略微向旁退了幾步,我揮了揮手示意後頭的人先上車。24Please respect copyright.PENANAu7ZR2Lvy9O
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從以前便很怕群眾,只要是必須被大量目光所注視的場合,我的背就會不自然的灼熱起來。刺刺的,滾燙的,一點一滴的蔓延開來。24Please respect copyright.PENANAVanaEzw5l8
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一對看似情侶的男女孩相繼上車,女孩上車前,照慣例的對我輕輕一笑。我傻傻的回以一笑,摸了摸鬢角,跟在女孩身後踏上校車。24Please respect copyright.PENANA5EuMpOS20d
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坐在女孩與男孩後頭的座椅上,想盡辦法的傾聽兩人的對話。但其實也不用想盡辦法。24Please respect copyright.PENANAO0lFJNlfH8
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「哈哈哈!媽的我們那個科主超蠢的!簡直跟豬沒兩樣啊!」男孩旁若無人的大笑,與站在女孩身旁走道的幾個朋友大聲交談。一邊耳朵戴著白色耳機,另一邊則沒戴,垂在胸前。24Please respect copyright.PENANAB3e5HcLU57
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「是啊是啊!他上次甚至還……」「靠!真的假的!這樣的人也有資格當老師?」我皺眉看著他們的交談,幾個站在走道和男孩交談的人總是在談話間的空檔偷偷看向女孩姣好的身材以及大腿。24Please respect copyright.PENANA3uNX1NTMht
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我憤怒的握緊拳頭,牙齒在嘴裡用力的咬合發出喀喀喀的聲音。24Please respect copyright.PENANAiMQDKFcpaY
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那些人又開始大聲的哄笑起來,整台校車的學生卻彷彿沒事似的繼續和身旁的同學靜靜的交談。24Please respect copyright.PENANAwqhYVSJKpR
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我望向窗外。那天我沒有位置坐……那天……。24Please respect copyright.PENANAJcmtvkq6jM
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「你可以坐我身旁的位置。」她抬頭,放下看到一半的現代詩選,微笑。24Please respect copyright.PENANAH5GFo4O19x
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「可是……這樣不好吧……我……。」我支支吾吾的老半天,抓著吊環的左手開始冒汗。24Please respect copyright.PENANA1SyQ3fibA3
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「沒有關係的,我不介意,站著很累的,坐下吧。」她笑了笑,拍了拍身旁的位置。白皙的手背,纖細的手指。我暗自讚嘆。24Please respect copyright.PENANA2v9X2Yu8O7
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我點了點頭,小心翼翼的坐在她的身旁,感受和她肩並肩時的感覺。24Please respect copyright.PENANAANmrycboxE
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心跳的感覺。24Please respect copyright.PENANAQmga88Igea
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第一站到了,校車打開了門,男孩起了身,大膽的彎身親了小晴的嘴唇,然後和其他朋友笑嘻嘻的走下車。小晴微笑朝男孩揮了揮手。24Please respect copyright.PENANAPZ9I3cUzr4
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校車繼續向前開去,我微微傾身窺視小晴在做什麼,但小晴卻突然轉頭對上了我的視線,微笑。24Please respect copyright.PENANALdHdNptJL4
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依舊是那個微笑,不管在什麼時候。24Please respect copyright.PENANAEPsWZ5Z19O
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「每次看你和我講話時都唯唯諾諾的,怎麼啦?我是老巫婆嗎?」她有點小生氣的質問我。24Please respect copyright.PENANAu0xMTzIN0i
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「哪、哪有!只是妳是個女孩子,而且又有男朋友了。我怕會害你們發生誤會……。」才怪,這樣的情況再好不過了!本來嘛,好女孩就是該由我這樣的好男孩來照顧!24Please respect copyright.PENANACFAo2bY9od
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「才不會呢,你也看到了吧,每個禮拜五,他都不會坐這輛校車,而是和其他朋友自己騎摩托車來學校,然後放學出去玩。」她將頭靠在椅背上,輕輕的朝玻璃呵氣寫字。24Please respect copyright.PENANAlAdBf2P8LJ
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「怎麼沒帶妳去?」24Please respect copyright.PENANAdepzSiGXmY
