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.盜八結局後設定,但與實際第八集無關
.盜八結局後設定,但與實際第八集無關
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解雨臣不再多言,他閉上了眼睛。39Please respect copyright.PENANAVH9jz7DuhW
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「求你了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAGH1El5ghIf
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望著自己的掌心,吳邪一時之間便也發了愣,先是握緊了拳頭,而後便又緩緩鬆開,他站起後,來到對方的面前,他感覺到自己連腿都在顫抖,不止地顫抖著,瞧了一眼解雨臣的臉龐,最後還是對著右臉頰揮了下去。39Please respect copyright.PENANAS6KoCRwqAP
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一個悶哼,他偏過了一邊臉龐。39Please respect copyright.PENANAGJSmQnOGYO
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「…你下手太輕了,」他抹了抹自己的嘴角,是嚐著了血繡味,但沒見血,「怎麼,捨不得我是嗎?如果是的話,我就太高興了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8ZaJ2xa0X
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「幹啥麼要我這麼做呢…」吳邪著實的感覺著仍舊抖著的右手,「……那次,的確是我該打,所以你這麼對我我也不計較的。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAVI5LXHuBcW
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「沒什麼,因為我也該打,」低下臉龐,他低笑了一聲,「我總在做夢啊,還以為自己能夠做些什麼,結果根本就只是空談而已……這是我欠你的。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA2EdF7yZLiX
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「……你…」39Please respect copyright.PENANA51wR0bnnfH
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「吳邪,其實我真要好好感謝你,」解雨臣站了起來,他朝著門口走去,與那日相同,吳邪彷彿又瞧見了一次當時的模樣,「我想真正執迷不悟的是我吧。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAmkhT6vlxzE
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「等、等等!」吳邪跟著追了上去,他見著對方的身影停留在門框前的位置,「別這麼急,我們留下來好好說清楚吧,我實在…實在是有些不明白,方才你也挨了我一拳,應該受了傷吧?我給你上點藥再走才是……」39Please respect copyright.PENANAocpsXQzn8Y
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佇立於門框之上,他的影子給掩了個半,如西湖上總籠著的那股霧一般,朦朦朧朧的,吳邪暼了一眼他唯一所能見及的顏色,是他常穿著的那件粉色襯衫,在他眼裡看來,如今怎又染淡了幾分。39Please respect copyright.PENANAWDlouV62ga
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「…別了,」搖了搖頭,解雨臣拒絕了他,而後由口袋裡頭掏出了手機,「沒事兒的,一點也不疼……再不走,我待會只怕自己走不了了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANANy24h0Y0Jn
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他抬起臉龐,望了吳邪一眼,像是在想些什麼。39Please respect copyright.PENANAysMSGoXcgL
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「告訴我最後一件事吧,往後,你打算該如何是好?」解雨臣見著對方的臉龐低了下去,「你想去找他,是嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAqmk3sGgtKy
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「……我…是這麼打算的,儘管現今也不知道他的下落,但…或許又是去尋那些被他遺忘的過去了吧,」吳邪低笑了幾聲,「反正,找著找著,總有一日能找到的,如果不成,便也就算了,我這命本來就該丟在哪個大斗裡頭……」39Please respect copyright.PENANAVORXfbTPPW
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「何時要去?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAqKhC4o0Gd5
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「待一切備妥了便走,也該交代好才是。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAXjgbb3Crnw
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「……我明白了,」他停頓了下自個兒的語氣,「那麼,我走了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAaUSZUaNcVd
