我的名字叫做朝霧理子,是個年歲十五的初三學生,在班級中我是個「不受歡迎」的人,他們給我取了很多難聽的綽號,像是母豬、臭蟲、廚餘……等,我每天到學校所要面對的就是這些同學對我的嘲諷和玩弄。379Please respect copyright.PENANAQm4HdeRvio
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我已經記不起來他們第一次這樣對我是什麼時候,又是什麼原因,或許是因為我長得很矮臉上又長了雀斑的關係吧……,就算不是大概也是類似這種的理由吧。379Please respect copyright.PENANAsYpogBoh1Z
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「你看,那頭豬今天也來學校了呢!」379Please respect copyright.PENANA1vQEhi4ZHi
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「呵呵,你看她的頭髮,像鳥巢一樣又砸又亂!」379Please respect copyright.PENANAJYPRYhkGKy
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「诶诶,你們有沒有聞到一股怪味,像廚餘一樣!」379Please respect copyright.PENANAn5fMpsXY2H
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「哈哈哈……。」379Please respect copyright.PENANAhMow2vFOHu
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「像妳這樣對這世界毫無貢獻的人怎麼還苟活著呢?」379Please respect copyright.PENANAjOL8wktkdr
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「妳這樣說太過分了!雖然是實話就是了,嘻嘻……。」379Please respect copyright.PENANAJDkfDNBcF7
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每一天,日復一日地進入我耳中的都是這些話,為什麼要這樣對我呢?我明明一點也不胖,甚至還有點營養不良,常常被路人當作是小學生。379Please respect copyright.PENANA4aH9pKHe7H
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頭髮也是,就算整理了來到學校也一樣會被你們給弄亂,所以我乾脆就不整理了。379Please respect copyright.PENANAsztGgIcbY1
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還有身上的味道,昨天把整桶的廚餘往我身上倒的人是誰?我回家後到睡覺前不知道洗了多少次澡了,我一點也不髒,應該吧……。379Please respect copyright.PENANAZn6qZ5AvRp
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我是個軟弱的人,明明每天都活在像是地獄的世界中,明明都不被當人對待,我也沒有勇氣結束自己這一生,每次舉起刀的手總是會在最後顫抖地放下。379Please respect copyright.PENANAHxU0SPQ9fd
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為什麼?都對我做了那麼多過分的事了,為什麼不再過分一點?為什麼你們不乾脆把我殺了呢?既然那麼討厭我為什麼還要讓我一次次地出現在你們眼前呢?379Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1EJ3Q6Jw3
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為什麼不直接把我扼殺掉?379Please respect copyright.PENANA5RAwkqR2ph
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為什麼?379Please respect copyright.PENANAA3zG94e3a9
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「朝霧,妳今天又遲到了!這是這個月第幾天了?等等下課過來見我。」379Please respect copyright.PENANAZNxbKFh4DW
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「是……,對不起……。」379Please respect copyright.PENANAv0ny2gqpUN
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隨著聲音落下,我聽到周圍此起彼落的嘲笑聲,面對這些聲音,那個站在講台上寫著板書的班導充耳不聞,我曾經以為這個男人能夠拯救我。379Please respect copyright.PENANAFV8ZC8LNdZ
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但是,並沒有。379Please respect copyright.PENANAUxBipG4TCs
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伴隨著吵鬧聲我來到自己的位置上,桌面上滿是用黑色麥克筆塗的塗鴉和汙穢的詞語,抽屜裡一本書也沒有,取而代之的是一堆破爛的紙團。379Please respect copyright.PENANAYjbnFTwjoi
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懷著忐忑的心我坐上椅子稍微挪動了一下屁股,還好……,看來今天椅子上沒有被塗上強力膠,就算有我也只能硬著頭皮坐上去。379Please respect copyright.PENANA0iYzjIVJZT
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我非常的瞭解這群人,如果不讓他們感受到樂趣的話他們還會用其它方式來捉弄我。379Please respect copyright.PENANAJYbykkQinc
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「喂,理子。」379Please respect copyright.PENANA2vWRtUobU1
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正當我在思考時,突然一道聲音叫了我的名字讓我下意識地抬起頭,下一個瞬間只聽到「啪!」的一聲,緊接著臉頰便傳來了一陣刺痛。379Please respect copyright.PENANAxJlP57Icbt
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然後又是那道聲音:「別讓我看到妳那雙噁心的眼睛,區區母豬也想跟我對視。」379Please respect copyright.PENANALF3Bm8tsfX
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「……」379Please respect copyright.PENANAcdRXQeDvR1
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我不發一語,這個聲音我太熟悉不過了,她是這個班級的不良少女,名字叫鹿名愛美,連續三年她都跟我同一個班級,而且位置都「恰巧」在我的正前方。379Please respect copyright.PENANA8iRu4PxPyO
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說好聽一點是因為我和她同班一年了,所以讓我幫忙看著她,其實就是把我放在這避免她因為無聊而惹事生非。379Please respect copyright.PENANAqNLeQiR6W2
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在這個學校中沒有任何人會在乎我的感受,我只是個任人擺布的玩偶罷了,我告訴自己撐過這最後一年就好,畢業之後我就要離開這個鬼地方,越遠越好!最好不要有任何人找到我。379Please respect copyright.PENANAi6jvvp5H5N
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「喂喂,妳有沒有聽到我說的話?」379Please respect copyright.PENANABANKsp846o
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「我…我知道了……。」379Please respect copyright.PENANAf3Qkqy2QiL
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好累啊……,真希望能夠一覺不醒,那樣就可以逃離這個悲慘的現實世界了……。