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✽泰亨為了演員夢想而出國的背景，後續使用879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG2ooY98bM
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金南俊已經不知道自己在喝什麼，酒嗎？那為什麼還沒爛醉？水嗎？那能不能至少讓他可以清醒，好好憶起在心頭放不下的那張臉孔？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDd6KsmUBq
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猛一回神，他便看見有個人站在包廂門口，為這封閉混濁的空間，帶來了一道光。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHXPI9hXpa
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──「哥。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAEkM80EkD
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這聲呼喚，讓金南俊瞬間軟了眉頭，喉頭的苦轉甜，心頭的冷也變暖了。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWYtZA5GPy
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是泰亨吧？他應該在要去機場的路上啊，他得到了一個很棒的機會可以去國外發展，朝他想成為演員的夢想前進──啊沒錯，金南俊想起來了，就算是自己一個人喝得渾身酸楚，他也是來為泰亨慶祝、為泰亨餞別的。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlZzDqDCgq
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「你怎麼會在這？你不是應該出發了嗎？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJgbziFPtk
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「不管我出發了沒有……，哥說過會好好照顧自己的不是嗎？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOyMmEMVaq
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一向要人操心的小麻煩，竟以金南俊必須好好照顧自己為他可以安心出發的條件，也太沒說服力了不是嗎？金南俊會心一笑，但酒精的混沌讓他覺得嘴角要揚起，好困難。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMz1uGMwif
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金泰亨走了過來，在他面前站著，沒有坐下來，就只是站著；為了不要一直抬頭看他，金南俊也站了起來。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrOVqlGHGA
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一瞬間的頭暈目眩令金南俊有點兒難以招架，但他隨即感受到金泰亨挽住了他的手臂，某種互相拉扯的力道，讓他和金泰亨突然靠近了，像要擁抱，卻遲遲沒有觸碰彼此的身體──879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKqgnjgvQs
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「哥，我想留下來。」金泰亨緩緩說著，聲音裡的沙啞讓人充滿了遐思。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvmkWQzMhr
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「泰亨啊，聽哥說……」金南俊在腦海裡對於金泰亨的退縮，已經培養出了另一條情緒反應路線，他會從容地列出這麼做的優點和缺點，用金泰亨信服的口吻，讓他不再對未來害怕──879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUAxBZk25u
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如果你相信哥，就勇敢去闖吧，因為哥知道你一定會成功的！879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDf4D8chwo
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「……」但當金南俊往前一傾，輕靠著金泰亨的額頭時，他卻是一陣啞然；不行，他說不出口，他做不到。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuTEnO8xhv
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從知道泰亨要離開的消息以來，為他歡呼，為他找齊一切去到國外需要的生活資訊，為他四處向別人炫耀，為他給予全心全意的支持和意見……。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlHrzCWM5g
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──於是金南俊就敗在這兒，打從心底地以泰亨為榮，替他換來的只是一份無法任性要求：「但哥會想你，別走。」的寂寞。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYmiPgERoo
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金南俊眷戀地嗅著金泰亨的鼻息，想從那他熟悉的味道裡找出一絲線索，讓他知道此刻，金泰亨是希望金南俊給他一計鼓勵，還是，大膽地，把他留下來？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4PHpTo4te
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然而，霎那間金南俊只是腦中一片空白，陣陣耳鳴逼得他腦袋昏漲，眼前一片黑去，他便沒了意識；再次醒來時，包廂內一個人影都沒有，連充滿酒腥味的空氣也是一片死寂。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjyJL2FrLj
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金南俊按了按自己的眉尖，從沙發上痛苦地直起身來，費力地環顧四周──879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2FUywmHER
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所以，金泰亨的出現，純粹只是酒精作祟？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13pgH8sbwJ
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那麼，金南俊是否該感到開心，金泰亨仍然是那個不曾因夢想怯步的，令他驕傲的弟弟；或者，是否他終於可以允許自己崩潰，以為這次能把泰亨留住，卻發現從頭到尾只是飲酒過度、自欺欺人的幻想？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQe0exaCDU
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