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「我想她一定會原諒你的。」
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e9kZy83We
那人佇足原地，思緒被稱不上朋友的同學單單一句善意話語給侵佔，久久不能自己。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyditwvgiX
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白雪輕降，灑落一片冰涼，覆蓋在排列整齊的墓碑上、少年輕眨的睫毛上、已無溫度的心頭上。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlkf9vMAMD
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9IcCKMdYc
即使安高愛已經祭拜完離去多時，獨人仍跪在墓前。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFRVmFK07O
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAWVvU1xHS
「茉紅梨，妳願意原諒我嗎……」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6HMkZHFIR
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1tvxjJWnI
呢喃中摻有些許哽咽以及沙啞，這是時流獨人這輩子第一次如此向人示弱。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwySCECw0Kn
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……卻得不到任何回應。
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96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6WUTekYDf
這一天可真漫長，他感覺渡過了數日，天色卻僅僅只是由亮白轉為暗橘。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj3Bx7nBZY
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTcWiOf2ha
「獨人？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0FPXtlU72
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBivouGrO2M
又是他，是只要來此處便能遇見的那人。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa63JpNi5jq
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU08aax430v
伊堂春菅，一名低調過了頭的英雄，無法排解喪妻之痛而長期駐守墓園。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBH9yr4u8K5
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUbzePBJ6U
「真少見，竟然在傍晚看到你。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xsPcqVkmi
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveDPdafJxI
「我出獄了。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxFSkxgLWC
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VjAF4HT0J
春菅愣了一瞬，眼前這名少年太常出沒了，導致他根本就沒有散發受刑人的氣質，而且一般也不可能如此自由。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDx3ynDp1Y
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikZoLxuprb
不過殺人可是重罪，身為英雄、親自將多名敵人送入監獄的春菅對這點觀念還是有的。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF1CO2i713
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeAhyyJtoM
恢復了平靜眼神，本想道聲恭喜的，卻馬上意識到他們兩人身於何處，而少年又是為了何事才入獄又出獄。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW95Gr4T8U
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRP5uRZBki
想到這，春菅就吞回原本的祝賀，改成沒什麼起伏的回應，「這樣啊。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UwVuxv3jv
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zIoF4bsAC
兩人呼著白色霧氣，吸入相同的冰冷，位於此處的他們有著相同的孤寂。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBEkROkZo7
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZD7rmAhqcS
沈默維持著，明明見過數次面卻沒話可聊，但春菅也不是會為此感到尷尬的人，他就是生性活潑健談。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCanRFhJMg
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrHPUHQdT3
在只剩彼此鼻息的無語寧靜中細細思考，該開什麼話題才好呢？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrB1sz4jUZc
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUuepkFjnb
思念之人？不，對獨人來說這可是禁忌話題。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaYtqDFU77
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqUSv8oL9O
仔細想想他還真是對獨人一無所知，那談談經歷吧？嗯……還是算了，對過去最後悔莫及的人肯定非獨人莫屬了。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uW9Q9KDeq
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12ZXSTUGFR
最後，春菅無奈輕笑，嘆了一口白煙。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AC25ApSFP
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0BXzmaCfQ
「獨人，你未來想做什麼？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhQdb0A5Jq
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8k0aclCNy
原來他最終也只能問這種大人的制式問題，春菅不禁覺得想笑。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJkvWGvjLm
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSOAVGyySU
「……未來？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fc3QYvokg
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5No3lngrw
「對啊，既然順利出獄了，得到重啟人生的機會，那更應該想清楚未來的出路吧？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡto1oE7dXPs
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqD7Vg3htJ8
獨人瞪大了眼，像是腦袋當機般發愣著。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNQUE9f2x6
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75uDbRLFsr
他從未思考過未來。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvaljrXRKR
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhMzndaAT4
因為他眼裡只有回到過去的路。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzMQHxVeYZ
