「如果可以，我也想永遠健康，不讓他們擔心。」
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「媽媽！」女孩輕拉女子的衣角，眉眼間盡是不解：「為什麼要帶我來看醫生啊？我沒有生病！」222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDbVGWi2uC
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像是為了證明什麼，她還在原地跳了兩下，像隻小兔子，模樣十分可愛。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDcciBqQEP
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女子笑得有些無奈，摸了摸女孩柔軟的髮絲，「有沒有生病要等醫生檢查後才知道。」222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BTwLCp7ok
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她點點頭又搖搖頭，搞不清楚此刻的狀況。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9SUvPBfVt
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牆壁上長方形的電子螢幕，亮著紅色燈光的數字異常醒目，上面顯示十二號，女孩靜靜的盯著，直到光線剎那間熄滅。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVVW27JXm8
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原本緊閉的門，打開了，一個瘦弱的男孩走出來，與她擦肩而過，男孩的父母臉上掛著擔憂。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnDMhgwbe5
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「顧筱涵小朋友」，護士小姐探出半張身子，呼喚著女孩的名字，眼神在等候的人群中來回掃視。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvHAicMXVg
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「筱筱別怕，媽媽會一直陪伴著妳的」222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47hrr3hJGp
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女孩乖巧的牽著女子的手走進診間。
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護士小姐擦拭著一臺長得很奇特的機器，一邊說：「我們需要先進行幾項簡單檢驗，請先到這裡來。」222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUYNxv5yUG
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顧筱涵有些無助的看向了女子，她輕拍女孩的背，示意著該做些什麼。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0yvvY6cV3
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不過這機器......看起來好像沒有想像中的那麼可怕，它連接著一根長長的管子，螢幕上三顆不同顏色的氣球像是遵從著某種奇妙的節奏上下輕晃。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK6wMtMcal
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看著女孩遲遲沒有動作，一旁的護士出聲提醒道：「深吸一口氣，然後對著管子裡吹就好了，就像吹氣球那樣。」222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNy8mgTT8Y
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可護士小姐又怎麼知道，連「吹氣球」對女孩來說，都是一個奢侈的願望。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyhq13iEfp
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女孩深吸一口氣，使勁吹向管子內，不到幾秒鐘小臉已經變得通紅，螢幕上的氣球有緩緩脹大的趨勢，但很快就沒了動靜。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy2vhHvUSK
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護士簡單做了個紀錄，將資料交給坐在另一邊的醫生。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxiQvFnGkP
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簡單的從數據判斷情況後，實際的檢查也是必須的，護士徵得女子同意後，輕輕掀起女孩的衣服。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFG8Y85ute
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冰涼的空氣讓女孩打了個寒顫。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL5nQXZbbq
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醫生注視著，並皺起了眉頭，嚴肅說道：「可以先請小朋友出去外面等嗎？有些事，需要和您單獨談一下。」222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpEZLaxMeo
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女子應允，將女孩帶出診間，安置在外面的等候區，「筱筱乖，媽媽很快回來，在這邊坐著等一下，無聊的話那邊有電視可以看」222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTVHguAEuM
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接著，便離開了她。
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寬廣座位區裡，只有一個瘦小的女孩，她安靜的坐在椅子上，輕晃著腿。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9J5TUhS6NC
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那時的她僅僅只有八歲。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qMnEdtiK3
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時間過得特別慢，不知道他們在裡面是我寫什麼 。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPdZtMDfyz
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此時，牆壁上的一張海報吸引了她的注意，上面是一個和她一樣「特別」的男孩。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0rNm4rrVP
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「xxx，導致xxx呼吸困難，嚴重者甚至會壓迫心臟、肺臟」222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEGQOhYmO2
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「可能需要手術......」
診間看似厚實的門，卻無法守住所有的秘密。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiicFsVGj1H
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女孩眼中的光頓時黯淡了幾分。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInWQEgpA4N
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為什麼每次運動會都只能坐在候補區為其他人加油？222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz37qyWYjU6
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為什麼玩鬼抓人總是跑得最慢的她當鬼？222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kN9N9thYm
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為什麼只要稍微跑一下，就會喘不過氣？222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6fT7WT4QJ
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一切，都有了答案。
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手術的前一天，她們提早來醫院報到，擁擠的病房中十分吵雜。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmh15vvjEx
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女孩換上了病人專用的服裝，過長的衣袖遮住她纖細的手臂，只露出一條長長的管子，連接著點滴。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Jvf8momde
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就如媽媽所說，它是個堅強的孩子，從各種意義上來說。
