5樓127號枱，是這裏了，我坐到指定座位上，與對面的半機械人點頭微笑，他也友善地說了聲「你好」。他溫和的男性聲音很自然，應該還保留著原聲帶吧。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhrhJDbkDC
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根據規矩，今晚所有實驗體都會二人一枱共享晚餐，然後在0：00am時，全部都會被處決。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu4zuchroV
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我不明白為甚麼外星人要定這麽一道規距，在他們眼中這會比較浪漫嗎？營造只有人類會重視的儀式感，在臨終前好好與世界道別，還是要強調我們就如螻蟻，連死之前都要在控制之下？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwLT2KqXkM
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甚麼原因也好，都沒有實際上的差別，尤其是對我來說，只是吃一頓飯而已。這十多年來，如果沒有記錯的話，應該有這麽久了，我一直在接受精神穩定實驗，外星人把我訓練到面對任何事都心如止水，情緒不會泛起一點波動。不知多少公升的鎮靜劑和不明藥物注射到我體內，現在我的血液都是由這些液體組成的。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuR1MjFsnN
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半機械人同桌的身體被金屬覆蓋著，只有胸口和手掌心位置露出原本的皮膚，由兩個鏡頭組成的雙眼望著我悠閒地吃烤魚，有點錯愕地定神觀察了我一會。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuq70ix3MC4
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附近126號枱的小女孩拒絕用餐，坐她旁邊的老婆婆就吞下陶瓷碗，125號枱的半蛇人在吃同桌男人的長頭髮，半機械人環顧四周，就只有我一個在欣賞美食。我悠哉悠哉地擠著檸檬，果汁一滴一滴慢慢落到烤魚上。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRJ5kdyLK2
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以前某個人總是喜歡上下搖動檸檬，的確能擠出很多檸檬汁，但常常濺到別人的食物上，然後露出傻笑說不好意思，久而久之我便提醒自己擠檸檬汁時要冷靜點吧。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7F0qC87Tiw
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「你不害怕？」半機械人抬起鋼鐵頭顱，兩片銀色嘴唇上下開合。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5Zq3ZpU6X
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「我已經被改造得沒有情感和情緒了，可能死掉才是解脫。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvSJ1yP32Y
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「那麽你的實驗是成功的，不用跟我們一起銷毀才對。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV8lUk3Bdl
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「不知道呢，或者我已經沒有用處，他們到底想從人類研究甚麼？」我知道這問題沒有答案，但還是問了出來，十多年來都在問，習慣成自然了。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrCXIriWgD
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「我也想知道，但已經沒有機會。」他垂下頭，到目前為止都沒有吃過東西。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79dDt2abCl
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「可以問一下你的實驗是甚麼嗎？」我終於有機會跟半機械人正式交流，平日我們都困在各自的實驗室裏，有時我會被帶到其他地方，算是比較特別，但從未跟其他人說過話。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAzZNTJTPv
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通常半機械人都是在人類的身體上逐少逐少裝上零件，置換四肢和器官，最後是機械大腦。至於我為甚麼會知道，皆因外星人逼我看著手術過程，直至能忍受血腥畫面為止。如今竟然安排他跟我一起，外星人真是壞心眼，我都認不出有沒有看過他的手術。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTCrnpyD2x
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他只是很平靜地回答我：417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGYoeas20l
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「是研究最普通的「機械與人體契合度」，不過換海馬體的時候我就失去了實驗前的大部分記憶，完全忘掉過去的自己是個怎樣的人，只記得一些零碎片段。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb7gy6mLdi
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「例如呢？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQB8q2TmKL
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「大概是讀中學時打雙人羽毛球賽，本來想向對手來個殺球，出盡全力揮球拍打下去，氣勢十足，卻打中隊友的鼻子。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FOEfRA9h1
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我點點頭，正常人可能會笑，或是覺得隊友很慘，大概會這樣想？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8bBZGuOsD
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「還有我有談戀愛，但忘了對方是誰，跟她一起很快樂、很安心。這些都只是很普通的事而已。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRucxHOevvF
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「普通的日子才可貴。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTFSw27Xno
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「你以前有喜歡的人嗎？即使現在沒有感覺，總有一些回憶？」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMxL8XIh5s
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我不敢回憶那段暗戀，如果連想起他都沒有任何感覺，那會是非常恐怖的事。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b8Um8ynLQ
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可是，面對生命的終結，或許應該面對這件事，我說：417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcP2Ep9uSW
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「有一個暗戀了很久的同事，一見鍾情甚麼的，自己都不相信會這樣。他有女朋友，我從來都不讓他察覺，大約如此。」就是那個擠檸檬汁的傻子。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡup5DotTM4D
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半機械人試著用鋼鐵的臉擺出可惜的表情，實際上只有兩塊嘴唇向下移，說：417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryV29Llaox
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「你還記掛著他吧。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXwjRRSZqq
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「可能是。」我不打算繼續說，有關他的片段要衝破腦內的防線逃出來。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYJiv3CNHh
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第一次見面是在升降機裏，他一個大學畢業生穿著新買的西裝，提早15分鐘來到我公司面試。他為了留下好印象，見人就打招呼，笑容可掬，那一刻的微笑實在可愛，讓我深深記住，但同時我又覺得他太世故，要觀察他一段日子。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0jFHIRkk4
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成為同事之後才發現他對誰都很熱情，就算連我這個極少跟人談話的資訊保安主任，他都想真心跟我做朋友。他看到我的電腦布桌是日本雪景，去日本旅遊時就寄雪景明信片給我；公司要求同事參加討厭的體育聯誼活動時，他就說自己平日都有做運動便代替我出席。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqboypOJFu
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他臉上的笑容太過燦爛，顯得陰沉的我更加黑暗，他不是我該觸及的陽光，他跟女朋友一起就好了，不需要留意我，不需要把時間放在我身上。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqR0baIA7RE
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我就是害怕想起這些。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoVP7Iwpye
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就像我這種人，才適合做精神穩定實驗。沒有讓人羨慕的幸福，沒有特別的痛苦，對一切事物都不曾激動過似的，就像一張白紙，不需要洗去原有的顏色，只要加一層顏料，發現洗得掉，就再加一層更深更厚的顏料，這也洗得掉，不斷重複，鍛鍊成不會染上色彩的物料。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb704JTLisG
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我吃下最後一塊烤魚，半機械人剛剛開始吃，他的鐵手指又長又幼，拿起杯子喝水的樣子非常自然，仿佛沒有被改造過。他另一手拾起檸檬塊，笨拙地一邊擠一邊上下搖動，幾滴檸檬汁濺到我的空碗裏。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVaDVJ3CRk
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很酸。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YwFFVRmAm
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濃烈的酸味使我牙齒發軟，不自覺地吞了吞水口，胸口到喉嚨之間湧現一股熾熱。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv6ofIh9rr
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「哼。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwe9g1D09dV
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剛才我是笑了？417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeh1QCNrap
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這不好。久違了的感覺並不好！417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdULGvyRq6m
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一把熟悉的聲音從我的頭頂傳來：417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡep2gd3pw5l
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「實驗失敗，真可惜。」417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YHrj457qV
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我眼前的食物、桌子、座椅、半機械人、其他人、一切景物都扭曲成一團，突然腳下一空，失去重心，我要倒下去了。沒有盡頭，感覺一直往下掉。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz2dwReP9T
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四周一片空白，只有我的影子是黑色的。417Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWgBhDjjb7
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