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泰德生日快樂>W<54Please respect copyright.PENANAlZbPl1okA0
對不起我竟然拖欠了一天泰德我對不起你QAQQQQ54Please respect copyright.PENANApugIcr8tpn
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我還是取不出甚麼很棒的標題呢......(煩惱54Please respect copyright.PENANA6E1p62n2mj
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「泰德,你知道嗎?」54Please respect copyright.PENANA4uVOz3grk9
「每個人在每一年的生日都可以向天界長者許一個願望喔!」 54Please respect copyright.PENANAKdeuHTOvlC
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模糊的記憶裡,他還依稀記得神父曾經對他這樣說過。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvsowdzfnoy
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「真的嗎?為什麼呢?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAvgT9X1M6uZ
「那是因為──」54Please respect copyright.PENANAtWnFHWqTwk
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神父總是溫柔又有耐心地對自己解釋著,柔和的光芒籠罩在這名主教身上,這樣一個,溫柔的鬼神。54Please respect copyright.PENANA4Lh017h2Pa
那時,大家都還在自己的身旁,小卡、小戈、小馬、父王……現在回想起,太過美好的早已逝去的過往,幸福得讓人不忍直視。54Please respect copyright.PENANAgpuHCzsG3z
身邊的暖熱光芒如今只剩下餘燼後的寒冷,曾昔的親人環繞如今徒留自己一人;刺骨凜冽的孤寂凍得他近乎絕望,早已不再的雙親笑顏模糊得不堪回首。54Please respect copyright.PENANAGBtW3iwCRt
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但是,有個人在自己最無助的時候握住了自己的雙手。54Please respect copyright.PENANAZGXxTtW7bB
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明明是如冰的藍色眼眸,卻溫暖得不可思議;早就失去溫度的大手,卻傳來一陣陣的熱度,煨暖了自己;對方其實才是更需要陪伴的人,卻實現了自己從未說出口的願望。54Please respect copyright.PENANAw50Y8U1QJX
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──實現了他所希望的,不再孤單一人的願望。54Please respect copyright.PENANA7rFo0lpxcS
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離開了阿魯瑪滋邸,告別了卡培拉後,泰德和弗拉烏例行到鎮上的教堂進行回報。54Please respect copyright.PENANAUF4zDDkYY1
一插入實習主教的證明,果不其然又是一張接一張的來信,大部分都是哈克連寄來的,不外乎是最近在擔任公主的教育者時又做了甚麼或者要好好照顧自己云云,想必待會弗拉烏拿到的也會是一堆卡斯托魯主教寄來的警告單以及抱怨書。54Please respect copyright.PENANAZs8CmEf7VO
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想到那個金髮的不良主教會有的表情,泰德忍不住笑了出來。54Please respect copyright.PENANAZqPyyKGuiP
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哈克連的來信通常是兩三天寄來一次,等到最後一張落在手上後,泰德發現上頭是今天的日期。54Please respect copyright.PENANAGbDxvzH5tt
不同以往洋洋灑灑兩三張,這次僅止只有兩三句話,底下還意外的附上卡斯托魯和拉普的祝福。54Please respect copyright.PENANAF3ql3Q0kX7
「咦……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAuwEl5cMmEk
語音還未消退,猝不及防地,幾滴斗大的淚珠打在教會的專門用紙上,暈開的墨漬渲染在潔白的紙上,讓在一旁的弗拉烏嚇了一大跳。54Please respect copyright.PENANA5jOG5OriSe
「泰德?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAhLZqtklXCY
弗拉烏收起嘻笑,拿過對方手中的信件快速地掃過後,他攬過少年的肩,拍著略顯纖細的背脊,「生日是件值得高興的事,為什麼要哭呢?」54Please respect copyright.PENANA2RMZQdopxG
即使翠綠色的雙眼盛滿晶瑩的淚珠也極為美麗,但他寧可少年的歡笑甚於哭泣。54Please respect copyright.PENANAa6Gju7YqwC
撫上抓著自己的風衣的纖細卻有力的手,安撫著對方輕微的顫抖及略顯冰涼的體溫,弗拉烏完全沒有發現自己的表情有多溫柔。54Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3lv0RA08Y
「我早就忘了……今天是自己的生日。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAXi6qjzj3vF
緊抓住男人的風衣,少年把自己的嗚咽埋在對方胸前。54Please respect copyright.PENANAS8h2CQuD9e
嘆了口氣,「因為有告知路線,哈克連和眼鏡仔他們有事先寄了東西到這裡,要去拿嗎?」揉了揉少年柔軟的棕色短髮,弗拉烏的語氣輕鬆愜意,眼裡卻有些許不明的情緒。54Please respect copyright.PENANAlF0x9fgxvM
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複雜得連他自己都不明白。54Please respect copyright.PENANA1vDwwOG5bX
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「你今天一直在發呆喔?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAjiReUUQdlS
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他們現在位於第四區與第五區的交界,小龍米卡傑早已睡下,泰德靠近了弗拉烏,頭靠在對方的手臂上。54Please respect copyright.PENANALNMNTfDsH6
「……沒甚麼。」有些狼狽地撇過頭,弗拉烏似乎想逃避這個問題。54Please respect copyright.PENANArro2hdVwLY
