtXI4Bv
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KX9XQbCpu
正當我想要反駁之際，卻被他打住了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq79eZBuHiR
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「喂，那是什麼？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOF4zbKgnS
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他突然好奇地向著床尾的方向傾前身軀，好像是發現了什麼有趣的。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JKnsnhY4x
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轉眼之間，他已經從紙箱中取出一塊獎牌。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtavfogz9m8
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUyzYx2Z2m
「這是我遺失了的那個嗎？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhy6voL6Mvg
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHf35qdTep
阿暘皺著眉頭狀甚苦惱，眼見他在下一秒鐘要仔細端詳了，我沒有多想便馬上把它搶過來。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVRuLCVx9o
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2oVqLhSo3
「別碰！這個不是你的！是別人送給我的！」我情急之下亂編謊話，然後扯著他的衣角。「我還沒有跟你算！你臭氣沖天，進我房間幹嘛？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmVg8wmYML
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv3Z1UCwsu
「誰送的？我知道了——是隊長吧？我早早就猜到他對你有意思！我鼓勵過他無數遍了，他依然不敢向你表白，原來他卻偷偷送你……」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjD1VFZKqqO
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「別自作聰明。」我用力把他推出房門外，「出去！」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjmxzUT7eI
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ3jsNFrzz
我以迅雷不及掩耳的速度關上了門。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2SR7dU8zE
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門外的阿暘好像還在嘮叨著什麼，我的心神卻雜亂得只容得下這一塊獎牌。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlayRnfAN7j
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQ5d6sTqJ6
猶記得當時他贏了比賽，我卻像得獎者般戴著獎牌四處留影拍照。也記不起是有心還是無意，我之後把獎牌藏了起來，一直沒有歸還。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMEd3VivGP
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzBUYySQIZ
我曾經天真地以為，他有天終會向我告白，然後我會手執著獎牌，見證自己多年的單戀收成正果。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iEtlXSJGB
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrPerGYgY2
事實卻是這麼多年以後，什麼也不曾改變，我依然偏執地喜歡著阿暘，繼續盲目向天空奔跑，繼續不願承認自己不懂飛的事實。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTVG7ftXY3
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnzAAbELJ3
怔怔望著掌心中的獎牌，我第一次感到無比的沉甸甸。一路走過來的足印，原來從沒有因為時間消逝而褪色。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf23Brq0GDr
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我珍而重之把它放到抽屜的最深處。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MZ3sDwWS4
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkK7Bwg5uQd
我抖擻了精神，重新打開了房門，只見靜坐在客廳角落的阿暘，饒有深意地直視著我。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ97h88B7hA
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「怎麼了？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTvSfLPgAd
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我避開熾熱的目光，落荒而逃走到廚房倒了一杯冰水。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gSPTqxPDb
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「你真的要在這裡一個人生活了？」他朗聲問。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimcvKs2GU7
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「嗄？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7RJ0XnHVt
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我明明聽到了，不知道是我不懂回答，還是因為不想回答。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhbNEmkmhA
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「我說，你準備好獨個生活了嗎？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vI7rwbcux
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他的聲音隨著腳步愈來愈近，最後在我的背後停下了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XFAke1lvt
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「當然啊。」我刻意用著輕快的語調說，「新居、新生活、新人生，全部都在歡天喜地迎接我。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdL61bMlJD
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我轉過身，沉住氣直視著我新的人生裡，最不應該存在的那個人。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMw9ZK0W5M0
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唯一，我無法擺脫的人。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLgrhFjoeX
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他那張臉莫名開始慢慢化開，察覺到什麼的我拼命把頭抬起，不讓眼淚掉下來。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2z4gbYq96l
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我不想變得軟弱，至少不要在他面前。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrKlQuWGU9
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「我從來沒有想過你是會想自己生活的人呢。」他似是未有發覺，少有用著認真的腔調說道。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw6FBSE90b
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「對啊，我不是。」我直認不諱，「所以我才要嘗試一下啊。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1XdNdm6vN
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「這是哪門子的道理？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYidTxvHVXb
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看著阿暘無辜的神情，我便憤然把整杯冰水一口氣全喝光了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrOCm4VfpJ
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他欲言又止，似乎想要開解我，卻又想不到該要說什麼話。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdSmkQuu44
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「對了！剛才我在你的客廳又發現了什麼……」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuqSXD7Sox
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他就這麼拋下了一句便轉身離開了，我趕忙放下杯子緊隨著他，生怕他再次發現我喜歡他的證據。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtToKuarkFd
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「你好像搞錯了，這裡可不是博物館。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGbb5J9PdP
