勁皇生自己的氣:原來自己依然多麼在意黃瓊。激動之時,還只懂為她設想。立即離開單位,僅是因為他知道自己一定會心軟。無條件的原諒會助長她的任性,對她百害無一利。143Please respect copyright.PENANA618JhwLi3u
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花上大半天冷靜,滿腦子仍是黃瓊。可笑又可恨。他顯然沒能甩掉這種該死心態。143Please respect copyright.PENANAoXBmYpO2Yl
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手提電話突然顫動起來。是黃瓊傳來的訊息:「我們會再見面嗎?」143Please respect copyright.PENANAmh4AXQvWwE
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勁皇心煩意亂,沒能釐清意向,乾脆已讀不回,罷。143Please respect copyright.PENANA6QkVd1YmmQ
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日日夜夜想著黃瓊,偏偏下不了決心主動找她。等等等,等到一個月後,黃瓊手上化妝品該用得七七八八之時。傳訊息給她。苦等兩天,未獲回覆。生氣了?抑或跟他一樣,未能下定主意?給她多冷靜兩天吧。兩天又兩天,多個兩天後,勁皇終於按捺不住,親自上門去。143Please respect copyright.PENANAlOhsKDCvQZ
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沒人應門。不在家?出意外?不祥預感侵佔心頭。拆下化妝箱的金屬扣,用它打開閘鎖和門鎖,內進。143Please respect copyright.PENANACC5RWTBe4f
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全屋彌漫一股怪異氣味:垃圾酸餿味、強烈化學物刺鼻氣味、潮濕天氣引起的霉味……統統混和在一起就是死亡氣息。氣息來自黃瓊睡房。143Please respect copyright.PENANATENjdLSKeu
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勁皇站在黃瓊睡房門外,後腦發麻,心臟絞痛,快要窒息似的。呆了半晌,他鼓起勇氣,推門內進。143Please respect copyright.PENANAtYCg6E6Wne
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如花似玉的黃瓊穿著粉紫色睡裙,安詳閉目躺在床上,滿床小花簇擁著她。他認得那是在公園長廊那晚、他送予黃瓊的小花。小花與黃瓊一樣,藉著防腐劑幫助,停留在最美麗一刻。143Please respect copyright.PENANAUETy3mLQ12
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勁皇整個身體彷彿被掏空,靈魂隨著黃瓊和小花飛昇到極樂世界,任何情緒都沒能成形。全世界空白一片。143Please respect copyright.PENANAoTAujILGLx
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直至他發現黃瓊手中握有一紙遺書。143Please respect copyright.PENANAe7Xtz4lg08
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「我寧願被滿懷信望愛的家人唾棄,也不要肉身慢慢腐壞、變醜。請乾脆將我火化。」