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"Chan, have you listen to this song before?"179Please respect copyright.PENANAWPRceIIonG
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"Mmm.yehh, It's a good song"179Please respect copyright.PENANADaZPXnQcdg
"I can't believe a new album is coming out in two days!"179Please respect copyright.PENANACikd6jWcnE
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"Haha..actually me too. I mean, we really worked hard on this for about a month. Soo...179Please respect copyright.PENANAl7qXfLKwo4
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I can't wait to show it to you stays" Chan gave an embarrassed smile, glancing at the other comments on the screen.179Please respect copyright.PENANAt0MGPKHIWr
"Are you planning to have a concert?"179Please respect copyright.PENANAeWyh8CQjpk
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"Yes,yes of course! Exactly eight days from today haha..I hope you guys come to see us."179Please respect copyright.PENANANaYCQGar5n
"Chan you look tired"179Please respect copyright.PENANA0mesllOtMq
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"Am i?? Come on ,You guys tell me that every time I do a vlive.It's just how i look!"179Please respect copyright.PENANA3wyWSsTWDS
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"Channie,can you give me a big hug please..."179Please respect copyright.PENANA9fqBLyjmGq
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"Well ,Since you say the magic word...yehh why not " Smiling goofily, the aussie boy stood up and hugged the camera.179Please respect copyright.PENANAvUfxUj44jm
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"Okey! Now time is up. Thank u for joining CHAN'S Room today...I'll see you again next week. " He said waving his hands.179Please respect copyright.PENANAZzUHMGZ7Nz
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"Don't go!"179Please respect copyright.PENANABWubDw0ZI7
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"No i have to goo~ 179Please respect copyright.PENANANixdsgw0Ou
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I'll see you soon..179Please respect copyright.PENANAZuRQkr80Al
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Good night stays179Please respect copyright.PENANA5zdoh04TFq
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Bye bye" 179Please respect copyright.PENANAFLiPjeTImQ
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He ended the live with his usual post.179Please respect copyright.PENANApTHcweCJzE
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He fell on the bed with a sigh. They did a lot of work during the past week. He was sure they would be busy for the next few weeks as well.179Please respect copyright.PENANA0r0zYHl51K
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He felt some relief from talking to the stays, apart from the hate comments of course..179Please respect copyright.PENANAlb2nlifjhg
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Chan's pov;179Please respect copyright.PENANA2d5oCGrPBs
After finishing vlive I tried to sleep.179Please respect copyright.PENANAuODc6FsueP
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I always give hugs to people but I don't remember the last time someone hugged me. I want a hug too...My mind was bothering me like that.179Please respect copyright.PENANARyKmkj0SSM
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We have an interview tomorrow. Honestly, I am nervous about it.179Please respect copyright.PENANAO3R0QE9GCs
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I can hide it when i'm doing live yet won't be able to hide it in the interview..I mean the kids are not talking with me.They are not good shape with me..i can try..but what if stays gonna notice..its going to be a trouble. Whatever...I'll just try my best...179Please respect copyright.PENANAhYINYrErjQ
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In the interview ..179Please respect copyright.PENANAHI14kgpdXI
This is completely the opposite from what I thought!179Please respect copyright.PENANA8rJ46RZPeq
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Sitting in the chair, I had various thoughts flowing and going in my mind faster than my phone's internet connection. But it got interrupted when min spoke to me again.179Please respect copyright.PENANAWqmYuMwOFR
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"You have the most specific one right hyung? " Seungmin asked smiling at me.179Please respect copyright.PENANAww6RePUm4d
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"I..I have what?" I asked. It must have been a question asked by the interviewer and I had no idea as I was in another world.179Please respect copyright.PENANA6gu0D2HSoy
"he asked if any of us have any secret talents.."He explained to me. " Our hyung can jump very high like a kangaroo!" 179Please respect copyright.PENANAQplNUpKdta
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Everyone laughed at that. 179Please respect copyright.PENANAmqIQhP68lq
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They always drag me to conversation somehow. It feel weird cause usually they live like i don't exist .And i'm getting used to tat behavior i guess......179Please respect copyright.PENANAvqUP0qp32z
Why are they talking to me so casually?179Please respect copyright.PENANAj9pYSEooKO
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This came as a surprise to me as I had been determined to answer the interviewer's questions on my own since the night before. 179Please respect copyright.PENANAxkj9EmLBdW
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I simply did not expect them to talk to me and help me with this. 179Please respect copyright.PENANAZRo31SJIbH
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I..I mean it make no sense!179Please respect copyright.PENANAdu8cKUxOMB
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The last time I spoke with Han was yesterday morning. And even that happened only Cause when he was in the bath, there was no soap in the bathroom and he yelled to get a piece of soap.179Please respect copyright.PENANAfH8D4EO4VR
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But now...They not only talk to me nicely but also joke with me.179Please respect copyright.PENANAgnYcqEefsR
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Maybe at least now have they decided to be friends with me ....179Please respect copyright.PENANA3Sut3tE3tx
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I gained little hope again.179Please respect copyright.PENANAV8JEz6mLhU
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I answered the remaining questions of the interviewer. Most of them about our upcoming new album. I tried to take this opportunity to promote it. I mean why not...179Please respect copyright.PENANAyoLd9kTNpH
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Both I.N and jin were making the interview entertaining with their jokes. I wondered how long it had been since I talked to them like this.179Please respect copyright.PENANAp1LLVfZJV7
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I miss those good old days.179Please respect copyright.PENANAQEtvbEUYGO
After about two hours of recording, it was finally finished. We bowed our heads and thanked everyone there and left for home.179Please respect copyright.PENANAmm9QCKxEyE
"Guys...Thank u for the help today.." While driving I tried to start a conversation.179Please respect copyright.PENANAW8HLst6kyf
"What kind of help are you talking about?."179Please respect copyright.PENANAQqCRWRh5j3
"I...mean the intervi-"179Please respect copyright.PENANAmmJZ4uh4BJ
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Seungmin cut me harshly while saying "hyung you got it wrong, we didn't do it to help you, 179Please respect copyright.PENANAtXH0yErJhs
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We did it for ourselves."179Please respect copyright.PENANADFfKPyjZC3
" We don't want stays to know these things. So next time at least, as a help to us, try to stay in tune without zoning out all the time. Will you?"179Please respect copyright.PENANAVJBjl1gaX2
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Adding more to what min said, hyunjin told me so, leaving me speechless. But I quickly nodded in agreement.179Please respect copyright.PENANA8Ai2w7cDhC
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So that's it...179Please respect copyright.PENANA7jVTtP6Po7
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It's all just an act. I think they will be great actors one day at this point.179Please respect copyright.PENANAY6v6Hd0x6f
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Seriously how can they do this..179Please respect copyright.PENANA5vIhpHisLn
Why do i feel disappointed...i had a little bit of hope yet deep down i was expecting this right..Let's bear it.179Please respect copyright.PENANABChBxoElNO
don't you dare strat to cry like a baby again!179Please respect copyright.PENANAkpm3vLPTsK
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I scolded myself. It's like a trap.. I'm not lying.179Please respect copyright.PENANAzEmw5Drgn0
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I'm always fooled by their acting because I always have a hunch that they'll be friends with me again.179Please respect copyright.PENANAybPnBPsPBm
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But each time they just successfully broke my heart like this.179Please respect copyright.PENANAftTi9ZZd8y
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Damn...I need to stop hoping for things that might not happen.....179Please respect copyright.PENANAbs4Y8QPFmW
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