《最接近的陌生距離》(一) - 16

天邊上最後一抹嘅晚霞漸漸消失於黑暗中。隨住夜幕降臨，街道換上另一種繁囂。擠塞的馬路響號不斷，街頭上都係放工歸家嘅人。

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我而家喺呢堆人群入面有一種置於河流中逆流而上嘅感覺。盡管我耳朵聽到嘅人聲係好多層次，有開心、有唔開心、有興奮、有憤怒、有悲傷⋯⋯但我明顯感受到自己嘅視覺與聽覺開始慢慢唔同步。喺我眼中，身邊嘅人都係同一個表情，面如死灰。

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點解會咁嘅？我身體好似向某一個方向行緊。我個腦係清晰、我仲有意志，我可以控制身體⋯⋯但我唔得！我嘅意志、情感、官能、靈魂⋯⋯一切一切都分崩離析。甚至⋯⋯

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我同呢個世界慢慢剝離緊。

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腦入不斷有flash back出現。我記起今日我對Miss Wong講嘅過份說話，但令我最深刻嘅，始終都係嗰張令我討厭嘅面容——阿Vick。好在當時阿偉夾硬帶走我地，我唔知自己仲可以頂幾耐。唔係話我要反擊打嗰個人。而係心理頂唔順，喺Miss Wong嘅男朋友面前崩潰倒地⋯⋯

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Miss Wong個男朋友⋯⋯係，當我見完Vick之後，我知道Miss真正嘅男朋友唔再係我，而係Vick。我好似明白左Miss Wong所講嘅大人嘅戀愛同青少年嘅戀愛點解會唔同⋯⋯大人嘅戀愛一定鍾意好似Vick呢種咁成功嘅男人。

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不久，我身體好自然咁停低，喺我眼前嘅係一間學校。原來我不知不覺間返黎學校附近。我⋯⋯我⋯⋯我想做咩？

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呢個時候我電話響左一下，我收到一段Msg。

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「Brother! 輸人唔好輸陣呀！撐你！」

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阿偉為我打左枝強心針。呢個時候我個心好似暖返啲，頭腦清晰返少少，記起自己點解要返黎學校——我放心唔落，我偷偷咁返去學校，好想睇下Miss Wong點。

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但係我周圍望緊想搵Miss Wong時，更令我即時窒息嘅事就係Vick已經唔喺度⋯⋯死啦，佢係咪接走左Miss Wong呀？

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我好凍呀！我打晒冷震！我個腦就黎缺氧啦！

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唔會嘅⋯唔會嘅，Miss Wong呢排成日OT, 佢一定仲喺學校！

我唔返去學校睇下係唔會心息！

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「喂！同學，返黎做咩呀？」校工喺門前想躝住我：「老師差唔多走晒架啦！」

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「強叔！我漏左啲好重要嘅野呀！我要搵返呀！」係，我漏左Miss Wong! 我一定要搵返佢！

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我一枝箭咁跑去大樓嗰邊。我覺得外套、書包呢啲好阻住我，所以唔經唔覺我掉低晒呢啲野。總之我要搵到Miss Wong。

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佢會喺邊度？佢呢排成日開會，一定喺會議室。會議室喺幾樓？好似係七樓？

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「頂你！」行到上去七樓，會議室冇人！

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仲有邊度？佢通常喺邊度呢？

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中文組⋯⋯中文週⋯⋯中文組活動室！！

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一定係！下星期就係中文週活動！Miss Wong仲忙緊！新翼三樓！佢喺新翼三樓！！

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「可惡——！」我不斷咁拍門，大叫：「開門呀！！」

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中文組活動室好似個巨人咁擋左我身前。我好無助咁拍門，大叫！

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幾分鐘後我先意識Miss Wong唔喺度。

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仲可以喺邊？

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我班房？

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「哎呀——！！」

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我跑得太急，一個唔小心喺樓梯仆左落嚟。

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手肘好痛，膝蓋好痛⋯⋯唔得，唔可以停低。我忍住痛一柺柺咁行返去課室。

