他們說,其實老媽第一眼看見學長時,心底便隱隱有些預感……而老爸雖然剛遇到他並沒有特別察覺什麼,可是之後學長偶爾會帶我回家、然後被留宿,幾次相處幾次看著我們互動……慢慢就都知道了。6Please respect copyright.PENANA8k8OsuDNb8
6Please respect copyright.PENANAsf2BuYjHje
從一開始的不確定、猜測、也許擔心,到之後的明白、釋然、甚至……6Please respect copyright.PENANAUPPdnLRfNB
6Please respect copyright.PENANAu42nrNbot1
放下。6Please respect copyright.PENANAMES9jIOF4d
6Please respect copyright.PENANAQoiplqhKSt
而最初察覺到這種關係,老爸老媽很惶然,就像是大部分的父母一樣不想自己的孩子走上這條路。6Please respect copyright.PENANAKS2neTPjNW
6Please respect copyright.PENANAIhMjZqhUa9
從小,比起姊我讓他們多操了一份心,在孕育一個孩子之前,期望是很大的,不過隨著時間過去……看我長大,他們想……平安就好、我過得高興就好。6Please respect copyright.PENANAadpfGNfdQB
6Please respect copyright.PENANAyOLS8fCRpq
──雖然通常的日子都很不平安,從以前就是很倒楣,楣到老媽幾乎只要一小段時間沒看著我就不時在想是不是又出什麼事。6Please respect copyright.PENANAphDAcpOzHf
6Please respect copyright.PENANA1Hqg5ZRw1V
不過在上了高中之後,一些意外少了許多,至少不再三天兩頭進醫院,回家時人也都好好的……身邊多了不少朋友,老媽還覺得,我給人的感覺也不一樣了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAgIyRPf8Did
6Please respect copyright.PENANAFrQkFAakm7
6Please respect copyright.PENANAni5GTcvYzJ
同時注意到了更常出現的學長。6Please respect copyright.PENANAmwkZfic9uW
6Please respect copyright.PENANAWDIo12dTsR
曾經在逐漸肯定所猜測的後,她想向我確認,但是卻感覺得到我過的很好而不知道該怎麼問出口,所以慢慢的那種疑問被埋在心底……記得有一陣子她好像都是想說什麼卻又沒開口的樣子,但想問時,就會又剛好被姊打斷。6Please respect copyright.PENANAN0OZPXobBG
6Please respect copyright.PENANA0yZCJNjADC
說得大概就是那時候了,冥玥也更早就察覺,在我還沒注意到時替我擋下老媽的探詢,讓她安靜的繼續看著,一邊猶豫著擔心一邊慢慢接受。6Please respect copyright.PENANAQDCDDqEzKO
6Please respect copyright.PENANAJCrf2KCyEJ
當時老爸還是常常不在家,我也是……自從進到Atlantis後變得少歸,在難得能碰上時,他也會有意無意的提到學長,問我最近過得如何時,把話題引向或許就在旁邊的學長、然後又收起,其實我也曾覺得他態度有點怪異。6Please respect copyright.PENANAtrOGFhwpwY
6Please respect copyright.PENANAYR8DgkwJSK
不過到今天為止,沒說也不知道原來他們是想問……我和學長。6Please respect copyright.PENANApvYFkUAe0u
6Please respect copyright.PENANA9S63hxqFg3
可能是見面時間更短了,總是隨後又被拖著到處跑,異常「多彩多姿」的生活讓誰都很難去在意那閃爍的目光,思考沒辦法暫時專注在尚未發生的事上。一來也或許是在他們剛意識到時,我還和學長處在一種曖昧不明的狀況,根本不會往那邊想。6Please respect copyright.PENANAuHQQXzOn37
6Please respect copyright.PENANAAW93BeqHjy
很早就覺得……學長為我付出得太多,可是又沒去確認,連自己的心態也是懵懂,一拖就是好幾年才因為某些契機終於在一起,待到那時……已經釋然的父母不再問起,只是繼續默默的關心,就像一直以來的以前一樣。6Please respect copyright.PENANANI8dXrqrmY
6Please respect copyright.PENANAh13hgLSwMX
雖然隨時間,什麼都已經變了很多,但永遠不變的是那包容與掛心。6Please respect copyright.PENANAiSYpN0Ta3m
6Please respect copyright.PENANAsnqeyHpJXQ
還是擔憂還是掛懷,可是漸漸的,他們覺得路要讓孩子自己走,而且……即使不在身邊,每次看見我被學長拎回家,一些神態……做父母的知道,我被照顧的很好。6Please respect copyright.PENANADZ3ZHV82s4
6Please respect copyright.PENANAm9cR2Fd4mk