盯著眼前從一開始收到哈克連的信後就拚命發呆撞到頭拐倒腳的次數暴增顯然就是不太對勁的男人,泰德沉默了下,然後移動位置,面對著他。營火劈劈啪啪地燒著,映亮了少年的髮梢,而因為背對光源,少年的臉龐被籠罩在陰影下,翡翠綠的眼眸更顯晶亮。54Please respect copyright.PENANAlJouj5kKbT
「泰……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAltKodhxyGf
弗拉烏還想說些甚麼,泰德卻突然抱住了他,讓他嚇了一跳,「泰德?」54Please respect copyright.PENANA80lVHympc5
沒有回答對方的疑問,少年自顧自地說了下去。54Please respect copyright.PENANA04CUPgCORC
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「有一次,哈克連曾經問過我的生日,但我並沒有想太多。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAbsxxplOxit
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自己沒多想,卻沒想到對方一直都記著。54Please respect copyright.PENANAfWalzSVbye
對他這樣早就失去一切的人,有人記著自己誕生的那一天,比甚麼都還要讓他高興。54Please respect copyright.PENANAUbatF8pa3j
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『泰德,你知道今天是甚麼日子嗎?』54Please respect copyright.PENANAclPkAE6BQy
『……?不知道……』54Please respect copyright.PENANAkefny3gS2c
就像是當初的米卡傑一樣,明明他早已被血汙染上,卻還是接受了自己的一切,毫不猶豫地。54Please respect copyright.PENANABk96Af5gqR
『泰德!祝你生日快樂──!感謝你來到這個世界──!』54Please respect copyright.PENANAiaW05D2jWf
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對自己來說,就像是救贖一樣。54Please respect copyright.PENANAtZMO6cpJbH
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「我曾經、曾經想若是我沒有出生就好了,或許大家就不會因為保護我而死掉、爸爸和媽媽也會好好的,」雖然因為將臉埋在對方胸前,看不清少年的表情,但是尾音的輕顫卻洩漏了他的情緒,「但是今天看到了哈克連的信後,我突然想起米卡傑對我說過的話,突然覺得好高興、覺得幸好我有出生,不然我也不會遇見哈克連、遇見卡斯托魯先生和拉普拉多魯主教,還有──」54Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ4EeMJAN7
話還沒說完,一個力道將他的臉抬起,冰冷的薄唇截斷了他接下來所有的話,但僅僅淺嘗輒止,微冷的唇轉而游走在他的頰邊及眼角,帶來一陣涼意。54Please respect copyright.PENANAhwytl5YSYw
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舐去少年頰邊的眼淚,舌尖的鹹澀讓弗拉烏感到極為地不捨。54Please respect copyright.PENANA7MkCBcb950
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他執起對方的手,「你的出生,是值得高興的,因為它實現了很多人這輩子最大的願望,」輕柔的吻一個個地落在那雙被少年認為早已汙穢不堪,但在自己眼中卻無比美麗堅強的手上,「我只是,在生我自己的氣而已。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAKBZf45Jjdt
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那時,到寄放處領取大概是幾天前就寄來的包裹,他看著少年有些緊張地向服務人員說明來意,想到方才在信裡看到的字句。54Please respect copyright.PENANAi40uzzkcCG
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『給泰德,』54Please respect copyright.PENANAMJQsK1U6wf
『如同泰德你曾經對我說過的那樣,我也非常感謝你的雙親。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAvWDiY737lO
『因為有你的出生,我才能夠遇見了你。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAbSNkV0q72a
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他看著少年拆開包裹,雙眼因拿起裡頭的物品而興奮得閃閃發亮。54Please respect copyright.PENANAoCWByzXqah
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『很多孩子認為自己是父母親的累贅,卻不知道自己,其實才是父母親所實現的,最大的一個願望。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAdRuw6GyLjY
『你的出生,是最值得慶賀的事情。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAn69qSUrBYo
『因此,今日在此向你獻上我最大的祝福,我的戰友。』54Please respect copyright.PENANA4N98xRPe8K
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──『生日快樂。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAPb5KVqCIoa
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生日快樂,這句話從他認識少年以來,他還未曾說出,也不知道對方的生日,但是竟然被他人捷足先登,就某種層面上來說,倒有些不是滋味。54Please respect copyright.PENANAo1e54RU16g
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『弗拉烏?』54Please respect copyright.PENANAXNreVNX2IP
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回過神來,發現少年站在他面前,手上還揣著禮物,他也只能硬擠出笑來掩飾自己的不對勁,不希望讓少年看出自己的內心那太過難為情的嫉妒。54Please respect copyright.PENANAHzM80AzPEa
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不能沒有對方的是他,而不是泰德。54Please respect copyright.PENANANFmuyHNS08