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「又冇人？」我望住鎖起左嘅課室門，大力踢左一腳：「啊————————！！！」

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仲有一個地方,佢一定喺嗰度。

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我行去走廊邊，望返去新翼一樓。

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教員室仲著緊燈。

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我不斷咁跑！搏晒命咁跑。愈來愈接近教員室。我好有信心，Miss Wong一定喺入面！

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一陣間見到佢一定要道歉！搞到今日咁，全部都係我嘅責任！！

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去到門口，我一嘢就撞開左度門，叫左聲：「阿盈！！」

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眼前係一間空無一人嘅教員室。

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但我仲未放棄，因為即使教員室好似冇人，但我仲感受到有人嘅氣息同埋打字聲！

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「阿盈！」

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我順住聲音咁搵，順住聲音去行，不斷呼喚Miss Wong。教員室個設計同辦公室一樣，啲人咁高嘅間板間開左一個個工作位。我逐個位咁去搵。我希望Miss Wong就喺其中一個位度！

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「阿盈！」

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我叫左聲，我聽到啲打字聲停左。我感受到喺我身後大約三至四米外嘅工作位置上有人嘅氣息。我聽到啲雜聲，我感覺到佢好似起緊身咁。

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難道係Miss Wong?

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我都未趕得切回頭望過去，就有人叫左聲。

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「阿匡？」

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「黎Sir？」

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我回頭一望，就見到好高大又戇直嘅黎sir企左起身。

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唔係⋯⋯Miss Wong⋯我失望到一個點！

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「你仲未走嘅？」黎Sir打量左我之後就好緊張話：「咦？你跌親呀？做咩傷晒架？」

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黎sir拎住包first aid行左埋黎，佢手法好熟咁準備晒啲野想同我清理傷口。

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「唔洗啦阿Sir,我趕時間。」

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「唔得！會細菌感染架！發炎就大鑊⋯⋯死啦！可能會截肢添。」黎sir好熱心，亦都好真心膠。佢已經拆左包生理鹽水出黎。

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「真係唔洗啦。」

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「咁⋯⋯我要話比你班主任知你出左事。」黎Sir望一望我表情，又話：「你抖氣唔順喎。你隻眼⋯⋯你喊呀？你冇事呀嘛？係咪唔開心？係咪比人蝦？邊個蝦你？」

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黎Sir係煩左啲，又膠左啲，但我覺得佢係一位真心好嘅好人、好錫學生嘅好老師。佢呢下舉動，都令我軟化起黎，就問：「黎Sir,我⋯⋯我想搵Miss Wong。」

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「哎呀！你一定有急事要搵佢。但係佢走左好耐喇！」黎Sir點一點頭：「嗯！你放心，你坐定定。飲啖水先。我幫你打比佢。」

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我慢慢咁坐埋一邊，但心跳都仲係跳得好快。只見黎Sir返埋自己位拎起電話，我個心就祈求緊一定要打得通。

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一定要！

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一定⋯⋯⋯

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「阿匡！」

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黎Sir望左過黎，好希望電話另一邊已經接通左。

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「Sorry。打左幾次，Miss Wong電話響左好耐但冇人接。」

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響左好耐冇人接？噢⋯⋯大件事。

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一定係同Vick一齊⋯⋯一齊喺⋯⋯唔好呀⋯⋯唔好再諗！唔好再諗！

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「你忍耐下，再飲多啖水先。阿Sir幫緊你處理。」

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我真係等唔到！但可以去邊呀？！

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「阿Sir, 你知唔知Miss Wong去左邊？」

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「啊⋯⋯佢好做話約左朋友喺尖沙嘴。」

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咁就得！

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我頭也不回就衝左出去！我聽到黎Sir喺我身後不斷叫我返黎。

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「咦？我銀包呢！」

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我搵黎搵去都搵唔返個銀包，我當堂灰晒，我記起頭先喺學校咩都掉低晒！電話都冇跟身！