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「……我不知道。」欲言又止,但最後卻只是搖了搖頭這麼說。24Please respect copyright.PENANApdd63HY1nl
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我沒有說話,和她一樣將頭靠在椅背上,看著她一次又一次的對玻璃呵氣寫字,然後又擦掉,又呵氣寫字。24Please respect copyright.PENANANEKlefnIJn
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「你在偷看我喔?」小晴挑眉。24Please respect copyright.PENANANPTWpgpZQe
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「哪有。」我搔搔頭否認。24Please respect copyright.PENANAosSMZkpZ9h
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女孩將位置挪移到窗旁,拍了拍身旁的位置,就像第一次她讓我坐在她身邊時一樣。24Please respect copyright.PENANAUYmdPz9b4w
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我開心的趕緊起身走到走道,坐到她的身旁。這是她第一次在她男朋友下車後叫我來坐這個位置。24Please respect copyright.PENANAqocBZOux0Y
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「幹嘛這麼猴急呀?很白痴耶。」小晴掩嘴輕笑。24Please respect copyright.PENANAQnDdwq4PPu
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「只是,只是想趕快坐到這個有強力空調放送的位置罷了。」我紅著臉,摸了摸鬢角。24Please respect copyright.PENANAR6hbinjEo6
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「才怪呢,你明明就喜歡我!」「知道還問。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAQXl6P1KVq4
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一瞬間,空氣似乎凝重了起來,但我用力吸了好幾口這樣凝重的空氣,望向小晴僵住的笑臉。24Please respect copyright.PENANAB1Dub7ZyYq
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我早就打算不讓自己抱有遺憾了。下禮拜……就是畢業典禮,我……不想要一直都唱著獨角戲。24Please respect copyright.PENANAx9ZKaKVxWW
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但這樣似乎還是很突兀。24Please respect copyright.PENANAVjXV3Lj662
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「真、真的嗎?」「真的。從我開始搭這輛校車開始。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAJ492GJUy4W
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要不是因為我先前搭的那線校車太多人,以至於將我要下車的火車站挪移到這線校車去跑,我也不可能看見小晴的笑容;看見小晴的優雅。24Please respect copyright.PENANAJRXbauO0M8
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當然也沒辦法感受到那樣不受控制的心跳。24Please respect copyright.PENANA5K0NHAmnuq
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小晴的臉頰有些紅潤,但還是給了我抱歉的微笑。24Please respect copyright.PENANA95TCOYqLdt
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「我不適合你。不適合的……。」「為什麼?難道妳覺得那樣的男生就配得上妳嗎?」24Please respect copyright.PENANApqnqh7lQU2
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我ㄧ直記得前陣子校慶運動會,他偷偷和一個女孩在學校男教職員廁所裡頭做的事情。熟練的解開對方的衣物。24Please respect copyright.PENANAmUhT6dSyrz
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大膽的在隨時有老師進來上廁所的地方上演一場妖精打架。24Please respect copyright.PENANAi4MLE3Br9O
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「……不,對於像我這樣的女孩來講,我已經沒有退路了……。」小晴還是掛著微笑,但有些落寞。24Please respect copyright.PENANAxl7WZ8kQvi
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「沒有退路?什麼意……」「我被他拍了照片,還有影片。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAZdnLl7j3wD
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我沒有回話,血液原先迅速的流動,卻在那瞬間停滯、隨後暴走。從指端開始向後凝結、攀爬上我的手臂、肩膀,以及臉頰。帶刺的冰冷。24Please respect copyright.PENANAvqaGuikzbb
