No Plagiarism!xAHiOp3g3tcnEqRxoOrvposted on PENANA 那是一間靜得出奇的自習教室,午後的陽光斜斜地落進來,灑在講桌上、落在我制服的袖口,也落在——她那雙正在顫抖的手指上。8964 copyright protection49PENANAftegVjxYgG 維尼
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她穿著那套制服,白襯衫、黑裙子,格紋的領口歪了一點點,像她整個人此刻的心思,不安、慌亂,卻還是倔強地站在我面前。8964 copyright protection49PENANAsurL9rIedW 維尼
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她的手,貼在我胸前。8964 copyright protection49PENANAKFtAGhvE32 維尼
那第二顆鈕扣,就在她指尖下方。8964 copyright protection49PENANAeZnMId3fc1 維尼
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她碰了一下,停住;再碰一下,又退後;我看著她,卻努力讓自己的表情維持平靜,像是什麼都沒感覺、什麼都沒發生。8964 copyright protection49PENANA3wsPVdFF2b 維尼
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——妳不能動,湛霖。8964 copyright protection49PENANASaaQs7tzFd 維尼
妳是學姊。8964 copyright protection49PENANAfMgY5SZJ7l 維尼
妳要守分寸。8964 copyright protection49PENANATH4KNSuaca 維尼
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我咬著後槽牙,告訴自己不能伸手、不能回應、不能讓這場青春錯得太過難堪。8964 copyright protection49PENANALZ7GCI6EZw 維尼
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她的眼眶有點紅,我看見她正在做選擇。8964 copyright protection49PENANAFP3dDuhccl 維尼
是衝破界線,還是後退一步。8964 copyright protection49PENANA9UecdFtg9Q 維尼
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然後——8964 copyright protection49PENANAkJpPiQD05q 維尼
她終於放下了手。8964 copyright protection49PENANA4fzwBjrtva 維尼
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她垂下眼,抿著唇,手指顫抖地伸過來,將我那顆早已被她解開的第一顆扣子,慢慢地、一點一點地扣了回去。8964 copyright protection49PENANA3KxDF2dYCJ 維尼
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像是在收回什麼,也像是在道別。8964 copyright protection49PENANAOulBSYWpTL 維尼
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「學姊……對不起……」8964 copyright protection49PENANARcGKu52U4Q 維尼
她聲音很輕,輕到像風,但我聽得一清二楚。8964 copyright protection49PENANAkdVzYV0jCp 維尼
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「讓妳不舒服了,我不會再這麼做了……請您……原諒我。」8964 copyright protection49PENANAeITaRU3XI5 維尼
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說完,她深深地對我一鞠躬。8964 copyright protection49PENANArVM7cwA23Z 維尼
鞠得很低,像是認真悔過的學生,也像是忍著眼淚不讓它掉下來的小孩。8964 copyright protection49PENANArRGlaV3oEB 維尼
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我還沒來得及開口,她就轉身,慢慢地、一步一步地,走出了那扇教室門。8964 copyright protection49PENANAFErBMHqbVN 維尼
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沒有回頭。8964 copyright protection49PENANA1a9HXhmCyB 維尼
門輕輕關上。8964 copyright protection49PENANAwtiiGoraW6 維尼
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那聲「喀。」像是鎖住了我什麼。8964 copyright protection49PENANA4HtxSTn07T 維尼
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我還坐在講桌前,一動不動,心跳卻像失控的列車,在胸腔裡撞得亂七八糟。8964 copyright protection49PENANAbKGSYabI6I 維尼
我的手,捏緊了制服的布料,卻再也找不到剛才她指尖的溫度。8964 copyright protection49PENANATgCwne5TwY 維尼
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我明明可以叫住她的。8964 copyright protection49PENANAYg3d59pNop 維尼
我明明可以說:8964 copyright protection49PENANAYgyNJQ2F6e 維尼
「不是不舒服,是太喜歡了。是怕我一碰妳,就會再也忍不住。」8964 copyright protection49PENANARwspVn7HTW 維尼
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但我什麼都沒說。8964 copyright protection49PENANAzGXr9z2gPm 維尼
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我只是坐在那裡,看著她消失的方向,忽然發現——8964 copyright protection49PENANA9ogmlcEURP 維尼
原來錯過一個人,是這樣痛。8964 copyright protection49PENANA7rPJS6mZTz 維尼
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而那第二顆鈕釦,永遠留在她指尖未敢解開的遺憾裡。8964 copyright protection49PENANADLWzdZqkwA 維尼
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她走了。8964 copyright protection49PENANAzI9BQHI7Nr 維尼
那道門闔上的瞬間,我的心也像被誰從胸腔裡抽了一下,空了,疼得發悶。8964 copyright protection49PENANAqF14wbDXnW 維尼
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我還坐著,維持著被她解開過、又被她扣回的姿態。8964 copyright protection49PENANAmBxSsgxtiC 維尼
第一顆扣子緊緊扣好,可那裡原本的溫度,還在我皮膚上殘留著。8964 copyright protection49PENANAGTN4Vy1B2D 維尼
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她的手好小,碰得那麼輕,好像怕燙傷我一樣。8964 copyright protection49PENANAIbGLRugZ8u 維尼
但最傷人的不是觸碰,是她最後那一句:8964 copyright protection49PENANAouqTo0g2B7 維尼
「對不起,請您原諒我。」8964 copyright protection49PENANABD7U4iKbgN 維尼
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——家瑜,我有什麼好原諒的?8964 copyright protection49PENANAktFzSeWCmq 維尼
錯的不是妳,是我,是我太會演那副「沒感覺」的樣子。8964 copyright protection49PENANAyKFTYS0Vym 維尼