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跑返去學校拎返啲嘢？唔得唔得！唔夠時間！

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我可以點做⋯⋯啊！係啦！！今日小賣部買野時應該都有啲散紙嘅。於是我喺褲袋抄一抄，真係比我湊夠啲車錢去尖沙咀！

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買完飛我即刻入閘，登上列車！雖然只係得五個站，但我已經等唔到。佢每停一站時我就好想落車跑。

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冷靜，冷靜。唔好亂黎害死自己。

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終於到站！車門一開，我就盲頭烏蠅咁衝左出去！即使我撞到人，人地用晒粗口鬧我，我都冇所謂！

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只要搵到Miss Wong就夠，只要搵到阿盈就可以，只要⋯⋯

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「大鑊。」我企喺路中心，五光十色嘅尖沙咀令我有迷路感覺：「尖沙咀咁大？點搵呀？」我好似而家先醒起尖沙嘴真係一個好大嘅地方，茫茫人海中要搵一個人出黎係幾咁難！

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Miss Wong會喺商場同Vick行街？

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如果係，應該去邊間搵？美麗華？The One? 海港城？

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唔係⋯⋯會唔會去左太空館⋯⋯白痴！Vick有冇咁健康呀？

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「要冷靜呀⋯⋯」我細心思考，心諗：「十個男人九個想約炮，得返一個仲諗緊⋯⋯」

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「按呢個邏輯去推斷，即係佢地可能會喺時鐘酒店？」

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「唔係！Miss Wong唔會咁！但如果Vick死都要搞Miss,死都要捉佢上房呢？最方便嘅方法就係⋯⋯」

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「酒吧！」我喺街度叫左出聲！聽阿偉講過，啲人喺尖沙咀飲嘢多數會去諾士佛台。我唔理咁多，我而家就去！

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「細路出返去！」酒吧負責人大大聲喝住我：「玩嘢呀！著住校服走入黎！」

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我冇理佢有幾惡咁鬧我，我仍然用最大努力窺探下酒吧情況。然後有個大隻佬走埋黎，再推多我幾下：「走啦！係咪要打呀！」

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大隻佬一邊推我，一邊喝罵。混亂之中，我視線仍然望住間酒吧⋯⋯唔係呢間！

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我接住去下一間，我喺啲戶外位度穿插，逐張枱望，好希望會搵到Miss Wong。但⋯⋯仍然冇發現。

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我呼吸好急，但我感受到吸入嘅空氣好凍，好冰冷，令氣管同肺都好痛。我四肢都凍到殭晒。我逐間酒吧去望，逐個戶外位去搵，但都係冇發現。四周嘅人都對我投下奇怪目光。

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「細路，你冇事呀嘛？」有啲好心嘅人走黎問我：「你邊間學校？洗唔洗搵人幫你？」

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「唔洗⋯⋯Miss⋯⋯Miss⋯要去下一間⋯⋯」

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再去下一間⋯⋯

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「細路！真係唔洗幫手？」

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「唔係度嘅點解⋯⋯」

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再去下一間⋯⋯

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「唔對路喎！洗唔洗報警呀？」

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「Miss Wong ⋯⋯對唔住⋯⋯係我錯⋯⋯對唔住⋯⋯」

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點解間間都唔係嘅？Miss Wong 係咪同Vick上左房？

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成條諾士佛台都掃晒，睇晒⋯⋯Miss Wong原來喺度？佢喺酒吧入面坐低左⋯⋯咦？唔係，佢突然坐返喺戶外位嘅？

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都唔係⋯⋯佢喺樹下面同Vick 飲緊酒，佢地攬住左一齊。

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又唔係？佢喺吧枱前。

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佢又喺長椅度。

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Miss Wong⋯⋯點解個個人都咁似你嘅？

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我睇緊嘅影像開始迷糊、重疊。我係咪就黎頂唔順啦？

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「終於搵到你啦！」我膊頭被人拍左一下，有把男人聲同我講：「嚇死人咩。頭先粒聲唔出咁走左。」

