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今天排的幾乎都是下午班，跑完早上的班次，由於昨晚幾乎沒睡什麼，將車子熄火整理過後，路德維希便提著背包走入總站休息室裡，打算趴著睡一陣。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5TMxYrHXe
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前些日子天氣極冷，縱然白日天空仍鬱鬱地壓著雲，森冷嚴寒。今日則一反昨日晴空萬里，陽光探照，只是真的是進入冬日了，溫度仍不怎高。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5Pvh5dHZG
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選了個不受陽光直照但也不特別冷的位置，把包包放在椅上，他雙臂交疊當枕闔目入夢。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK1cQHHvqI
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再醒來時候，十二點過沒多久，不曉得是睡的姿勢問題抑或別的，他感覺喉嚨乾渴無比，甩了甩頭讓意識更清醒些，他起身從自己的收納箱裡拿出前幾年去旅行時非常喜歡顏色所買的杯子，接著往休息室角落飲水機走去，用溫水沖淨杯子，才以七比三的比例將溫水與熱水注滿杯子，他仰首一口飲盡。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9akvvWWs2r
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抹乾唇邊沾上的水，他將杯子用水沖了一回，又抽了張紙巾將杯子擦乾放回箱裡。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUQu5j1VoG
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完成之後，忖思還有些時間，又走回方才地方坐著，從包裡拿出昨天下班經過書店看到、寫的還不錯的旅遊書籍，便打開書頁，低垂著眼閱覽著內容。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbbYp8NKX0
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「午安，路德維希！」相熟地同事走入休息室朝他打了聲招呼，本低頭讀著旅行札記的他聞言抬頭「午安，剛剛才回來？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12ckg3vXW4
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「是啊，等下又要跑另外一個路線了，真折騰人。」話還說著，同事便扭頸甩手活動活動長途開車僵硬的筋骨「沒辦法，家裏還有群孩子要養啊。」雖是抱怨地語句，但面容卻是截然相反地十分滿足，路德維希想起這從進入公司就認識的同事前幾年結了婚，且連著數年一個又一個孩子誕生，其他同事曾以此笑鬧是要報效國家的恩惠嘛？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HU6pLWDSj
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「嗯，我記得你的大女兒要上小學了吧。」因為是結婚後的第一個孩子，有事沒事對方就會拿著照片炫耀一下他家女兒是多麼可愛多麼棒，什麼叫做女兒控，他還真真見識到了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiG33ND0fl
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「是啊……所以身為爸爸的我要更努力了啊！」想到什麼，同事指著他疑惑「路德，你不想定下來嘛？你不是工作十幾年了嗎？積蓄多少有吧，沒想過和誰結婚嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hX1Cu7UQE
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路德維希搖頭。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN42L0gxE0z
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「我已經一個人很習慣了」他平淡道，又補充了句「況且，我三十幾年的生命裡也從來沒有誰跟我告白過，想要有也無從想起。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuBPfxqMNJ
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「怎麼可能？」同事不可置信地大叫「你長得還不錯耶？怎麼可能沒有跟你告白過？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3j5nVzbMvd
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「告白？誰跟誰告白？」路過的另外一位帶著眼鏡的同事湊過來加入他們的談話。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3B5Gp9WUtE
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「路德說從來沒人跟他告白過啦。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtCgE3dBiq
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「真假？怎麼會？」他同樣驚怪地嚷嚷「路德長相還挺不錯啊，應該頗受女孩子青睞不是嗎？要不我介紹幾個親戚的女孩給你認識看看？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeKL2heieC
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……這是怎樣？路德維希收起書，五官皺起。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnUMckXJgg
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沒有人跟他告白過很奇怪嗎？確實從來沒有人對他說過喜歡啊，至於原因理由是什麼他大略猜想得到……但這並不是重點，且本來明明是很平常的寒暄幾句，怎麼話題主角莫名其妙就從他家孩子變成是他了？還發展成要替他牽線認識女孩子的局面？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGthK2NlLA0
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忖思著要怎樣避過同事們的詢問，他抬頭望一眼時鐘，距離他發車時間不到二十分鐘……藉口去廁所尿遁？只是在他思考當口，因為沒有接話緣故，他們早已經把話題拉到別的地方去了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZNXAtUH6e
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唔，看來沒他事情？也好，昨天突然接到母親久違的電話，幾年沒聯絡了，誰知人世變遷這麼劇烈？母親給的資訊實在讓他一時無法負荷，結果導致他掛上電話後徹夜輾轉難眠……下午還要跑幾趟，趁此閉眼再休息好了……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDdpJMebj8
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那兩位同事的談話在他意識裡斷斷續續。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjdNXJBSrR
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「說起來，昨天我兒子回來就跟我說他在學校遇到的事情呢。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2azASo4io
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……對了，他記得這位同事為人父好些年，前幾天他才見到那兩個雙胞胎下課時來找他們爸爸……他們的爸爸也是一樣的是溺愛孩子的典型……常常就拿出手機逢人炫耀他家孩子是多麼可愛又像天使的……天下父母愛孩子都是一個樣嘛？兩個同事說出來的一模一樣他簡直可以倒背如流了……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkqIEp7CoS
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「你兒子今年上小學二年級了吧？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAbOEnSJDl
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「是啊。他們那間學校比較小間，每班人數都很少，所以一二年級的體育課是一起上的，結果昨天因為下大雨，體育老師帶他們去活動中心跳繩跟搖呼拉圈，一年級因為才剛接觸這兩樣新的器材都不大熟練，所以體育老師一個一個指導一年級的，結果其中有一個一年級小男生過於活潑好動，滿場跑來跑去，最後還因為玩鬧關係嘛？把我兒子的同班同學推倒在舞台，親了他好幾口，搞得那位被親的男生哭得很大聲，半節課都哭光了。」說著說著肯定是覺得無比有趣，路德只聽見同事很不客氣地大笑起來。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkHeOzDDPY
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「哈哈！哭了半節課是因為初吻被奪走，所以特別傷心吧。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtzrfyIuly
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「誰知道？我兒子說他從來沒見過那同學哭得這麼傷心，雖然下課就恢復精神跟其他人去操場玩球了。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuj7pipnEeu
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「嗯，果然是小孩子，哭的快去的也快，一下子就可以恢復精神了啊！」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPZ173jBBD
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「不過小孩子應該是沒有初吻這種概念吧……說到這，路德你有初吻的經驗嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jJIuC2EVQ
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……呃？……怎麼話題傳來繞去還是回到他身上？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGsrmy3sLW
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闔眼休憩的路德被突然這麼一問驚的張開眼目，被意外干擾休息以至於心臟劇烈地跳動，連耳朵都能聽見那強烈砰咚聲。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqu0Fq5v6u
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「咦？你在休息啊，抱歉抱歉，我沒注意到。」和人聊得太過愉快，並沒有注意到他的狀況，同事有些不好意思地合掌道歉。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFOSR1GEMF
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「……沒關係。」瞧瞧時鐘，路德起身拿起背包「我時間差不多了，我先過去把車發好。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxknqCB0q2f
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「嗯，路上小心啊。」戴著眼鏡地同事一臉擔心地提醒。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ4EignEOL
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「好。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza2sn2RknW
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「謝謝。」乘客向他謝過便走下車。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa02JXBmEQc
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車門重新闔上，他繼續駛往下一個地點。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP0FGfgvdJ
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這個時段很少有人會上車，剛剛下車的乘客是今天第一個客人，在他下車之後，整個車子安靜的只有他播放的古典音樂在圍繞。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYMGgfNS0x
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因此之故，他想起稍早在休息室裡同事們對話的內容。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHhulfOaBM
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不要說有人跟他告白，他根本連喜歡人、初吻的經驗都沒有，雖然他的外貌確實不錯，但或許是性格冷僻吧，從學生時代就很少跟別人來往，加以他成績不好不壞沒有特別之處，很難引起別人注意，而且……因為家裏父母的問題，對於喜歡人、成家立業這件事情他很遲疑。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7dzGb8SUy
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父親在他很小時候就因為外遇問題經常跟母親大吵，有時候他睡夢裡驚醒過來就可以聽到在他房間之外，父母親大聲爭執甚至摔東西的聲響。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAsH2wM5EW
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母親是個非常強勢的人，用現代話語來說算是女強人那一類，至於父親，他對父親的印象一直是個很懦弱不去認真面對他造成的問題，只會逃避、不負責任的人。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEDNGDc5oy
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家裏由於這樣，氣氛一直很僵持，每次回家都像是要把他咽喉掐住，無法呼吸。他甚至好幾次想過輟學逃家。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGaowyfs1Z
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他國小畢業前，他們離婚了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUYMyvsj4o
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在母親爭取下，他歸母親扶養，而父親，則是每個月固定見他一次面。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIVPRD329r
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不過可能是從小就常見他們爭吵關係吧，內心常想要避開那家，所以國中之後就住在學校宿舍裡，偶爾才會回家去和母親見個面，或和父親吃上頓飯，假如不是非常必要，他很少跟雙親說上幾句話。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqd7gfNEdj
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那時候不知道在慌亂什麼，只覺得對於未來總看不到方向，和同學也不想交往，他把自己孤立在群體之外，除了唸書，唯一的樂趣就是漫無目的隨著公車一站又一站地到終點站，然後在那裡隨意逛下，又搭上返程的公車回到出發點。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14cLHzvDi8
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如果有所謂鐵道迷的話，他可能就是公車迷吧。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPYqygV2CP
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只要時間允許，他就到處搭車，體驗沒經過的路程，他尤其喜歡在搭著公車時，放眼注視窗外一幕一幕閃過的景色，放空或者思索。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzpdIkD8Gp
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清晨，上午，晌午，下午，晚霞，夜色。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY2htOzRoV
