本是相互敬愛的夫妻倆就這麼鬧破了,程璿宇自然是無法安寢,整夜淺眠,直到清晨外頭鳥鳴了便給吵醒,再輾轉幾回終究是了無睡意,就下了床,這樣早綺疏還沒過來伺候,他便倒了昨晚綺疏給他泡的那壺茶來喝,那茶水放了一夜早就澀了,只喝了一口便吞不下喉。他覺格外寒冷,披了衣服推開窗朝外頭瞧,發現昨日的細雪還在綿綿地下。84Please respect copyright.PENANADCoO7bbYxt
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約莫半個時辰後綺疏帶一盆熱水和衣服來了,程璿宇開口要茶,她便差個小丫頭去煮,自己伺候程璿宇梳洗,瞧他臉上還是紅痕半浮,弄藥來敷了,上藥的當兒綺疏慚愧沒看好凝淞,讓事情給走漏了。84Please respect copyright.PENANAis1DTTIPJZ
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程璿宇仰臉讓綺疏抹藥,瞧她一眼,話中無奈藏不住,「說什麼呢,畢竟是做了,被揭了能怨什麼?這陣子找個人頂妳的差,別在屋子裏了,免得雪菡為難妳。」84Please respect copyright.PENANAEs3wbQy57B
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綺疏卻撇撇嘴,一副不服氣的模樣兒:「怕什麼,我又不是沒瞧過娘子臉色,我家打從爺爺奶奶那輩就在這兒伺候了,她還能怎麼為難我?她真要為難你當我擺不平麼?再說還有誰伺候你比我更好了?」84Please respect copyright.PENANA4MrGRvKG43
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「好罷,還是盡量避些就是。」程璿宇淡淡同意道,即便他是笑不了,這話也讓他稍得安慰。84Please respect copyright.PENANAgv2jEXETUH
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這當兒門給敲響了,是掛露過來,說雪菡找程璿宇回房去,他應一聲洗了臉就去,掛露沒多說什麼話便走了。敷好藥了綺疏給程璿宇洗臉,再把髮髻重新梳過,他換上綺疏拿來的一套縞色寶相荷花暗紋直身和披風,便往寢室去了。84Please respect copyright.PENANA7MlpLayaRP
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程璿宇一路放慢腳步走,到了房門口,他深吸一口氣纔掀帘子踏進去,「我來了。」 84Please respect copyright.PENANASUcfRvNVxS
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他見雪菡正坐在床沿,身上穿素白長襖跟蟹殼青裙子,雙眼向他瞧過來,眼皮浮腫,眸子裏幽幽含怨。84Please respect copyright.PENANAbFsRPjvUFf
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程璿宇稍稍躊躇纔緩步走到她跟前,蹲身下去仰望她,很是屈卑,「眼睛腫成這樣,掛露給妳敷過了麼?」84Please respect copyright.PENANAU1gxkYDF7P
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「敷過了。」雪菡擺著冷臉,張著氣燄道,「你上來。」84Please respect copyright.PENANARXF8zK5MYq
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程璿宇依順她坐上床沿,沒靠得忒近,隔了些距離。84Please respect copyright.PENANA7pGFe9Ovcj
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「盡你的丈夫義務罷。」雪菡直盯他臉面瞧,濛濛目光裏頭依舊有一分凌厲。84Please respect copyright.PENANAgKYzqYr392
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程璿宇沒聽懂,愣了好半晌纔小心翼翼問道:「要我做什麼?」84Please respect copyright.PENANAGAWd6mY4SK
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「聽不懂話麼?做這裏的事兒呢!」雪菡顯然又來氣了,手拍了一下床,拉高聲音道。84Please respect copyright.PENANAVNl15aPFv5
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程璿宇心上一抽,昨晚纔一切都給撕開了,瘡口還在淌血呢,他自是極不願意,便迂迴推拒道:「可外頭早飯準備好了,我們先吃早飯,不然飯要涼了。」84Please respect copyright.PENANAJlGf62YgMz
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「我不餓,還沒跟你說過,你剛回來時娘又找我叨唸了,要我喝藥調身子,生個孩子以後新年熱鬧些,那藥多苦你又不是不知道,錯又不在我怎麼吃苦的總是我。」雪菡話裏盡是怪罪埋怨,這樣的話程璿宇不是沒聽過,可她從前都是撒嬌要討他憐惜,認真怪罪起來卻是頭一遭。84Please respect copyright.PENANA6lQ30dx0iL
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儘管雪菡顧及程璿宇,娘再怎麼關心她肚皮動靜,也從來不提夫妻倆少行房的事,但這帳可是實實的,程璿宇抵賴不了,若不是他的緣故,他倆早該有孩子了。84Please respect copyright.PENANAc1eI5EtkuW
