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898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGHjcArOXt
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIwif88JBz
逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OcAU2Cjf9
難以脫離。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CeyC3hkGa
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQTae6YGzM
無法壓抑，不可避。
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KuPuEdwkc
轉向他人求助，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoB32IndKm
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYpor2bB76
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff4FhfAf5e
「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZAsuwirqW
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXatNR2MBc1
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjx6Pvj6J6D
包裝妳的異樣，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXt9XxV18pH
編織出一道厚繭囚住，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq15qANcBM
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFmg2xoAPi
外表與他人無異。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuz9s3VbWsW
「這樣的我。」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI6kear9NO
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcFJYfb7la
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRefpMMaNYZ
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacUs4LlOtv
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVNuCuohAe
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQQUr51Mpe
妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyODaQixVY3
「將異樣的感受消除。」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fr2pQHhM9
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSCAsSRVX2
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXDaS3fWPS
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rcSDXhnID
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBu9JN2yHb
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNg8oFO6H3M
妳渴望：898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPLfG4bOJg
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZv1VWUqJqw
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEepu1NkVG
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUN8a2VnfB
「一個也好……」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A0wKo6kIq
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetnnawxKLU
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsocgBVv2r
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGZAueBTMz
深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0b38N08Eki
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1W6zWmOxR
「暴露出來。」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZlHvaMGPV
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29ahDAxk9X
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79BNc0rZYN
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XAKbWblPI
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBbX6qR36Z
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNkp0U5CGL
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo8pDwKcud
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCONnSAGpVM
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeW5b3d4MWy
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DrOMgPbsQ
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH5njDlLQl
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGSoGdO6Kj
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz807djmfDm
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsLUbfkBmu
牽起一絲又一絲，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCb5sB0AyQ
有粗大、有細小的，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNym5ZG2VEQ
快樂與憂鬱。
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRM8SmQJZG
「爸爸……我不想努力了……」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXvpqhbyH1
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnvJzv89Lr
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kHoWlWiLT
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FlYlgP8i7
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNtwqodJJZ
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSbhap5SqS
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGYaMdLrLQ
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgfTQjCVII
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3vueuXGeO
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxn36YP71U
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsKIAfqC7c
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGxsTXCFxD
四溢出……898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFThVQPwK2y
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyyF3XLOd8
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1PmzqO0Tk
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNUp0qfby1
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD90f7uk2cQ
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFU2F410ALF
「答案是肯定的對吧？」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYg49YQiK7
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCyRxGSUHS
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiRlhg4e3t
視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwIS04mqZl
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWG97l7cZK
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22QQ0u5OUO
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI8fYX2wcJ
「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRh8TfBFy6N
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJ3gkp2YRo
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eLxNsgC06
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV264PDX2S5
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR20Nm2AmPl
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzP352jWsI
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGVTu29p0k
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7yyUXJBYd
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmnvvKdQW1
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5s1rXrYep
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVFH8qK7LK
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasjrYk9JVU
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBHelWJSzi
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLO4Q1K2SM
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB30tCsEE5
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NAiFE0LFI
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡft8hnxSpAR
好像也不怎麼在意了……898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaay7FVOYE
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92Uj8rbsRv
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHHD1tUWXK
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT98J402MM
而且從內到外的冰冷。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFBqiX5TUh
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYawsfXUIOg
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZf51696Ii
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe81Cq75PxA
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KzOrr7EDY
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk9b3UJaxz
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMjEMDRiP8
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJvzRJwbNb
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKo0bM0OqS
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudET9Khjvm
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxXq9ThCqN
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLWCJ7IyBp
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8qFbVykDz
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUxckQAtNc
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHXIX5WQ9q
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp1S9hDVBP
898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIF6Js0r9id
取出，
心之果實。
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898Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLyTj15yFF
終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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