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「小花!」不知怎麼地,他由後頭喚住了對方。39Please respect copyright.PENANA8I8CueTV9T
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「想與我說些什麼嗎?」小花回過臉龐,揚起了一個笑靨,那般勾人心弦的模樣,一時之間也讓吳邪看傻了,便也這麼愣著,一時之間不知該說些什麼才好。39Please respect copyright.PENANARl58j9hdrN
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見他無語,解雨臣歛了歛眼,而後一陣輕聲嘆息。39Please respect copyright.PENANAtqyeC9PPzd
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「我給你唱首歌吧。」雙手插在口袋裡頭,小花扳過了身,倚靠在門板上頭,「不收費的,要是想聽我解語花獨唱,不知得花上多少票子,好好珍惜啊……之後,無論如何,給我個信息,知道了嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAb8I4uvrpCr
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見著對方點點頭,小花像是滿意似地扯開了嘴角,細瞧一眼吳邪的臉龐,而後便開了嗓子吟唱,那音調綿長而不絕,哀愁而不悲。39Please respect copyright.PENANAh6qnTOt1zY
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「今夕何夕兮,搴舟中流。今日何日兮,得與王子同舟。蒙羞被好兮,不訾詬恥。心幾煩而不絕兮,得知王子…」39Please respect copyright.PENANA8VT6cepIIu
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……山有木兮木有枝,心悅君兮君不知。39Please respect copyright.PENANASkI4UzZrzT
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而後又過了一個多月,就把大致的事情都給理好了。39Please respect copyright.PENANA0X6hmKuAts
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回了長沙老家一趟,便又挨了二叔一陣罵,這些日子裡他不知道費了多少心思去和林家說情,說他這姪子只是一時糊塗啊啥的,但自己卻這般不領情,偏偏不順他意的走,吳邪無奈地笑笑,只道一切順其自然,勉強不得的,總之還是先待在他那古董舖子裡便好。39Please respect copyright.PENANAsdvvsMxwka
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他沒和吳二白說自個兒的計畫,只得偷偷地進行了,在以前他哪裡有這個膽子,自小到大做過最冒險的一件事,便是和三叔下了斗,那也是瞞著二叔沒給他知曉的,至今他仍把這件事掛在嘴上唸,連見不著三叔人影都可以將他罵個狗血淋頭,便就可知二叔是多麼剽悍。39Please respect copyright.PENANAiWh8AKuESB
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經 過了這麼多事,倒也壯大了幾分膽子。但說著倒也不是,他便是因為膽子小,才瞞住二叔的,如果自己真這麼爺們,早就不管啥的便一口氣衝出去,當個吳家的不肖 子,雖說他現今也正走上這樣的路途,但還是存著幾分愧疚的,想起還真忒對不起爸媽,辜負了他們的養育之恩,他們這養了二十幾年的兒子,就為了一個男人,要 踏上這樣沒有歸途的旅行。39Please respect copyright.PENANAjHj1p97JLJ
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但人生就這麼一次,說啥都得靠自己操控的,不能仰賴他人,終有一日,關在籠中的鳥兒還是得讓牠翱翔,至於飛往什麼方向,就得憑各自發展,不由得誰了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAGmzxFEAXGF
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時節已經迫近初夏,杭州比起前幾月來說實在熱了不少,遊客也隨著多上幾十倍來著,這下連個清閒的時日都沒有了,想看個湖,只看到一張張新奇的面孔,人頭啊啥的全雜在一塊,西冷印社外頭全塞著人,連他小老闆想出門溜達一下,有時候都有些困難。39Please respect copyright.PENANA9LLVQCz0Bk
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算了,反正都給王盟去打理就行。39Please respect copyright.PENANAk5CGXERN5B
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吳 邪比較得意的是,他種在前頭的花都給開了,那是一盆白蔓君,也就是荼蘼,初夏正巧是開花的季節,原先幼小的株苗看似弱不禁風的,但倒是相當爭氣,如今一朵 朵嬌豔豔的花苞含羞地睜了開來,初生的嫩白花瓣綻在陽光底下特別的美,一種清純而脫俗的美,吳邪心想,待到盛夏便會完全開了吧。39Please respect copyright.PENANA7YvymJLMLJ
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待它開完,韶華勝極,花季也將末了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAuWwQx6chdY