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他就這樣數年地注視著窗外各種轉瞬消失的景色，這個習慣一直到他大學都還有，或許是這樣關係，那些像地圖似的各式路線因此被他牢記，使他考取執業駕照時候發揮了很大的作用。因為一直都看著記著，所以對於哪裡需要停車等待或者左轉右轉早瞭若指掌，於是大學一畢業考上資格他就進入客運裡工作，成為同期最年輕的司機。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHpTaMoUca
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如今算來，已十幾年了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet79UswQDm
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由於每個月排班都不大一樣，他放假的日子和常人不同，他知道公司裡有些司機因為這樣而和一些朋友疏遠了，不過他向來獨行慣了，這對他並不造成任何困難，相反地，他更喜歡這樣單獨的日子，也許去書店消磨時光，也許規劃一日旅遊行程，也許好好清掃整理他自己的車子。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVoxoEwjze
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就如同他一直以來的那樣，安靜地自己過活。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9u45riJFo
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他不曉得像這樣老年生活的日子會過多久，可是一個人並沒有什麼不好，總好過兩人天天爭吵難熬的日子。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiQuimINnx
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前方站牌有人招手，他緩下車速停靠。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XL3ZWpsH8
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上車的是一個滿頭華髮的青年，他慣例地報出目的地名稱，並投下對等的金額，取走車票，撿了個靠窗的位置落坐。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTZx1B2Eus
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等青年坐好，路德維希才繼續開動車子。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPQ9SVFdNB
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他走這個路線好幾年，最近才見到這位青年，而且使他感覺奇怪的是幾乎是從這週開始每次只要他這時間點出車都會見到這人，隱隱約約哪裡不對勁，他又說不上個所以然來。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OlZXA3b89
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可能是他意識過剩了，或許這位青年紙是剛巧這週搬來這附近居住罷了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC8QwphUy5
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過了幾站之後，上來的是位少女，她一上車就向他打了聲招呼，同樣投下零錢取過車票，並坐在靠近車門的第一個位置。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryih7tz4NB
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「好久沒見到你了呢。」她開心地道。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0syNjzQdN
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「會嗎？我一直都是走這個時間啊。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHyHmtQE3m
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「那肯定是我時間沒跟你對上啦……升上高中好多書要讀，我每天都在圖書館唸書念很晚呢。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfEjtgBpdG
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「現在學生還真辛苦啊……」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80XLRnWoz1
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少女又與他寒暄了幾句話，接著她戴上耳機專注地低頭背著英文單字了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47Q6kOCohr
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之後又陸陸續續地在不同站有乘客上車下車，他也就沒注意到白髮青年是在什麼時後下了車。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYtCUrH55x
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跑完最後一趟，在終點站加滿油鎖好車子，便開著自己的汽車回到住宿的地方，停好車上樓開啟自己的家門，剛好手機這時候響起，他從包裡翻出來，是母親打來的。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknhw4dv19u
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他頓時感覺有些呼吸不順，然而他還是按下通話鍵。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGxRspnMBH
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『路德，剛下班？』那端傳來昨夜才聽到的母親的嗓音，多年未聽，仍如記憶般帶有強者的風範。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHb9XIUbtA
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「嗯，媽媽。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwgaa6VzqD
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接著，他們沉默。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjfDpHMp67
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『昨天……媽媽說的，你有考慮過了嗎？』良久，母親才又試圖打破僵局地問道。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDns7USNCl
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他還是沉默。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8w4fr5uSK
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『……路德？』母親難得不安，這不安使得路德心軟。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJtbZEVpCf
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「……我還在想，媽媽。過幾天我再給妳答覆，可以嗎？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUAOZHAKgo
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母親應聲好，然後又說了幾句家常話才掛斷。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgHV6DBLWa
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路德盯著屏幕閃爍，沈重地嘆氣。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5f9kLjudz2
