i mean. its not like i have anything to write about ....
today feels too murky anyway. i wish i could see things genuinely and feel things the way im supposed to. it feels like night even when the sun is shining. its not supposed to be coming out this dark but everytime i speak people seem to have a reaction even when i cant feel the full scope of the words im showing them. it means something to them even if im used to the weight (its just how i think)
i miss feeling good
i feel like im drowning my eyes feel as if theyre clogged with water overfilled and my chest just feels heavy (do i even have a body at this ppoint?)71Please respect copyright.PENANAFE2EfRaWTx
nothing i say makes sense. 3:42pm friday afternoon i wish i could feel peace
please leave this alone i dont write journals i dont know what this is
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