起床後的我滿臉疲態。328Please respect copyright.PENANAyePQsceLJ5
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我晚了一點起床,梳洗過後就立即出門。328Please respect copyright.PENANArIluLqmUXu
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我想要偶遇她,只是理解時間上應該有點差異。我習慣的這個時間,是她第一天的上班時間,而今天,我想她大概是早了出門。328Please respect copyright.PENANAuaZGgil0pU
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又到了公司樓下吃早餐。328Please respect copyright.PENANAwZJXE7OZ8P
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我在寫著這小說,在想她的需要,不想再找無謂的話題,只想做到令她感到我的關愛的事。328Please respect copyright.PENANARBIbWpTWxH
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上班也在不間斷的寫著,途中感覺到毒癮的發作。328Please respect copyright.PENANABrE6dD75XB
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於是我祭出心理鹽水這殺著,然後選擇當沈思的大衛。328Please respect copyright.PENANAKxzIkFBj4l
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聽著歌,一個人。328Please respect copyright.PENANAYMiE5xfJJ6
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在小小的空間裡靜靜地寫作。328Please respect copyright.PENANANj4B0Eu9JL
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中餐之後,今天會有一個「自由兼職者」來幫忙,那人年資比我多一點,我想她大概是一個渴望自由的人。我也是這種人,但她和我想像是很大程度上的差距。在我眼裡她是為了生計而東跑西走。但我想要的是一個屬於我的地方。328Please respect copyright.PENANA4aoC8b4nFx
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縱是這樣想著,看著她,我還是覺得此人比起我這籠中鳥還好。328Please respect copyright.PENANAEFb6YwjFZC
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隨著我的工作量不斷增加,我也感到內心的失控感在直線遞升。328Please respect copyright.PENANAPEFu1o8GKU
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哪怕有人幫忙,也只是為了不給我去煩惱另一些的麻煩事,工作量根本沒有減輕。328Please respect copyright.PENANAtufhdekp8d
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而且我也要安排她的工作。328Please respect copyright.PENANAvHQ24o5Sy2
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其實我的狀態也不太想工作,心不在焉。328Please respect copyright.PENANADDbyHp8zAf
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隨此之外,還要做著比賽的設計,重重的山壓下來,我感覺到我很像之前那位走了的同事。328Please respect copyright.PENANANtDoSIyUgo
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對我來說,上班的工作應該是最嘔心。那些不務正業直到快死了才問你要東要西的人、還有那些有五十至一百張,一張一張輸入到雲端的麻煩文件。328Please respect copyright.PENANAM6Ng5hEwh2
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我也嘗試著聽不同的歌和資訊。了解苦情歌賣座,但畢竟那不合我的性格,我會愛聽不放棄的歌。328Please respect copyright.PENANASp0cI33l1o
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當然,心癮來到我也會用「心理鹽水」。328Please respect copyright.PENANABkoImdQdVn
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下班後,我做了一會兒工作,便出去吃點東西後再到運動場。328Please respect copyright.PENANAqFidDNXPyj
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運動場的地面很濕滑,那些膠沙有時是滑滑的,我找了轉彎線內圓的地方做體能。328Please respect copyright.PENANAtdhzEEzdbl
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一直做著做著,由運動場充斥著一群人,做到空無一人。328Please respect copyright.PENANA72BiDoJanP
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做了四組運動,全身上下的毛孔都似是哭出來般,但同時又感覺到自己的堅持與意志力。328Please respect copyright.PENANAdB0IFgOtN1
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做著的時候,會在想「這到底是誰想出來的鬼東西!」328Please respect copyright.PENANATlyqdKbnir
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就像我的人生一樣,這算什麼鬼東西。328Please respect copyright.PENANAuAL1B1BvMW
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我只好做好自己,好到一個比十個月前更好的自己等待她回來。328Please respect copyright.PENANAZrJnA7M3PG
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全身哭了的我回到家。328Please respect copyright.PENANAkujPIE41lL
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或許毛孔代替我已哭乾了的雙眼。328Please respect copyright.PENANA83TKWlrAlt
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最後沈沈睡去。
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