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「你能夠想像嗎……被一堆人壓倒在床上,求救的看向男友沒有表情的面孔時的絕望嗎……?所有感覺到的都是噁心的……噁心的……黏稠?應該是黏稠吧,呵呵,毫不留情的在裡頭大爆炸呢……。」小晴露出沒有未來的黑色笑容,輕輕的拉起我的手摸向她的下腹。24Please respect copyright.PENANABVh53HI9ur
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我的手顫抖了起來。24Please respect copyright.PENANADhwDfybdt2
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「男人都是這樣的嗎?交個女朋友,只不過是想做那種事嗎?」小晴掛在臉上那黑色的笑容,有如鮮豔綻開的玫瑰。24Please respect copyright.PENANABQjH7VVfMo
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那樣的美,卻令我難受得難以開口說些什麼。24Please respect copyright.PENANAewJ6Gbf884
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「幹嘛哭呢?你會對我說喜歡我……不也只是想和我做嗎?等等我就跟你下車……跟你去旅館……看你想要做幾次都可以……都可以……。」小晴抬手擦走我臉上的淚水,而嘴巴卻講著殘忍的話語。24Please respect copyright.PENANAsm3Wvfnpdn
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「既然這樣……那妳自己又在哭什麼啊笨蛋……。」我吸了吸鼻子,用力的將小晴抱進懷裡。24Please respect copyright.PENANAAzgnDy333P
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「嗚……嗚……。」小晴在我懷裡低聲哭泣。後半段的位置都沒半個人,而前頭的人多半也睡著了。24Please respect copyright.PENANAuIWmaOQzUr
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「我愛妳……愛妳的一切。」我將小晴從我懷裡拉起,輕輕的在她鼻尖上落下一吻。24Please respect copyright.PENANAK6WQ6lfuA2
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「妳畢業了,要記得有個想要給妳幸福的笨蛋,好嗎?」24Please respect copyright.PENANAbnmZY2VGE5
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校車停了下來,打開了門,我拉起書包對小晴一笑,快速的跑下車。24Please respect copyright.PENANALdjOf2wjJH
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小晴在車內隔著窗,不明就裡的望向我,我用嘴型朝她說了我愛妳。24Please respect copyright.PENANAJMf3J47pwD
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一直以來我都是個懦弱的人。24Please respect copyright.PENANAzoiN5uGuy9
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不敢上台自我介紹。不敢接下擔任重責大任的要角。不敢當幹部。不敢談戀愛。24Please respect copyright.PENANAiPCBXsunfb
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不敢談戀愛。24Please respect copyright.PENANAzmpsX3f6XK
不敢談戀愛。24Please respect copyright.PENANAWnH2crsaCd
不敢談戀愛。24Please respect copyright.PENANAHDaANraBc6
不敢談戀愛。24Please respect copyright.PENANA2kzqv0LUio
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我不喜歡這樣的我,也不喜歡那樣哭泣、那樣落寞的小晴。24Please respect copyright.PENANAnHpsAQS8PR
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猛然,我發現自己臉上掛著燦爛無比的微笑,而淚水……早就被蒸發了。24Please respect copyright.PENANAY1tga0y2sh
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小晴疑惑的跟在一個一個上車的隊伍後頭東張西望,而四周好幾路慢慢朝校車走去的學生裡卻沒有自己厭惡與喜歡的身影。24Please respect copyright.PENANAhs9UrzrM5W
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今天明明就是星期四啊……他居然沒來……甚至連根本沒有缺席過的阿仁也沒來……。小晴伸長了脖子老半天,最後失望的垂了下來,釋懷的搖頭苦笑。24Please respect copyright.PENANAPBH02cYxox
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也難怪……畢竟……我是個這麼髒的……髒的東西。小晴下意識地的摸向自己的下腹。24Please respect copyright.PENANAzYrs136n7e
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這時,前頭的人突然向旁退開了幾步,揮揮手示意她先上車。小晴抬起頭。24Please respect copyright.PENANA6xvGQ24Ozv