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係邊個？

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「嘩，你流晒冷汗咁。陰公。你係咪未食野呀？唔好暈呀！」

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邊個？

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「呢度空氣唔流通，我帶你去海邊先。」

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我感覺到有人扶住我行左好多地方，身邊經過嘅人，個樣同Miss Wong生得好似、好似、好似⋯⋯

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「飲左啲寶礦力先啦。」

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有個人塞左杯野比我之後，我好自然咁飲左啖。

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甜甜地嘅感覺令我眼中化開緊嘅影像慢慢變返正常。我首先感到海水嘅咸味、海浪嘅聲音、最後係維港嘅景色。而我就坐左喺啲長椅度。

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呢個時候一隻粗糙嘅手攝喺我額頭度，之後就話：「好似有少少燒。阿Sir身上有退燒藥，你唔洗驚⋯⋯哎呦！冇喺身添，同埋你需要食啲嘢先喎！」

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我慢慢將個頭望去左邊，就見到個高大戇男。

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「黎Sir?」

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黎Sir想應我嘅時候，佢電話就響。我望返出海，就聽到黎Sir同電話另一邊嘅人講：「我搵到佢啦，你放心。不過佢發緊燒，我想比藥佢食，但佢要食左野先。不如⋯⋯好好你負責買左食物先⋯⋯我過黎接你過去？啊⋯⋯已經喺附近⋯⋯好好⋯⋯咁我負責去買藥⋯⋯原來你都有⋯⋯咁你嚟度之後我就走啦。我覺得阿匡佢想見你，我想尊重返佢私隱⋯⋯」

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黎Sir把聲愈黎愈遠，我唔知佢去左邊。世界又得返我一個。

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我個心好似有好多野咁，每一件事都好沉重，每一件事都可以將我拉到地底。

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我抖左一個好長、好長嘅嘆氣⋯⋯原來失戀嘅感覺就係咁樣。

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「Miss Wong，對唔住。我今日對你發左好大嘅脾氣。」唔會再搵到佢，所以我想將心入面嘅難受，話比大海知。

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「其實我知架。無論點都好，我都係你學生。我唔聽話，成績差，所以今日你想我改返好。我知你一直都好錫我。」

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「Miss Wong , 我見到佢之後。我覺得我根本冇辦法反擊。佢返黎搵你。佢要同你重新開始。搞到我成個人呆晒，我真係好冇用⋯⋯」

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「我對住佢，我覺得自己輸得好徹底。今日我仲⋯⋯我仲對你發脾氣。你一定唔會再愛我。你會好憎我，你會唔要我。你一定會揀返佢。」

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「我咩都冇，但係Miss Wong 你就係我惟一啊。」

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「我好驚呀。我搵唔到你嘅時候真係好驚呀。」

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「你去到好遠，我搵你唔到，我唔知你喺邊。我好驚⋯⋯我真係好驚⋯⋯」

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「Miss Wong，我真係好驚會失去你。」

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「低B仔。」

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一把溫柔嘅女聲傳入我耳仔，我未意會係咩事時。我眼前有個黑影喺我左邊攝入嚟。然後我感覺到好似有人攬住左我。

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「我未喺度囉，低B仔！」

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原來真係有人將我攬入佢懷中。

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我輕輕咁推一推，再抬頭一望之時，分散嘅影象慢慢搵到焦點、重疊。

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我眼前嘅人有及頸嘅頭髮，佢將頭髮圈喺耳背。溫柔嘅眼睛正在熱淚盈眶，呢個人係——

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「Miss Wong？」

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我唔敢相信，一定係幻覺。

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Miss Wong嘅幻影想喊但又笑住，輕輕咁摵我面龐：「做咩咁跩放學咁耐都唔返屋企呀？仲要自己一個人走黎呢度！」

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我好實在嘅痛楚⋯⋯真係Miss Wong ？

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「你係咪要我記你缺點？吓？！係咪要我見你家長？吓？！你知唔知你嚇死我喇！電話又唔帶！我同黎Sir搵得你幾辛苦呀!你次次都要激我先安樂！成日都咁衝動！低B仔！」

