
這兩週,是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子663Please respect copyright.PENANA4fkmP6erry
主要是因為發生了兩件大事663Please respect copyright.PENANAohb7wryzzO
1、我結婚了!663Please respect copyright.PENANAnmynuk4exC
2、女兒確診!663Please respect copyright.PENANAQQ1xPUpV3I
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚663Please respect copyright.PENANA60nBRNbp8I
是2020年10月的事情663Please respect copyright.PENANAsNLec6SUmC
當時因疫情影響,餐廳無法舉辦婚宴663Please respect copyright.PENANAfTS57M7v54
我們決定先辦理登記663Please respect copyright.PENANAwRM68QUOq9
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅663Please respect copyright.PENANAGCu6kf1zot
本想隨便找一天登記就好663Please respect copyright.PENANAUFGvm1yU26
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子663Please respect copyright.PENANA4JCQYlvPTQ
【5/20】663Please respect copyright.PENANAdIAtyXEB4y
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的663Please respect copyright.PENANAVnfDUs0I2U
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅663Please respect copyright.PENANA77TGCK3Dzw
於是,登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們663Please respect copyright.PENANAIf8fOr1RQl
該做的防護措施自然也都省了663Please respect copyright.PENANAiHChbb4FfC
於是,在2021年過年期間663Please respect copyright.PENANAIZXvykp2K6
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事663Please respect copyright.PENANAWfFqCZzV4Q
我老婆又是醫院行政人員663Please respect copyright.PENANAtX06ekWwF4
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者663Please respect copyright.PENANABPiJUxmVDZ
每天都過得提心吊膽663Please respect copyright.PENANAfLCj473dCS
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症663Please respect copyright.PENANAFmLPbGaJUt
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下663Please respect copyright.PENANAdomBDM0xTE
一直到女兒出生,我們都沒有染疫663Please respect copyright.PENANAUZi5HtyZTb
但女兒出生後,真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧663Please respect copyright.PENANAqqYn8CDkao
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷663Please respect copyright.PENANAHKkc0WIqjT
需要留院觀察一個禮拜663Please respect copyright.PENANAfVyy76qPEy
我和老婆是緊張到不行663Please respect copyright.PENANA3Hl6eetuRm
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次663Please respect copyright.PENANAnzCUWHWkEF
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下663Please respect copyright.PENANAMHjL2Z8IVN
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣663Please respect copyright.PENANAQIVioJKICs
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子663Please respect copyright.PENANA2dsQOEyny4
台灣最近修法,請育嬰假6個月有8成薪663Please respect copyright.PENANAohqLMtta0N
對本來就想離職的我來說,當然沒有理由不請!
遺憾的是,隨著女兒日益成長663Please respect copyright.PENANAkCXT6la1WP
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老663Please respect copyright.PENANAVGfsQmeUTf
一位和我們很親近的阿姨663Please respect copyright.PENANAjzBhGKEWXV
確診了腎上腺癌,而且是末期!663Please respect copyright.PENANApjX2FZuy0y
據醫生所說,壽命只剩下不到三年!663Please respect copyright.PENANAtChDAOgodm
(這還是我們最近才知道的,那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久)
稍微推算一下日期663Please respect copyright.PENANAbggPuxVv9R
在寫這篇文的當下663Please respect copyright.PENANAvE2tHivnkT
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……663Please respect copyright.PENANAI4gqx8ffyy
親友們不想說得太明白663Please respect copyright.PENANAWeOFYADY4N
但大家心裡都有數663Please respect copyright.PENANA1Tz2a8DI3z
這個婚宴,得要盡早舉辦!
於是,我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴663Please respect copyright.PENANAQADRghoFdS
幸好因為延期的關係,少了迎娶步驟663Please respect copyright.PENANAQERTE4TT30
整個流程輕鬆多了663Please respect copyright.PENANAHvvNxk9ro4
婚宴辦在11/5,就結果而言相當成功663Please respect copyright.PENANA7UGxrnZrrf
(過程一團亂就是了……)663Please respect copyright.PENANAOOf4dfNB5U
但至少,大家都很開心!663Please respect copyright.PENANAtsnw0cVLC6
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光!663Please respect copyright.PENANA4MUrptF5XD
663Please respect copyright.PENANAAzp28iMnes
11/8凌晨663Please respect copyright.PENANAO1zGoAJvoj
女兒開始發燒663Please respect copyright.PENANAicrg0uv5yZ
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來663Please respect copyright.PENANA9lEZlAgNPk
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒663Please respect copyright.PENANAsZMrHsMqEQ
當天下午,我們便帶她去兒科就醫663Please respect copyright.PENANApB3NelldWA
醫生說是哮吼663Please respect copyright.PENANAi7mdD5QRme
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們(含醫生在內)都沒有認為是Covid-19663Please respect copyright.PENANAPKcVKkdIXe
醫生表示:現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀663Please respect copyright.PENANAhBYKDU4IJu
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上663Please respect copyright.PENANAS0mGoIVKZf
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來663Please respect copyright.PENANA4XCNVgBG5g
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩663Please respect copyright.PENANARqyZehpFiU
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19663Please respect copyright.PENANAYjQ7wDHAyi
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰663Please respect copyright.PENANAvuzNPwfVKU
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹663Please respect copyright.PENANAbZp3bKliMs
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上663Please respect copyright.PENANAxsmD7tNArD
一篩下去:陽性!663Please respect copyright.PENANAx1QODGq3an
還不只老婆,岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況,我們是早已有所預料663Please respect copyright.PENANAvJX3urNAL5
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗663Please respect copyright.PENANA0jrC86sYKf
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀663Please respect copyright.PENANA7F1Va8JBzO
然而,家中的小寶貝才1歲1個月大663Please respect copyright.PENANASdniKvD7CV
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診663Please respect copyright.PENANAsKjRlEskHE