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「妳先請。」阿仁露出了燦爛無比的微笑。小晴一時之間看傻了,阿仁上前敲了一下小晴的頭,拉起小晴的手,走上校車。24Please respect copyright.PENANA5ii4RsM4Bq
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「失神啊?」阿仁微笑。小晴愣愣的搖搖頭,坐在靠窗的位置。阿仁理所當然的坐到了小晴旁邊。24Please respect copyright.PENANApPZIIzerTb
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一路上小晴和阿仁就這樣一直互相注視著,小晴臉上火熱,卻不肯移開阿仁投來的溫柔視線。24Please respect copyright.PENANAmbDCnSsugH
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「你不覺得我骯髒嗎?」24Please respect copyright.PENANANplbUM1ZZV
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「為什麼?我很愛妳啊。」阿仁撫上了小晴的長髮,又在小晴的鼻尖上輕輕一吻。24Please respect copyright.PENANANsY4nhDJeR
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小晴又哭了。這樣的、這樣的男孩,我應該可以託負了吧……?可以了吧……我可以有個永遠只為我敞開的懷抱了吧?24Please respect copyright.PENANA8Qtd3RGNBD
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小晴向前撲去。24Please respect copyright.PENANAES0AkCMPeJ
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一個踉蹌,差點摔倒在校車的上車階梯上。24Please respect copyright.PENANAUMoLXYKGom
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「?」小晴疑惑的向四周望去,身旁依舊是尚未向前開去的校車,不少學生成幾路朝各自要搭的校車走去。24Please respect copyright.PENANAJU3ENJBFSo
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「同學,妳沒事吧?」一個男孩扶起了她,眼神卻若有似無的飄向她的胸口和腿。24Please respect copyright.PENANAfrbChALAol
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「沒事,謝謝。」小晴禮貌的一笑,走上車坐到老位置。24Please respect copyright.PENANACdRylae7yh
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身旁的位置一樣是空的,但她等的人卻還未出現。24Please respect copyright.PENANA5lpjzk0Xnb
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小晴摸了摸身旁的空位,又摸了摸鼻尖。24Please respect copyright.PENANAZwapUpuywM
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依稀還殘留著那樣溫柔的感覺。24Please respect copyright.PENANAGC0PG5lvbc
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我虛弱的喘氣,脫力坐倒在染血的地板上,腹部那幾乎穿透後背的傷口劇痛了起來。我用力的抽出早已經變形的水果刀。24Please respect copyright.PENANAlEDFn26yMD
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一道血箭豪邁的射了出去。24Please respect copyright.PENANAjCH72zz5F2
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左手迅速的用力按向冒血的傷口,右手隨便從旁邊拿了塊磚頭用力的砸碎那些傢伙帶來賣我的光碟以及隨身碟。24Please respect copyright.PENANALM9A4bFdqa
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就算不是原檔也沒差了,人都死了想必也沒辦法copy吧?我微笑。24Please respect copyright.PENANAIayFQ9XVWl
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以一千萬的價錢向他們要求買進那些光碟與照片,居然傻傻的來了……也不管我為什麼知道,哈哈哈!我只有體毛有這個數目呢!但我想你們也不屑我的體毛吧!24Please respect copyright.PENANADD0YzA6DYA
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幾具身首異處的殘破屍體倒臥在我四周,警笛聲與救護車的聲音由遠而近、朝這塊廢棄空地駛來。24Please respect copyright.PENANARPmIi4AVdf
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這樣……小晴就可以去追求更適合她的幸福了吧?我抬起頭看著夜空,難得的閃過一顆流星,我笑了笑,閉上眼,許了個願望。24Please respect copyright.PENANA9eZiXrfLQx
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「我想要再坐在小晴的身邊一次,對她說……我……我愛妳。」我吃力的細語。24Please respect copyright.PENANAZmClU1xoNd