就算還是不知道Atlantis是怎麼一回事,也不知道實際上在那邊生活如何,偶爾跟回家的朋友說起話來總有那麼一點怪異……只要我過得好,一切都好。6Please respect copyright.PENANAKJAMNZfSL5
6Please respect copyright.PENANArOpCnXAmLi
他們想,既然我什麼也沒說,那麼在「時間」到之前,他們也什麼都別說吧。6Please respect copyright.PENANA80Q9CqjPxQ
6Please respect copyright.PENANAtLWCLcmXWv
於是就這麼沉默到了現在……6Please respect copyright.PENANANPbmF3cmr6
6Please respect copyright.PENANA5LWfUR3AgY
……6Please respect copyright.PENANAJJKeR6UT1T
6Please respect copyright.PENANAeyxkc02KYE
直到前日學長隻身來到了這裡,開門出來的老媽看見他身後沒有我,雖然有點困惑還是招待他,不過心底隱隱有些是時候了的了然。6Please respect copyright.PENANA44GIZ0JZ9r
6Please respect copyright.PENANA4sMRSQM1ZK
然後……在學長什麼都還沒說時,嘆息在暖熱的茶煙中飄散。6Please respect copyright.PENANAZBlYsSZ5Wf
6Please respect copyright.PENANAmwLQJfZSmb
他們只是冷靜的向學長確認,然後老媽拉過他的手,溫和的說──6Please respect copyright.PENANA3tJ3RI6Kxe
6Please respect copyright.PENANA0aNU1NKUX1
『漾漾就拜託你了。』6Please respect copyright.PENANAjxrxdEROfu
6Please respect copyright.PENANAZRFDnXRTrk
還有只要記得常常回來就好。6Please respect copyright.PENANAQynOZ0RXlk
6Please respect copyright.PENANAFBNMkaOzWH
有點詫異的學長聽完之後,給了他們認真而肯定的答覆,接著把發生過的一切事情,能說的都說了,包括姊在內四個人聊了整整一個下午。6Please respect copyright.PENANACUDgM6kBpP
6Please respect copyright.PENANAACEHj2iZ15
而也許是年紀有了,見得事情多了,加上隨時間老媽被封印的記憶慢慢有點回復,而老爸總是看著……他們接受了我將和學長活上很久很久的事實。6Please respect copyright.PENANA1VEFgnlLQI
6Please respect copyright.PENANACeo0pHVJYv
……6Please respect copyright.PENANAHGLlqmxrZR
6Please respect copyright.PENANAZysuNjkSiE
『我們還是很驚訝,有點不可思議……但是隱隱約約覺得你學長說的一切都是真的。』這一晚,老媽摸著我的臉,很輕的說。6Please respect copyright.PENANAaaDMH6glZW
6Please respect copyright.PENANApBOb8bbPSA
感覺得到那種溫柔的力道、關心的目光與釋然的語氣,我握住她貼在我臉上的手,閉上眼,好不容易緩下來的深刻情緒又差點被挑起。6Please respect copyright.PENANADQdFzAmBjb
6Please respect copyright.PENANAPI31HllJUB
爸則是摸摸我的頭,他不擅長說什麼話,可是若要講對我的關心,他也從沒少過於誰。6Please respect copyright.PENANAvFwKQUbuId
6Please respect copyright.PENANAPkb5DwkRzH
『不過你會很辛苦,選了這條路後……而其實最後我們只要你記得,不管如何我們都會支持你,因為愛你……而即使有一天不在了,這份心意也不會消失。』6Please respect copyright.PENANAyBS9HRa4Qh
6Please respect copyright.PENANAGyJzqbUMnz
『……嗯。』6Please respect copyright.PENANAP8Us5N5YEQ
6Please respect copyright.PENANAsup3bpL85P
一夜長談,就這麼到此為止。6Please respect copyright.PENANAtKZLHLXEru
6Please respect copyright.PENANACr9VIvxVHL
我擦去最後的眼淚、點點頭,再一次擁抱他們。6Please respect copyright.PENANAhQcIkeblyB
6Please respect copyright.PENANAAu3XX9nUZ1
擁抱這些永遠接受我的家人。6Please respect copyright.PENANAy5IRBjQHFg
6Please respect copyright.PENANAhBRjN2pmf2
