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因為殯儀館的氣氛太悲戚,我沒有在那邊待多久,看了妳的遺容鞠了一個躬就離開了。395Please respect copyright.PENANABJQ6oAKa3h
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我甚至不太想去翌日的火化儀式。395Please respect copyright.PENANAQnZW5ChMtn
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和妳的家人道別後,我獨自步行下山,思考有沒有避免這件事的方法。395Please respect copyright.PENANAhPWgn6MS8X
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而在途中,我看見了一個身穿白袍的女生站在路中心。395Please respect copyright.PENANA87RIJweTEN
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你希望改變過去嗎?395Please respect copyright.PENANA6RemeMZ5Rd
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她說,我自然地回應她,那當然吧。395Please respect copyright.PENANAMNOWGCgFvA
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她莞爾道,那跟我走吧。395Please respect copyright.PENANAKZ9tzsq2Iy
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唔?為甚麼我會跟一個在路中心出現的女生搭話?然後又跟她走?395Please respect copyright.PENANAjqwbooXdCZ
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在我意識到問題的時候,眼前出現了一片濃霧,然後又迅速地消散了。395Please respect copyright.PENANAGpu1JkT6ux
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因為眼前的景象沒有變化,我不虞有他,繼續向市區的方向走。395Please respect copyright.PENANAtG5xYWjM8f
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奇怪了,天色突然昏暗了許多。395Please respect copyright.PENANAlkdYkb5a65
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我看看天空,黑得好像快要下大雨。395Please respect copyright.PENANAjIHolQE4IA
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這刻的景象,似曾相識有點印象。395Please respect copyright.PENANAYARoPThbWY
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嘛,反正我帶了雨傘,即使下大雨也不用怕吧。395Please respect copyright.PENANAeSRcvJvWKH
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結果三分鐘不到,從毛毛雨演變成傾瀉般的大豪雨。395Please respect copyright.PENANAn09uzyoVCS
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雖然我有帶雨傘,可是這種大風雨使人寸步難行,因此我只好躲在天橋下等待停雨。395Please respect copyright.PENANArRRgl0QnY5
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我終於明白是甚麼一回事了。395Please respect copyright.PENANAPYg1hD0U0e
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這是她自殺的前一天黃昏。395Please respect copyright.PENANA99LwMSgnJm
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那天晚上雖然下了很大的雨,不過雨勢不持久,一小時左右就停雨了。395Please respect copyright.PENANAIFZ8t4rx9o
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然後在當天深夜,她打了一通電話給我。395Please respect copyright.PENANApbN8WJWN73
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其實那通電話沒有甚麼特別的情況可言,只是一般地聊天。395Please respect copyright.PENANATL3fghanac
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硬要說的話,就是她說很辛苦。395Please respect copyright.PENANAg3DEtWI97q
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「你不去找她嗎?」395Please respect copyright.PENANAbZrcyam4BH
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在我思考的時候,一把女聲在我身旁召喚我。395Please respect copyright.PENANAesopOvoClv
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那個人是剛剛的白袍女生。395Please respect copyright.PENANAR8VN19A3qr
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「啊……?為甚麼妳跟來了?」395Please respect copyright.PENANAWBX4n1m34B
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我問她,女生說,你很快就能明白。395Please respect copyright.PENANAUIOGjri6yU
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她說,她調校了我的手機的設定,我可以打電話給她。395Please respect copyright.PENANATafqBnSdzY
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我捏一下臉龐,痛感沒有一秒的遲緩和減輕,看來是真的。395Please respect copyright.PENANAJfc6zNFL5F
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於是,我拿起手機。可是這一刻,我很猶豫。395Please respect copyright.PENANAfcw3g8rXaQ
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真的需要這樣做嗎?無緣無故登門操訪,這會不會太煩人?395Please respect copyright.PENANAenbiWzRNL2
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我在思考著,橋外的暴雨沒有停止的跡象。395Please respect copyright.PENANANkcMgfccEt