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可以成真吧?可以吧?流星在夜空另一端消逝,閃了閃。24Please respect copyright.PENANAryTsbnIW6y
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我笑著,鬆開了用力按著傷口的左手,垂下了頭。24Please respect copyright.PENANApwehiDeExH
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從以前便很怕群眾,只要是必須被大量目光所注視的場合,我的背就會不自然的灼熱起來。刺刺的,滾燙的,一點一滴的蔓延開來。24Please respect copyright.PENANAVanaEzw5l8
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一對看似情侶的男女孩相繼上車,女孩上車前,照慣例的對我輕輕一笑。我傻傻的回以一笑,摸了摸鬢角,跟在女孩身後踏上校車。24Please respect copyright.PENANA5EuMpOS20d
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坐在女孩與男孩後頭的座椅上,想盡辦法的傾聽兩人的對話。但其實也不用想盡辦法。24Please respect copyright.PENANAO0lFJNlfH8
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「哈哈哈!媽的我們那個科主超蠢的!簡直跟豬沒兩樣啊!」男孩旁若無人的大笑,與站在女孩身旁走道的幾個朋友大聲交談。一邊耳朵戴著白色耳機,另一邊則沒戴,垂在胸前。24Please respect copyright.PENANAB3e5HcLU57
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「是啊是啊!他上次甚至還……」「靠!真的假的!這樣的人也有資格當老師?」我皺眉看著他們的交談,幾個站在走道和男孩交談的人總是在談話間的空檔偷偷看向女孩姣好的身材以及大腿。24Please respect copyright.PENANA3uNX1NTMht
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我憤怒的握緊拳頭,牙齒在嘴裡用力的咬合發出喀喀喀的聲音。24Please respect copyright.PENANAiMQDKFcpaY
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那些人又開始大聲的哄笑起來,整台校車的學生卻彷彿沒事似的繼續和身旁的同學靜靜的交談。24Please respect copyright.PENANAwqhYVSJKpR
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我望向窗外。那天我沒有位置坐……那天……。24Please respect copyright.PENANAJcmtvkq6jM
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「你可以坐我身旁的位置。」她抬頭,放下看到一半的現代詩選,微笑。24Please respect copyright.PENANAH5GFo4O19x
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「可是……這樣不好吧……我……。」我支支吾吾的老半天,抓著吊環的左手開始冒汗。24Please respect copyright.PENANA1SyQ3fibA3
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「沒有關係的,我不介意,站著很累的,坐下吧。」她笑了笑,拍了拍身旁的位置。白皙的手背,纖細的手指。我暗自讚嘆。24Please respect copyright.PENANA2v9X2Yu8O7
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我點了點頭,小心翼翼的坐在她的身旁,感受和她肩並肩時的感覺。24Please respect copyright.PENANAANmrycboxE
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心跳的感覺。24Please respect copyright.PENANAQmga88Igea
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第一站到了,校車打開了門,男孩起了身,大膽的彎身親了小晴的嘴唇,然後和其他朋友笑嘻嘻的走下車。小晴微笑朝男孩揮了揮手。24Please respect copyright.PENANAPZ9I3cUzr4
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校車繼續向前開去,我微微傾身窺視小晴在做什麼,但小晴卻突然轉頭對上了我的視線,微笑。24Please respect copyright.PENANALdHdNptJL4
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依舊是那個微笑,不管在什麼時候。24Please respect copyright.PENANAEPsWZ5Z19O
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「每次看你和我講話時都唯唯諾諾的,怎麼啦?我是老巫婆嗎?」她有點小生氣的質問我。24Please respect copyright.PENANAu0xMTzIN0i
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「哪、哪有!只是妳是個女孩子,而且又有男朋友了。我怕會害你們發生誤會……。」才怪,這樣的情況再好不過了!本來嘛,好女孩就是該由我這樣的好男孩來照顧!24Please respect copyright.PENANACFAo2bY9od
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「才不會呢,你也看到了吧,每個禮拜五,他都不會坐這輛校車,而是和其他朋友自己騎摩托車來學校,然後放學出去玩。」她將頭靠在椅背上,輕輕的朝玻璃呵氣寫字。24Please respect copyright.PENANAlAdBf2P8LJ