當初會握住了那雙孤單的手,是因為在對方身上看見了過去自己的影子,但沒想到被救贖的卻成了自己。54Please respect copyright.PENANAozyks8mZVN
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『你……有真正哭過嗎?你曾說過「一直陪著我的人,已經再也回不來了」。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAdTeQcGYcJF
『笨──蛋,幹嘛要跟死神說這個啊?這種事我早就習慣了。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAZtOijtTXWt
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習慣重要的人一再地離開自己,習慣總是自己一個人。54Please respect copyright.PENANA4JehfdfSSn
不管是基德還是巴斯迪恩。54Please respect copyright.PENANA3R1bjgVrvU
但是那個少年卻說了──54Please respect copyright.PENANAFw9znQy3Ow
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『怎麼可能會習慣!無論失去多少次都是會悲傷會痛苦的!』54Please respect copyright.PENANA30XK9vi1RB
『甚麼死神!難道你就不是人嗎!?』54Please respect copyright.PENANAVg81Em3Iit
『更加珍惜自己一點吧!』54Please respect copyright.PENANA5eg6L7pvht
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與其說今天是少年的生日,倒不如說同樣的也是自己的重生日。54Please respect copyright.PENANAOmBfAiLKYP
因為對方的出生,他才能夠重生的日子。54Please respect copyright.PENANAx18etGaUI1
然而在這個值得慶賀的日子,自己卻顯得格外狼狽──54Please respect copyright.PENANAMJFEYHPWDX
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「今天是因為你的出生,我才能被救贖的日子。」將頭埋在少年的頸窩,弗拉烏覺得自己人生中第一次這般挫敗,「我還來不及跟你說生日快樂,就被搶先了。」54Please respect copyright.PENANADga85Hl289
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見著男人從未在自己面前露出的狼狽樣子,泰德想笑卻又莫名地想哭。54Please respect copyright.PENANAQAseq4RuKd
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這個不良主教,平時再怎麼調侃捉弄自己,在緊要關頭卻都是站在自己這一邊。54Please respect copyright.PENANAHKPIFEIaxo
他在自己最無助孤立無援的時候,接住自己,握住了自己的手,自始至終,都沒有放開過。54Please respect copyright.PENANAkITonQ0fvv
明明自己才是被拯救的那一個,對方卻說自己救贖了他。54Please respect copyright.PENANALsg1iGuBY4
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這讓他感到十分難為情。54Please respect copyright.PENANAAeGhVNQXRE
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「我才沒有……」他微微窘迫地垂下眼,「我並不像米卡傑那般純潔、也不像哈克連那樣勇敢──」抬起頭,他的話卻被對方的反駁所打斷。54Please respect copyright.PENANAqgn8qDTqei
「你有。」弗拉烏揚起笑,溫柔得令人訝異。54Please respect copyright.PENANAiH5voCrQhq
──「你是我見過最純潔的存在。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAnZh0VvxekZ
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這名少年,是他見過最美麗的存在。54Please respect copyright.PENANAkVMICYE2lX
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『一旦碰觸到別人的悲傷或溫柔時,我的心裡就會感到陣陣抽痛。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAxqXCDgErNb
『看來我還是很軟弱吧。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAkOGYMTq3yz
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不是的,那正是少年的溫柔之處。54Please respect copyright.PENANA0R0EC1nqfv
這樣的溫柔,拯救了徘迴於黑暗中的自己。那是一道曙光,給予他救贖的,美麗又聖潔的光芒。54Please respect copyright.PENANAsgvo4jMXbM
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但是,那個少年,不僅僅是自己的光。54Please respect copyright.PENANA2zLF6pMqWf
不只是哈克連,所有與少年相處過的人,都會被那太過純粹的美麗所吸引。54Please respect copyright.PENANAlY9J4spLOx
讓他往往忍不住焦急也為自己甚麼都做不了而感到懊惱──54Please respect copyright.PENANAHNzRum0LQL
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「早知道我應該讓卡培拉幫忙把你的腦袋治好的。」54Please respect copyright.PENANADwah5Avkv9
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泰德用著「你是笨蛋嗎」的眼神看著眼前分明是自尋煩惱的男人,不知道是該高興還是該揍對方一拳。54Please respect copyright.PENANAo8fgAy6dwE
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在豪森家時,他曾經向榭蘭先生說了「羨慕」。54Please respect copyright.PENANA5UFB3Qceha
能夠保護如同家人的人,保護自己所愛的人,是一件多麼令人羨慕的事。54Please respect copyright.PENANA4fB9Fjzytk
而他卻連最重要的朋友,都保護不了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAgZls94KFcZ