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Miss Wong 眼角流左一滴淚珠。

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點解幻覺都會喊嘅？點解幻覺會咁緊張我嘅？

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「Miss，對唔住。」我好平淡咁講，冇喊，冇帶多餘嘅感情，我好想將呢三日嘅感覺同眼前嘅幻影去講。

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「星期一係我錯，係我想喺朋友面前威。Miss對唔住呀，求你唔好再嬲我，冇左你我會好驚架。請你原諒我啦！」

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Miss Wong幻影對眼變得水汪汪，鼻子都紅起上黎，突然——

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——「對唔住！！」

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幻影突然好激動，雙眼好似缺左堤咁，放聲咁喊，再將我好緊緊咁抱住。Miss Wong 暖暖嘅淚水將我後頸沾濕。

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好實⋯⋯在？

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好實在嘅感覺啊！原來唔係幻覺！佢真係Miss Wong啊!

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呢份感覺觸動到我，我難以自控咁喺佢懷中喊左出黎。

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「原來你仍然牽掛緊星期一嘅事！對唔住！」Miss Wong喊得好大聲：「而我就足足折磨左你三日！！」佢語帶憐憫。

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我眼一怔，呢句話好似刺中左我心底嘅情緒氣球，令我忍唔到要大喊出黎。

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「哇———！！」

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「對唔住！我冇意會到你始終都係年輕人。」Miss Wong邊喊邊講：「你最需要關心時，我比唔到你！仲要傷害左你！」

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「嗚——！」

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我好用力咁抱住Miss Wong, 好驚佢又走左去。好實在！好實在啊！Miss, 我搵到你喇！

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「我仲要做老師身份去對待你！低B仔我冇嬲過你。我真係冇嬲過你！我應該一早比你知，我真係冇嬲過你！對唔住，要你受傷害！！」

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「哇——！」

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我抬返頭，望住Miss，話：「我搵你唔到。我去過學校，去過好多間酒吧都搵你唔到。我受嘅懲罰遠遠大過我想像！」

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「你冇做錯呀——！」

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「你唔見咗嗰時，我就開始抖唔到氣。」

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「嗯—！」

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「我見到嘅人個個都好似你咁，我分唔到咩係假，咩係現實。阿盈，你對我⋯⋯你對我⋯⋯」

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「嗯—！」

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「太重要！冇左你喺度世界，我冇晒安全感呀！！」

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Miss抱得我更緊更緊，我地兩個喊得好聲。

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「星期日我將Ex啲野pack晒落行李，就一口氣掃左出街，等佢自己黎拎。」Miss挨喺我膊頭，我地兩個十指緊扣住﹕「我仲換埋鎖。叫樓下看更唔比佢上黎。」

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頭先我同Miss Wong 喊左唔知幾耐之後終於冷靜返，我地兩個望住維港景色，傾下心事，然後佢就交代埋Ex嘅事比我知。

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「然後我block佢電話，佢呢幾日搵我唔到就黎學校搵我。」Miss Wong 仍然哽咽住咁講：「每次我都係跟同事車先避到佢。我估佢冇諗過我真係飛佢，所以佢想黎箍煲。」

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「所以你今日⋯⋯」

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「我梗係用同一個方法避啦。教你英文既Miss Lau對我好好，佢知我比Ex騷擾緊，呢個星期都係佢揸車送我走。低B仔，你睇下⋯⋯」Miss拎佢電話出黎，有一張佢同另一位女仔影嘅相。日期係今日，時間係幾個鐘前，佢話：「本來今日係我同我好姊妹慶祝生日架。唉，蛋糕都仲未切添。」

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「sorry, 係我搞到咁。」起碼我知道Vick根本冇接觸過Miss Wong，我鬆左一口氣。

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「唔關你事。」Miss Wong錫左我面龐一啖：「你有呢個反應係正常架。初戀對你來講係好新鮮，但亦都係難題。而且你第一個對象係我呀，一個大人呀。」