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我一直在等,等妳跨越界線,等妳更勇敢一點,等妳愛我愛得衝動一點——8964 copyright protection49PENANAggGT61VvAh 維尼
但我忘了,妳本來就是那種會在愛裡問:「可不可以?」的人。8964 copyright protection49PENANArfyH4ULZyB 維尼
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妳只要我說一句:「可以。」,妳就會愛我愛到底。8964 copyright protection49PENANAospiopQAy9 維尼
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可是我什麼都沒說。8964 copyright protection49PENANAT95fWYh9Ep 維尼
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我手心發麻,忍不住低頭——那顆第二個扣子,她始終沒解開。8964 copyright protection49PENANAXY6FlQKqzl 維尼
像是她愛我愛到門邊了,卻還是選擇後退,因為我從來沒伸手。8964 copyright protection49PENANARiTNjC9dJK 維尼
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我該怎麼辦?8964 copyright protection49PENANAPpQuAzDetu 維尼
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我閉上眼,深吸一口氣。8964 copyright protection49PENANAARsXLtIo82 維尼
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教室裡空蕩蕩的,連光都慢了一點。8964 copyright protection49PENANAgtiqFCz3gM 維尼
我腦子裡一閃而過的畫面是她剛剛顫抖的肩膀、咬著唇不讓自己哭的模樣。8964 copyright protection49PENANAVikrJHmpRu 維尼
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我猛地站起來,椅子擦地的聲音在靜謐空間裡格外刺耳。8964 copyright protection49PENANAjDshTGJFtv 維尼
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不行。8964 copyright protection49PENANAywMx9BUrQq 維尼
我不能讓她就這樣走。8964 copyright protection49PENANA682eEhRxAp 維尼
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這種錯過——我不會原諒我自己。8964 copyright protection49PENANASpkmQG8CXq 維尼
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我衝到門口,猛地拉開教室門,空氣撲面而來,我站在走廊上,眼睛掃過那條還溫熱的地板。8964 copyright protection49PENANAh7MA6XIbcR 維尼
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她不見了。8964 copyright protection49PENANAMXqoyN9hW7 維尼
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我大步跑下樓、穿過校舍,終於在後門的走廊轉角處,看見那抹熟悉的身影。8964 copyright protection49PENANAkOR2xXVkzP 維尼
她背對我站著,肩膀微微顫抖,像是……在忍著什麼。8964 copyright protection49PENANAhxRgqDSX5J 維尼
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我停住腳步,深深吸了口氣。8964 copyright protection49PENANAjpbw23NmQo 維尼
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然後開口:8964 copyright protection49PENANA5OE2pgA4nH 維尼
「家瑜。」8964 copyright protection49PENANACCWvq654S5 維尼
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她一震,轉身——眼眶紅了,還來不及掩飾。8964 copyright protection49PENANAxc6ky8Kz5p 維尼
我走上前,一把抓住她的手,拉到我面前。8964 copyright protection49PENANAQgR0xK4Nik 維尼
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「對不起的人是我,」我低頭,額頭抵著她的額頭:「是我假裝沒感覺,是我讓妳以為妳越界了,是我……沒有在妳最需要那個『可以』的時候給妳答案。」8964 copyright protection49PENANAnqfjwvkLdA 維尼
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她的嘴唇抖了一下,眼淚終於掉下來。8964 copyright protection49PENANA4a38lT08ZR 維尼
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我握緊她的手,貼在自己胸口,第二顆鈕扣還好好地扣著。8964 copyright protection49PENANANjzmE5YtbA 維尼
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「那顆扣子,剛剛妳沒解開——」8964 copyright protection49PENANABG5elBRG6r 維尼
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「現在,我自己解,然後把整個人交給妳。」8964 copyright protection49PENANA93L6jao8KJ 維尼
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我解開第二顆鈕扣,再慢慢往下——8964 copyright protection49PENANAV3SOYP5oPB 維尼
一邊解,一邊說:8964 copyright protection49PENANA3LTBI6UeKS 維尼
「家瑜,我是妳的學姊,但我也不會再裝堅強了。」8964 copyright protection49PENANA3eZ3lp1WwZ 維尼
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「我想要在妳說『對不起』之前,把妳抱住,告訴妳——我一直都想被妳愛。」8964 copyright protection49PENANApFAVAlbsWs 維尼
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「現在也是。」8964 copyright protection49PENANANMslL9OgHr 維尼
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她哭得一塌糊塗,但笑了。8964 copyright protection49PENANAieoEtQGs2o 維尼
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我抱住她,把她緊緊摟進懷裡。8964 copyright protection49PENANAVAN38JnKxK 維尼
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然後在她耳邊說:8964 copyright protection49PENANALQpnjnc4zh 維尼
「所以,學妹,這次——我違規了,妳會負責嗎?」8964 copyright protection49PENANAjIjj9uR4qT 維尼
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她點頭,眼神閃著光。8964 copyright protection49PENANAmwGJSY6FPT 維尼
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我知道——這一次,她不會再走開了。8964 copyright protection49PENANA2REdy6jwN6 維尼
而我,也不會再讓她錯過我。8964 copyright protection49PENANA40ZlRnsBlQ 維尼
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