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女生沒有說甚麼,只是默默站在一旁看著猶豫不決的我。395Please respect copyright.PENANALQV9RZaAXK
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「你不會不甘心嗎?」395Please respect copyright.PENANAKOUdEptUEU
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她冷不防蹦出這句話,不知為何,這一句好耳熟。395Please respect copyright.PENANABpIsDC2GVC
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「人生可不是經常有這樣的機會讓你重來的。」395Please respect copyright.PENANAaQEjtYwenn
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她說。越發不安的我終於按下了屏幕的電話鍵盤,打了一通電話給妳。395Please respect copyright.PENANAwnVRnyj7gD
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有空嗎?395Please respect copyright.PENANAHjUNeHg3YO
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我生硬地問,電話另一端的妳慵懶地問,為甚麼突然打電話來。395Please respect copyright.PENANADsnSzl3RlP
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「這可不像你的作風欸,突然打來是有甚麼事嗎?」395Please respect copyright.PENANAWOrfmasQOn
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妳問,我問妳現在是不是在家。395Please respect copyright.PENANAFJBFfFiWvu
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「那當然,不過我現在不太想見人……我明天才找你,好嗎?」395Please respect copyright.PENANAcBflmH8fmO
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妳疲倦地說。要是我這一次像從前般不干涉妳的私事,那麼明天我看見的就是妳的屍體。395Please respect copyright.PENANA10DK0wjkql
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「……要是今天以後妳不會再見到我呢?」395Please respect copyright.PENANAjwDjEAap4a
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我說,妳立刻害怕地問,是不是之前說錯了甚麼。395Please respect copyright.PENANAjzTwIT1cmA
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「你在我家附近?那你想上來還是我到樓下接你?」妳問,我說我自行上來就好,妳替我開門就可以了。395Please respect copyright.PENANApBOwarW9Tz
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妳隨口說了句好吧就掛線了。395Please respect copyright.PENANAOStKMg5S8O
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雨稍微減弱了,我就立刻衝上妳的住處找妳。395Please respect copyright.PENANAeyHDSt3vQd
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這段路我一直在想,要是可以重來,我定會珍惜這一次的機會。395Please respect copyright.PENANAK93sqEUK2A
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跑了十至十五分鐘終於趕到了,妳披頭散髮迎接我,我沒有一絲介懷,馬上給了妳一個擁抱。395Please respect copyright.PENANAx07U4imMrr
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我眼前抱緊的是我最愛的人,是那個讓我經歷各種第一次的女孩子。395Please respect copyright.PENANAzTuYL0XHD3
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這個不是夢,是現實!395Please respect copyright.PENANADEPnnE5Jgh
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妳撫摸我的頭安慰我,問我是不是作了甚麼惡夢了。395Please respect copyright.PENANA6YSa6NHUWe
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我笑笑搖頭,以孩子腔說沒有這樣的事。395Please respect copyright.PENANAwGBl0ivplr
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溫馨的氣氛在我們重遇的大門口縈繞,我幾乎忘掉過來的目的。395Please respect copyright.PENANAh25IxPGZyF
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然後,妳把我帶到了妳的房間。395Please respect copyright.PENANAMcFw1XvG3p
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妳一關上房間就直入主題,問我為甚麼突然那麼緊急地找妳。395Please respect copyright.PENANAEjVAFBiirg
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我問妳,跟朋友吵大架的事和好了沒有。395Please respect copyright.PENANAZeAh5jd6FO
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「我跟她已經決定好重修舊好……不過她男朋友的事就不能提及了……」395Please respect copyright.PENANAySUzdYrP7w
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妳碎碎唸道,真不懂自己在搞甚麼。395Please respect copyright.PENANAiU893OUtiE
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好討厭……395Please respect copyright.PENANAR7zW6diNQo
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妳潸然淚下,整個場景急轉直下。395Please respect copyright.PENANAjDAmLTwMpa
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「明明已經做好打算這樣一勸朋友也當不成了,要是勸阻不成日後不見還好,現在這種結果卻是那麼四不像,豁出去的勇氣全白費,像個傻瓜一樣……」395Please respect copyright.PENANAv5f0xEjoRH
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「……身邊沒有一個人理解我,我好辛苦……」395Please respect copyright.PENANAvGwG0BR4Lh