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「呢個就係你所講嘅大人嘅戀愛同年青人嘅戀愛之間嘅矛盾？」

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「嗯！」Miss Wong點頭：「大人習慣將感情收埋，將情人放第二。年青人對愛情好奔放，時時刻刻都想同全世界講邊一個係你所愛嘅人。我讀書嘅時候都會係咁：」Miss Wong講完之後，好情深望住我。我意會到佢明白我點解咁想同阿偉佢地分享呢份初戀。

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「呢個就係矛盾。亦都搞到你今日咁。」Miss Wong 再親吻我面龐，話：「係決定我同你一齊時，呢啲問題係遲早要面對。仲會愈來愈多問題添。」

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「你意思指⋯⋯師生戀會有好多問題？」

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「嗯！其實⋯⋯」Miss停一停，好似要好小心咁講以下說話：「其實星期一嗰日我想同你講，不如我地諗清楚先再決定一唔一齊啦！」

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我聽到呢番說話，簡直心都寒埋。

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「阿盈，唔通⋯⋯你其實根本唔愛我？」

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「我好怕係當晚嘅一夜情令我地做錯決定！」

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Miss放開我隻手，回望住我。佢一面欲言又止，好似想講一件重要嘅事但又怕會傷害到我。

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我地對望沉默左一秒⋯⋯

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兩秒⋯⋯

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三秒⋯⋯

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「⋯⋯」

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「⋯⋯」

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「⋯⋯阿匡⋯」

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唔好⋯⋯今日經歷已經好多。

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唔好同我講分手呀！

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「嗰晚之後冷靜返落黎，我有諗過點解要同你開始。我諗到我地嘅差距，我更諗到你其實鍾意我啲咩呢？我又愛上你邊一點呢？」Miss雙眼已經通紅起黎。

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「星期一嗰日，其實我想同你講不如我地冷靜一下先。唔單只因為怕我地做錯左決定，我更怕自己只係搵你做水泡！而且我同你既身份問題係唔容許我地相愛﹗冇人會認同我地架﹗」

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Miss個樣好溫柔，但佢講嘅嘢開始令我覺得殘酷。

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「我地一定會比其他人更難去守住呢段感情。我地會被人攻擊!好多人都會睇死我地!」Miss又開始那想喊：「最終我同你都會受傷害。我更擔心係……你會經唔起呢D傷害呀﹗你會好痛苦呀! 你仲細，點可以承受到呢啲傷害呀？」

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Miss唔好再講落去！唔好嗌分手！唔好為左要保護我呢啲老土理由而分手呀！！

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「但⋯⋯但⋯⋯」Miss Wong深深吸一口氣，話：「但係今日我見到一件事⋯⋯」佢一大串一大串眼淚咁流落黎。

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「我拍過好多次拖，愛過好多男仔。但冇一個人好似你咁重視我！」

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我幫Miss Wong 抹緊佢面上眼淚，佢喊得好勁，點抹都抹唔晒。

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「我好驚訝你竟然好重視呢份只係短短開始咗幾日嘅感情！」Miss Wong邊大喊邊講:「你今日仲發晒癲咁樣搵我！你好努力咁守護住呢段關係！呢份感情⋯⋯嗚⋯⋯」

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我開始眼瞓發熱，又流一串眼淚。

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「呢一刻⋯⋯我已經知道⋯⋯知道⋯⋯」

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「我已經知道！低B仔真係好愛我啊！」

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Miss Wong喊住親吻我嘴唇。我同佢唔理旁人點睇我呢個著校服嘅人竟然同一個成熟嘅女人擁吻。我同Miss Wong都唔在乎呢個世界點睇我地。

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我地只在乎對方。只在乎我地經歷過呢次風波之後，我地真心愛大家，更愛彼此。

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無論我同Miss Wong身份充滿矛盾同衝突⋯⋯

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無論呢個世界有幾多人因為佢係我老師，我係佢學生嘅關係而想拆散我地⋯⋯

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無論點樣比人笑、辱罵都好⋯⋯

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我同黃梓盈都唔會放棄對方。

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