但是在離開之前,榭蘭先生說了,『你明明也有很重要的家人嘛。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAPKdU79lK2N
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弗拉烏……嗎?54Please respect copyright.PENANAGcW7RkwJgn
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他曾認為,他與弗拉烏最初的邂逅,是為了阻止費亞羅廉的復活。54Please respect copyright.PENANADU1ctiSWml
但實際上或許並非如此,這場邂逅,或許只是為了讓他遇見對方、讓他實現自己唯一的那個願望。54Please respect copyright.PENANAKTq1xq3Ucp
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「甚麼──」覺得自己被嚴重貶低的弗拉烏發出抗議,卻在看見對方的表情之後噤了聲,所有的焦躁不安全都在瞬間消失無蹤。54Please respect copyright.PENANAx5LGVVNHMf
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垂下眉眼微微地笑著,少年的表情溫柔美麗得不可思議。54Please respect copyright.PENANARERM8iF3Kk
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「神父……神父曾經對我說過,每個人在每一年的生日都可以向天界長者許一個願望。」他靠著對方的胸膛,早已失去溫度的肌膚卻莫名地燙人,「所、所以,今天特別把我的願望送給你。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAak06Vyjsjv
盯著不敢抬起頭的少年,弗拉烏笑了下,覺得自己真的是個自尋煩惱的笨蛋,的確該把腦袋治好。54Please respect copyright.PENANACgVs6OJQGY
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「不用。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAODqAZjD3CW
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「咦?」泰德顧不得讓對方發現自己燒紅的雙頰,瞪著眼前不識好歹拒絕他好意的傢伙。54Please respect copyright.PENANAJH5j4yB1WL
像是安撫小貓似的,金髮的不良主教回抱嬌小的少年,將臉貼在對方的額角輕吻,用著少年從未見過的溫柔,微笑。54Please respect copyright.PENANAdG3cOKbL5R
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──「 。」54Please respect copyright.PENANA1cxXVETvsE
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泰德愣了下,不斷滲出眼睫的晶瑩淚珠落下。54Please respect copyright.PENANAClhTPLIN3a
然後,他也跟著笑了,哭泣的笑顏可愛得讓人忍不住想要親吻。54Please respect copyright.PENANAw9xQrnnLbi
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而弗拉烏理所當然地,也這麼做了。54Please respect copyright.PENANA28BvOwbfau
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神父曾經對他說過,每個人在每一年的生日都可以向天界長者許一個願望。54Please respect copyright.PENANADmrOizBPQn
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「真的嗎?為什麼呢?」 54Please respect copyright.PENANA2jwVpJbnES
那時的他還天真地問著。54Please respect copyright.PENANAo6upmmn9ve
神父摸了摸他的頭,溫柔的笑就像是陽光一般溫暖──54Please respect copyright.PENANAe0xSWDYZAE
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「那是因為,我們的出生就是實現了父母親最大的願望。」 54Please respect copyright.PENANAI1YQO7d4Rz
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他們在人生的道路中,都在找尋生命中唯一的那個人。54Please respect copyright.PENANADSDYa1rmzS
而彼此的出生,不僅是為了實現了父母的願望,也是為了彼此,不再孤單一個人。54Please respect copyright.PENANAsIFfmDBWqI
就如同弗拉烏所說的──54Please respect copyright.PENANAescjpeASTt
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『因為你的出生,已經實現了我這輩子唯一的一個願望。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAHOBTwAN3Ks
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後記
泰德生日快樂>W<54Please respect copyright.PENANAlZbPl1okA0
對不起我竟然拖欠了一天泰德我對不起你QAQQQQ54Please respect copyright.PENANApugIcr8tpn
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我還是取不出甚麼很棒的標題呢......(煩惱54Please respect copyright.PENANA6E1p62n2mj
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「泰德,你知道嗎?」54Please respect copyright.PENANA4uVOz3grk9
「每個人在每一年的生日都可以向天界長者許一個願望喔!」 54Please respect copyright.PENANAKdeuHTOvlC
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模糊的記憶裡,他還依稀記得神父曾經對他這樣說過。54Please respect copyright.PENANAvsowdzfnoy
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「真的嗎?為什麼呢?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAvgT9X1M6uZ
「那是因為──」54Please respect copyright.PENANAtWnFHWqTwk
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神父總是溫柔又有耐心地對自己解釋著,柔和的光芒籠罩在這名主教身上,這樣一個,溫柔的鬼神。54Please respect copyright.PENANA4Lh017h2Pa