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果 真不至多久,花苞便全開了,脫去以往那般清麗,盛開的荼蘼是一種典雅而豔的美,大片大片的白瓣包裹著黃蕊,向外伸出一道慵懶的模樣,讓人看了著實喜歡。很 多小姑娘經過舖子見著這盆花,便拿著相機使勁地拍,並讚嘆著這花養的這是不錯,吳邪聽了心裡雖是高興,但卻也有幾分不快,老子這兒是賣古貨的,又不是開花 店,好歹見著招牌也進來瞧瞧吧,最近生意還真是越來越差了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAe9i5afSVlN
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這時節也是差不多了,他瞧了一眼自己這間不大的古董舖子,不知怎麼地嘆了一口,吳邪拿了一把剪子走到門外頭,對著花盆,一口氣便摘了三朵下來。39Please respect copyright.PENANA5OX6b5uGW0
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一朵是要寄給林湘雲的,不知道她現在是怎麼了,太久沒有聯絡,偶爾吳邪想說撥通電話給她,問問她的近況來著,又害怕給林家那頭的人接到,他實在是沒那麼心力去應付,說到底是沒臉見林家人的,辜負了他們女兒又給了額外的反抗思想,不徹底捏死他才怪。39Please respect copyright.PENANAH2N1T0O7GX
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他 寫了封信給林湘雲,說是給她見見這花來著,一個女孩子家,或許見著這個會高興的吧,只是寄到那兒還不知成不成的了型,怕是壞了。而後又給她寫了一段激勵, 自己想做的事還是趕緊去做吧,別讓家裡拖著的,總不能這麼拖一輩子。最後,吳邪誠懇地寫了一句道歉,他留了一份東西在王盟那兒,若有閒到西冷印社這兒來, 就與他拿吧。39Please respect copyright.PENANAukl77EM3KE
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留下的是一個深褐色的牛皮紙袋,裡頭裝著已經簽好名的離婚協議書,若是想辦,隨時拿走都能辦的,若是不想辦,一直放著也是無所謂,反正也只是形式上的一樣東西而已。39Please respect copyright.PENANAeyMOLqokz7
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第 二朵寄給了小花,與當初答應他的相同,臨走之前是要告知他一聲的,於是便也就這麼做了,信裡給他寫了,若能回來,必定能再相見的,到時候有機會,去瞧瞧他 的戲也是不遲。之後,小花沒給他回信,但隔幾日,帳戶裡頭卻多了一筆足能撐上好幾個月的金額,吳邪一看,不用想也知道是誰來著,沒多說什麼,卻是心存感激 得很,這不是簡單就能言盡的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJGQHBz9gMU
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最後一朵,他給自己安安穩穩地擱在前口袋裡。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqlYIDo4kOq
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大約和王盟交代了一下,沒說的很明,只言和他 之前去倒斗的那段時間相同,這麼做事就行了,王盟雖是人家的伙計,不好多說什麼,但心底也猜了個七七八八,那傢伙拼命點頭,千交代萬交代老闆得要保重。吳 邪笑了笑,望了一眼舖子與他這不長進的伙計,竟有幾分眷戀之感,不知以後,還有沒有機會回來。39Please respect copyright.PENANAxljz2ta17U
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出發去北京前,他分別給二叔及爹娘捎了一封短信,說自己打算出門旅遊一趟,去哪兒還沒有個定數,總之是想到處走走,鋪子裡有王盟照應,甭擔心。發完短訊後,闔上手機,自認是給他們報了個平安,雖是撒了謊,但也不完全是,畢竟真要到處去尋。39Please respect copyright.PENANAFdJnsXfTUY
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搭上夜間快車,到了胖子那頭一趟,和他混了幾個快活的時日,那時不是去晃了潘家園子,就是上酒樓吃菜去,真的是許久沒那般開心過了,每每總又笑又鬧地到了深夜還未止歇。39Please respect copyright.PENANAwxsVdkJpJg
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這 期間,吳邪也與他說了自己的想法,出乎意料之外的,胖子那傢伙倒是沒啥反應,繼續地挟菜喝酒,沒個半刻,一大盤菜又給他掃進了肚,待他歇息下來,抹了抹 嘴,這時才言道:胖爺我老早便知你會這麼做的,還用你給我來報備啊?你這天真腦袋裡打的這啥算盤,都寫在臉上了,讓人不知都難喲!39Please respect copyright.PENANAx9QNKXyEHQ
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吳邪一聽操了他幾句粗口,但心裡倒歡喜的很,一個勾肩壓頭,這麼地笑了開來,果真還是拜把兄弟的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAfZwRDXWRTb
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但也不能一直長久待著,總是得走,至於要去哪兒,吳邪心底已有了個打算。由北京分別前,胖子扔給他一個不小的瑪瑙扳指,說是給他做紀念來著,吩咐他好好帶著,別弄丟了,要去了啥險峻之處,好讓胖子我這幸運給你驅驅霉,別一下子就栽在哪裡了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAeJaN6tRNA3
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他道了聲好,便上了火車,由遠遠的車窗裡頭瞧見了胖子那張熟悉的臉龐,竟瞧見他抹了幾下眼眶,真是的,大男人還流什麼淚啊。心裡一想完,吳邪便發現自己沒資格說那傢伙,自個兒淚腺也是挺發達的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAogo6f5d4Tl
