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陌生的空間讓我無法完全放鬆,加上湛霖不在身邊,我總覺得少了什麼能讓我安定下來的節拍。8964 copyright protection89PENANAy0VJGPQrZA 維尼
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再加上,我的焦慮症、憂鬱症、恐慌症……讓我原本就不是個容易熟睡的人。93Please respect copyright.PENANAnQxP0X2Ik9
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每次閉上眼,腦海裡就像有一台沒關掉的投影機,不停閃著白噪音和亂七八糟的情緒。8964 copyright protection89PENANAzKKRhgAWdl 維尼
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半夜,小佳有幾次翻身時發出低低的呻吟聲,我就立刻醒了。93Please respect copyright.PENANALvArcNAe4t
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我悄悄靠過去,摸摸她的額頭,有點熱,又有點黏汗。8964 copyright protection89PENANAvIzdncDvR6 維尼
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我翻起枕邊的濕毛巾幫她輕輕擦著額角,然後低聲問她還好嗎。93Please respect copyright.PENANAbF5aO5gVdA
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她沒有醒,只是微微皺了眉,喃喃了幾句含糊的夢話。8964 copyright protection89PENANAZQG4LLWBCM 維尼
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我就這樣守著她,有時靠著椅子邊打個盹,有時驚醒過來再看看她狀況。93Please respect copyright.PENANAiRmMm674Fg
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直到清晨,我斷斷續續地睡著,像是抱著一地碎片在努力湊出一點點安眠。8964 copyright protection89PENANAKVNYz3LukI 維尼
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「……沙……沙沙……」93Please respect copyright.PENANAVbHjJoJ7wF
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我聽見那種奇怪的聲音時,本以為是哪裡有老鼠。8964 copyright protection89PENANAHgKN2Y1ny2 維尼
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睜開眼,視線一片模糊,喉嚨乾澀、身體還有點冷,腦袋像有棉花糊住一樣。93Please respect copyright.PENANAuoNAOHD5u7
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嗯?床那頭……那個把毛毯整個糾成一團、自己蜷在裡面動也不動的東西……93Please respect copyright.PENANAYGsUXWM4Qb
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「……蓑衣蟲?」8964 copyright protection89PENANAbyyq458ivz 維尼
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我腦袋瞬間刷出一整排問號。93Please respect copyright.PENANApAtKCx303Z
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我往前挪了一下,小聲叫道:「小佳?」8964 copyright protection89PENANA6mpGawvNVK 維尼
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那團毛毯微微抖動了一下,然後裡面悶悶地傳出她的聲音。93Please respect copyright.PENANAz3pxg8GkTt
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「……妳……妳可以把我昨晚說的話忘了嗎……?」8964 copyright protection89PENANArryt6BaS26 維尼
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「我腦袋壞掉,才會說那種話。」8964 copyright protection89PENANAndnPLvTtg3 維尼
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她聲音悶悶的,像是把整張臉埋進了罪惡感裡。93Please respect copyright.PENANA2D4Mn4xGIq
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連語氣都像是昨晚那句「我不該存在在妳們之間」的延長線。8964 copyright protection89PENANA8sBJoieHqy 維尼
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我眨了眨眼,有些迷茫地問:「妳說的話很多啊……是哪一句?」8964 copyright protection89PENANAMG4g0hpLUC 維尼
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她沒回答我,只是發出一聲更低的「唔……」然後毛毯整個又往裡縮了一寸。8964 copyright protection89PENANAOYoJ2GvLCk 維尼
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我坐起身來,頭還有些暈,心裡卻忽然覺得……有點哭笑不得。8964 copyright protection89PENANAdPXPvQBMWF 維尼
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昨晚她說過的話,明明都是她藏在心底好久好久的情緒,那些因為失控而溢出來的東西,怎麼可能一聲「忘了」我就真的能不記得?8964 copyright protection89PENANAOr6vg9mTp8 維尼
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我沒逼她回答,只是靠近一點,用還有些發沉的聲音慢慢說:93Please respect copyright.PENANABGGfPX9azE
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「我記得妳說妳很喜歡我,也很喜歡湛霖,我也很喜歡宣宣和昕昕呀。」8964 copyright protection89PENANAXYgnvlkKhD 維尼
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「所以我沒有要笑妳,也不會因此覺得妳錯了。」8964 copyright protection89PENANAuRXt4JStzS 維尼
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「但我希望,妳不要只在發燒的夜晚才說出那些話。」8964 copyright protection89PENANARDmlNZXngV 維尼
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我輕聲說完,發現那團「蓑衣蟲」好像停下了動作,彷彿在等我繼續。8964 copyright protection89PENANAbd0tKa8Vah 維尼
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我於是靠近她,語氣更輕了些:93Please respect copyright.PENANA8gcYomjLF6
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「小佳,我不會忘記妳說的話……但我也不會拿它來為難妳。」8964 copyright protection89PENANAXPZwrrWQDY 維尼
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「我只是希望,妳知道——」8964 copyright protection89PENANAfI2EjnF63X 維尼
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「我聽見了。」8964 copyright protection89PENANAkItftRgkNi 維尼
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「我會記得,也不會笑妳,或丟下妳。」8964 copyright protection89PENANAPqRKDtY2jB 維尼
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窗外的天色已經泛白,我忽然發現自己雖然疲憊,卻沒有那麼害怕面對這些混亂。8964 copyright protection89PENANAdsFbNgALm8 維尼
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可能是因為我已經慢慢學會了,怎麼站在別人的情緒旁邊,也站在自己這邊。93Please respect copyright.PENANAOFIHwElH36
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