那時,大家都還在自己的身旁,小卡、小戈、小馬、父王……現在回想起,太過美好的早已逝去的過往,幸福得讓人不忍直視。54Please respect copyright.PENANAgpuHCzsG3z
身邊的暖熱光芒如今只剩下餘燼後的寒冷,曾昔的親人環繞如今徒留自己一人;刺骨凜冽的孤寂凍得他近乎絕望,早已不再的雙親笑顏模糊得不堪回首。54Please respect copyright.PENANAGBtW3iwCRt
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但是,有個人在自己最無助的時候握住了自己的雙手。54Please respect copyright.PENANAZGXxTtW7bB
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明明是如冰的藍色眼眸,卻溫暖得不可思議;早就失去溫度的大手,卻傳來一陣陣的熱度,煨暖了自己;對方其實才是更需要陪伴的人,卻實現了自己從未說出口的願望。54Please respect copyright.PENANAw50Y8U1QJX
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──實現了他所希望的,不再孤單一人的願望。54Please respect copyright.PENANA7rFo0lpxcS
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離開了阿魯瑪滋邸,告別了卡培拉後,泰德和弗拉烏例行到鎮上的教堂進行回報。54Please respect copyright.PENANAUF4zDDkYY1
一插入實習主教的證明,果不其然又是一張接一張的來信,大部分都是哈克連寄來的,不外乎是最近在擔任公主的教育者時又做了甚麼或者要好好照顧自己云云,想必待會弗拉烏拿到的也會是一堆卡斯托魯主教寄來的警告單以及抱怨書。54Please respect copyright.PENANAZs8CmEf7VO
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想到那個金髮的不良主教會有的表情,泰德忍不住笑了出來。54Please respect copyright.PENANAZqPyyKGuiP
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哈克連的來信通常是兩三天寄來一次,等到最後一張落在手上後,泰德發現上頭是今天的日期。54Please respect copyright.PENANAGbDxvzH5tt
不同以往洋洋灑灑兩三張,這次僅止只有兩三句話,底下還意外的附上卡斯托魯和拉普的祝福。54Please respect copyright.PENANAF3ql3Q0kX7
「咦……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAuwEl5cMmEk
語音還未消退,猝不及防地,幾滴斗大的淚珠打在教會的專門用紙上,暈開的墨漬渲染在潔白的紙上,讓在一旁的弗拉烏嚇了一大跳。54Please respect copyright.PENANA5jOG5OriSe
「泰德?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAhLZqtklXCY
弗拉烏收起嘻笑,拿過對方手中的信件快速地掃過後,他攬過少年的肩,拍著略顯纖細的背脊,「生日是件值得高興的事,為什麼要哭呢?」54Please respect copyright.PENANA2RMZQdopxG
即使翠綠色的雙眼盛滿晶瑩的淚珠也極為美麗,但他寧可少年的歡笑甚於哭泣。54Please respect copyright.PENANAa6Gju7YqwC
撫上抓著自己的風衣的纖細卻有力的手,安撫著對方輕微的顫抖及略顯冰涼的體溫,弗拉烏完全沒有發現自己的表情有多溫柔。54Please respect copyright.PENANAJ3lv0RA08Y
「我早就忘了……今天是自己的生日。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAXi6qjzj3vF
緊抓住男人的風衣,少年把自己的嗚咽埋在對方胸前。54Please respect copyright.PENANAS8h2CQuD9e
嘆了口氣,「因為有告知路線,哈克連和眼鏡仔他們有事先寄了東西到這裡,要去拿嗎?」揉了揉少年柔軟的棕色短髮,弗拉烏的語氣輕鬆愜意,眼裡卻有些許不明的情緒。54Please respect copyright.PENANAlF0x9fgxvM
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複雜得連他自己都不明白。54Please respect copyright.PENANA1vDwwOG5bX
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「你今天一直在發呆喔?」54Please respect copyright.PENANAjiReUUQdlS
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他們現在位於第四區與第五區的交界,小龍米卡傑早已睡下,泰德靠近了弗拉烏,頭靠在對方的手臂上。54Please respect copyright.PENANALNMNTfDsH6
「……沒甚麼。」有些狼狽地撇過頭,弗拉烏似乎想逃避這個問題。54Please respect copyright.PENANArro2hdVwLY
盯著眼前從一開始收到哈克連的信後就拚命發呆撞到頭拐倒腳的次數暴增顯然就是不太對勁的男人,泰德沉默了下,然後移動位置,面對著他。營火劈劈啪啪地燒著,映亮了少年的髮梢,而因為背對光源,少年的臉龐被籠罩在陰影下,翡翠綠的眼眸更顯晶亮。54Please respect copyright.PENANAlJouj5kKbT
「泰……」54Please respect copyright.PENANAltKodhxyGf
弗拉烏還想說些甚麼,泰德卻突然抱住了他,讓他嚇了一跳,「泰德?」54Please respect copyright.PENANA80lVHympc5
沒有回答對方的疑問,少年自顧自地說了下去。54Please respect copyright.PENANA04CUPgCORC
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「有一次,哈克連曾經問過我的生日,但我並沒有想太多。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAbsxxplOxit
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自己沒多想,卻沒想到對方一直都記著。54Please respect copyright.PENANAfWalzSVbye
對他這樣早就失去一切的人,有人記著自己誕生的那一天,比甚麼都還要讓他高興。54Please respect copyright.PENANAUbatF8pa3j
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『泰德,你知道今天是甚麼日子嗎?』54Please respect copyright.PENANAclPkAE6BQy
『……?不知道……』54Please respect copyright.PENANAkefny3gS2c