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駛遠了之後,他便不再看了,回過臉龐來,靜靜地待在車廂裡頭坐著,只怕多看一眼又多感傷一分。這平日尋常時段,火車上頭沒啥人來著,有的話也是自個兒出外旅遊的老夫妻,只有吳邪孤家寡人一個,與他們都沾不上邊。39Please respect copyright.PENANAdPbrw7fa00
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從 前口袋裡頭摸出了那朵白花,如今失了水份已有些乾枯了,但卻看來十分漂亮,沒裂且完整的很,近鼻一聞,還有些清香猶存。捏著花柄在手裡頭轉了幾圈,形成像 個漩渦似的圖案,彷彿就要將他吸了進去,吸進那段陳年往事裡頭,那時也常常坐這類長途火車,只是沒現個兒這麼悠閒而已,總要避警調子啊還是啥的,總怕自己 行蹤給暴露了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAOSOcBNQgkK
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但如今坐在這火車上頭的,僅剩他一人而已。39Please respect copyright.PENANAfPn2v4t0Yk
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還真是一切都盡了,開到荼蘼花事了,什麼也不剩。39Please respect copyright.PENANAnWmgcNy6xF
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望 了一眼外頭的景色,山川一片翠綠,彷彿是如詩如畫般的風景。吳邪撐著臉龐,沒什麼心思欣賞,倒是想著到達目的地之後該如何是好,先弄些裝備來才是吧,雖是 許久之前的事了,但總記得是哪弄來的,靠著些關係或許還能到手,畢竟只有一人份而已,要錢的話也不是問題,帶了幾張卡來,之前的存款也都還齊著,加上小花 給自己的那筆……39Please respect copyright.PENANAt4sFG0EVCA
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…重要的是,還是得尋著才行吧,否則是不會甘心的。帶著荼蘼去,便是為了給你,好結束一切,待你聽完我說的故事,之前的故事,之後的故事,便能散了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHtu1XYeT2K
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我一生中從未這麼執著地想要一樣東西。39Please respect copyright.PENANASGZq1sh9yH
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想 了再想,而後似乎是累了,吳邪閉上眼睛歇息,感覺到錦囊裡頭的那塊玉仍是涼的,緊貼著自個兒的身體,就在心上的那塊位置,不知何時才會變得暖和些。側聽著 火車輪轉動不停的聲響,以及吸著空氣中的淡煙味,這輛列車是要開往何處的,如今他已有些忘了,腦袋原要為如此而混亂的,但如今卻是平靜的很,心底想想,也 就這麼罷了吧,該開往哪裡,就在哪裡止下。39Please respect copyright.PENANAWvmqT6daK7
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窗外再奔馳過一座座油綠的水田,熱辣辣的烈陽照在上頭,顯示著正值仲夏。這時節白蔓君正開得極盛,有些家戶外頭都是給種著的,一株一株的很是漂亮,但也只有這般時候,再過一季,花便要謝了,謝了後,這年的花季也便結束,若要見著這花開,只得再等上來年,一直待著……39Please respect copyright.PENANAaiM2dAX2N8
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開到荼蘼的「結束」之意,其實在這裡頭有三種意思。39Please respect copyright.PENANAOdq3POGTQO
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原本是不打算貼結局的,但還是決定把全部貼出來了39Please respect copyright.PENANAbhBdoPwL6L
不知道是個給人怎麼樣感受的結局,總有點開放式的意味39Please respect copyright.PENANA1oheJUs7f0
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小哥一直到後來都沒出現(爆)畢竟這是在他失蹤之後的故事39Please respect copyright.PENANA61QXhraUIi
我是打算讓他在番外裡頭出現的啦39Please respect copyright.PENANA6pEL7Ygrqx
番外的話就不會公開,是收到刊物裡頭的了!39Please respect copyright.PENANAfYSYB1vNfJ
刊物裡頭也都會把現今公開的部分重新潤飾修稿過一次39Please respect copyright.PENANAzjIVImUbYK
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先簡短的寫一點後記就好,剩下多餘的還是留到書裡再說39Please respect copyright.PENANAYRZcCcFuGt
如果看到這裡覺得喜歡的話,請就多支持一下新刊的部分哦,謝謝各位!39Please respect copyright.PENANAakvnCWYRMD
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新刊資訊★(請點)39Please respect copyright.PENANAUZ985AGhMo
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就先這樣了,各位晚安!
