2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧52Please respect copyright.PENANAG3xYe0iO8W
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那麼久了啊52Please respect copyright.PENANANefoPQpIvx
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大概…也活夠了吧52Please respect copyright.PENANAKsve2NuWUo
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始52Please respect copyright.PENANAKI2n210Mht
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但…52Please respect copyright.PENANAXnmqs8N0UI
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「20歲了啊」52Please respect copyright.PENANA0DR8rlgySg
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已52Please respect copyright.PENANACN2IdeuOOc
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼52Please respect copyright.PENANAuD8UsGOsGG
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣52Please respect copyright.PENANAxQORARredz
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼52Please respect copyright.PENANAGKasdrH2Ur
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?52Please respect copyright.PENANADNfYoE9X0F
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白52Please respect copyright.PENANANclzwjdis3
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→→→52Please respect copyright.PENANAasI8Yjz1Df
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子52Please respect copyright.PENANAU7fbSqbo11
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地52Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZS6SKA1wE
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子52Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1y28o68Fv
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可不知道從什麼時候開始52Please respect copyright.PENANAbSxyAMHzJy
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格52Please respect copyright.PENANAorco612LZC
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了52Please respect copyright.PENANAtZLVCE84el
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事52Please respect copyright.PENANA5qG2856czJ
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但我就是無法表達我的情感52Please respect copyright.PENANASmvjnZw32w
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆52Please respect copyright.PENANACtlSTH9R18
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點52Please respect copyright.PENANAxs1lgo4SuL
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就是虛無與面無表情52Please respect copyright.PENANAWyPTJjbDp8
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此52Please respect copyright.PENANApLjWXvIiYZ
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只是52Please respect copyright.PENANAbCSRwR9wBU
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會52Please respect copyright.PENANAdnUxiWWweL
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給52Please respect copyright.PENANAZUuwALL1fJ
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案52Please respect copyright.PENANAAfQMDTApF6
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果52Please respect copyright.PENANA7ePhg1hCD8
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這就是我的生存方式52Please respect copyright.PENANAu2zUZ2JQpq
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也是我慢性自殺的方法52Please respect copyright.PENANATV0HK9q0r6
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