就像是當初的米卡傑一樣,明明他早已被血汙染上,卻還是接受了自己的一切,毫不猶豫地。54Please respect copyright.PENANABk96Af5gqR
『泰德!祝你生日快樂──!感謝你來到這個世界──!』54Please respect copyright.PENANAiaW05D2jWf
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對自己來說,就像是救贖一樣。54Please respect copyright.PENANAtZMO6cpJbH
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「我曾經、曾經想若是我沒有出生就好了,或許大家就不會因為保護我而死掉、爸爸和媽媽也會好好的,」雖然因為將臉埋在對方胸前,看不清少年的表情,但是尾音的輕顫卻洩漏了他的情緒,「但是今天看到了哈克連的信後,我突然想起米卡傑對我說過的話,突然覺得好高興、覺得幸好我有出生,不然我也不會遇見哈克連、遇見卡斯托魯先生和拉普拉多魯主教,還有──」54Please respect copyright.PENANAcJ4EeMJAN7
話還沒說完,一個力道將他的臉抬起,冰冷的薄唇截斷了他接下來所有的話,但僅僅淺嘗輒止,微冷的唇轉而游走在他的頰邊及眼角,帶來一陣涼意。54Please respect copyright.PENANAhwytl5YSYw
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舐去少年頰邊的眼淚,舌尖的鹹澀讓弗拉烏感到極為地不捨。54Please respect copyright.PENANA7MkCBcb950
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他執起對方的手,「你的出生,是值得高興的,因為它實現了很多人這輩子最大的願望,」輕柔的吻一個個地落在那雙被少年認為早已汙穢不堪,但在自己眼中卻無比美麗堅強的手上,「我只是,在生我自己的氣而已。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAKBZf45Jjdt
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那時,到寄放處領取大概是幾天前就寄來的包裹,他看著少年有些緊張地向服務人員說明來意,想到方才在信裡看到的字句。54Please respect copyright.PENANAi40uzzkcCG
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『給泰德,』54Please respect copyright.PENANAMJQsK1U6wf
『如同泰德你曾經對我說過的那樣,我也非常感謝你的雙親。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAvWDiY737lO
『因為有你的出生,我才能夠遇見了你。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAbSNkV0q72a
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他看著少年拆開包裹,雙眼因拿起裡頭的物品而興奮得閃閃發亮。54Please respect copyright.PENANAoCWByzXqah
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『很多孩子認為自己是父母親的累贅,卻不知道自己,其實才是父母親所實現的,最大的一個願望。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAdRuw6GyLjY
『你的出生,是最值得慶賀的事情。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAn69qSUrBYo
『因此,今日在此向你獻上我最大的祝福,我的戰友。』54Please respect copyright.PENANA4N98xRPe8K
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──『生日快樂。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAPb5KVqCIoa
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生日快樂,這句話從他認識少年以來,他還未曾說出,也不知道對方的生日,但是竟然被他人捷足先登,就某種層面上來說,倒有些不是滋味。54Please respect copyright.PENANAo1e54RU16g
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『弗拉烏?』54Please respect copyright.PENANAXNreVNX2IP
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回過神來,發現少年站在他面前,手上還揣著禮物,他也只能硬擠出笑來掩飾自己的不對勁,不希望讓少年看出自己的內心那太過難為情的嫉妒。54Please respect copyright.PENANAHzM80AzPEa
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不能沒有對方的是他,而不是泰德。54Please respect copyright.PENANANFmuyHNS08
當初會握住了那雙孤單的手,是因為在對方身上看見了過去自己的影子,但沒想到被救贖的卻成了自己。54Please respect copyright.PENANAozyks8mZVN
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『你……有真正哭過嗎?你曾說過「一直陪著我的人,已經再也回不來了」。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAdTeQcGYcJF
『笨──蛋,幹嘛要跟死神說這個啊?這種事我早就習慣了。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAZtOijtTXWt
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習慣重要的人一再地離開自己,習慣總是自己一個人。54Please respect copyright.PENANA4JehfdfSSn
不管是基德還是巴斯迪恩。54Please respect copyright.PENANA3R1bjgVrvU
但是那個少年卻說了──54Please respect copyright.PENANAFw9znQy3Ow
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『怎麼可能會習慣!無論失去多少次都是會悲傷會痛苦的!』54Please respect copyright.PENANA30XK9vi1RB
『甚麼死神!難道你就不是人嗎!?』54Please respect copyright.PENANAVg81Em3Iit
『更加珍惜自己一點吧!』54Please respect copyright.PENANA5eg6L7pvht
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與其說今天是少年的生日,倒不如說同樣的也是自己的重生日。54Please respect copyright.PENANAOmBfAiLKYP