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解雨臣不再多言,他閉上了眼睛。39Please respect copyright.PENANAVH9jz7DuhW
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「求你了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAGH1El5ghIf
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望著自己的掌心,吳邪一時之間便也發了愣,先是握緊了拳頭,而後便又緩緩鬆開,他站起後,來到對方的面前,他感覺到自己連腿都在顫抖,不止地顫抖著,瞧了一眼解雨臣的臉龐,最後還是對著右臉頰揮了下去。39Please respect copyright.PENANAS6KoCRwqAP
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一個悶哼,他偏過了一邊臉龐。39Please respect copyright.PENANAGJSmQnOGYO
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「…你下手太輕了,」他抹了抹自己的嘴角,是嚐著了血繡味,但沒見血,「怎麼,捨不得我是嗎?如果是的話,我就太高興了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8ZaJ2xa0X
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「幹啥麼要我這麼做呢…」吳邪著實的感覺著仍舊抖著的右手,「……那次,的確是我該打,所以你這麼對我我也不計較的。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAVI5LXHuBcW
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「沒什麼,因為我也該打,」低下臉龐,他低笑了一聲,「我總在做夢啊,還以為自己能夠做些什麼,結果根本就只是空談而已……這是我欠你的。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA2EdF7yZLiX
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「……你…」39Please respect copyright.PENANA51wR0bnnfH
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「吳邪,其實我真要好好感謝你,」解雨臣站了起來,他朝著門口走去,與那日相同,吳邪彷彿又瞧見了一次當時的模樣,「我想真正執迷不悟的是我吧。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAmkhT6vlxzE
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「等、等等!」吳邪跟著追了上去,他見著對方的身影停留在門框前的位置,「別這麼急,我們留下來好好說清楚吧,我實在…實在是有些不明白,方才你也挨了我一拳,應該受了傷吧?我給你上點藥再走才是……」39Please respect copyright.PENANAocpsXQzn8Y
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佇立於門框之上,他的影子給掩了個半,如西湖上總籠著的那股霧一般,朦朦朧朧的,吳邪暼了一眼他唯一所能見及的顏色,是他常穿著的那件粉色襯衫,在他眼裡看來,如今怎又染淡了幾分。39Please respect copyright.PENANAWDlouV62ga
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「…別了,」搖了搖頭,解雨臣拒絕了他,而後由口袋裡頭掏出了手機,「沒事兒的,一點也不疼……再不走,我待會只怕自己走不了了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANANy24h0Y0Jn
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他抬起臉龐,望了吳邪一眼,像是在想些什麼。39Please respect copyright.PENANAysMSGoXcgL
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「告訴我最後一件事吧,往後,你打算該如何是好?」解雨臣見著對方的臉龐低了下去,「你想去找他,是嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAqmk3sGgtKy
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「……我…是這麼打算的,儘管現今也不知道他的下落,但…或許又是去尋那些被他遺忘的過去了吧,」吳邪低笑了幾聲,「反正,找著找著,總有一日能找到的,如果不成,便也就算了,我這命本來就該丟在哪個大斗裡頭……」39Please respect copyright.PENANAVORXfbTPPW
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「何時要去?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAqKhC4o0Gd5
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「待一切備妥了便走,也該交代好才是。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAXjgbb3Crnw
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「……我明白了,」他停頓了下自個兒的語氣,「那麼,我走了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAaUSZUaNcVd