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妳哭著說,我不發一言,給了妳一個擁抱。395Please respect copyright.PENANAnEL0Wgt244
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有我在。我說。我會支持妳的。395Please respect copyright.PENANAX3OEo183ea
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然後妳哭得更大聲了。395Please respect copyright.PENANAs5vClUDRjm
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「你真的會與我站在同一陣線?你會支持我?你不會抛下我的對吧?」395Please respect copyright.PENANApTqujfaUmn
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妳哽咽著說,哭得淒厲的妳說話也不清楚了。395Please respect copyright.PENANAV0cy570tew
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「我會,就像現在一樣,我不會再讓妳一個人承受這種痛苦了……」395Please respect copyright.PENANA2X6NHhpl58
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答應我,以後有難題就一起面對,不要窩在心裡好嗎?395Please respect copyright.PENANAhsgJbIKAtq
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我問,她點點頭答應。395Please respect copyright.PENANAmhRolEcDun
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過了一段時間她才冷靜了下來,然後就直接梳洗睡覺了。395Please respect copyright.PENANAeZvS7fWJt2
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我陪伴了她一整個晚上。395Please respect copyright.PENANA8No3B7UqUN
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到了凌晨時份,我也沉沉睡去進入夢鄉了。395Please respect copyright.PENANAfB41doAXpZ
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到我醒來的時候,天已經亮了。395Please respect copyright.PENANAdNmrUONkbu
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睡眼惺忪的我看一眼手機,日期是四月十四日。395Please respect copyright.PENANAP00BSjKU9u
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也就是我回到現實的時間了。395Please respect copyright.PENANAnf5gDbWpih
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後面突然一個女生從背後擁抱我叫我早晨,說今天天氣很好。395Please respect copyright.PENANAVPTSvR4gvv
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「不過肚子就不太好了……下輩子得投胎當男人。」395Please respect copyright.PENANAgne7BhrWzY
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她搓搓肚子說。395Please respect copyright.PENANAXxgfSLjRzY
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阿咧?時間線不同了?395Please respect copyright.PENANAOkX6QXSl6J
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我狐疑地想,為甚麼整個場景不同了。395Please respect copyright.PENANAopdAQUaWb5
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過來一下。我們到廁所討論。395Please respect copyright.PENANAjCjAHF7AO6
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一把熟悉的聲音在我的後方響起,原來是送我來的天使女。395Please respect copyright.PENANAAcCgqRqAAJ
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「恭喜你,你改變歷史了。」395Please respect copyright.PENANAIhadSRFQsJ
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她問,想不想知道為甚麼我讓你回到過去改寫歷史。395Please respect copyright.PENANAEpPubqQtMV
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「為甚麼呢?」395Please respect copyright.PENANAFayPEnyHQn
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我不作任何推測,單刀直入反問她。395Please respect copyright.PENANAoF98KZVbgh
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「這篇文你寫的嗎?」395Please respect copyright.PENANAHYuaFGgU3b
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她把我女朋友忌日那天的日記的一頁拿下來問。395Please respect copyright.PENANAezlYejOqly
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喂不要隨便拿我的日記啊……幸好沒有寫下甚麼具體色色的內容。395Please respect copyright.PENANARqmD9nXodJ
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我僥倖地想。她說,既然我說自己經一事長一智那就要表現出來,要看到有改變。395Please respect copyright.PENANALDhzAgfocx
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「原來是這樣呀……總之謝謝妳了,讓我能力挽狂瀾。」395Please respect copyright.PENANAzDYarbsQvW
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我莞爾著感謝她。395Please respect copyright.PENANAdUlTMhMwhn
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不用客氣。她微笑著消失在空氣中。395Please respect copyright.PENANADOIoB2WORh
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我握拳暗自發誓,這一次重遇一定要讓我成為一個成熟的男人。