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昨夜接到母親難得打來的電話，自從他進入社會之後，幾乎就與雙親斷了聯繫，偶爾才會通個電話互問近況，所以他以為母親也只是例行的噓寒問暖罷了，可是內容卻是讓他瞋目愣住的難以置信。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bilKIyIEu
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母親說她有了新的對象，想介紹給他認識。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDehQDB4lKH
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這對象是她因公司的事務而認識的一位客戶，他們起先因為相互合作經常往來，後來久了便產生情愫，於是前幾個月開始交往，甚至可能會和對方結婚，不過對方也有個孩子，按年紀推比他還大上幾個歲數，若結婚的話，戶籍上算是他兄長。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLTppPo8ga
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『所以，我們聖誕節見個面好嗎？』母親問，等待他下文。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzBRSPNpXV
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初聞他內心一時紊亂地還抓不准，只覺得母親背叛了他很惱火，可究竟是誰背叛誰？父親早已經讓家不成家了不是嗎？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7YH9dWhlq
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路德維希張口欲言，只是一開一闔，半天都發不出聲。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteeDUt7DyX
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他是憤怒的，可是他又能理解母親想晚年有伴的心態。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBzdmWjdZX
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父親那件事情傷他們太深，使母親在恢復單身之後婉拒了所有追求者，寧願就這樣過日子，但是他又明白要他叫別人爸爸是不可能的，更何況那素未謀面的人還有個比他大的兒子。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ylhmzY7dc
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他的內心好比茅與盾，他明知可以卻無法真正接受。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dISey5FGO
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昨夜他沒有回應半句，逕自就掛斷電話，甚至拔掉家裏電話與手機電池。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uQnhxW7BD
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他想藉由睡覺逃避，卻整晚無法入眠。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXZsY05wYZ
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他曉得自己很自私，他想要母親一直是他的母親，而不是誰跟他一同擁有的母親，畢竟他是母親與父親唯一的孩子啊……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVldN2jWS48
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路德維希胃一陣翻湧，彷彿又回到幼年時期，夜裡聽見父母親相互爭執的吵鬧聲，他什麼也無法或者什麼都做不了，只能蜷縮在被窩裡忍住情緒，拼命祈禱天快點亮起的那種陷入深淵裡的無能為力。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtCcca55Lb
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他無法選擇，也根本不能選擇。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1XdoY9cDb
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答案就在那裡，昭然若揭。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNFK9lu4Ki
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他只是不想那麼快承認罷了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdb1zG6rPg
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不想那麼快承認，他還是由衷地希望母親得到幸福。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXxhzo2ti1
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隔天上班，從行政人員那裡接到下週新的班表，許多同事就來跟他調度時間，整個下來變成耶誕夜那天他幾乎從早上到晚上都有，而且路線個個不同。值得慶幸的是，那天最後一班在八點前就會結束。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GLvNBOKRq
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「這不剛好，反正你也沒有情人啊，耶誕夜那天晚回去ＯＫ啦。」同事看完他調完的班表，沒什麼惡意地陳述事實。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZhH5D70sv
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話是這麼說沒錯，但問題是，母親約他吃飯的時間就是那天。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdZfAcVSpI
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……這下說不定可以婉拒？他轉念一想，雖然他是打從心底希望母親幸福，但去見一個素未謀面的人對他而言還是不太自在，如果要是他動作或者言語不對使對方留下不好印象的話……對母親也不怎麼好。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrcgwu75f0
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可是他這樣逃避，不就父親一樣自私？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt0Yo7CoGt
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他渾身一凜，思緒無比冰冷。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65nz6b8QXc
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是啊！他這樣避而不談，跟父親又有什麼兩樣呢？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2n4LJKIrhj
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父親後來再娶，卻經常打電話給他問母親有沒有交新的男朋友，他十分厭惡父親這樣的舉止，明明已經又選擇別人共組家庭，卻又不希望母親得到新的愛情，這樣地自私自利，母親又不是他所有的物品。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOGL2sdn0c
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而他竟然差點也要和父親一樣傷害母親。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EWMQ7Rnt9
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最後趁著中午休息的空檔，他撥通電話給母親，答應了母親的請求。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zY2HUine8
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母親本來有些小心翼翼地嗓音在聽見他同意之後，立即就高昂幾分，顯得十分地喜悅，因而也使他不禁開心地微笑起來。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyrGBdYU77