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「小花!」不知怎麼地,他由後頭喚住了對方。39Please respect copyright.PENANA8I8CueTV9T
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「想與我說些什麼嗎?」小花回過臉龐,揚起了一個笑靨,那般勾人心弦的模樣,一時之間也讓吳邪看傻了,便也這麼愣著,一時之間不知該說些什麼才好。39Please respect copyright.PENANARl58j9hdrN
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見他無語,解雨臣歛了歛眼,而後一陣輕聲嘆息。39Please respect copyright.PENANAtqyeC9PPzd
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「我給你唱首歌吧。」雙手插在口袋裡頭,小花扳過了身,倚靠在門板上頭,「不收費的,要是想聽我解語花獨唱,不知得花上多少票子,好好珍惜啊……之後,無論如何,給我個信息,知道了嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAb8I4uvrpCr
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見著對方點點頭,小花像是滿意似地扯開了嘴角,細瞧一眼吳邪的臉龐,而後便開了嗓子吟唱,那音調綿長而不絕,哀愁而不悲。39Please respect copyright.PENANAh6qnTOt1zY
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「今夕何夕兮,搴舟中流。今日何日兮,得與王子同舟。蒙羞被好兮,不訾詬恥。心幾煩而不絕兮,得知王子…」39Please respect copyright.PENANA8VT6cepIIu
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……山有木兮木有枝,心悅君兮君不知。39Please respect copyright.PENANASkI4UzZrzT
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而後又過了一個多月,就把大致的事情都給理好了。39Please respect copyright.PENANA0X6hmKuAts
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回了長沙老家一趟,便又挨了二叔一陣罵,這些日子裡他不知道費了多少心思去和林家說情,說他這姪子只是一時糊塗啊啥的,但自己卻這般不領情,偏偏不順他意的走,吳邪無奈地笑笑,只道一切順其自然,勉強不得的,總之還是先待在他那古董舖子裡便好。39Please respect copyright.PENANAsdvvsMxwka
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他沒和吳二白說自個兒的計畫,只得偷偷地進行了,在以前他哪裡有這個膽子,自小到大做過最冒險的一件事,便是和三叔下了斗,那也是瞞著二叔沒給他知曉的,至今他仍把這件事掛在嘴上唸,連見不著三叔人影都可以將他罵個狗血淋頭,便就可知二叔是多麼剽悍。39Please respect copyright.PENANAiWh8AKuESB
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經 過了這麼多事,倒也壯大了幾分膽子。但說著倒也不是,他便是因為膽子小,才瞞住二叔的,如果自己真這麼爺們,早就不管啥的便一口氣衝出去,當個吳家的不肖 子,雖說他現今也正走上這樣的路途,但還是存著幾分愧疚的,想起還真忒對不起爸媽,辜負了他們的養育之恩,他們這養了二十幾年的兒子,就為了一個男人,要 踏上這樣沒有歸途的旅行。39Please respect copyright.PENANAjHj1p97JLJ
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但人生就這麼一次,說啥都得靠自己操控的,不能仰賴他人,終有一日,關在籠中的鳥兒還是得讓牠翱翔,至於飛往什麼方向,就得憑各自發展,不由得誰了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAGmzxFEAXGF
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時節已經迫近初夏,杭州比起前幾月來說實在熱了不少,遊客也隨著多上幾十倍來著,這下連個清閒的時日都沒有了,想看個湖,只看到一張張新奇的面孔,人頭啊啥的全雜在一塊,西冷印社外頭全塞著人,連他小老闆想出門溜達一下,有時候都有些困難。39Please respect copyright.PENANA9LLVQCz0Bk
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算了,反正都給王盟去打理就行。39Please respect copyright.PENANAk5CGXERN5B
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吳 邪比較得意的是,他種在前頭的花都給開了,那是一盆白蔓君,也就是荼蘼,初夏正巧是開花的季節,原先幼小的株苗看似弱不禁風的,但倒是相當爭氣,如今一朵 朵嬌豔豔的花苞含羞地睜了開來,初生的嫩白花瓣綻在陽光底下特別的美,一種清純而脫俗的美,吳邪心想,待到盛夏便會完全開了吧。39Please respect copyright.PENANA7YvymJLMLJ
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待它開完,韶華勝極,花季也將末了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAuWwQx6chdY