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAS2PCvsxS
說來可笑，費盡心思博取他人的敬重，嘔心瀝血才換來了「天才」的稱號，獨人卻從未想過自己究竟想做什麼。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDZjC1kEsI
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtK9Cc0jVDg
國小作文課在全班面前發表的題目——我的夢想——當時寫了什麼？他似乎不記得了，反正肯定是寫了個會讓眾人羨慕的職業吧。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Hx0skLiSz
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqdBITwEz3
那此刻的他呢？96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72rBsw1IJH
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYu7Sia3lv9
腦袋一片空白，他想不出任何答案，而且越是努力探索內心，腦海越會深刻浮現出茉紅梨不諒解的面容。
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9bMC7cJgH
「我已經沒有未來了，你憑什麼有呢？」
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm2Mhxshvy
喉頭發出吞嚥口水的聲音，獨人沒有任何回應。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhxNgvuwsu
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMNtdvDS1L
春菅無法靠這片沈默理解對方內心，於是繼續道，「那你的個性呢？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmH4bqlMpAo
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgruiWpA22C
「……」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQxNzsFYwS
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFmarNfPgr
「如果沒有想做的工作，也可以找跟自己個性相關的來考慮。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPUKHVzzLU
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBphLOFu5xY
「一般人要取得英雄執照才能對他人使用個性，這是常識，對吧？但很多時候如果個性可以運用在工作上，也能由公司去申請許可證。其實電力公司裡面一堆電氣系個性的人，真羨慕那些傢伙，哈哈！」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd61PNOlac
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdw3O7M3w0J
雖然知道自己講這些很像愛管閒事的老人，但這也正是成年人的諫言，春菅希望這名已經悔過的少年，能夠光明磊落走完剩下的人生。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7dUmmZ48v
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqzFfzWhqt
「……我沒有個性。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEJjaBJO07
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ipALTdJoG
只是他完全沒有料到會得到這樣的回應。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OxvVE0vsO
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnlD1eXg81
「這、這樣啊，不過沒關係啦，大部分的人個性也沒有運用在工作上。就像我要是做一般工作，這個性大概頂多也只能讓我睡過頭也不會遲到吧。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzagopTIyRL
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9QKt5PeCe
春菅平常就看得出來性格隨和多話，只是今天明顯是拼命在找話題，這反而讓獨人不太能理解。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjQprOxqmz
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzvsEyVsJp
他們又不是什麼朋友，安慰自己對春菅可沒有好處。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaqQUGM9Eu
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkpY32BSxg
剛剛對未來的提問已經讓獨人煩心，現在已經完全沒心力理會春菅了。他沒有回話，甚至將頭轉回，繼續凝視茉紅梨的墓碑。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFEgjbM3az
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OSk0eAj2H
「唉，不過，我最羨慕的果然還是『回到過去』的個性呀。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRYXSHrtk0
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciUbjWI9o3
「……？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdH3t7XfM6
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9P4Hq47Hv
頭皮瞬間發麻，獨人像是卡榫生鏽的機械一頓一頓地看向春菅，他已經在妻子的墓前盤腿坐好，為彼此各倒一杯酒，握起小酒杯搖動，瞧著在容器內泛起漣漪的透明液體。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokSixLzFEa
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVk6HzNhxW
「要是能回到過去，我肯定會想盡辦法阻止我妻子的悲劇。」春菅將酒杯高舉至眼前，無高光的暗綠雙眸將所有期望寄託於杯中反射的光芒，「就算犧牲這條命也在所不惜。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrU3bu4q7s
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBgqSlSJuT
最後那句話甚至刺進獨人心底深處，嘲笑著他只顧著反悔，卻沒有一點覺悟的窩囊樣。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8ASXaRDhJ
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwh1cpadDWF
欲言又止了一番，獨人最終鼓起勇氣啟動雙唇，「伊堂先生你……難道不會害怕嗎？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6lg1eMBMb
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeCuZF390j
「害怕？為什麼？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uOxSGcxRd
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4KEVnBvUy
「害怕回到過去之後，你妻子怪罪你為什麼沒來得及救她……」獨人越說越沒自信，音量逐漸減小。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDrjR9SBGs
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CAqdScucJ
「都回到她還沒出事的時候了怎麼可能會怪我啦？」春菅笑道，一口飲盡小酒杯裡的清酒，「不過倒可能怪我馬桶蓋又沒放下來就是了。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BRR6ZPbiw
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmyXwaIcxJ
幽默緩頰沒有奏效，獨人仍被困在自我怪罪的循環裡，微弱卻快速地喘著氣。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEOSo6vBFA
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6yNjJUzi7