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偌大的病床顯得她更加嬌小，女孩呆呆的望著天花板，不知道在想些什麼。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVyy0lgcyr
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「媽媽，只要手術成功，我就能和大家一起玩了，對嗎？」222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7WjjHqHaV
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原本在一旁整理東西的女子轉過身，牽起她的小手，認真說道：「沒錯，我知道我們家筱筱最勇敢了，對吧？」她摸了摸女孩柔軟的髮絲。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNPtzn8QFk
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「嗯.....」她輕輕應答道，垂在側身的手在無意間握緊了幾分。
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「媽媽，今天...妳可以抱著我睡嗎？」女孩笑著問道。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsyqiZXxCB
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夜幕緩緩降臨，無邊的夜色籠罩大地。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OmvBfpAYQ
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沒了早上的喧囂，此刻的病房裡非常安靜，想必大家都睡下了吧？222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSHMOodsPX
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儘管知道現在醫療科技的進步，許許多多可怕的想法仍如同無法掙脫的夢魘進顧著她。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrUZ6SUjs3
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如果醫生治不好我呢？
那我是不是永遠無法和大家一樣了？222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJbz6gWV6S
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如果手術過程中出了什麼意外呢？222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Duw38BdEN
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我......會死掉嗎？222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzZBJX2t8U
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這樣的話，媽媽......會很傷心的吧？
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越想要逃避，恐懼纏得越緊。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExMGa4LZEw
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背後傳來的啜泣聲，將她的思緒拉了回來。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDHyXzArf0
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媽媽...她在哭嗎？222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZDe1WOnkp
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原來，害怕的人不是只有她一個，只是為了不要讓她擔心，所以一直忍著。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdsscufLUu
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無處宣洩的的情緒，在此刻潰堤了。
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我討厭醫院的味道，討厭手術室裡過分整齊的擺設，討厭照在我身上的手術燈，討厭被一群醫生圍著的感覺。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbZ2XfTPjW
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一切的一切都很令人討厭。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GhFJX0N4c
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我也曾經埋怨，為什麼沒有一個健康的身體。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0DbK9FUMD
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不過現在說這些，又能改變什麼呢？222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNfA9PqB2U
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手術即將開始。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NDCMfscCC
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戴上氧氣罩，吸入麻醉劑，視線逐漸模糊，意識如飛絮般飄出身體。
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「滴、滴、滴」222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCAabYD4GB
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四周寂靜的只剩下時鐘以及生命徵象儀的聲音。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoutUqRXQ4
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女孩緩緩睜開雙眼。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jAfqiUrVx
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凌晨兩點半。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rrznAR3JR
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麻藥還未完全退去，胸口的傷口有些隱隱作痛，可這些都不算什麼。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrXgIpuyFl
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一股強烈的窒息感壓迫著她，呼吸變得急促，仍然無法緩解缺氧的感覺。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM2x64gnWX
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好痛苦、好難受。
怎麼會這樣？
手術失敗了嗎？222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFoypuixO3
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有沒有人可以救救我......222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoEzWbHPg9
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恐懼最終擊敗了看似堅強的偽裝。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsfVw9JDSE
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眼淚啪噠啪噠的掉下來。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr59w7Rtaaq
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一旁的護士小姐看到女孩醒了，不知道向誰打了一通電話。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCqkAN4ueW
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沒過幾分鐘，媽媽便穿着隔離衣來到病床旁，輕聲安慰著她。222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvRpPfFQAD
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「沒事的，你很快就能恢復健康了，不用擔心，乖乖睡吧…...」222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMkVnE5NQh
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不知道是因為麻藥還未完全消退，還是一直緊繃的神經突然放鬆，女孩再次深深的沉入夢鄉。
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