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果 真不至多久,花苞便全開了,脫去以往那般清麗,盛開的荼蘼是一種典雅而豔的美,大片大片的白瓣包裹著黃蕊,向外伸出一道慵懶的模樣,讓人看了著實喜歡。很 多小姑娘經過舖子見著這盆花,便拿著相機使勁地拍,並讚嘆著這花養的這是不錯,吳邪聽了心裡雖是高興,但卻也有幾分不快,老子這兒是賣古貨的,又不是開花 店,好歹見著招牌也進來瞧瞧吧,最近生意還真是越來越差了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAe9i5afSVlN
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這時節也是差不多了,他瞧了一眼自己這間不大的古董舖子,不知怎麼地嘆了一口,吳邪拿了一把剪子走到門外頭,對著花盆,一口氣便摘了三朵下來。39Please respect copyright.PENANA5OX6b5uGW0
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一朵是要寄給林湘雲的,不知道她現在是怎麼了,太久沒有聯絡,偶爾吳邪想說撥通電話給她,問問她的近況來著,又害怕給林家那頭的人接到,他實在是沒那麼心力去應付,說到底是沒臉見林家人的,辜負了他們女兒又給了額外的反抗思想,不徹底捏死他才怪。39Please respect copyright.PENANAH2N1T0O7GX
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他 寫了封信給林湘雲,說是給她見見這花來著,一個女孩子家,或許見著這個會高興的吧,只是寄到那兒還不知成不成的了型,怕是壞了。而後又給她寫了一段激勵, 自己想做的事還是趕緊去做吧,別讓家裡拖著的,總不能這麼拖一輩子。最後,吳邪誠懇地寫了一句道歉,他留了一份東西在王盟那兒,若有閒到西冷印社這兒來, 就與他拿吧。39Please respect copyright.PENANAukl77EM3KE
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留下的是一個深褐色的牛皮紙袋,裡頭裝著已經簽好名的離婚協議書,若是想辦,隨時拿走都能辦的,若是不想辦,一直放著也是無所謂,反正也只是形式上的一樣東西而已。39Please respect copyright.PENANAeyMOLqokz7
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第 二朵寄給了小花,與當初答應他的相同,臨走之前是要告知他一聲的,於是便也就這麼做了,信裡給他寫了,若能回來,必定能再相見的,到時候有機會,去瞧瞧他 的戲也是不遲。之後,小花沒給他回信,但隔幾日,帳戶裡頭卻多了一筆足能撐上好幾個月的金額,吳邪一看,不用想也知道是誰來著,沒多說什麼,卻是心存感激 得很,這不是簡單就能言盡的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAJGQHBz9gMU
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最後一朵,他給自己安安穩穩地擱在前口袋裡。39Please respect copyright.PENANAqlYIDo4kOq
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大約和王盟交代了一下,沒說的很明,只言和他 之前去倒斗的那段時間相同,這麼做事就行了,王盟雖是人家的伙計,不好多說什麼,但心底也猜了個七七八八,那傢伙拼命點頭,千交代萬交代老闆得要保重。吳 邪笑了笑,望了一眼舖子與他這不長進的伙計,竟有幾分眷戀之感,不知以後,還有沒有機會回來。39Please respect copyright.PENANAxljz2ta17U
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出發去北京前,他分別給二叔及爹娘捎了一封短信,說自己打算出門旅遊一趟,去哪兒還沒有個定數,總之是想到處走走,鋪子裡有王盟照應,甭擔心。發完短訊後,闔上手機,自認是給他們報了個平安,雖是撒了謊,但也不完全是,畢竟真要到處去尋。39Please respect copyright.PENANAFdJnsXfTUY
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搭上夜間快車,到了胖子那頭一趟,和他混了幾個快活的時日,那時不是去晃了潘家園子,就是上酒樓吃菜去,真的是許久沒那般開心過了,每每總又笑又鬧地到了深夜還未止歇。39Please respect copyright.PENANAwxsVdkJpJg
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這 期間,吳邪也與他說了自己的想法,出乎意料之外的,胖子那傢伙倒是沒啥反應,繼續地挟菜喝酒,沒個半刻,一大盤菜又給他掃進了肚,待他歇息下來,抹了抹 嘴,這時才言道:胖爺我老早便知你會這麼做的,還用你給我來報備啊?你這天真腦袋裡打的這啥算盤,都寫在臉上了,讓人不知都難喲!39Please respect copyright.PENANAx9QNKXyEHQ
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吳邪一聽操了他幾句粗口,但心裡倒歡喜的很,一個勾肩壓頭,這麼地笑了開來,果真還是拜把兄弟的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAfZwRDXWRTb
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但也不能一直長久待著,總是得走,至於要去哪兒,吳邪心底已有了個打算。由北京分別前,胖子扔給他一個不小的瑪瑙扳指,說是給他做紀念來著,吩咐他好好帶著,別弄丟了,要去了啥險峻之處,好讓胖子我這幸運給你驅驅霉,別一下子就栽在哪裡了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAeJaN6tRNA3