因為對方的出生,他才能夠重生的日子。54Please respect copyright.PENANAx18etGaUI1
然而在這個值得慶賀的日子,自己卻顯得格外狼狽──54Please respect copyright.PENANAMJFEYHPWDX
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「今天是因為你的出生,我才能被救贖的日子。」將頭埋在少年的頸窩,弗拉烏覺得自己人生中第一次這般挫敗,「我還來不及跟你說生日快樂,就被搶先了。」54Please respect copyright.PENANADga85Hl289
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見著男人從未在自己面前露出的狼狽樣子,泰德想笑卻又莫名地想哭。54Please respect copyright.PENANAQAseq4RuKd
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這個不良主教,平時再怎麼調侃捉弄自己,在緊要關頭卻都是站在自己這一邊。54Please respect copyright.PENANAHKPIFEIaxo
他在自己最無助孤立無援的時候,接住自己,握住了自己的手,自始至終,都沒有放開過。54Please respect copyright.PENANAkITonQ0fvv
明明自己才是被拯救的那一個,對方卻說自己救贖了他。54Please respect copyright.PENANALsg1iGuBY4
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這讓他感到十分難為情。54Please respect copyright.PENANAAeGhVNQXRE
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「我才沒有……」他微微窘迫地垂下眼,「我並不像米卡傑那般純潔、也不像哈克連那樣勇敢──」抬起頭,他的話卻被對方的反駁所打斷。54Please respect copyright.PENANAqgn8qDTqei
「你有。」弗拉烏揚起笑,溫柔得令人訝異。54Please respect copyright.PENANAiH5voCrQhq
──「你是我見過最純潔的存在。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAnZh0VvxekZ
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這名少年,是他見過最美麗的存在。54Please respect copyright.PENANAkVMICYE2lX
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『一旦碰觸到別人的悲傷或溫柔時,我的心裡就會感到陣陣抽痛。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAxqXCDgErNb
『看來我還是很軟弱吧。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAkOGYMTq3yz
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不是的,那正是少年的溫柔之處。54Please respect copyright.PENANA0R0EC1nqfv
這樣的溫柔,拯救了徘迴於黑暗中的自己。那是一道曙光,給予他救贖的,美麗又聖潔的光芒。54Please respect copyright.PENANAsgvo4jMXbM
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但是,那個少年,不僅僅是自己的光。54Please respect copyright.PENANA2zLF6pMqWf
不只是哈克連,所有與少年相處過的人,都會被那太過純粹的美麗所吸引。54Please respect copyright.PENANAlY9J4spLOx
讓他往往忍不住焦急也為自己甚麼都做不了而感到懊惱──54Please respect copyright.PENANAHNzRum0LQL
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「早知道我應該讓卡培拉幫忙把你的腦袋治好的。」54Please respect copyright.PENANADwah5Avkv9
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泰德用著「你是笨蛋嗎」的眼神看著眼前分明是自尋煩惱的男人,不知道是該高興還是該揍對方一拳。54Please respect copyright.PENANAo8fgAy6dwE
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在豪森家時,他曾經向榭蘭先生說了「羨慕」。54Please respect copyright.PENANA5UFB3Qceha
能夠保護如同家人的人,保護自己所愛的人,是一件多麼令人羨慕的事。54Please respect copyright.PENANA4fB9Fjzytk
而他卻連最重要的朋友,都保護不了。54Please respect copyright.PENANAgZls94KFcZ
但是在離開之前,榭蘭先生說了,『你明明也有很重要的家人嘛。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAPKdU79lK2N
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弗拉烏……嗎?54Please respect copyright.PENANAGcW7RkwJgn
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他曾認為,他與弗拉烏最初的邂逅,是為了阻止費亞羅廉的復活。54Please respect copyright.PENANADU1ctiSWml
但實際上或許並非如此,這場邂逅,或許只是為了讓他遇見對方、讓他實現自己唯一的那個願望。54Please respect copyright.PENANAKTq1xq3Ucp
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「甚麼──」覺得自己被嚴重貶低的弗拉烏發出抗議,卻在看見對方的表情之後噤了聲,所有的焦躁不安全都在瞬間消失無蹤。54Please respect copyright.PENANAx5LGVVNHMf
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垂下眉眼微微地笑著,少年的表情溫柔美麗得不可思議。54Please respect copyright.PENANARERM8iF3Kk
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「神父……神父曾經對我說過,每個人在每一年的生日都可以向天界長者許一個願望。」他靠著對方的胸膛,早已失去溫度的肌膚卻莫名地燙人,「所、所以,今天特別把我的願望送給你。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAak06Vyjsjv
盯著不敢抬起頭的少年,弗拉烏笑了下,覺得自己真的是個自尋煩惱的笨蛋,的確該把腦袋治好。54Please respect copyright.PENANACgVs6OJQGY
