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No Plagiarism!aM9xR7IoQWr6xEzO4prVposted on PENANA 「所以你就放棄了」秦燦難以致信的道。8964 copyright protection105PENANAWl5OLSIA1X 維尼
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秦燦,路嶼發小,8964 copyright protection105PENANAAbET2A582s 維尼
既帥又有錢還有對象的妥妥人生勝利組。8964 copyright protection105PENANAChd6uRE5Da 維尼
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「嗯」路嶼像一顆洩了氣的皮球,蔫了吧唧的回答。8964 copyright protection105PENANAz9X5jyfa2P 維尼
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蛋糕店瀰漫著甜蜜的香氣,配著他此刻的心情格外諷刺。8964 copyright protection105PENANABDpQ1lDzKq 維尼
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秦燦看著他,嘆了口氣。「路嶼,爸爸對你很失望」8964 copyright protection105PENANA6i8k5u8oIg 維尼
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路嶼:「……」你媽的。8964 copyright protection105PENANADCPfZCE9Ni 維尼
「滾,我又不像你,高中就騙到你家那位」8964 copyright protection105PENANANMZ0lidr1m 維尼
他無言的送了秦燦一根中指。8964 copyright protection105PENANAaJGOsWaCe5 維尼
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「不過…你喜歡人家那麼多年,結果學長一句話你又退回原點了」秦燦搖了搖頭,心道他這兒子真他媽慫。8964 copyright protection105PENANAqMZ3apzrbi 維尼
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「我只是希望學長幸福,要是學長不喜歡我,那我也不勉強他」路嶼淡淡的道。8964 copyright protection105PENANAERpCR94ixy 維尼
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「就是因為你這種想法,你才母胎solo19年。想當年我…」秦燦話音未落,頓時被路嶼打斷。8964 copyright protection105PENANAbSLN3oGTBl 維尼
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「停!!!我知道你和你對象多年恩愛依舊、舉案齊眉,初見轟轟烈烈,而你一見傾心立即展開如雷如火的追求,在你的攻勢之下,你對象逐漸敞開心房,最後果然抱得美人歸,傳為一樁佳話」路嶼一股腦兒的把耳朵摀住「已經被你荼毒幾年了,請及時停損」8964 copyright protection105PENANAJw3bP72J01 維尼
秦燦:「…你這口才不讀中文系真是屈才了」8964 copyright protection105PENANAzUMmBFep6k 維尼
「不過,夏學長半年前才被渣男劈腿,你要追到人本來就…」8964 copyright protection105PENANAM4Cw6JyZto 維尼
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匡噹一聲,路嶼手上的筆掉落在地8964 copyright protection105PENANA3WpeuwpyTI 維尼
「你說什麼?!」他猛地瞪大雙眼。8964 copyright protection105PENANA17SgyGINpy 維尼
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「你不知道?!」秦燦詫異的道:「虧你還喜歡人家4年多」8964 copyright protection105PENANARD1AGvWugg 維尼
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「我以爲…他們是和平分手」路嶼弱弱的說。8964 copyright protection105PENANAmro9Eq4cSc 維尼
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秦燦:「……」兒子真他媽傻。8964 copyright protection105PENANAheuAgPBYQ0 維尼
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「傻兒子,長話短說,總之傅其尹在半年前出軌夏禹」8964 copyright protection105PENANAGyY2QC7FM1 維尼
傅其尹,夏禹前男友8964 copyright protection105PENANAgyeJ8xq4Yy 維尼
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「詳情我也不大清楚,但他們分手絕對不和平,當時一整個驚天動地,完全草木皆兵、風聲鶴唳」8964 copyright protection105PENANAkhGS3EEUha 維尼
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路嶼長期不堪使用的腦筋難得轉了個彎,8964 copyright protection105PENANAorNeE6bJMB 維尼
「我真他媽智障」他罵了句8964 copyright protection105PENANA92RXPSRp5Y 維尼
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他可能知道為什麼夏禹那麼排斥他了。8964 copyright protection105PENANAAhJGdRGFxS 維尼
—他和傅其尹太相似了。8964 copyright protection105PENANA191Cl5r2WI 維尼
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受歡迎,長袖善舞。8964 copyright protection105PENANAnEyCaoxI1Z 維尼
再加上路嶼長了張渣男臉。8964 copyright protection105PENANAEeNXhqQWvD 維尼
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「我必須和學長說清楚」路嶼倏地站了起來。8964 copyright protection105PENANAiJ99nmGiAd 維尼
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秦燦看著路嶼,有種吾家有兒初長成的感慨。「兒子,爸爸好欣慰」8964 copyright protection105PENANA7UK3pVpxfS 維尼
