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母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQu7XYcCCX
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5WwDRR8GH
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhslGURC6Aa
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自白 :
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「43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP74msduMx
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdT9M2GOWn
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUMQBfN15C
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年幼時媽媽說過：43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzOJdoUaCf
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如果很痛，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSRxazf2pa
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv9Mwf6TWw
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiiSxeYjdx
」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCezSNhEpsv
那之後還身為孩子時的自己，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdBh5KEXzv
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUK4QPJhIX
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1F5K1ekpi
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還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJhns4PoOf
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppNRbxqrIx
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYruvV3YVFj
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXYbJxym69
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jzTwDQOND
「因為我們是家人。」43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHnw6lvibJ
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZRXLDOsw1
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是什麼樣的母親，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VIYGDU8Ug
於孩子的撒嬌下，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhalzUooLB
於貧困、於匱乏，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYTMmfZqoo
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMTW8177yk
作為玩具獎勵給子女。43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8H4G1iyX4
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLz3lWEfHv
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0zJPpT0GI
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucRfOQwuwf
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、43Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PXKTIHAOR
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