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「那個……」他走到客廳的玻璃櫃前，興奮地指著裡面看起來格格不入的模型，「我可是找了好久呢！你怎麼會有？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqVwZE2jXQ
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循著他的視線望過去，許多往事倏地浮現腦海，我想起了那個曾經差一步便死心的自己。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmi5xcv7Tn
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有一段時間，我每逢假期便會走遍整個城市，為的只是要替他搜尋絕版的模型。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmYm2ATohL
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想起他對此顯得耿耿於懷的模樣，我慢下來的步伐總會不由自主地加快。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMMT8dpyBQ
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幾經辛苦，最後終於在一個老屋村的商場中的玩具店找到了，至今我仍然記住自己那時候喜出望外的心情。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5BN72oJLH
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzP40ioIa2
我就這樣滿心歡喜地抱著模型直奔他的家，卻換來他擁住了別個的畫面。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREoTIwioVw
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因為這件事，我對阿暘不瞅不睬了整整一個月。也是頭一次，我萌生起要與他一刀了斷的想法。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoU6QyU4SQ
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直至冷戰了一個月之後，他似乎按捺不住了，午飯時巴巴地走過來課室門前攔住我的去路，氣急敗壞地問我，到底我做錯了什麼。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ005wfrH2KV
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到那一刻我才驚醒，犯錯的從來不是他，而是自己——而是對他來說什麼都不是的自己。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4rTDtXems
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無論從哪一個角度來看，我都似乎沒有遷怒於他的資格。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1h977n1wX6
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然後我們就戲劇性地和好了。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkSCzIa8Iz
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只是，經過了無數個年頭，我們的關係依舊原地踏步，不斷重複。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78kNHOTsCr
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儼然除了乏力地往天空奔跑外，我再找不到任何前進的目標。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYvt6ZVR7X
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「認識了這麼久也不知道，原來你對模型有興趣的嗎？」他一臉好奇地問我。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOMvnLDOJB
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在那之後，我始終找不到機會送給他，於是就莫名地把模型收藏了這麼多年。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0VlmXPjWi
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我偏著頭，納悶著這個時機是否千載難逢。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvWLVY3TKs
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「你喜歡的話……」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0b0Fe59Ju
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「真巧呢！」他情緒高漲地打斷了我的說話，「我也是前陣子才剛好找到呢！」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EtgHHmcUb
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腦袋好像在一剎那失去了思考功能，我只是愣愣地看著他興奮莫名的神情，心隱隱在揪著。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEvgqe5gfT
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我不清楚一個絕版模型能夠代表什麼，我只是知道以前從來沒有哪一個時刻，像今天一樣的強烈感受到，我們之間的不可能。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiV9eC9WzQg
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面對著如今的一無所獲，我才發現自己對多年來的徒勞不曾釋懷。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHtw1USO7D
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我永遠也不會擁有他吧。我無法不篤定的如此相信著。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6MJxbkFaE
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「我想我們將這個城市僅存的兩個都買走了。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF4COCFQ7S
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他甚至沒有追問模型的由來，就若無其事地下了定論，彷彿我徒步走過來的幾千萬里，只是個不值一提的笑話。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYn2CkFT7u
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「可能吧。」我苦笑著。「我想它也等待了許久，才遇得上有心人……」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy15agxth82
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他沒有作聲，只是莫名湊前盯住我。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgAjR7m5wA
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「借來！」他忽爾摘去了我的眼鏡。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrTrNZ1Mj3
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「你怎麼……」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3U8AITq8b
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視線一下子失焦了，張著嘴想要大罵的我，卻凝望著他的身影慢慢走到落地玻璃窗的旁邊，化成一團迷濛。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKjSVXhyJ6
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「你說我戴眼鏡好看嗎？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeek6wwwAuT
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我沒好氣地說：「你懂得什麼是近視嗎？」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBbXsQCh9d
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忽然發現，沒有了鏡片阻隔的世界，反而變得更加不真實。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn60cFOxBIc
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阿暘和背後的藍天空，慢慢融為一體。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yF0VyLskB
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我發覺，我再分不清楚，到底是哪一個比較遠，到底我窮追不捨的，是天空，還是阿暘。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dP3cKk2wh
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「你怎麼哭了？」恍惚之間好像聽見他錯愕的聲線。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvrW9t7UI1
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「沒有。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQXno3p4H0
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我用手背輕輕擦去了淚痕，堆起了笑臉。111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyXEx4g5zm
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「只是陽光太刺眼罷了。」111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKYA5nn3tU
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