「我也想回去，一直都想……是真的真的很想回到過去……」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmabu7cBYnF
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ0yuGrX47
聲音哽咽著難以發出，摻雜些許啜泣，語氣裡盡是懊悔。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0G2IfmISU2
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbvd5VXNFv
獨人因為劇烈心痛不自覺緊抓胸口，就算衣襟擠出深深皺摺仍得不到緩解，眼角堆積淚水，不用兩秒便溢出。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaq1UptoTo
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53dVWkiADT
「我想回到她還活著的時候……！」哽咽使他聲音變得尖銳，卻莫名令人心痛。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIda1o5zEG
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhDbpx6t9q
春菅已經沒有剛才開玩笑時的笑容了，被獨人的悲傷渲染著他根本笑不出來，而且就算沒有提及也知道那個「她」指的是誰。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnMsRZAZXt
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNm4MC1R22
「可是，就算回到過去，就算她還活著，我犯下的那些過錯也已經無法改變了。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbXrsH0sUF
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAuhZcvFjw
十幾年來的言語霸凌是何等程度的罪孽，心智早已成年的獨人再清楚不過了。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1fOq1iCHU
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ102MdmptaG
他已經不討厭茉紅梨了，甚至想要補償她，但這只是獨人自己單方面的想法。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJIrydJ6pM
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaJtZmjtVR
茉紅梨肯定很討厭自己，獨人打從心底畏懼，如果妹妹看著自己的眼神充滿憎恨，他真不敢面對。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Xizz6Qhla
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONZ7eiVhUa
其實也有想過如果回到更早呢？如果再次回到四歲，自己所做的一切就會歸零，那些罪孽就不存在了呀。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i0oxXONCS
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2X6Vfjl3q
然後這數年來的「獨人」也將不復存在，所有努力白費只剩下空蕩蕩的軀殼，一切從頭來過，自己仍然什麼都不是，而茉紅梨依然被眾人擁戴。
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBuyh7yMyT
他感覺自己會再壞掉一次。
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「我希望茉紅梨能活著……但我害怕她的存——」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzborxoyeS
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsAOZMGOOA
「我不知道你們過去發生了什麼，不好隨便做評論啦。」春菅以他成熟的磁性嗓音打斷，隨後嘆了一口氣，「不過，會害怕是因為你承認自己的錯誤了吧？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEuudZ5184
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoumJ2VDGuQ
他慢悠悠地將給妻子的酒一口乾掉，隨後把兩個清酒杯酌滿，收回盤起的腿起身，拎著酒杯將其中之一放到茉紅梨墓前，「吭啷」的敲擊聲有些突兀。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxircTFjtZ
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vzMnUyjIA
春菅蹲下，這樣便能與跪在墓前的獨人平視。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC32ZFrMxP
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9JXslTSqz
「既然承認做錯事了，後續再害怕都要勇敢面對，要當個負責任的男人嘛。」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7Y3bOR4yj
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF4Coga3IK
感受到手中傳來溫熱卻冰冷的觸感，獨人才發現春菅正把另一杯酒塞到自己手中。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXYHfphgTZ
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVGSj08icH
春菅的手有些粗糙，壓緊獨人握杯的掌後連帶抬高，乍看之下獨人像在與茉紅梨敬酒。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXXt0D6o0D
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKyciAUMNS
「茉紅梨她……在最後一定比你更害怕，是吧？」96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfNruDyOhu
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7z4lFdGDk
春菅的手一脫離，缺少了支撐，獨人握著杯的手便瘋狂顫抖，清酒隨著晃動不斷沿著杯口滲出。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxF2w6AZCfT
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是的。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gm9Sqypcz
96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0t2Bg1Scd
茉紅梨在最後肯定很驚恐，竟然被哥哥拿刀攻擊，怎麼可能不嚇到。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuJCvbxJlZ
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——而且與自己不同，她再也沒有機會害怕了。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzhJE5pQFj
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「……嗯。」獨人發不出聲音，只能用力點頭，擠出奇怪的悶哼。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGefyhy1n4V
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他將酒一口飲盡，咕嚕一聲，酒精順著喉結下滑。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKli6JMfOM5
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率先感受到的是來自喉嚨的灼燒感。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdNrgTI95s
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隨後則是沿著雙頰流入嘴角的鹹味。96Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtel6jMjKM6
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就像他的人生一樣既辛辣又死鹹，難以下嚥。
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而茉紅梨墓前的酒杯仍透著傍晚夕陽的暖橘，熠熠生輝。
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