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恨自己沒辦法在第一時間保護妳，恨自己沒辦法拋棄書人這個爛工作，更恨我明明很喜歡妳卻什麼都不能說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWz94TtrGn
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────『利娜莉，妳知道嗎？我……』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0Z0yuf0Lg
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從天真無邪到成熟撫媚，從女孩變成亭亭玉立的小姐，不管什麼時候，只要閉上雙眼，心中浮現的那個人都是妳。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sqBaB7wly
過去彷彿就在眼前，那個天真無邪的小女孩笑著對我說：『拉比也要一直保護利娜莉喲！』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujxjRm7uRA
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還清楚的記得那時的妳是如何被帶進黑教團，那時的妳真的像極了洋娃娃。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaWaqSFO2c
該是天真展開笑顏的年紀，而妳卻哭花了臉，雙眼不管何時總是充滿著淚水。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDhwn6llxO
我靜靜的躲在一旁，想出聲幫助妳，卻什麼都沒做到。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDionl4sM2
我討厭這樣的自己，明明伸手就能為妳拭去淚水。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGMVYASirh
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在那之後，我總是瞞著老頭，偷偷跑到妳房間外，靜靜的看著妳。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgjpi0W6Vt
還記得第一次從窗外望向妳時，聽到妳在睡夢中含糊的喊著：『哥哥，別丟下我！』，於是我偷偷的下了決定。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ1VmxqXob
如果妳哥哥不來找妳，那我就要當妳的哥哥好好保護妳，因為哥哥不是都很疼妹妹的嘛？所以我也要很疼妳，雖然我明明不是妳哥哥。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmKQzhhYKR
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自從下了那個決定，我每天帶著一朵新鮮的花到妳房間，開始跟妳說話，並且跟妳說我可以當妳的哥哥。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bjR4GnXBo
剛開始的妳並沒有什麼笑容，但是沒過多久，妳開始笑著迎接我的到來久，相信我已經把我引以為傲歡樂帶給了妳。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgod4KerS3d
每天總是期待看到妳，每天總是期待妳用那稚嫩的聲音對我說：『拉比哥哥，你終於來啦！』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKEfjBGWoo
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最後，妳哥哥終於來接妳了，並順利的當上了實驗班的科長。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyOm500omh
我知道是我該卸下〝哥哥〞一職的時候到了，妳也不再叫我〝拉比哥哥〞，為此我心情滴落了一陣子。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vDYNUPnfV
明明知道自己當初這麼做會有這樣的下場，但是為了看見妳的笑容，我認為這並不算什麼。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcL2ZiD4D4
結果，我沒意料到現實是如此的殘酷，就算知道還是被狠狠的打擊了，什麼事都做不好，一直被老頭責罵。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7PWhq2xzl4
好像知道我心事的妳，在這時笑著對我說：『就算拉比不是利娜莉真正的哥哥，利娜莉也還是最喜歡拉比，所以拉比要一直保護利娜莉喲！』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY48Tl3NQU3
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但，這時的我們已經要分開了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJspPrl3x8
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以前的我認為分開並不是什麼恐怖的事，但是已經習慣身邊有妳的我，但是已經深深喜歡上妳的我，現在卻認為分開是件非常困難的事。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVQSfd5gtK
我不想離開妳，天知道如果可以我想永遠待在妳身邊，可惜已經答應的事是不可能反悔。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgeswp8N00
離開的那天，看到妳的臉上雖然有些失落卻又旋即展開笑顏，對我說：『拉比再見，要小心身體喔！』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOvasWM7V4
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沒想到多年後的相見，卻是為了治療與諾亞一族戰鬥而受傷的妳和亞連。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvOJGlBOGv
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看著失去往常精神的妳，看著因為用盡全身力氣而憔悴的妳，我的心很痛很痛。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwuScEsw0M
更痛的是，我依然是以前那個我討厭的自己。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEditHgyJjw
無法保護妳到最後，明明踏出那一步就能保護妳，可是我做不到，因為我是書人。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVnnXcrlA8
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永遠是個〝輸掉妳的人〞……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74pxv7dxS3
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──『你以為你自己是神的使徒嗎？』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l0Nxf1ZHB
────是，我當然是，不然你以為我們為何要站在這艘船上？不就是來完成神交給我們的使命。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW4mZuvP05
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──『你是書人的繼承者，其他什麼都不是！』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvD8PTJOJvJ
────我不只是書人，我還是驅魔師，我還是那個深愛利娜莉的拉比。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntfDFVRQTN
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──『無論在什麼情況下，你都只能當旁觀者。在歷史的背面，必然有戰爭。而戰爭的存在是推動歷史，書人必須置身於內，不屬於任何一方，以最公平的方式紀錄一切。』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiTx7ZJnei
────如果說身為書人的我永遠只能當旁觀者，而無法緊緊擁抱那個我明明很愛的女人，那我必然不能以最公平的方式的紀錄一切，因為我紀錄的一切將會是個沒有愛的世界。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2USkJzRoS
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再多的後悔也是枉然，再多的明明也是沒用。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7ofC78nUd
事實已經鑄成，我無法更改什麼，縱使是米蘭達也不可能讓時間回到那時候。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN1dQw8yZf
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我──……無法回到過去。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYvcdogJir
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「拉比！拉比！」米蘭達輕聲的喚著我。「怎麼了？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeQuLY4hZf