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程璿宇思忖了一會,想多說也無濟於事,只是往常一般哄她:「我知道妳為我吃苦了,妳身子好好的,藥就不用喝了,憑娘說什麼,有我呢。」84Please respect copyright.PENANACDZkDaGoyi
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雪菡卻不買帳,毫不客氣數落道:「有你有什麼用?還不是一個孩子都沒著落。」84Please respect copyright.PENANA8Gq5gWoIYR
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這回程璿宇再接不下話,只得別開目光默不作聲,他心弦繃得緊,待雪菡又要發作。84Please respect copyright.PENANAXyDdENkJf3
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「那男人就那樣讓你神魂傾倒麼?他究竟做了什麼?教教我罷。」雪菡嗓音輕如煙絲,卻是哀淒裊裊,話語盡了也未消散。84Please respect copyright.PENANAQUahXDSQ7J
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程璿宇凝住臉色,依舊不發一語,雪菡眼光灼灼瞪他,他嘆了口氣,從床邊站起來,去翻桌几上木箱,拿出一只小圓盒過來,在雪菡面前解開襟前玉釦,把披風脫將下來,再鬆開腰側繫帶,寬去外衣,臉色蒼白、神色勉強地爬上床。84Please respect copyright.PENANAij1YhYKnj3
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窗外落雪已歇,雀鳥在新梢上跳躍,院落牆角一株絲蘿攀抱喬木,婉轉纏綿,可那喬木早在去年冬雪裏枯死,有體無魂。84Please respect copyright.PENANAZZQcCs6z7J
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緊接著便是新年,年夜飯桌上很是熱鬧,雪菡做足了乖巧媳婦兒,對二老嘴甜撒嬌,頗得二老歡心,沒怎麼同程璿宇說話,但一家子團圓吃飯氣氛正好,也就沒人留意到,平平順順吃完這頓飯,守歲的時候雪菡又陪著姪子們玩,絲毫沒閒著,夫妻二人整夜沒說上幾句話,到了要歇息的時辰,程璿宇還是悄悄去書房睡,雪菡也由他去沒過問。84Please respect copyright.PENANAq4Q4ak7cFF
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大年初一雪菡還跟著程璿宇成雙成對拜年送禮,初二帶著掛露回娘家去,這一去竟然就不回來了,程璿宇在家裏等到戌時還不見人,趕緊差人過去鞠府問人離開了沒有,被差過去的僕役一臉灰回來,說雪菡不肯回來,娘家人好說歹勸也沒法子,只能讓她留著過夜。84Please respect copyright.PENANAUuR3kTvjI2
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程璿宇一聽心上忐忑起來,這可是成婚十年來都沒有的事兒,知道事情是不好平息了,再問鞠府的人有沒有說些什麼,僕役答那兒也是摸不著頭緒沒多說。這節骨眼上程璿宇想就算見著人也是無話可說,便不去找了,但日日差人過去問候,卻也沒問到什麼名堂。對父母那頭,他說是自己起的主意,見雪菡想家人便要她在娘家多留幾日,雖是被叨念一些話,至少是胡混過去了。84Please respect copyright.PENANAJOh8h1cjK3
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就這麼到了初七,從僕從捎的話聽來雪菡仍是沒想要回來的意思,程璿宇正心悶,獨自坐在起居室喝茶,想這麼下去實在不是辦法,可鬧成這樣又該如何去面對岳家丈人?鞠府的人到今日還沒上門問罪已經是天大慶幸了。84Please respect copyright.PENANAmi0hntXV7c
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他百般不願讓人知道的事兒要是給捅破了,那麼他也無顏立足人前,乾脆一死了之。84Please respect copyright.PENANA0i887T9qHu
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幾聲清亮叫聲斷了程璿宇思緒,原來是掛在門前的綠璿叫了,他起身走過去瞧,見牠在棍子上急急左右走動,又鼓起翅膀奮力拍著,對他鳴叫不已,想從籠裏出來似的,他看了心生隱惻,把籠子拿下來放在身邊逗弄綠璿,可逗了好一回又與了吃的,牠依然靠在籠門前直鼓翅膀。84Please respect copyright.PENANAa7ldqB7Izf
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程璿宇想將鳥兒放出來,但又想雪菡很是喜愛牠,日日要逗弄,要是這一放飛走了捉不回來,她回來了知道肯定要生氣,還是作罷,又將籠子高高掛回去。84Please respect copyright.PENANA3Lc8WWNHuF
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要是能做鳥兒飛走便好啊,可他依舊是程璿宇,成都富商程家的長子,世族門第鞠家的女婿。84Please respect copyright.PENANAC1zt7siiH4
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當晚他獨自躺在空了半邊的床榻上,想了一夜,柔腸百轉千迴,絞得腹疼流淚,終於狠下心做了決定。