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「怎麼沒帶妳去?」24Please respect copyright.PENANAdepzSiGXmY
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「……我不知道。」欲言又止,但最後卻只是搖了搖頭這麼說。24Please respect copyright.PENANApdd63HY1nl
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我沒有說話,和她一樣將頭靠在椅背上,看著她一次又一次的對玻璃呵氣寫字,然後又擦掉,又呵氣寫字。24Please respect copyright.PENANANEKlefnIJn
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「你在偷看我喔?」小晴挑眉。24Please respect copyright.PENANANPTWpgpZQe
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「哪有。」我搔搔頭否認。24Please respect copyright.PENANAosSMZkpZ9h
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女孩將位置挪移到窗旁,拍了拍身旁的位置,就像第一次她讓我坐在她身邊時一樣。24Please respect copyright.PENANAUYmdPz9b4w
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我開心的趕緊起身走到走道,坐到她的身旁。這是她第一次在她男朋友下車後叫我來坐這個位置。24Please respect copyright.PENANAqocBZOux0Y
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「幹嘛這麼猴急呀?很白痴耶。」小晴掩嘴輕笑。24Please respect copyright.PENANAQnDdwq4PPu
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「只是,只是想趕快坐到這個有強力空調放送的位置罷了。」我紅著臉,摸了摸鬢角。24Please respect copyright.PENANAR6hbinjEo6
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「才怪呢,你明明就喜歡我!」「知道還問。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAQXl6P1KVq4
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一瞬間,空氣似乎凝重了起來,但我用力吸了好幾口這樣凝重的空氣,望向小晴僵住的笑臉。24Please respect copyright.PENANAB1Dub7ZyYq
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我早就打算不讓自己抱有遺憾了。下禮拜……就是畢業典禮,我……不想要一直都唱著獨角戲。24Please respect copyright.PENANAx9ZKaKVxWW
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但這樣似乎還是很突兀。24Please respect copyright.PENANAVjXV3Lj662
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「真、真的嗎?」「真的。從我開始搭這輛校車開始。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAJ492GJUy4W
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要不是因為我先前搭的那線校車太多人,以至於將我要下車的火車站挪移到這線校車去跑,我也不可能看見小晴的笑容;看見小晴的優雅。24Please respect copyright.PENANAJRXbauO0M8
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當然也沒辦法感受到那樣不受控制的心跳。24Please respect copyright.PENANA5K0NHAmnuq
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小晴的臉頰有些紅潤,但還是給了我抱歉的微笑。24Please respect copyright.PENANA95TCOYqLdt
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「我不適合你。不適合的……。」「為什麼?難道妳覺得那樣的男生就配得上妳嗎?」24Please respect copyright.PENANApqnqh7lQU2
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我ㄧ直記得前陣子校慶運動會,他偷偷和一個女孩在學校男教職員廁所裡頭做的事情。熟練的解開對方的衣物。24Please respect copyright.PENANAmUhT6dSyrz
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大膽的在隨時有老師進來上廁所的地方上演一場妖精打架。24Please respect copyright.PENANAi4MLE3Br9O
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「……不,對於像我這樣的女孩來講,我已經沒有退路了……。」小晴還是掛著微笑,但有些落寞。24Please respect copyright.PENANAxl7WZ8kQvi
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「沒有退路?什麼意……」「我被他拍了照片,還有影片。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAZdnLl7j3wD