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他道了聲好,便上了火車,由遠遠的車窗裡頭瞧見了胖子那張熟悉的臉龐,竟瞧見他抹了幾下眼眶,真是的,大男人還流什麼淚啊。心裡一想完,吳邪便發現自己沒資格說那傢伙,自個兒淚腺也是挺發達的。39Please respect copyright.PENANAogo6f5d4Tl
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駛遠了之後,他便不再看了,回過臉龐來,靜靜地待在車廂裡頭坐著,只怕多看一眼又多感傷一分。這平日尋常時段,火車上頭沒啥人來著,有的話也是自個兒出外旅遊的老夫妻,只有吳邪孤家寡人一個,與他們都沾不上邊。39Please respect copyright.PENANAdPbrw7fa00
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從 前口袋裡頭摸出了那朵白花,如今失了水份已有些乾枯了,但卻看來十分漂亮,沒裂且完整的很,近鼻一聞,還有些清香猶存。捏著花柄在手裡頭轉了幾圈,形成像 個漩渦似的圖案,彷彿就要將他吸了進去,吸進那段陳年往事裡頭,那時也常常坐這類長途火車,只是沒現個兒這麼悠閒而已,總要避警調子啊還是啥的,總怕自己 行蹤給暴露了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAOSOcBNQgkK
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但如今坐在這火車上頭的,僅剩他一人而已。39Please respect copyright.PENANAfPn2v4t0Yk
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還真是一切都盡了,開到荼蘼花事了,什麼也不剩。39Please respect copyright.PENANAnWmgcNy6xF
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望 了一眼外頭的景色,山川一片翠綠,彷彿是如詩如畫般的風景。吳邪撐著臉龐,沒什麼心思欣賞,倒是想著到達目的地之後該如何是好,先弄些裝備來才是吧,雖是 許久之前的事了,但總記得是哪弄來的,靠著些關係或許還能到手,畢竟只有一人份而已,要錢的話也不是問題,帶了幾張卡來,之前的存款也都還齊著,加上小花 給自己的那筆……39Please respect copyright.PENANAt4sFG0EVCA
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…重要的是,還是得尋著才行吧,否則是不會甘心的。帶著荼蘼去,便是為了給你,好結束一切,待你聽完我說的故事,之前的故事,之後的故事,便能散了。39Please respect copyright.PENANAHtu1XYeT2K
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我一生中從未這麼執著地想要一樣東西。39Please respect copyright.PENANASGZq1sh9yH
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想 了再想,而後似乎是累了,吳邪閉上眼睛歇息,感覺到錦囊裡頭的那塊玉仍是涼的,緊貼著自個兒的身體,就在心上的那塊位置,不知何時才會變得暖和些。側聽著 火車輪轉動不停的聲響,以及吸著空氣中的淡煙味,這輛列車是要開往何處的,如今他已有些忘了,腦袋原要為如此而混亂的,但如今卻是平靜的很,心底想想,也 就這麼罷了吧,該開往哪裡,就在哪裡止下。39Please respect copyright.PENANAWvmqT6daK7
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窗外再奔馳過一座座油綠的水田,熱辣辣的烈陽照在上頭,顯示著正值仲夏。這時節白蔓君正開得極盛,有些家戶外頭都是給種著的,一株一株的很是漂亮,但也只有這般時候,再過一季,花便要謝了,謝了後,這年的花季也便結束,若要見著這花開,只得再等上來年,一直待著……39Please respect copyright.PENANAaiM2dAX2N8
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開到荼蘼的「結束」之意,其實在這裡頭有三種意思。39Please respect copyright.PENANAOdq3POGTQO
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原本是不打算貼結局的,但還是決定把全部貼出來了39Please respect copyright.PENANAbhBdoPwL6L
不知道是個給人怎麼樣感受的結局,總有點開放式的意味39Please respect copyright.PENANA1oheJUs7f0
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小哥一直到後來都沒出現(爆)畢竟這是在他失蹤之後的故事39Please respect copyright.PENANA61QXhraUIi
我是打算讓他在番外裡頭出現的啦39Please respect copyright.PENANA6pEL7Ygrqx
番外的話就不會公開,是收到刊物裡頭的了!39Please respect copyright.PENANAfYSYB1vNfJ
刊物裡頭也都會把現今公開的部分重新潤飾修稿過一次39Please respect copyright.PENANAzjIVImUbYK
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先簡短的寫一點後記就好,剩下多餘的還是留到書裡再說39Please respect copyright.PENANAYRZcCcFuGt
如果看到這裡覺得喜歡的話,請就多支持一下新刊的部分哦,謝謝各位!39Please respect copyright.PENANAakvnCWYRMD
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就先這樣了,各位晚安!