那我想,女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了663Please respect copyright.PENANAuIcx7kdc43
不過,Covid-19目前統計報告看來663Please respect copyright.PENANAa6fuiCzgqD
兒童重症機率偏低663Please respect copyright.PENANAT25eQjK5mo
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨663Please respect copyright.PENANAxA1tRNq5uO
在老婆確診後的6個小時663Please respect copyright.PENANA1fXCCZWAFS
當我正要睡覺時663Please respect copyright.PENANArcux3XcPex
幫女兒量了一下體溫663Please respect copyright.PENANA151CVPGUN5
雖然沒有發燒,但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重663Please respect copyright.PENANAJNriiQ3OVO
因為我自身有哮喘(氣喘)663Please respect copyright.PENANANzoUcA3fV0
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感663Please respect copyright.PENANApYMoN9ZJIl
當下心裡就有一種663Please respect copyright.PENANAhgw7VzKCuC
「如果放著不管,可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感663Please respect copyright.PENANAjvW8OSGkxI
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料663Please respect copyright.PENANAqOEQWZUidy
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」663Please respect copyright.PENANAIz8iFxjLBT
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後663Please respect copyright.PENANA5Arzl7ah5z
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環663Please respect copyright.PENANAXfdAiRluSP
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差663Please respect copyright.PENANA3nSaKQ4FAc
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據:83663Please respect copyright.PENANAOUSuLfh9XG
我整個嚇到663Please respect copyright.PENANA6whyU5GWmm
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準663Please respect copyright.PENANAeXLjT9XGIq
還是手環數據僅供參考663Please respect copyright.PENANAxkKXT0mCte
(畢竟不是醫療級)663Please respect copyright.PENANAnRBNAyd3HP
於是套到自己手上量一下:97、99663Please respect copyright.PENANAflIEaLpxed
連忙上網查資料:663Please respect copyright.PENANAvSYRz38aOh
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】663Please respect copyright.PENANAHMHWzrRr6A
才凌晨一點就83663Please respect copyright.PENANAR0zUn8ic3L
那如果睡到早上的話,不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報663Please respect copyright.PENANAkxbTbVlXqB
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車663Please respect copyright.PENANANdATTKNJ8g
於是,我人生第一次坐救護車的成就663Please respect copyright.PENANArfaaZKJS8u
就這麼突然的達成了……663Please respect copyright.PENANABQu8P3yI5Z
(女兒也是成就+1)
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多663Please respect copyright.PENANA22KRtPdjf0
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態663Please respect copyright.PENANADco30JgxiH
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做663Please respect copyright.PENANABaKLGeJSJo
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針663Please respect copyright.PENANAAIX5dLaoH1
請我站到門外663Please respect copyright.PENANAW4MZftVcNW
看著三個護理師抓住女兒663Please respect copyright.PENANA2lSol6jD43
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子663Please respect copyright.PENANAGcJ0KlnZJC
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……663Please respect copyright.PENANASG533dHiRn
當下真的忍不住淚水663Please respect copyright.PENANAcZWFjS9aKs
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我663Please respect copyright.PENANAmnHPZrnbYc
寫過無數作品663Please respect copyright.PENANAPMAvcco4uj
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美663Please respect copyright.PENANA52mOFJR0yT
唯獨女兒663Please respect copyright.PENANAhdfIZCvp63
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」663Please respect copyright.PENANAVf0X8W3dGD
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後663Please respect copyright.PENANAEsA8dYOdLZ
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊663Please respect copyright.PENANAIuJUfTevHc
在我懷裡沉沉睡去663Please respect copyright.PENANAd9gbdBopoS
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧663Please respect copyright.PENANAv64BI8onxG
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單663Please respect copyright.PENANAmCC6otE97T
上面寫著,血氧濃度:84.9663Please respect copyright.PENANAqNUYK9dhSd
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……663Please respect copyright.PENANAwyFNlK4Ehy
我的決定是正確的!
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨663Please respect copyright.PENANAdHuhfhWcaw
我總共只睡了三個小時663Please respect copyright.PENANA8fACL3YlxL
但,至少結果是能令我安心的663Please respect copyright.PENANAhVBtARrbPD
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下663Please respect copyright.PENANAHaVddPoGV1
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩663Please respect copyright.PENANAW2SGUNg0SD
睡得跟平常一樣香甜663Please respect copyright.PENANAaKmKWTFDUV
我也終於露出微笑663Please respect copyright.PENANAHoKnzVUFQX
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安663Please respect copyright.PENANAhXG5fXJb21
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後663Please respect copyright.PENANAYg0DlpA3sE
醫生確認病情穩定663Please respect copyright.PENANA4MG0Gt64sC
才准許我們辦理離院手續663Please respect copyright.PENANAnEB3o9oVX1
663Please respect copyright.PENANArKd8BeHAJz
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨663Please respect copyright.PENANAFAOXE6rZa5
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀663Please respect copyright.PENANAoUlSfOswNg
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外663Please respect copyright.PENANA1rmagZmu6y
暫時沒有其他異狀663Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZDIHcpAec
希望她的病情能持續好轉663Please respect copyright.PENANAFIqPZXbxoP
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復663Please respect copyright.PENANAHaBuDJEjLd
663Please respect copyright.PENANAKo7BCLUAiZ
至於我……663Please respect copyright.PENANAPBxmlsma61
和兩個確診者同住四天663Please respect copyright.PENANAAA70ob4vdF
到現在依然是陰性……663Please respect copyright.PENANArt47oDQMJ7
663Please respect copyright.PENANA9kkzjrHyYU
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