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路嶼:「……」8964 copyright protection105PENANAaHPX1IvAQO 維尼
「有空感動,先擔心ㄧ下你的人身安全吧」8964 copyright protection105PENANAVZw4BW53hi 維尼
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「就在剛剛你文情並茂的講故事的時候,你對象剛剛說訊息告訴我說你做錯事了,罰你出門反省,結果你跑來這裡跟我喝下午茶」8964 copyright protection105PENANAXEugRl6ptv 維尼
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「他現在在來的路上」8964 copyright protection105PENANASPR3jEyaZO 維尼
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秦燦:「……」操,回家要跪算盤了。8964 copyright protection105PENANAlBKfVW5luy 維尼
路嶼曾短暫擁有過一段家人的情誼,但帶給他的是無盡的痛苦。8964 copyright protection105PENANAdg4dviNTgE 維尼
家暴,言語暴力,母親的啜泣聲,充斥著他整個童年。8964 copyright protection105PENANAqAkkiwocsc 維尼
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國中他一度走偏,染髮、打耳洞、抽菸、打架等等,他都做過,離8+9就只有一步之差。8964 copyright protection105PENANAyPCdekM3kg 維尼
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得虧在師長朋友的幫助下,以及父母終於結束那段失敗的婚姻,他才沒有因此墮落。8964 copyright protection105PENANAIJO2EzORmp 維尼
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但好景不長,國三那年,8964 copyright protection105PENANA5Z5sW7bWZ4 維尼
母親因突發的胰臟癌過世。8964 copyright protection105PENANAmDCYsEFd38 維尼
徒留他一張前幾志願的分發單,一人恍然。8964 copyright protection105PENANAVSopshlEJa 維尼
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十五歲的夏天,坍塌的令人猝不及防。8964 copyright protection105PENANAEmVVS6Orn9 維尼
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他輾轉寄人籬下,最後,還是他母親的昔日好姐妹收留了他,也就是秦燦母親。8964 copyright protection105PENANA2gFUbMAzyR 維尼
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一夕失去一切,他宛如行屍走肉般渾渾噩噩的過了好幾天。8964 copyright protection105PENANAOMZXBkNoVL 維尼
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最後他想,要不死了算了,雖然很對不起秦燦和他的家人。8964 copyright protection105PENANA2UMSqCjCI9 維尼
天台上,他倚著欄杆上,搖搖欲墜,只要縱身一躍,就再也不會痛了。8964 copyright protection105PENANAZi2iV9TIzk 維尼
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些許是他動靜太大,亦或是命運女神的垂憐。8964 copyright protection105PENANA5aCWej7b9b 維尼
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頂樓鐵門剎那間被撞開,一個年紀比他大不了多少的少年氣喘吁吁的跑上前來,一把把他拽下天台8964 copyright protection105PENANA0zO8IR7s7k 維尼
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少年其實身材清癯,比他壯不了多少,也就仗著自己身高,一把將他拽下天台8964 copyright protection105PENANAGKaOG3EnoN 維尼
那人聲音清冷,像夏日的一池清潭,沉聲問他「怎麼了?」8964 copyright protection105PENANANZp1lcfWeP 維尼
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路嶼累積多天的情緒在那一瞬間潰堤而出,8964 copyright protection105PENANAA3qxHuA93u 維尼
「…我沒有家了,我媽媽走了,我爸爸跑了,我還剩什麼?」8964 copyright protection105PENANALKEsGiBmhP 維尼
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他靠在少年的肩膀上,眼淚像斷線的珍珠般灑落。8964 copyright protection105PENANAGi5wxCnTbC 維尼
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分不清是因爲什麼,他無法抑制的渾身顫抖,而陌生少年只是靜靜的聽他發洩,不做回應。8964 copyright protection105PENANA3ULXYOGjbn 維尼
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「你為什麼救我,多管閒事」他抬頭,裝出了最凶狠的語氣,無奈剛哭過,8964 copyright protection105PENANAdrnAZte0jE 維尼
又還沒變聲,落在他人耳裡,反成了撒嬌。8964 copyright protection105PENANA7EycuUMzfQ 維尼
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當時路嶼尚未抽高,身高也才一百六十公分出頭,五官輪廓倒已有後來的韻味,尤其是那雙眸子 ─ 眼尾較長,略為上翹,內眼角較尖微彎,此刻淚眼婆娑,波光瀲灧,朦朧中帶著俊逸,令人由不得生出憐惜。8964 copyright protection105PENANApzBftz7lIU 維尼
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少年看著他,突然道8964 copyright protection105PENANALN0JzwIXwy 維尼
「我啊,曾經也想過在這裡一了百了。」8964 copyright protection105PENANA52ZswE5s1y 維尼
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路嶼聞言愣了愣。8964 copyright protection105PENANANgf8LeIsHw 維尼
原以為只是單純的萍水相逢,豈知同是天涯淪落人。8964 copyright protection105PENANAakj1NMfcfQ 維尼
