Prompt: A picture of a girl with red hair and earphones616Please respect copyright.PENANAla6KLYoOhX
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I'd like to think, that beyond this bristling carpet of reeds and half-hearted, long-forgotten blooms, she'll be waiting.616Please respect copyright.PENANAm1MY8MyMEV
silence616Please respect copyright.PENANAvvahKlsNBY
I'd like to think, that once the night sky spreads its wings and brings the dancing stars to light, and wretched, sinful Isabelle still hasn't returned home - I'd like to think that perhaps her parents might regret the words they said, might regret the palms of their hands stinging red against my face.616Please respect copyright.PENANAsqMDVeZCuG
I pray for them. For Isabelle. And for Maddy. I pray for answers.616Please respect copyright.PENANAdyVtHADIs1
A hundred days have made me older616Please respect copyright.PENANAfAwW5sVYQX
They told me that God loves us all, and will always be with us; but now, tears streaming onto my clasped hands and down into the river, silence is the only response.616Please respect copyright.PENANAM2QFpKFWGs
A thousand lies have made me colder616Please respect copyright.PENANAxxxnGeEQFB
They never met her. Never met Maddy. They heard her name, spoke to her parents, but they never met her, and I hate them for that, more than I hate them for the scars on my cheeks.616Please respect copyright.PENANAxuJkbvI5nb
They just heard about her. And when they did, they forgot about Isabelle, that poor girl became me; the one they couldn't love. Their daughter was killed by a phone call.616Please respect copyright.PENANASD3oqUDP2u
silence616Please respect copyright.PENANAxO23GJSZtC
We were lying about why I was there, and we were lying side by side - lying side by side, earphones in to maintain the charade of studying - I could've lived in that moment forever. Just holding her hand in mine, knowing she was right beside me, seeing what I was seeing, hearing what I was hearing, feeling what I was feeling.616Please respect copyright.PENANATYqyu2ePjE
Door opening.616Please respect copyright.PENANAOYtUSZYUp8
Earphones falling.616Please respect copyright.PENANA9frovObS92
3 Doors Down's Here Without You cuts to silence.616Please respect copyright.PENANAxG51bq3XNA
Door closing.616Please respect copyright.PENANA7CW2dmAJiO
And then Maddy's parents called mine.616Please respect copyright.PENANA9JsoeTw3Az
The memories tear at me from the inside out, trying to escape into a reality that I lost so long ago.616Please respect copyright.PENANAclHHBXosYl
I lay my head down in the river, floating hair making a red halo on the surface of the water, newly sprouted reeds grasping desperately at my scalp.616Please respect copyright.PENANArxaGzBFJKC
The touch of the water makes me gasp - but it's no colder than I've felt for the past year.616Please respect copyright.PENANAmlOrFoaDWu
I slowly push off the bank with my feet, and as my ears submerge, I can hear her singing the song, the song we both loved so much -
A hundred days have made me older616Please respect copyright.PENANADg3Q24Qhmf
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face616Please respect copyright.PENANAXBnKbtGiQp
A thousand lies have made me colder616Please respect copyright.PENANATobI6JrO0k
And I don't think I can look at this the same
I can hear her singing, I can hear her, and I'm coming Maddy I'm coming -
You're still with me in my dreams616Please respect copyright.PENANAXex4vf99Sg
And tonight, girl, it's only you and me
silence
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I'd like to think, that beyond this bristling carpet of reeds and half-hearted, long-forgotten blooms, she'll be waiting.616Please respect copyright.PENANAn10K0BWH1v
She'll be waiting for me.
silence
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