回神望著她，米蘭達眼下的黑影似乎又加深了一層，這陣子確實是苦了她了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqEYeWS547
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「利娜莉終於醒了。」她緩緩的說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVMsZCQONW
自從利娜莉與等級三的惡魔交手過後，身受重傷，雖然沒什麼大礙，卻一直昏迷不醒，這點著實令大家擔心，而一直照顧利娜莉的就是米蘭達，因為我實在是沒有什麼勇氣去面對她。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeHG9aHFRm
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「利娜莉說她想見拉比。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CUtyclpoW
見我？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDr05iA4QJ
苦笑，為什麼會想見我呢？是她憶起我沒遵守那時的承諾嗎？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYshkfEXmH
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──『拉比也要一直保護利娜莉喲！』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKxxkqrziI
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「辛苦妳了，米蘭達，早點休息吧！」米蘭達似乎也在為我擔心，漾起平常的笑容，她似乎也安心了些。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kE9UyG41i
我轉身走向利娜莉的房間。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylZLQrEn00
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「我是拉比。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8l6ZH3ear
來到利娜莉的房間，空氣似乎都凝結了起來，房門旁的窗口，夜空中連顆星星也看不到。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNyKsDBZ13
大家都在心疼利娜莉嗎？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zA5ihg296
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「請進。」利娜莉以平常的口氣應答。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUB1m4TWz0
深呼吸，整理好心情，伸手觸向門把，轉開。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguWeay2WQF
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「利娜莉，還好吧！身體好點沒？」用平常的口吻ˋ一樣的笑容望向坐在床上的利娜莉。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm87K3IYE7F
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「嗯，除了頭髮變短之外，其他都很好。」一如往常般俏皮的口吻，利娜莉輕笑。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6WU8JYjqv
她似乎真的好了許多，臉色比剛回到船上時還紅潤。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kfcJWgQRl
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「我有重要的事情要跟拉比說。」利娜莉收起笑容，認真的望向我。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDexDWj7AXX
「什麼事？」同樣的收起笑容，注視著她。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibJX3JJZVJ
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「這次的事情讓我知道，有些話如果不趁早說，我或許就一輩子都法再說出口，我──……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpCCKoXGv3
時間彷彿靜止般，我看見利娜莉臉上泛起異樣的紅色。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNe9DL7LSu
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「我喜歡你，拉比。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ28hmo8aIE
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「……。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAAy0XTAm9
突如期來的告白，讓我一時之間不知如何是好，只能以驚訝的眼神看著她。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3Eeoxxpuh
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「拉比，米蘭達說你一直很自責。」利娜莉緩緩的說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffkRU4i0va
「但是，這不是拉比的錯，是我不應該讓拉比擔心的。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWotZ6M77f
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「……。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01cIy1maKB
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「所以對不起害──……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdorgWKbXvu
一個伸手，緊緊擁住我思念的人兒。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdhpft2C1b
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「不許妳為這種事跟我道歉。」我帶些怒意的說道。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVHnVxyl7M
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「而且明明是我該道歉的，我答應過妳我會保護妳，但我卻沒做到。對──……」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjKWeUHTXL
語未落，我的嘴便被利娜莉以手摀住。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvooU75GRY
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「拉比，你只要對我說一句話我就願意原諒你，但是那句話並不是道歉。」利娜莉說道。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvHznShSNW
「一句明明是你該說出口的話。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOX3kDpDnck
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「……。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96J2t0t59r
一句明明是我該說的話？43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNHuePEI1H
腦海中閃過無數個畫面，突然停留在……43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UewzQbXoy
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──恨自己沒辦法在第一時間保護妳，恨自己沒辦法拋棄書人這個爛工作，更恨我明明很喜歡妳卻什麼都不能說。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFv6qqEpaqk
────『利娜莉，妳知道嗎？我……』43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5k7F1inHGU
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低頭深情地望著利娜莉，我笑道：「利娜莉，妳知道嗎？我喜歡妳。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxbsRv2zRh
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我可以拋棄書人的身分，我可以拋棄驅魔師的工作，但是我不能拋棄喜歡妳，利娜莉。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ebj1ncbRX
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