6Please respect copyright.PENANAPtcVDcjBlW
6Please respect copyright.PENANAzvOBq4dPqC
ns216.73.216.117da2 6Please respect copyright.PENANAsf2BuYjHje
從一開始的不確定、猜測、也許擔心,到之後的明白、釋然、甚至……6Please respect copyright.PENANAUPPdnLRfNB
6Please respect copyright.PENANAu42nrNbot1
放下。6Please respect copyright.PENANAMES9jIOF4d
6Please respect copyright.PENANAQoiplqhKSt
而最初察覺到這種關係,老爸老媽很惶然,就像是大部分的父母一樣不想自己的孩子走上這條路。6Please respect copyright.PENANAKS2neTPjNW
6Please respect copyright.PENANAIhMjZqhUa9
從小,比起姊我讓他們多操了一份心,在孕育一個孩子之前,期望是很大的,不過隨著時間過去……看我長大,他們想……平安就好、我過得高興就好。6Please respect copyright.PENANAadpfGNfdQB
6Please respect copyright.PENANAyOLS8fCRpq
──雖然通常的日子都很不平安,從以前就是很倒楣,楣到老媽幾乎只要一小段時間沒看著我就不時在想是不是又出什麼事。6Please respect copyright.PENANAphDAcpOzHf
6Please respect copyright.PENANA1Hqg5ZRw1V
不過在上了高中之後,一些意外少了許多,至少不再三天兩頭進醫院,回家時人也都好好的……身邊多了不少朋友,老媽還覺得,我給人的感覺也不一樣了。6Please respect copyright.PENANAgIyRPf8Did
6Please respect copyright.PENANAFrQkFAakm7
6Please respect copyright.PENANAni5GTcvYzJ
同時注意到了更常出現的學長。6Please respect copyright.PENANAmwkZfic9uW
6Please respect copyright.PENANAWDIo12dTsR
曾經在逐漸肯定所猜測的後,她想向我確認,但是卻感覺得到我過的很好而不知道該怎麼問出口,所以慢慢的那種疑問被埋在心底……記得有一陣子她好像都是想說什麼卻又沒開口的樣子,但想問時,就會又剛好被姊打斷。6Please respect copyright.PENANAN0OZPXobBG
6Please respect copyright.PENANA0yZCJNjADC
說得大概就是那時候了,冥玥也更早就察覺,在我還沒注意到時替我擋下老媽的探詢,讓她安靜的繼續看著,一邊猶豫著擔心一邊慢慢接受。6Please respect copyright.PENANAQDCDDqEzKO
6Please respect copyright.PENANAJCrf2KCyEJ
當時老爸還是常常不在家,我也是……自從進到Atlantis後變得少歸,在難得能碰上時,他也會有意無意的提到學長,問我最近過得如何時,把話題引向或許就在旁邊的學長、然後又收起,其實我也曾覺得他態度有點怪異。6Please respect copyright.PENANAtrOGFhwpwY
6Please respect copyright.PENANAYR8DgkwJSK
不過到今天為止,沒說也不知道原來他們是想問……我和學長。6Please respect copyright.PENANApvYFkUAe0u
6Please respect copyright.PENANA9S63hxqFg3
可能是見面時間更短了,總是隨後又被拖著到處跑,異常「多彩多姿」的生活讓誰都很難去在意那閃爍的目光,思考沒辦法暫時專注在尚未發生的事上。一來也或許是在他們剛意識到時,我還和學長處在一種曖昧不明的狀況,根本不會往那邊想。6Please respect copyright.PENANAuHQQXzOn37
6Please respect copyright.PENANAAW93BeqHjy
很早就覺得……學長為我付出得太多,可是又沒去確認,連自己的心態也是懵懂,一拖就是好幾年才因為某些契機終於在一起,待到那時……已經釋然的父母不再問起,只是繼續默默的關心,就像一直以來的以前一樣。6Please respect copyright.PENANANI8dXrqrmY
6Please respect copyright.PENANAh13hgLSwMX
雖然隨時間,什麼都已經變了很多,但永遠不變的是那包容與掛心。6Please respect copyright.PENANAiSYpN0Ta3m
6Please respect copyright.PENANAsnqeyHpJXQ
還是擔憂還是掛懷,可是漸漸的,他們覺得路要讓孩子自己走,而且……即使不在身邊,每次看見我被學長拎回家,一些神態……做父母的知道,我被照顧的很好。6Please respect copyright.PENANADZ3ZHV82s4
6Please respect copyright.PENANAm9cR2Fd4mk
就算還是不知道Atlantis是怎麼一回事,也不知道實際上在那邊生活如何,偶爾跟回家的朋友說起話來總有那麼一點怪異……只要我過得好,一切都好。6Please respect copyright.PENANAKJAMNZfSL5
