x
No Plagiarism!LBR7duVa1Ek8l6nfHDRHposted on PENANA 而且除了性愛,我好像也沒甚麼能滿足到阿曦了。這段時間我一直在思考到底跟阿曦抑或阿俊在一起,但⋯⋯他們就各有優點跟缺點呀,若果他們能合二為一,我就不用那麼煩惱了。8964 copyright protection182PENANAgVksbXkxKi 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAyiD51fL4SN
8964 copyright protection182PENANAwMJ9qqP0Nc 維尼
又或者我是在等待他們其中一方先放棄我,那我就不用作出選擇,飾演個被動的壞人。8964 copyright protection182PENANAJ7gPsDdHec 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAjrbDVyVRIX
8964 copyright protection182PENANA27wRtM1j1Z 維尼
我有很壞嗎?或者吧,但我只覺得自己是個濫情的人,就如「這個世界最壞罪名,叫太易動情」一樣道理吧。8964 copyright protection182PENANAVTGq9qCwoF 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAPVPm82ExHv
8964 copyright protection182PENANAkvw6zIcjWp 維尼
我用了多到數不清的性愛去安撫阿曦的不安與焦慮,只是原來性愛彌補不了他的不甘,漸漸我們相處的時候只剩下不斷的爭執和吵鬧。8964 copyright protection182PENANABGRJnJzbqG 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANA1aiuPwvAwi
8964 copyright protection182PENANAs5MOnpQCbr 維尼
每次都是我把東西收拾搬離他家以後,他又不甘心我們就那麼結束,跑過來拉着我的手着我不要走,吵到我們都抱在一起哭得一塌糊塗,然後我又會被他抱着回到他家。8964 copyright protection182PENANAYdbiNoNFoI 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAcWIBeHj2Le
8964 copyright protection182PENANAroKRv3mmqc 維尼
這種日子一直重複,我亦開始愈來愈不敢再面對阿曦。8964 copyright protection182PENANApG2eVsoABi 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAiSNNrL8CCH
8964 copyright protection182PENANAY6QFRY9XfI 維尼
我選擇甚麼都不做,甚麼都不理,每日除了上班下班,便是跟當時的同事一起打打鬧鬧,這種日子總比回去面對阿曦吵鬧的負能量來得舒服吧。8964 copyright protection182PENANAfDeibqhOkN 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANADF8M1nJEZi
8964 copyright protection182PENANA11Vyk5EA3G 維尼
——————————8964 copyright protection182PENANAVHNkPmNB9X 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANA8UlvuFAtTZ
8964 copyright protection182PENANAY0ZdCxepBu 維尼
『你咪鐘意張敬軒嘅,我買咗佢演唱會飛,睇之前嗰晚我去接你收工,上我度第二日一齊去睇啦,好耐無同你拍拖。 01:32 AM』阿曦WhatsApp我。8964 copyright protection182PENANADKCvoJBc7y 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAfD3wv0GAFY
8964 copyright protection182PENANADBjadHuLzV 維尼
『好呀! 01:46 AM』我回覆他。8964 copyright protection182PENANAQFXREjxvbL 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANApVoMhCihl2
8964 copyright protection182PENANAOgaYjv6xtM 維尼
回覆了阿曦之後,我便安全地刪掉了跟他的對話紀錄,以免被身旁的阿俊發現。8964 copyright protection182PENANA3KIOM5dAuU 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAujfZ0596XF
8964 copyright protection182PENANAgBnuExUBs1 維尼
確認電話是「安全」的狀態後,我便轉身跟阿俊交待將會跟「朋友」去看張敬軒的演唱會。8964 copyright protection182PENANAHONcPARK10 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAER73DcVyF8
8964 copyright protection182PENANAV64K4Vt3Am 維尼
要令身邊的人對你放下戒心,首先就是偽裝對他毫無保留的坦白,令他以為掌握着你一切的行蹤,對方就會覺得沒必要深究下去了。8964 copyright protection182PENANAFHa6daocWv 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAUyEt7PXs5H
8964 copyright protection182PENANAnUNZ2mIY8P 維尼