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我沒有回話,血液原先迅速的流動,卻在那瞬間停滯、隨後暴走。從指端開始向後凝結、攀爬上我的手臂、肩膀,以及臉頰。帶刺的冰冷。24Please respect copyright.PENANAvqaGuikzbb
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「你能夠想像嗎……被一堆人壓倒在床上,求救的看向男友沒有表情的面孔時的絕望嗎……?所有感覺到的都是噁心的……噁心的……黏稠?應該是黏稠吧,呵呵,毫不留情的在裡頭大爆炸呢……。」小晴露出沒有未來的黑色笑容,輕輕的拉起我的手摸向她的下腹。24Please respect copyright.PENANABVh53HI9ur
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我的手顫抖了起來。24Please respect copyright.PENANADhwDfybdt2
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「男人都是這樣的嗎?交個女朋友,只不過是想做那種事嗎?」小晴掛在臉上那黑色的笑容,有如鮮豔綻開的玫瑰。24Please respect copyright.PENANABQjH7VVfMo
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那樣的美,卻令我難受得難以開口說些什麼。24Please respect copyright.PENANAewJ6Gbf884
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「幹嘛哭呢?你會對我說喜歡我……不也只是想和我做嗎?等等我就跟你下車……跟你去旅館……看你想要做幾次都可以……都可以……。」小晴抬手擦走我臉上的淚水,而嘴巴卻講著殘忍的話語。24Please respect copyright.PENANAsm3Wvfnpdn
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「既然這樣……那妳自己又在哭什麼啊笨蛋……。」我吸了吸鼻子,用力的將小晴抱進懷裡。24Please respect copyright.PENANAAzgnDy333P
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「嗚……嗚……。」小晴在我懷裡低聲哭泣。後半段的位置都沒半個人,而前頭的人多半也睡著了。24Please respect copyright.PENANAuIWmaOQzUr
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「我愛妳……愛妳的一切。」我將小晴從我懷裡拉起,輕輕的在她鼻尖上落下一吻。24Please respect copyright.PENANAK6WQ6lfuA2
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「妳畢業了,要記得有個想要給妳幸福的笨蛋,好嗎?」24Please respect copyright.PENANAbnmZY2VGE5
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校車停了下來,打開了門,我拉起書包對小晴一笑,快速的跑下車。24Please respect copyright.PENANALdjOf2wjJH
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小晴在車內隔著窗,不明就裡的望向我,我用嘴型朝她說了我愛妳。24Please respect copyright.PENANAJMf3J47pwD
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一直以來我都是個懦弱的人。24Please respect copyright.PENANAzoiN5uGuy9
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不敢上台自我介紹。不敢接下擔任重責大任的要角。不敢當幹部。不敢談戀愛。24Please respect copyright.PENANAiPCBXsunfb
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不敢談戀愛。24Please respect copyright.PENANAzmpsX3f6XK
不敢談戀愛。24Please respect copyright.PENANAWnH2crsaCd
不敢談戀愛。24Please respect copyright.PENANAHDaANraBc6
不敢談戀愛。24Please respect copyright.PENANA2kzqv0LUio
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我不喜歡這樣的我,也不喜歡那樣哭泣、那樣落寞的小晴。24Please respect copyright.PENANAnHpsAQS8PR
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猛然,我發現自己臉上掛著燦爛無比的微笑,而淚水……早就被蒸發了。24Please respect copyright.PENANAY1tga0y2sh
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小晴疑惑的跟在一個一個上車的隊伍後頭東張西望,而四周好幾路慢慢朝校車走去的學生裡卻沒有自己厭惡與喜歡的身影。24Please respect copyright.PENANAhs9UrzrM5W
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今天明明就是星期四啊……他居然沒來……甚至連根本沒有缺席過的阿仁也沒來……。小晴伸長了脖子老半天,最後失望的垂了下來,釋懷的搖頭苦笑。24Please respect copyright.PENANAPBH02cYxox
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也難怪……畢竟……我是個這麼髒的……髒的東西。小晴下意識地的摸向自己的下腹。24Please respect copyright.PENANAzYrs136n7e
