昭陽真的很不明白,為什麼美貌和智慧都歸她的姊姊,而她卻什麼都沒有。373Please respect copyright.PENANA4dArCcqBGr
373Please respect copyright.PENANAo5mR9D58t2
她更加不明白,為什麼姊姊們如此恨她。373Please respect copyright.PENANA5vdQiTLnMP
373Please respect copyright.PENANAC9FxZYeaOl
「昭陽,你別假惺惺。你這個樣子很噁心。」有一次平陽這樣對她說。373Please respect copyright.PENANA3OdXKxD8dp
373Please respect copyright.PENANATLTjjc14zS
有一次,昭陽問洛陽:「為什麼你們如此憎恨我?」373Please respect copyright.PENANAery7PJkfMO
373Please respect copyright.PENANAkycIOH0uG3
洛陽苦笑:「因為你得到的,我們窮盡努力都不會先到。當然,你得不到的,你窮盡努力都得不到。」373Please respect copyright.PENANARnlpg0e8Ei
373Please respect copyright.PENANA2qGzuPHy9y
昭陽不明白洛陽說什麼。或者說,昭陽明白洛陽說什麼,只是不明白這和姊姊們不喜歡她有什麼關係。373Please respect copyright.PENANAxUePHjMdZW
373Please respect copyright.PENANAjROA7uRF9e
不只是和姊姊,和親生母親的相處亦很奇怪。373Please respect copyright.PENANAtSAbltWko8
373Please respect copyright.PENANAakaCDBLkZz
她的母親是皇后,名將之後,身世顯赫,而且深得她父皇的竉愛。373Please respect copyright.PENANAG3GfnhzycZ
373Please respect copyright.PENANAl4CPwYAQN2
但是,父皇很少關心她,母后亦很少關心她。373Please respect copyright.PENANA3tlIEIbrbK
373Please respect copyright.PENANAnLraMe48I2
母后告訴昭陽:「在父皇面前,不要說太多,說錯什麼就不好了。」373Please respect copyright.PENANA6zoHauNotB
373Please respect copyright.PENANApIOo625LLA
昭陽點點頭。373Please respect copyright.PENANACnqrAkRezf
373Please respect copyright.PENANA2qEYYhmaeC
昭陽原來還有一個大她幾歲的姊姊。373Please respect copyright.PENANA6crssaa4UT
373Please respect copyright.PENANA3Jd7fHDmzr
這個姊姊長得很漂亮,像極昭陽的母后。而且兩歲時便已經可誦詩文。三歲時便一副伶牙利齒、逗得父皇和母后很高興。五歲時更作了首詩獻給父皇,父皇還即場賜了她一個金步搖,讓她長大時配戴。373Please respect copyright.PENANAWYsctqgPQv
373Please respect copyright.PENANAJXAnrvJIgA
可惜的是,姊姊有次不小心溺水,救不回來了。373Please respect copyright.PENANAjlHQgPcIy2
373Please respect copyright.PENANARaFEFPNzYu
父皇為了那次的事,砍了不少人的頭,姊姊落水的事成了宮裡的禁忌。373Please respect copyright.PENANAz6e0y0m498
373Please respect copyright.PENANAHctHPwnclx
那次的事後, 昭陽的母后便把所有精神都放了在昭陽身上。只要有一個老師說她不達標,她的母后就會怪罪那個老師。久而久之,沒有人敢說昭陽什麼,都說她是天之驕子,可造之材。373Please respect copyright.PENANAyPfhdmvzAp
373Please respect copyright.PENANAltCSVT3ppC
昭陽小小的身軀,承載著母后對姊姊的執念和對她的期望,卻承載不了她自己。373Please respect copyright.PENANALPLZDgUy68
373Please respect copyright.PENANA97XTjKzRNp
平日,對父皇,她得裝著,裝睿智,裝著有文采。母親每次都會在父皇來的時候,演出一個劇本,讓父皇覺得昭陽冰雪聰明。373Please respect copyright.PENANAuN7451g9wu
373Please respect copyright.PENANAgtiZbtGUdL
例如有時會故意預備一些難題,讓昭陽破解。這些難題的答案,母后會和昭陽先排練好,然後,等父皇來的時候,昭陽再把答案說出來。373Please respect copyright.PENANALbxOSlLovh
373Please respect copyright.PENANAK1C978olsL
昭陽從沒有機會對父皇說真話。373Please respect copyright.PENANA7f5NdyeUwo
373Please respect copyright.PENANAHLgwIBycU7
對母后,亦只有不停的排練。偶爾,當她和母后說真說話,母后便會責備她,說她愚蠢。373Please respect copyright.PENANATyxK0SBsld
373Please respect copyright.PENANAyYiElDGdaa
她回想自己的一生,就是在奉承和虛偽裡渡過。373Please respect copyright.PENANAQJvrQg06ge
373Please respect copyright.PENANAa9dakNXlFc
下輩子,別生在帝皇家。昭陽心想。373Please respect copyright.PENANAzmBfa7n7IJ
373Please respect copyright.PENANAslBLkX2GGS
她登上了鬧市裡一座觀景台。373Please respect copyright.PENANAHTYjKacFGQ
373Please respect copyright.PENANAdXxbSYvNye
這觀景台說來奇怪,立在鬧市裡,登上觀景台後,很多景色都被前方的建築物遮蓋。所以沒有人會在這鬧市裡我觀景台上觀景。373Please respect copyright.PENANAol9iQsnLDG
373Please respect copyright.PENANANhSRWLirP6
大家都不知道觀景台為什麼存在。373Please respect copyright.PENANAoPnq3S27kD
373Please respect copyright.PENANATkIcC1w2c5
這觀景台就和昭陽一樣。373Please respect copyright.PENANAP2ZQ6PTgIT
373Please respect copyright.PENANAe3nffRjBsZ
昭陽都不知道自己為什麼存在。373Please respect copyright.PENANAwVkBHbPnz5
373Please respect copyright.PENANAsrMygcYP4d
觀景台只有兩層,然而,問陽登上一層後,往街道看去,已經很害怕,所以沒法再登上一層。373Please respect copyright.PENANA8MxCOvPsG5
373Please respect copyright.PENANA8uhbqwcZrn
昭陽自嘲:原來自己懦弱,懦弱得連最後的時刻都還在害怕。373Please respect copyright.PENANARa12bLqDlp
373Please respect copyright.PENANA7T3y8cmBXB
不管了!昭陽閉上眼睛,跳了下去。