「你想睇嘅可以同我講㗎,做咩要同其他人去演唱會啫!」阿俊不屑地說。8964 copyright protection182PENANA4P5N0hsBnY 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAO9d15HANR0
8964 copyright protection182PENANAq0Pn4u9KZH 維尼
「講完你咪又係無咗件事~成日應承完陪我之後咪又係突然要OT~我哋成班舊同事一齊睇㗎,都同你報備埋唔係咁都唔準我去睇啫!」我不滿地說。8964 copyright protection182PENANA7tUh3S29f1 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAqcBqL0Ngjv
8964 copyright protection182PENANAEYD5ytP5jY 維尼
「咁你嗰晚小心啲,睇完就好翻嚟喇~」阿俊無奈特地說。8964 copyright protection182PENANAe4HrMT1yoH 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANA21vZKGtZS3
8964 copyright protection182PENANAEZg4mt6pt1 維尼
「嗯~知道喇⋯⋯」我平淡地說。8964 copyright protection182PENANAIEo3Ek8LY7 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAxxkDiWoORi
8964 copyright protection182PENANAL5KUSS5g4q 維尼
可能因為年紀關係,阿俊平常都忙於工作,我們很少會出去拍拖,大部分時間都是他下班的時候在家中煮煮飯,看電影,打遊戲。因為他對其他需要外出的娛樂都提不起勁,所以他都不會阻止我外出跟其他朋友出去玩。8964 copyright protection182PENANAu4GGaHCBGQ 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAyYd5HGTzPi
8964 copyright protection182PENANAaYqkipLMxA 維尼
只要事前都跟他報備就可以,而當然我都會有技巧地跟阿俊報備,一開始跟阿曦曖昧的時候,我都會以要留在餐廳研究新的菜式去跟阿俊隱瞞,他見我跟他一樣熱愛工作,也自然減少了對我的監視,反正他根本不會在意我的工作。8964 copyright protection182PENANAkYiJVzc0OT 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAZKd406b6aC
8964 copyright protection182PENANAYR40ViXTOA 維尼
一開始我設計出新的甜品都會高高興興地拿給阿俊分享,希望得到他的意見,但他每次都只會說好吃,然後就沒有然後了,所以漸漸我都不會再跟他分享餐廳裡的事情,他都說了對我的工作不感興趣。8964 copyright protection182PENANAm48N3GcJdX 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANA2npEBajf2m
8964 copyright protection182PENANAS8MAP1SqNF 維尼
愈相處下去我就覺得自己跟阿俊之間愈來愈沒有共同話題,到底是要找個相處得來得人才會快樂,或者是要找個能令自己過得快樂的人才合適呢?人生就不可能全都要,找個方方面面都合適的人嗎?8964 copyright protection182PENANAIKLtEsdFtG 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAr01UVBINPq
8964 copyright protection182PENANAG7JLBYOZC9 維尼
——————————8964 copyright protection182PENANA2xaOKU6RO3 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAYOIqtruRVb
8964 copyright protection182PENANAVRItX4sFXy 維尼
演唱會的前一天,因為有個同事last day,所以同事們準備在下班之後替那個同事搞場Farewell Party,我亦被留了下來歡送那個同事。8964 copyright protection182PENANA7jTiX9Ur1f 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAlgNVRZJhyr
8964 copyright protection182PENANAl3dDpkO2Ds 維尼
「喂!唔好講咁多!今晚唔飲哂餐廳啲酒邊個都唔準走呀下!」同事A熱烘烘地說。8964 copyright protection182PENANAwtIFqWBcdH 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAfA9aKOpKYN
8964 copyright protection182PENANAss0IxVZj6F 維尼
「啱呀!飲啦!」同事B興奮地說。8964 copyright protection182PENANAnYUNB2SZPo 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAd8Bg34FG8h
8964 copyright protection182PENANArMmlH73GTj 維尼
因為偶爾我都會跟同事在餐廳中慶祝各大節日,所以今晚我也自然地加入了這場派對。我坐在角落一口一口地灌着酒,聽着現場播起的音樂,跟隨節奏擺動身體,全然忘記了跟阿曦的約定。8964 copyright protection182PENANAos5opRItcX 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAsK4Haeudgd
8964 copyright protection182PENANAtEqj80nNga 維尼