6Please respect copyright.PENANArOpCnXAmLi
他們想,既然我什麼也沒說,那麼在「時間」到之前,他們也什麼都別說吧。6Please respect copyright.PENANA80Q9CqjPxQ
6Please respect copyright.PENANAtLWCLcmXWv
於是就這麼沉默到了現在……6Please respect copyright.PENANANPbmF3cmr6
6Please respect copyright.PENANA5LWfUR3AgY
……6Please respect copyright.PENANAJJKeR6UT1T
6Please respect copyright.PENANAeyxkc02KYE
直到前日學長隻身來到了這裡,開門出來的老媽看見他身後沒有我,雖然有點困惑還是招待他,不過心底隱隱有些是時候了的了然。6Please respect copyright.PENANA44GIZ0JZ9r
6Please respect copyright.PENANA4sMRSQM1ZK
然後……在學長什麼都還沒說時,嘆息在暖熱的茶煙中飄散。6Please respect copyright.PENANAZBlYsSZ5Wf
6Please respect copyright.PENANAmwLQJfZSmb
他們只是冷靜的向學長確認,然後老媽拉過他的手,溫和的說──6Please respect copyright.PENANA3tJ3RI6Kxe
6Please respect copyright.PENANA0aNU1NKUX1
『漾漾就拜託你了。』6Please respect copyright.PENANAjxrxdEROfu
6Please respect copyright.PENANAZRFDnXRTrk
還有只要記得常常回來就好。6Please respect copyright.PENANAQynOZ0RXlk
6Please respect copyright.PENANAFBNMkaOzWH
有點詫異的學長聽完之後,給了他們認真而肯定的答覆,接著把發生過的一切事情,能說的都說了,包括姊在內四個人聊了整整一個下午。6Please respect copyright.PENANACUDgM6kBpP
6Please respect copyright.PENANAACEHj2iZ15
而也許是年紀有了,見得事情多了,加上隨時間老媽被封印的記憶慢慢有點回復,而老爸總是看著……他們接受了我將和學長活上很久很久的事實。6Please respect copyright.PENANA1VEFgnlLQI
6Please respect copyright.PENANACeo0pHVJYv
……6Please respect copyright.PENANAHGLlqmxrZR
6Please respect copyright.PENANAZysuNjkSiE
『我們還是很驚訝,有點不可思議……但是隱隱約約覺得你學長說的一切都是真的。』這一晚,老媽摸著我的臉,很輕的說。6Please respect copyright.PENANAaaDMH6glZW
6Please respect copyright.PENANApBOb8bbPSA
感覺得到那種溫柔的力道、關心的目光與釋然的語氣,我握住她貼在我臉上的手,閉上眼,好不容易緩下來的深刻情緒又差點被挑起。6Please respect copyright.PENANADQdFzAmBjb
6Please respect copyright.PENANAPI31HllJUB
爸則是摸摸我的頭,他不擅長說什麼話,可是若要講對我的關心,他也從沒少過於誰。6Please respect copyright.PENANAvFwKQUbuId
6Please respect copyright.PENANAPkb5DwkRzH
『不過你會很辛苦,選了這條路後……而其實最後我們只要你記得,不管如何我們都會支持你,因為愛你……而即使有一天不在了,這份心意也不會消失。』6Please respect copyright.PENANAyBS9HRa4Qh
6Please respect copyright.PENANAGyJzqbUMnz
『……嗯。』6Please respect copyright.PENANAP8Us5N5YEQ
6Please respect copyright.PENANAsup3bpL85P
一夜長談,就這麼到此為止。6Please respect copyright.PENANAtKZLHLXEru
6Please respect copyright.PENANACr9VIvxVHL
我擦去最後的眼淚、點點頭,再一次擁抱他們。6Please respect copyright.PENANAhQcIkeblyB
6Please respect copyright.PENANAAu3XX9nUZ1
擁抱這些永遠接受我的家人。6Please respect copyright.PENANAy5IRBjQHFg
6Please respect copyright.PENANAhBRjN2pmf2
6Please respect copyright.PENANAPtcVDcjBlW
6Please respect copyright.PENANAzvOBq4dPqC