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我只是不想坐以待斃。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8WTUVeBH8
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原本昏迷的我，由於右手食指的撕裂劇痛而醒了過來，對上一雙殘酷的金燦眼珠，此刻正閃耀邪氣的光芒，瞳裡映照扯下右手食指的指甲影像。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjwrhaajNF
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「嗚……」應該淒厲尖叫的嘴巴早就被不名物體塞滿了嘴，因為疼痛自然眼淚盈滿了眶，流入散亂的烏髮裡。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoiFlqjNzQ
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「沒想到那麼快就醒了，我還以為要把右手的指甲拔光你才會痛得跳起來呢－－不過你的腳被我用繩子給綁住了也是會動彈不得的吧。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UmrWKYOrY
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自說自話的飛坦移開鉗子，很有耐心的說著。與受害者聊天雖然稱不上他的嗜好，只是假裝跟他建立起一點關係，說不定等一下會更努力扭動身體來表達他的痛楚。而且過程中即便充滿樂趣，也該是有個人分享的呀。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BA2iYUUXx
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「當初叫你說又不肯說，現在你們那一群人都被殺掉只剩你了，我ㄧ定會用各種方法讓你把我要的實情說出口，對於這點，我可是相當有自信的。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWFN13DIA2
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「既然只拔一塊指甲你都會痛醒，表示這是你的敏感帶吧。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UD3uhh8EK
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說著，飛坦繼續用鑷子切開肉與指甲接合的部分，極為緩慢的殘忍速度從大拇指上撕下。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQ5Rj39i1n
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啊啊啊啊啊我痛得快瘋了！為什麼我不昏倒！不昏倒我就得承擔這絕望的折磨！每一秒都是永無止盡！29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSurQeCLBTc
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拔除大拇指後，他異常認真像個好孩子，按部就班完成他血淋淋的美勞作業，右手的指甲缺處無ㄧ不顯露紅血肉，五隻手指抽搐著。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeKtMbbbxz
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我很想死，卻死不掉。忍痛的時候牙齒咬破了下唇，因此舌頭嚐見血的味道。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7bZgqu6qZ
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如果這一切是為了逼我說出秘密，又為何將我的嘴堵死，其實他的原意，從頭到尾都是為了虐待我而已吧！29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MCH8rxXmW
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「阿，終於完成了。」他的嗓音間可摸索出喜悅感。「接下來，因為你今早的眼神實在是太欠扁了，我決定挖掉你的眼睛，由於怕你痛到休克，所以只挖一顆就好。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrF4StuoAYy
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當他把尖銳的指甲身到眼珠前五毫米瞬間我便嚇得昏過去，卻也在下秒被揍醒。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7cTipHmdT
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「我沒准許你昏，你就不准昏。」寒澈心骨的言語冷滲入我的脊髓。語畢，他的指甲已挖進我的眼眶，猛的將眼球扯出，我感到天旋地轉視野一片黑暗，他把眼球後的視神經與動脈捏斷的同時，我真的痛昏抽離了意識，怎麼毆打我也不會醒。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBAhFUDOXM
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這裡……一定就是地獄吧。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEYsfijiZ5
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如果永遠不甦醒那該有多好？29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvMgn7of7h
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可惜的是我已經醒了。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrsxGq6yEO
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紅光淹進眼眶，液體滴落左眼球留下的凹洞。血順著懸在半空的繩子上滴下，從被砍下腳掌的切口滴出鮮血滲入僅剩的右眼，及左眼窟窿溢出滿臉血紅。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8y7FI6L2Py
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這時候我才意識到我已在也無法行走，不可能逃脫此地。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhUxhZvtDP
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但似乎還不是真正絕望的時機，我發現，手腕與腳的繩子消失了，又驚又喜的我連忙扭動身軀，宛若毛蟲於地面蠕動前進，沒有聽見他的腳步聲，或許他暫時離開了。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUmbf9GUz4
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一當我碰上牆，我便緊貼著爬行，循著四方找出門，也許還有一線生機。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XCzDRVbfM
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爬行的時候側著一邊，避免壓到負傷的右手，因此像隻跛了腳的蝶，側著一邊顫顫巍巍，一個翻身，可能就再也翻不回來，故我得非常謹慎，一個手掌一個手掌的距離爬動著。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZppPDVhnS
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可以逃得出去嗎？29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ0cKXzoma
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真的有可能嗎？29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymsXZspJlN
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其實我也知道如此惡劣的環境下再怎麼想望都只是奢望，而我只是不想坐以待斃罷了，不管有多努力，最後降臨的只可能是冰冷的死亡扼殺我獨眼的光亮。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzzx367WCA
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我沒有停下掙扎的力道，直到他的嗓音在這四牆之間響起。此刻才恍悟，甫才我可憐且醜陋的掙扎被納為他的眼底成為一場可笑的戲碼。他只是想看我可以怎麼掙扎。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNIP6STjZy
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「絕望底部的人越是渴望擁有光芒，越是掙扎的姿態最美了。就跟你呻吟扭曲的臉龐不惶多讓，我喜歡。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7s6AOaSch5
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「可惜時間不多，你也只有兩個選擇：說出秘密然後被我殺掉；不說秘密，我繼續玩你直到你生不如死說出秘密再殺掉。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiIwHZ1Jj3
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「痛快一點就再往前爬一步，想玩下去就別動。」29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jn9wf1ktT
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我感到無比的屈辱感與不甘心，但我無從選擇，我想死得痛快，苟延殘喘實在太痛苦了。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirMcrxsvu7
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於是我往前爬了一步，他把我嘴裡的東西挖走，喉道頓時湧入新鮮的空氣，我自覺時間已經不多。然後我什麼都說了。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMlCxD8hsv
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他的手指貫破我的心臟，最終右眼的影像裡是那雙對死亡冷感的金色眼仁，沒有絲微的憐憫。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCqQFim4vB
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1.殘虐記為桐野夏生作者之書名。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3UMi0TxTh
2.我只是不想坐以待斃。　 --出自於電影版大逃殺。29Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6IK9nq4VC
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