我們都忘了怎麼去尋找問題的答案──於是便盲目的遊走在迷宮中，忘記了回頭看，忘記了停下來。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlevdZDoTSb
最後連目的都遺忘了，於那紛紛擾擾雜亂不堪的疑問之中。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybd3RlhTI5
以致於連牽著手的力氣，都消逝了。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Sun51cEES
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不二不是沒有想過，也許他們根本就不適合的這個問題。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayi9GJBaiD
微微的嘆氣，只是現在再想這些似乎也於事無補了──如果說有什麼遺憾的，或者是有什麼令人懊悔的，不外乎就是那些未曾說出的話語。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88SorNgYMw
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──我們都太過於體貼對方，到了最後反成了疏離。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxZ7lylylx
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一開始的以為在一起，後來的以為了解對方，直到現在的以為分開了；是不是我們都太過自信於了解對方的心理？於是自己單方面的去臆測，去假想，最後換來的只是一身的疲憊。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5Xl1qpJyr
而我們卻從不對對方訴說自己的傷悲。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiSZQn3fLp
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但此刻感受到的卻是無比的疲憊；若可以的話我是多想靠在你的懷中，就這樣什麼也不想。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy0G2c6lh5
若可以的話。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HTJJoBJ30
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刷──的一聲，學生會辦公室的門被打開，但是打開門的人卻冷著一張臉。原本就面無表情的臉，或許是因為光線的折射而看起來更為冷漠了。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP6C3nrID8
不二側著頭，一貫的微笑與對方臉上的肅然有著再鮮明也不過的對比。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytE6WPXmES
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「咦？手塚？」不是疑問的疑問。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrspmPA6EY
「回家吧。」不是回答的回答。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLrI0KEC9L
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雲朵高高的飄蕩在不可觸及的高空，一層紗似的白透著些許的藍色與橘紅色；太遠了，遠的不知道是不是真實的存在著，遠的連信仰都是種負擔。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBmZHE3Oq3
看著不二踢著落葉的舉動，不知道為什麼感到哀傷。「秋天到了。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFZLQZGzp6
「是呀。」微微抬起頭笑著回答手塚。「再過些日子就是賞楓的時節了。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyzac3Be0z
「哪天一起去看吧。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM2rhOZYih
「好啊。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKaFFafa8E
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可兩人都明白，是自欺欺人的承諾，濫竽充數的幻想。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnhBNjK6gk
明清楚，卻還是傻的抱持著一種期望。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77VJQvrNLK
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手塚不是沒有感覺到，彼此之間那些所謂不契合的徵兆的出現。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxIvq5R7pG
早就已經變質了。喃喃自語，是的，變質。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dc16kpDII
是太過於在乎那些枝微末節的事情，是太過於在意那不經意脫口而出的話語，以及那些深深累積在心底而無法傾訴的負面情緒。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSdn5uWyWO
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沒有誰該了解誰。可是我們以為我們不同──或是我以為──所以要求的更多，給予的更少，然後奢求更好的結果。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxA1xHHtp6
但從來就是一份給予一份報酬。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA1yVEdwy9
也許感情的事情不能這樣量化計算，但是是累了；當處於不平衡的狀況過於頻繁時，接踵而至的即是瓦解。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SyPmzc7cK
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可是不明白的是，究竟是誰太過依賴誰，誰太過於疲憊，亦或是兩者皆是。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyq5K2p6Ivh
是不明白。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK7DDTPH4f
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今年的第一場雪降臨了。在上學的途中，手塚依稀可以聽見不二這麼的細語著。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYl84rQxxq
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『哪天一起去賞楓吧。』81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyV34wlWew
『好啊。』81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL04DF94Ft
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不約而同的想起了同一件事情，卻刻意的迴避著‵小心的避開著。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VMAForXWT
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或許是雪所帶來的寒意吧，沒有戴手套習慣的不二搓搓手，對著掌心呼氣；而手塚自然都看在眼裡。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgb5LXHEmZ
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「下次要記得戴手套。」伸出手，想握起不二的手。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WDTnXDh34
但是不二卻揮揮手。「不麻煩了，學校也到了；下次我會記得的。」81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWXUDpFsIU
最後映在手塚視野的是不二笑著揮手，轉身跑向川堂的模樣。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tqp7zdLDo
依舊是那個笑容，手塚怔著。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk83hjZbR2
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──終究分道而行。81Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy7UEjvLwJ
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真的是好久以前的東西了呢XD"

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