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No Plagiarism!08cyjy9rK5Y5PgF6z777posted on PENANA 康復後的第一天,她穿回了西裝,耳後別回紫陽花髮墜,依舊是那個一派從容、步伐穩定的湛霖。8964 copyright protection19PENANAx5xfWB7rzk 維尼
只是今天,她一直不自覺地看向小佳的方向。8964 copyright protection19PENANAr5y16ezRnE 維尼
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午休時,茶水間有點安靜,小佳正在拆宣宣偷偷給她的糖果,正準備開口又開始她一貫的調戲:8964 copyright protection19PENANAu7wMKKIp8v 維尼
「學姊今天氣色不錯喔~我可以給努力康復的妳獎……」8964 copyright protection19PENANALggV4dSh3i 維尼
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話說到一半,她像是突然意識到什麼,8964 copyright protection19PENANAuvV9wsoyf0 維尼
語氣像卡在喉頭,整個人定住一秒。8964 copyright protection19PENANAcA7ox9O5Px 維尼
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湛霖轉過頭,剛好看見小佳嘴角揚起一半的弧度突然斷裂。8964 copyright protection19PENANAP4JKMclLW0 維尼
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她沒再說下去,只是若無其事地攤手一笑:8964 copyright protection19PENANATZEBUnxqEz 維尼
「唔…我剛剛說什麼來著?啊!對啦,我說天氣不錯,學姊記得多喝水喔~」8964 copyright protection19PENANAls4foqTxuW 維尼
她迅速地拿了杯子,轉身離開,語調甚至還故意哼了哼。8964 copyright protection19PENANAZHgmvnkQwr 維尼
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可那個轉身的動作太快,快得不像她平常調情之後會停留多看一眼的節奏。8964 copyright protection19PENANAChmEssKtRB 維尼
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湛霖看著她的背影,眼神輕輕地落下。8964 copyright protection19PENANAqPZmaMByKI 維尼
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她記得。8964 copyright protection19PENANABKopKqthHt 維尼
不是每一幕都清楚,但有幾件事深深刻著:8964 copyright protection19PENANAlFEmu98hxd 維尼
她記得自己燒著身體,整個人像漂在夢裡一樣靠近小佳;8964 copyright protection19PENANAYrGyUBrk6r 維尼
她記得她曾貼在她身上,低聲說喜歡她;8964 copyright protection19PENANAS6nH5hvSsQ 維尼
她記得她幾乎就要咬上她的鎖骨,那是她「還沒還回去的咬痕」。8964 copyright protection19PENANAftzsvL3kRY 維尼
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但最清楚的,是那雙眼睛——8964 copyright protection19PENANA8AYYaoJb8L 維尼
那雙,在她按下去的時候,不是驚喜、不是慌張,而是苦澀的眼睛。8964 copyright protection19PENANAE8EDkKrl0c 維尼
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她記得小佳輕聲說:8964 copyright protection19PENANA8kVbjKhWFm 維尼
「能不能在清醒的時候,再想想呢?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAxTNPBGf1Lg 維尼
「妳該撲倒的是……家瑜。」8964 copyright protection19PENANA5uwtMjcczP 維尼
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湛霖低頭,指尖慢慢摩擦著手上的咖啡杯蓋。8964 copyright protection19PENANACUP9zXV9lF 維尼
她明白:為什麼小佳總是用那種輕鬆到像玩笑的語氣撩她,卻從不真的越界。8964 copyright protection19PENANAU4p5Y462to 維尼
因為她一直都在守一條線,一條說好不打擾的界線。8964 copyright protection19PENANAIBey7AmDjl 維尼
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她忽然覺得胸口有點悶。8964 copyright protection19PENANA96DHryQm3v 維尼
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她不是因為小佳推開她而難受,8964 copyright protection19PENANA13VC07U8fU 維尼
而是——那種「連妳受苦我都不能靠近」的孤單感,讓她心痛。8964 copyright protection19PENANAzdD95eId1V 維尼
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這一次,是小佳守住了她。8964 copyright protection19PENANA6LdY0u0LUa 維尼
而她卻幾乎傷了她。8964 copyright protection19PENANAJkbGB4EqS2 維尼
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湛霖輕聲喃道:「對不起啊,小佳……那時候,我太想證明我不是被需要,而是能主動。」8964 copyright protection19PENANA775jvg0uce 維尼
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「結果我還是……讓妳受傷了。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAHMt0ZjKGQU 維尼
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她站起身,望著茶水間的門口。8964 copyright protection19PENANAfvWbxmJIGd 維尼
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那背影已經走遠,但她知道,8964 copyright protection19PENANAojOFVVg6It 維尼
那個總是用玩笑偽裝真心的女孩,還在等一場她清醒的、慎重的選擇。8964 copyright protection19PENANAeMqrVj0Dkw 維尼
那天下午,公文處理完後,湛霖走進小佳的辦公區。8964 copyright protection19PENANAoUFXs0Grhk 維尼
她的腳步穩穩的,目光卻少有的柔和。8964 copyright protection19PENANAopwaIKmr9Y 維尼