「喂阿詩!點呀~做咗呢度成大半年慣唔慣呀?」阿豪走過來問我。8964 copyright protection182PENANA18tzatCccI 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAt9jMUFX5Ze
8964 copyright protection182PENANAYaRsTLOYKN 維尼
阿豪也是在這家餐廳比較年輕的同事,他很多時候都願意過來幫我,所以我對他的印象也挺不錯,是那種很有個人魅力的男孩。8964 copyright protection182PENANAhVlD200NHn 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAsA3dpxXNV5
8964 copyright protection182PENANA4L752lrAEw 維尼
「OK呀~你哋都幾易相處,響度翻工都幾開心吖!」我笑着說。8964 copyright protection182PENANAYDi07rPKVY 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAYoenbAsCoq
8964 copyright protection182PENANAfsFiOBIizH 維尼
「係呢~你聽日放假喎!有咩搞呀?」他問我。8964 copyright protection182PENANABBYvUENvbF 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAaas50Uc61U
8964 copyright protection182PENANAKCDFfgkZHC 維尼
「無呀~同朋友約咗去睇張敬軒咋~」我平淡地說。8964 copyright protection182PENANAkqBOgLrlEL 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAsAAL4FqOSL
8964 copyright protection182PENANA8DJ17b9spP 維尼
是的,我再次有技巧地跟阿豪隱瞞了部分事實,不過嚴格來說我也不算是在說謊吧,阿曦真的是我其中一個好朋友呀。8964 copyright protection182PENANAsrUJcnEgER 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANACt3sFdAmYf
8964 copyright protection182PENANAdpQrWJ9Oex 維尼
「朋友?男朋友呀?」阿豪試探地問。8964 copyright protection182PENANANSefTJQ9rU 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANA2hiQVgjoPV
8964 copyright protection182PENANAtyMsFp4t6u 維尼
「嗯⋯⋯唔係啦⋯⋯做飲食啲翻工時間咁閪點拍到拖吖~哈哈。」我笑着說。8964 copyright protection182PENANAR6NX83WCLa 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAezchyXaDSS
8964 copyright protection182PENANAYl3cWsoA9Z 維尼
「係咪呀!你咁靚竟然會無拍拖!好難令人相信喎~」阿豪興奮地說。8964 copyright protection182PENANAbCAMAagaRV 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAwo3emWn4vd
8964 copyright protection182PENANAHWagGpAimR 維尼
「呃你有獎咩~」我回覆。8964 copyright protection182PENANATOm8bwLdO4 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAgv6Z3sHJq7
8964 copyright protection182PENANA6s397DQVjv 維尼
說完,阿豪便把頭湊了上前跟我接吻。8964 copyright protection182PENANAmECs7lUKe4 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAm2IrbQP5Bc
8964 copyright protection182PENANAHrNALIW0Dy 維尼
「嗯⋯⋯做咩呀你⋯⋯你飲醉咗呀?」我笑瞇瞇地說。8964 copyright protection182PENANAVyqC0Men2h 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAUj8tAE8Abt
8964 copyright protection182PENANA06CIocsQGt 維尼
「如果你話有男朋友嘅話就係醉咗,如果你無嘅⋯⋯咁我認我呢刻真係想錫你。」阿豪輕挑地說。8964 copyright protection182PENANAP54IGUIqFT 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAqSnWIbzraM
8964 copyright protection182PENANAAGFN1xK7ky 維尼
「你真係好癲⋯⋯」我笑着說。8964 copyright protection182PENANAbdLI3CoQSR 維尼
186Please respect copyright.PENANAvkUZgFcI2S
8964 copyright protection182PENANAm3RSklqz8o 維尼
Story by IG @blackmoon.diary186Please respect copyright.PENANAEPEVVRvaQK
Like and follow if you interested the future story8964 copyright protection182PENANAXywYVxv0b2 維尼
216.73.216.8
ns216.73.216.8da2