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這時,前頭的人突然向旁退開了幾步,揮揮手示意她先上車。小晴抬起頭。24Please respect copyright.PENANA6xvGQ24Ozv
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「妳先請。」阿仁露出了燦爛無比的微笑。小晴一時之間看傻了,阿仁上前敲了一下小晴的頭,拉起小晴的手,走上校車。24Please respect copyright.PENANA5ii4RsM4Bq
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「失神啊?」阿仁微笑。小晴愣愣的搖搖頭,坐在靠窗的位置。阿仁理所當然的坐到了小晴旁邊。24Please respect copyright.PENANApPZIIzerTb
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一路上小晴和阿仁就這樣一直互相注視著,小晴臉上火熱,卻不肯移開阿仁投來的溫柔視線。24Please respect copyright.PENANAmbDCnSsugH
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「你不覺得我骯髒嗎?」24Please respect copyright.PENANANplbUM1ZZV
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「為什麼?我很愛妳啊。」阿仁撫上了小晴的長髮,又在小晴的鼻尖上輕輕一吻。24Please respect copyright.PENANANsY4nhDJeR
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小晴又哭了。這樣的、這樣的男孩,我應該可以託負了吧……?可以了吧……我可以有個永遠只為我敞開的懷抱了吧?24Please respect copyright.PENANA8Qtd3RGNBD
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小晴向前撲去。24Please respect copyright.PENANAES0AkCMPeJ
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一個踉蹌,差點摔倒在校車的上車階梯上。24Please respect copyright.PENANAUMoLXYKGom
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「?」小晴疑惑的向四周望去,身旁依舊是尚未向前開去的校車,不少學生成幾路朝各自要搭的校車走去。24Please respect copyright.PENANAJU3ENJBFSo
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「同學,妳沒事吧?」一個男孩扶起了她,眼神卻若有似無的飄向她的胸口和腿。24Please respect copyright.PENANAfrbChALAol
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「沒事,謝謝。」小晴禮貌的一笑,走上車坐到老位置。24Please respect copyright.PENANACdRylae7yh
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身旁的位置一樣是空的,但她等的人卻還未出現。24Please respect copyright.PENANA5lpjzk0Xnb
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小晴摸了摸身旁的空位,又摸了摸鼻尖。24Please respect copyright.PENANAZwapUpuywM
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依稀還殘留著那樣溫柔的感覺。24Please respect copyright.PENANAGC0PG5lvbc
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我虛弱的喘氣,脫力坐倒在染血的地板上,腹部那幾乎穿透後背的傷口劇痛了起來。我用力的抽出早已經變形的水果刀。24Please respect copyright.PENANAlEDFn26yMD
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一道血箭豪邁的射了出去。24Please respect copyright.PENANAjCH72zz5F2
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左手迅速的用力按向冒血的傷口,右手隨便從旁邊拿了塊磚頭用力的砸碎那些傢伙帶來賣我的光碟以及隨身碟。24Please respect copyright.PENANALM9A4bFdqa
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就算不是原檔也沒差了,人都死了想必也沒辦法copy吧?我微笑。24Please respect copyright.PENANAIayFQ9XVWl
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以一千萬的價錢向他們要求買進那些光碟與照片,居然傻傻的來了……也不管我為什麼知道,哈哈哈!我只有體毛有這個數目呢!但我想你們也不屑我的體毛吧!24Please respect copyright.PENANADD0YzA6DYA
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幾具身首異處的殘破屍體倒臥在我四周,警笛聲與救護車的聲音由遠而近、朝這塊廢棄空地駛來。24Please respect copyright.PENANARPmIi4AVdf
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這樣……小晴就可以去追求更適合她的幸福了吧?我抬起頭看著夜空,難得的閃過一顆流星,我笑了笑,閉上眼,許了個願望。24Please respect copyright.PENANA9eZiXrfLQx
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