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『不過那天他兒子也會一起來，沒關係嘛？』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5nDimMnuM
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「就是可能成為我未來哥哥的那一位……？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FlzNITxb6
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『嗯，那人說也想向兒子介紹我。』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiAJOgVkWA
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聽至此，路德維希有些想笑。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWqqext8BC
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母親和那人思考方式……還真像呢。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqa0InBND0
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「這樣嘛……反正之後你們會結婚吧？我先和未來的哥哥見上一面也好。不過，媽媽，我那天到八點下班，沒關係嘛？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUJ7DbcFOX
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『那人說他兒子八點前才到，所以正好，沒問題的。我會訂八點的。』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9qjyqyCyB
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「雖然這麼說有些晚了……』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ6qmLxISp
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『說什麼？』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06WrCNUrqn
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「媽媽，妳一定要很幸福喔。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oKDPkrrHd
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『……傻孩子。』母親頗為好笑，又混雜著難為情地唸了他一句。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBsWstzGiT
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「嗯。」他應道。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGgVtfIun6
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『自從有你，媽媽一直都很幸福。』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAGeSgRVR5
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「但妳要更幸福。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhY70Ia44g
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母親沒再說什麼，但是透過電話那端傳來的聲響，他曉得此刻母親正拿著什麼擦拭淚水。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLamCpSpx04
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他等了一陣。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3GzibCJ7i
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『那麼，確定好餐聽我會再聯絡你的，路德，工作加油喔。當天見。』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDrvx0x8Sg
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「嗯，我會加油的。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFjjMXzE8U
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耶誕夜他果然非常忙碌。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P6nTUiVBi
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畢竟他沒家人情人的負累，不需趕在某個特定時段前離開，所以他早上一醒來就非常的忙，他從來沒有這麼忙亂，導致他不斷漏接母親的來電，最後只得打簡訊問母親什麼事情，母親回只是要跟他提醒今晚的餐廳地點在哪，看了那地址他才發現最末班抵達的目的地就在母親指定的餐廳附近，他想可能母親有打探過特意選的，否則不可能會這麼湊巧。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQEj5f1JdG
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晚上六點他從總站發車，由於是最後一班，所以剛開始上車人數非常多，大家都趕著要回去一起度過耶誕夜，人是如此地多，使他沒發現那華髮青年何時上車，只是當從鏡子見到時，那青年已經是在他後方，這時原本滿是人的車子內也只剩稀疏幾人。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2I6FVx2JB6
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在接近終點站前幾個站，車上剩下的人除了青年都下了車。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm8jx3V69C
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一路上都沒什麼車，他思忖大家都回家去陪伴家人了吧。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARCkPflNTW
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「路德維希。」身後白髮男子語氣甚是歡快地喚他，已經快駛入終點站的人聞之打了個突，先是疑惑後面這位見不過幾次面的乘客怎麼知道他名字——他甚至連他叫什麼他也不曉得——心緒瞬間蒙上一層懼怖，而後頓然想起在車門邊就貼著駕駛員名字的牌子，只要上車有注意四周的乘客都會知道他的名字……他釋懷地放鬆心神，不然他還真以為後面這乘客及可能就是同事們時常打趣的、只在新聞裡出現的跟蹤狂變態了……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fVQRCkXtY
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……但是他們明明不認識啊……為甚麼要直接叫他名字？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvBlHTSPOI
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他決定忽略他直接稱呼他名諱的違和感。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ClH8PzBHl
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「什麼事呢？先生。」他制式問著後方的乘客，不帶什麼感情。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqteYhQD9wJ
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那人沉默一陣子，路德維希也非要窮追猛打得出個答案的性格，他想或許對方是出於遊戲心態叫著他名字好玩的，回應不回應倒不是那麼重要吧，於是也不再追問。他眼神筆直看著前方終點站敞開的大門，方向盤一轉車輪拐彎抵達還亮著的售票亭前，他是這一路線最末班司機，他瞇眼盯著售票亭內，燈亮著，但卻掛著停止營業的牌子。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOV6pPEaVR