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「不用。」54Please respect copyright.PENANAODqAZjD3CW
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「咦?」泰德顧不得讓對方發現自己燒紅的雙頰,瞪著眼前不識好歹拒絕他好意的傢伙。54Please respect copyright.PENANAJH5j4yB1WL
像是安撫小貓似的,金髮的不良主教回抱嬌小的少年,將臉貼在對方的額角輕吻,用著少年從未見過的溫柔,微笑。54Please respect copyright.PENANAdG3cOKbL5R
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──「 。」54Please respect copyright.PENANA1cxXVETvsE
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泰德愣了下,不斷滲出眼睫的晶瑩淚珠落下。54Please respect copyright.PENANAClhTPLIN3a
然後,他也跟著笑了,哭泣的笑顏可愛得讓人忍不住想要親吻。54Please respect copyright.PENANAw9xQrnnLbi
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而弗拉烏理所當然地,也這麼做了。54Please respect copyright.PENANA28BvOwbfau
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神父曾經對他說過,每個人在每一年的生日都可以向天界長者許一個願望。54Please respect copyright.PENANADmrOizBPQn
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「真的嗎?為什麼呢?」 54Please respect copyright.PENANA2jwVpJbnES
那時的他還天真地問著。54Please respect copyright.PENANAo6upmmn9ve
神父摸了摸他的頭,溫柔的笑就像是陽光一般溫暖──54Please respect copyright.PENANAe0xSWDYZAE
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「那是因為,我們的出生就是實現了父母親最大的願望。」 54Please respect copyright.PENANAI1YQO7d4Rz
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他們在人生的道路中,都在找尋生命中唯一的那個人。54Please respect copyright.PENANADSDYa1rmzS
而彼此的出生,不僅是為了實現了父母的願望,也是為了彼此,不再孤單一個人。54Please respect copyright.PENANAsIFfmDBWqI
就如同弗拉烏所說的──54Please respect copyright.PENANAescjpeASTt
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『因為你的出生,已經實現了我這輩子唯一的一個願望。』54Please respect copyright.PENANAHOBTwAN3Ks
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後記
總而言之,這篇其實是泰德的生日賀,原本昨天就要放的,但是結尾修來修去就是不滿意= =54Please respect copyright.PENANAN3IHIzQDrz
結果,這篇就成了過期的生日賀OILLLL(切腹54Please respect copyright.PENANARAhu9mYls8
54Please respect copyright.PENANAddTT3GQRyA
話說這篇其實也讓我頗痛扣,因為我對生日其實沒啥概念OILL54Please respect copyright.PENANA5SprSYiBJW
加上要找資料時發現單行本前五集借給同學了但是我要的資料都在前面啊啊啊啊啊啊(驚恐54Please respect copyright.PENANA24AkxXYO3m
所以只好很艱辛的到網路上看,有的時候還因為不小心跳過去所以找不到OILLL54Please respect copyright.PENANAh7M0bEdNEY
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在寫的時後發現一直跳來跳去的,擔心會跳痛和太急就章,所以到後來幾乎是一直把裡面的句子大風吹OILLL54Please respect copyright.PENANA79R28l8o5u
希望這次大家不會覺得太崩壞啊啊啊啊啊啊TAT54Please respect copyright.PENANA9ooXveGQdq
雖然我覺得弗拉烏不管說甚麼都還挺正常的(搔搔54Please respect copyright.PENANABWL1GkHLHP
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希望大家多來會客室聊天泡茶喔,他已經積灰塵積很久了>WO(掃掃掃54Please respect copyright.PENANA2hjIpOt6wj
54Please respect copyright.PENANA1E1Llm8X0M
以上,感謝鍵閱囉>W<54Please respect copyright.PENANATqBf5N6uUb
ns216.73.216.93da2 結果,這篇就成了過期的生日賀OILLLL(切腹54Please respect copyright.PENANARAhu9mYls8
54Please respect copyright.PENANAddTT3GQRyA
話說這篇其實也讓我頗痛扣,因為我對生日其實沒啥概念OILL54Please respect copyright.PENANA5SprSYiBJW
加上要找資料時發現單行本前五集借給同學了但是我要的資料都在前面啊啊啊啊啊啊(驚恐54Please respect copyright.PENANA24AkxXYO3m
所以只好很艱辛的到網路上看,有的時候還因為不小心跳過去所以找不到OILLL54Please respect copyright.PENANAh7M0bEdNEY
54Please respect copyright.PENANAMAAQZuj68M
在寫的時後發現一直跳來跳去的,擔心會跳痛和太急就章,所以到後來幾乎是一直把裡面的句子大風吹OILLL54Please respect copyright.PENANA79R28l8o5u
希望這次大家不會覺得太崩壞啊啊啊啊啊啊TAT54Please respect copyright.PENANA9ooXveGQdq
雖然我覺得弗拉烏不管說甚麼都還挺正常的(搔搔54Please respect copyright.PENANABWL1GkHLHP
54Please respect copyright.PENANAIPF5WP7c9i
希望大家多來會客室聊天泡茶喔,他已經積灰塵積很久了>WO(掃掃掃54Please respect copyright.PENANA2hjIpOt6wj
54Please respect copyright.PENANA1E1Llm8X0M
以上,感謝鍵閱囉>W<54Please respect copyright.PENANATqBf5N6uUb