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「想聽嗎?我的故事」少年問8964 copyright protection105PENANAPuqPNdyv1z 維尼
好奇心驅使下,他點了點頭。8964 copyright protection105PENANAoHxYKV4I7X 維尼
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伴著晚風,少年娓娓道來自己的往事。8964 copyright protection105PENANAbtwaG8Hhse 維尼
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父母對他要求很高,幾乎到了病態的程度,思想守舊古板,他身上像是有銬鏈,8964 copyright protection105PENANAIkjyBhsHUv 維尼
無法展翅飛翔,不曾擁有自由。8964 copyright protection105PENANAft12nyhY7m 維尼
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幸虧平時成績不錯,到底還算湊合拿個第一第二。8964 copyright protection105PENANA6rS7aNTF31 維尼
然而會考失利,錯失前三志願的門票,雖說勉強進了個前五志願高中,8964 copyright protection105PENANAPEimdun8DT 維尼
但真正的惡夢才展開序章。8964 copyright protection105PENANAro1B8nnlKy 維尼
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高中課業壓力更重,同儕競爭更為激烈,他不再是最聰明的那個,8964 copyright protection105PENANAFVmWi6xlVa 維尼
那就只能做最努力的那個,可他終究無法拔得頭籌。8964 copyright protection105PENANA7V8B2SJ3ok 維尼
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於是父母的冷言冷語成了家常便飯,他墜入萬丈深淵。8964 copyright protection105PENANAXjmR8PjPvg 維尼
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「其實我知道,是我自己得失心太重,不完全是我父母的問題,但那個時候我真的壓力挺大,一度想要在這裡自殺」少年自嘲般的笑了笑。8964 copyright protection105PENANADphv7vpUIq 維尼
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「後來轉念一想,為什麼我要為了兩個老古板去死呢,白白活了十幾歲」8964 copyright protection105PENANAnNv8xnxQG8 維尼
十幾歲年少輕狂,轉眼之間便海闊天空8964 copyright protection105PENANADBCdYYA2Nv 維尼
「我不會對你說什麼這個世界很美好這種屁話,相反的,我覺得這個世界爛透了,但是一想到如果這迂腐的社會不改變,只會有更多像我一樣的人」8964 copyright protection105PENANAebA7HFlSoh 維尼
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「民國年間還吹著滿清的冷風,這不應該發生。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAywOLmz8uN1 維尼
「所以等我們長大成人,我想要改變世界,那怕一點點也好。」8964 copyright protection105PENANA9pVWbIm7Om 維尼
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「改變世界很難吧,而且人不是更常成為自己所討厭的樣貌嗎?」路嶼不免反問。8964 copyright protection105PENANAy2WCC1mL6g 維尼
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「那至少不要被這世界改變」少年應道,臉上綴著點點笑意。8964 copyright protection105PENANAKFJhoIx39m 維尼
「所以小孩,你用不著自尋短見,未來還有很多風景等著你,沒必要因為親人逝世或是垃圾人渣的緣故就因此輕生,這樣真的不值得。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAzYOw6p861M 維尼
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路嶼聞言撇了撇嘴,抹掉眼淚後道:「我才不是小孩。」8964 copyright protection105PENANAqBEn1mu0cw 維尼
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「...你應該比我小吧,我高一升高二」少年問道。8964 copyright protection105PENANAX2xfOQoVca 維尼
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「我國三剛畢業」8964 copyright protection105PENANA8OEWacSXKf 維尼
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「啊...看不出來啊」少年笑了出聲,宛如風鈴被風吹過的清脆,玉石碰撞的聲響。8964 copyright protection105PENANACTk9LwT0gD 維尼
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那次天台間的偶遇,是他們的初見。8964 copyright protection105PENANA2KKjON1v1B 維尼
互相剖開自己的傷疤,把無法訴諸於口的話傾訴給一個陌生人。8964 copyright protection105PENANAOyeuUbCN4L 維尼
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「不過看來我還是比你大,那就叫我學長吧」少年對著他,言笑晏晏的道8964 copyright protection105PENANAQlZEdVOJmw 維尼
「以後如果有心事,我就在這裡」8964 copyright protection105PENANA7lTlnyxa3T 維尼
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明明是陰天,路嶼卻瞧著一綹星光。8964 copyright protection105PENANAIeR3CoRu0k 維尼
那天,他在漆黑的夜空中,找到一顆星星。8964 copyright protection105PENANAJjdH2DqypZ 維尼
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而他真正初識夏禹,是在高中新生訓練的社團演出。8964 copyright protection105PENANAHc59KKPmnU 維尼
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