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今天值班的同事什麼事情太匆忙，以至於忘記關閉電燈？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qxu6YhAu8
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路德維希尋思等會將車停好熄火，就幫下這粗心的同事關上燈，以免明日公司人來電責罵浪費電。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6Nea9NWBN
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把車子絲毫不差地開進停車格裡熄火，他回頭大喊。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivmgiO9aNM
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「終點站到了，要下車的乘客請下車。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHAVGq3KSJ
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不過除了那白髮青年以外，車上冷清寂靜地只有他聲音迴盪。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmazuRnoalf
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路德維希見狀還愣了數秒，但很快他又恢復平時的冷容。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTINENAbvC
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想想也是，畢竟是聖誕夜，許多人早就去陪伴家人情人了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYZ54mIaX1
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……而他等下也將要去見睽違已久的母親，以及母親前幾天在電話那端所說的，再嫁的對象以及他的兒子。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpk1kzH6iZ
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剛巧母親挑選的餐廳就在他今日末班車終點站附近，走幾個路口就到了。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0weheaYZe6
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「先生？」見那白髮青年恍若未聞地坐著，路德維希皺眉，聲音也不免因疑惑而高昂幾分。「已經到終點站囉，您還不下車？」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMT6rdANG24
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「路德維希。」白髮青年忽地朝他露出笑靨，因為關掉暖氣的關係，窗外冷意滲入車內部，青年臉上也因而酡紅的像蘋果，配合著他嘴裡的話語煞是令人動心。 51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz8jbqCtno
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因這景象，竟使他見著一時有些呆了，而沒注意到白髮青年已經起身朝他靠進而來，等他眨眼，青年已經近在咫尺，兩人之間近的剩下鼻息距離。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7X6UL9SZ5
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事情發生的很快。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAE0t7KPSkH
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路德維希至今還是無法完整拼湊出為甚麼會發生。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6bvvFjL75
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白髮青年傾身吻住他唇瓣，恣意掠奪著他呼吸的空間，直到彼此都氣喘吁吁，某種欲望在血液裡翻騰，青年才結束這一個綿長的吻。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y2ABhK64x
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「等下見囉，路德維希。」青年十分滿足地笑道，向他擺擺手，神情愉快地步下階梯，遠遠的還能聽見青年愉悅地哼著曲子。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgamRVDbg9a
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路德維希回過神之後面容慘白，整個人弓背趴伏在方向盤上。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpy5RVqEF8
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剛剛發生了什麼？！51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZItMF4Qux
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他被吻了？他被吻了！？他的初吻！而且是一個沒見過幾次面的陌生人？為何？還有什麼等下見？51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoy4xkDOPf
他可不記得有邀約青年半句啊啊！見什麼啊！51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GFk4dBTSm
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一切都超出他可以理解的範圍，獨自生活了十幾年的路德維希頭一次感覺這件事情棘手的讓他難以平復情緒。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RrVeKLjwa
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正當他混亂地無法想其他事情，放在口袋裡的手機鈴聲大響，他反射性地接起。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlydQgvSHsu
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『路德維希，你下班了嗎？對方已經到了喔。』51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqjD4SxQe1
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「是媽媽啊，我剛下班，等會就會過去。」51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBG10kLUNS
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掛斷手機，路德維希起身巡視了下車子內部有無沒關好的地方，便回頭拿起自己的背包，穿好掛在椅背上的大衣，關上車門口就從駕駛做旁的小門出來，用鑰匙鎖住車門，嚴寒地冷風颼颼地往他撲來，令他不住哆嗦一陣。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWU43S8kE9
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……等下就要去與母親的情人會面了啊……51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDtPRJElsf
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倏然，腦裡出現青年離開前撇下地那句話。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22pjrMiiOS
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路德維希彷彿想通什麼的面容大變。51Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtTnO4zk71
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