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「小佳。」她叫住了她。8964 copyright protection19PENANAJRpuuctbGI 維尼
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小佳本來正對著電腦,聽到聲音抬起頭,笑得一貫沒心沒肺:「欸?學姊怎麼啦~需要我幫妳撰寫戀愛請求書嗎~還是需要人形抱枕服務?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAELocpZqYUl 維尼
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語氣輕巧,眉毛甚至還挑了挑。8964 copyright protection19PENANADxOMjtEMQM 維尼
但湛霖看得出來,那是她說太快,來不及演得更自然的反應。8964 copyright protection19PENANARtFDeqY9dv 維尼
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「小佳,」8964 copyright protection19PENANA2JBJnpcqZN 維尼
湛霖沒有笑,語氣卻前所未有地溫柔又認真:「那天的事……能不能再跟我說一次?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAqH5EW5kd3i 維尼
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「我……我那時候燒得很迷糊。但我記得,我說喜歡妳。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAqhBXteBfoe 維尼
空氣突然停了一秒。8964 copyright protection19PENANAmybdDmfAQm 維尼
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小佳愣住,原本拿著滑鼠的手僵了一下。8964 copyright protection19PENANADXSgKYBNfY 維尼
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她彷彿一瞬間退回那天下午的保健室,那個滿身熱氣、貼在她身上的湛霖,那句像夢一樣甜、卻又像刀一樣重的:「我真的好喜歡妳」。8964 copyright protection19PENANAV8Fu34RSXA 維尼
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「學姊……」8964 copyright protection19PENANA7nb8OhrZkj 維尼
小佳乾笑了兩聲:「妳該不會是來補刀的吧?我記得我要妳當作夢~妳怎麼還記得啊~」8964 copyright protection19PENANACEYFjtp2K8 維尼
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湛霖走近兩步,輕聲說:「我當然要記得。雖然有點模糊,但我記得妳的眼神……還有妳的話。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAFI6DbNPhaT 維尼
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「小佳,妳說:『能不能清醒的時候,再想想?』」8964 copyright protection19PENANAVQuMtqAXMe 維尼
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「我現在很清醒了。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAjmR3acP6dc 維尼
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小佳愣愣地看著她,第一次發現湛霖的眼神竟然那麼…不帶防備,那麼赤裸地把對自己的歉意和感情擺在明處。8964 copyright protection19PENANA4QcLuGxW5t 維尼
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「我想知道,妳那天,說的每一句……」8964 copyright protection19PENANAWgNWSBC38U 維尼
湛霖頓了頓:「都是真的嗎?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAXGhvJ6Vj2D 維尼
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小佳喉嚨一緊,她想笑著帶過,但眼眶卻先泛紅了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAWaEgjzWV8K 維尼
她低下頭,像在努力隱藏自己撐不住的模樣。8964 copyright protection19PENANAws1DSnpi2j 維尼
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「我……我那天只是覺得,如果我不說清楚,妳會後悔;如果我靠近了,家瑜會受傷;如果我貪心了,我們三個都會…壞掉。」8964 copyright protection19PENANA1QYmCtssEw 維尼
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湛霖沒說話,只是站在她面前,像是等著她繼續說完。8964 copyright protection19PENANAHWIQD7i779 維尼
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「所以我選擇『不要』,選擇推開妳,選擇裝傻,選擇……當一個笑著的人。」8964 copyright protection19PENANATB92OxDBe4 維尼
她抬起頭,勉強擠出笑容:「但我沒想到,妳還記得啊,學姊。那一天,對我來說不是能當作夢輕輕帶過的現實。」8964 copyright protection19PENANA0KQJt3wpFc 維尼
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「我記得妳說喜歡我,記得妳貼過來,記得妳幾乎就要……咬下來了。」8964 copyright protection19PENANA0wMNJsAARF 維尼
她眼角含淚,卻笑得帶點自嘲:「我這輩子大概都不會忘吧。」8964 copyright protection19PENANA6ak15HjwjX 維尼
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湛霖伸出手,輕輕放在小佳肩上。8964 copyright protection19PENANAUifsSah0eH 維尼
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「對不起,小佳。我那時候,真的不清醒。8964 copyright protection19PENANAmlLcdFiUWN 維尼
不是說喜歡妳不是真的,而是……我不知道我那時的靠近,會讓妳那麼痛。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAmBQuCtWKIn 維尼
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「但現在,我想好好說一次——」8964 copyright protection19PENANATGbFxmtOEj 維尼
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她深吸了一口氣,語氣溫柔卻堅定:8964 copyright protection19PENANAcFb8PXZu3m 維尼
