我帶著輕省的步履,離開主管的房間,回到自己的工作間。我輕輕哼著歌,執拾好個人物品後,便不理會其他同事的錯愕,瀟灑離開辦公室。449Please respect copyright.PENANA7YlAfRMiNb
我的腦海,想起了徐志摩的《再別康橋》:449Please respect copyright.PENANAxbSSgdT45m
「悄悄的我走了,正如我悄悄的來;我揮一揮衣袖,不帶走一片雲彩。」449Please respect copyright.PENANA3ehtWWNQfD
一如所料,我在回家途中收到主管的來電。449Please respect copyright.PENANAgc9lSg3knK
「陳俊福!」主管憤怒地說道:「這是甚麼意思?」449Please respect copyright.PENANA9rWsoFUH1K
「信上寫得很清楚。」我冷冷回答:「你不會退化到連簡單的英文也看不懂吧。」449Please respect copyright.PENANA0vbgV0mKiR
「好的,那我直話直說!」主管怒哮:「你負責的項目呢?你的交接呢?你的責任心去了哪裡啊!」449Please respect copyright.PENANAOK7qV3sroR
「抱歉,那可是你的事,並不是我的事。」我回答:「實際上,我已不是貴公司的員工了。」449Please respect copyright.PENANA6hSNpZOh52
「好的!你不仁,我不義。」主管語帶恐嚇:「我警告你,你這樣做的話,我會用盡我的方法,確保你前途盡毀的。」449Please respect copyright.PENANABAARNuiMvD
「我不仁?不仁的一直是你才對吧!」我冷笑著說道:「還有,撫心自問,你有關心過我的前途嗎?多年來你關心的,從來都是你自己的利益,及你自己的前途罷了!再見!」449Please respect copyright.PENANADdyPH6NbiC
說完後,我狠狠地掛上電話,並將主管的電話號碼封鎖了。449Please respect copyright.PENANAvUMiALuPZC
活了四十年,這大概是我做得最轟烈、最熱血的一件事了吧!449Please respect copyright.PENANAo21Pkmt85R
我終於可以像海南一般,有「歸零」的勇氣,敢於拋開自己的包袱,去做自己想做的事了。449Please respect copyright.PENANApH5N82faWw
以後的日子會如何?449Please respect copyright.PENANAMwhf7cgfJw
管他的。449Please respect copyright.PENANAiuO51mtTc1
讓我先專注於完成「台北馬拉松」,實現幸嵐的夢想,之後的事,之後再說吧。449Please respect copyright.PENANACOVr4m1OcR
接下來的數個星期,我刻意增加了訓練次數和強度,希望可以追上進度並重拾狀態。台北馬拉松的完成時限為五小時三十分鐘,而我與幸嵐所定的目標,是以五小時內完成。我的狀態慢慢提升,令我有信心可以達成這個目標。449Please respect copyright.PENANAMLnmbhEKTA
但坦白說,我完全沒法習慣自己一個人跑步。449Please respect copyright.PENANAF69BgP2Ylv
沒有了開朗樂觀的幸嵐在身邊,跑步變成了完全不同的一回事。每次訓練中,陪伴著我的,只有孤獨感、汗水和淚水。身體的痛楚和疲累,遠遠不及我內心的哀痛和孤寂。能令我堅持下去的,就只有媽媽、海南、東水和碧琪對我的鼓勵,及我對幸嵐媽媽的承諾。449Please respect copyright.PENANAbGK2KbBz9g
終於,在十二月二日,亦即正式比賽前的兩星期,我成功完成了三十公里的長課。這亦是我目前所能完成的最長距離,完成時間為三小時十分鐘。拉筋收操後,我筋疲力竭的坐在沙田運動場的看台上。449Please respect copyright.PENANAOx59x61TJF
我問自己,我還有餘力在兩小時內跑多十二公里嗎?449Please respect copyright.PENANA7939q7r33V
我身體的每一個部份、每一個器官,均很清楚地向我傳遞一個訊息。449Please respect copyright.PENANAjZSg2dDZSA
『求求你啊,Jan,這是絕不可能的,放棄吧!』449Please respect copyright.PENANAYldzAsy8cr
但在我內心深處,卻有一把溫柔的聲音,輕聲向我作出鼓勵。449Please respect copyright.PENANA6xUba2zf1O
【Janny哥哥,你可以的。加油!】449Please respect copyright.PENANAtVv8LX1pgR
是幸嵐嗎?449Please respect copyright.PENANA8mMFiWuhSY
回過神,我已不禁淚流滿臉了。449Please respect copyright.PENANAqiHRXvGD9e
回家後,我無意中在社交平台看到這段說話:449Please respect copyright.PENANA5vC8HjEiIY
「A marathon training schedule is just like life.449Please respect copyright.PENANA4QhamACi4n
You will get all the shit things you didn’t want along the way:449Please respect copyright.PENANA8uiVDI1alg
injuries, blisters, illness, ITB knees, distractions or even depression.449Please respect copyright.PENANA34Uco1u87f
It’s a stop-start thing that will put you off at times.449Please respect copyright.PENANA2uVSUNVRMp
But at the end of the day there’s only one goal:449Please respect copyright.PENANAilGMu3dLnq
“Get out there on race day,449Please respect copyright.PENANAVfQb7YUXvl
give it your best shot with whatever you’ve left in your tank,449Please respect copyright.PENANAUAr0r12Ujj
and make sure you have no regrets.”」449Please respect copyright.PENANAQSmlSbmbGQ
發帖者原來跟我一樣,即將挑戰自己的「人生初馬」。正在以冰敷雙膝的我,也確切感受到了他的熱血。449Please respect copyright.PENANAWqNrk8ynyb
比賽日,就讓我無悔無憾地大幹一番吧。
比賽的那日,妳會在天上為我打氣嗎?
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