「小佳,謝謝妳那天守住了我。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAbENZzfkDrc 維尼
「我沒給妳答案,但我想給妳道謝。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAtUPdKFWMao 維尼
「也想給妳,應得的擁抱。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAKQA4z3OW1Q 維尼
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說完,她張開雙手,不帶任何壓力,只是輕輕問:8964 copyright protection19PENANAo4Md6eqZx1 維尼
「可以嗎?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAsJ1S5jSOWa 維尼
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小佳看著她,眼淚終於掉了下來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAyWXHsnxGqG 維尼
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「……學姊怎麼這麼卑鄙啊……?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAk7xex6LE7t 維尼
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她輕輕撲進她懷裡,抱得緊緊的,終於讓自己不用再是哭著離開的人。8964 copyright protection19PENANAz1PPwbvqwX 維尼
——小佳——8964 copyright protection19PENANAqjLgH2HTSb 維尼
頂樓,風好像大了一點,但我還是想留在這裡。8964 copyright protection19PENANAivcZAaE1S5 維尼
這裡沒有屋頂,也沒有別人,只有天,有風,還有我。8964 copyright protection19PENANAjWs1TD3QEY 維尼
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今天學姊問我——那天說的話,是不是真的。8964 copyright protection19PENANAXSmzQ9i6fq 維尼
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我沒有馬上回答。8964 copyright protection19PENANAYGj0V2gFqs 維尼
不是因為我忘了,而是因為我怕,一說出來,我就會再一次掉進去。8964 copyright protection19PENANAZjSH5LbYEv 維尼
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那晚我推開她的時候,我從沒想過她會記得。8964 copyright protection19PENANA9zbtxEI9Ew 維尼
我以為她會像過去每一次那樣,把那些不該越界的情緒都收進體內,整理、歸檔、丟進防火牆後面。8964 copyright protection19PENANAfkn5U3TrIF 維尼
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結果她記得。她不但記得,還走過來問我。8964 copyright protection19PENANAMvFxmrJKTV 維尼
她說她現在清醒了,還想知道答案。8964 copyright protection19PENANAEt9GfL9Gv9 維尼
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我不知道該哭還是該笑。8964 copyright protection19PENANAPGwGysZin3 維尼
我笑著告訴她,我是因為不想傷害她跟家瑜,才選擇裝傻,才選擇當那個不認真說出:「我也喜歡妳。」的人。8964 copyright protection19PENANAZFjCjGGHUe 維尼
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但其實啊,學姊。8964 copyright protection19PENANAtwwCCRob7D 維尼
那一秒妳說喜歡我的時候,我真的差點相信了——8964 copyright protection19PENANAWrpUAabRhF 維尼
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我差點相信,我不是一個替代品。8964 copyright protection19PENANArYsTL7vNGC 維尼
我差點相信,我不是調皮插科打諢的角色,而是能被妳放進心上的人。8964 copyright protection19PENANAJlYT3g5p8v 維尼
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我差點把這份相信當作出口,說出我忍住的話。8964 copyright protection19PENANArMDYZEIgfj 維尼
但我沒有說。8964 copyright protection19PENANAXOXjrBSKfr 維尼
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因為我知道,這份喜歡來自妳發燒時的狀態,而不是日常的清醒。8964 copyright protection19PENANAdajXS4qExa 維尼
那時候的妳太可愛,也太脆弱,像一隻拚命黏人的小貓,但我不能讓她誤以為自己想要的,是錯的。8964 copyright protection19PENANANOgCrYfNia 維尼
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所以我替妳守住了妳,也守住了我。8964 copyright protection19PENANARSIjQxl0hM 維尼
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可是今天,妳站在我面前,說謝謝,說想給我一個擁抱。8964 copyright protection19PENANAnJeu6bRKTV 維尼
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我真的、真的,忍不住了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAwthSsI7OX6 維尼
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我抱著妳的時候,眼淚根本止不住。8964 copyright protection19PENANAxszJnoaqjM 維尼
不是因為委屈,是因為有人記得。8964 copyright protection19PENANA93pxEJ9lFr 維尼
因為妳記得我守住的夜,記得我苦撐的那句話,記得那個我連自己都不太敢直面面對的——「我愛妳」。8964 copyright protection19PENANAHEQEDGPxeN 維尼
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所以我想把今天的這一刻,記下來。8964 copyright protection19PENANANOsDBFETzG 維尼
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寫給那個過去幾乎放棄希望的我:8964 copyright protection19PENANAd12ZiSqYlF 維尼
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