我起床,便帶著三隻貓公仔,踏上前往她家的路上。549Please respect copyright.PENANAVpfsNRkrhC
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門是鎖上的,沒有人。549Please respect copyright.PENANATZ5yXIdGuQ
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我在樓層中間窗口位置待著,很久也沒試過在這個位置看風景。等了一會兒她的爸爸回來,依舊以親切的笑容和我打招呼,我想他不知道我們之間的事,她性格就是這樣子。549Please respect copyright.PENANAl87ohPGGDM
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她的爸爸把門打開了,我將三隻公仔放進令我完全安心的房間,爸爸笑說:「兩個都大唔透。」我心裡暗想:是的,心裡想對我來說她是個小女孩,也令我誤會了她會和我一起成長到下一個階段。549Please respect copyright.PENANAEsDqDV1CXA
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我也是,一個長不大的人,雖對自己的愛一心一意,但卻是個不懂守好自己最愛的人,也是個沒能引領她的小孩。三隻貓公仔是代表她,就像看著她做不同的事。549Please respect copyright.PENANAuqTLLiojcS
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我想念她。549Please respect copyright.PENANASqN8YioNG1
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之後在客廳與她爸爸說話,說的是工作的閒事,但感覺就像自己爸爸一樣,心裡在哭,差點就流出眼淚。我想成為他的家人,可惜現在未有這個機會。我沒有什麼太大的變化,在她家裡我反而出乎意料的活得自然,也沒有什麼偽裝。549Please respect copyright.PENANAX1bD2bZURc
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吃了她媽媽給的半個麵包,我就有空玩玩貓貓和看著自己送著她的東西。我之所以把我第一天從她手裡帶走的公仔還給她──當時的我是為了保管好我對她的愛,作為我守護好她的愛。549Please respect copyright.PENANAcVEXCWeiHx
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但開頭她也在哭,但我拿走到一半方才感受到她的怒意,我就是這麼的笨。549Please respect copyright.PENANAOWnje3FJVM
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那時的我尚未認知到,有一種東西我是永遠不可能帶走,那便是我們的愛。549Please respect copyright.PENANArXMNenIXFK
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她櫃上沒有了那個東西。549Please respect copyright.PENANA64MF6Ox8V4
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我想了想,心裡卻知道她房間中最秘密的地方在哪,我拿出來看──是的。和過去來電說的一樣,保存得很好。549Please respect copyright.PENANA2EhHyl0gKq
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真是很珍惜的愛。549Please respect copyright.PENANAgmcFPbi06I
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我看了許久,差不多該要工作的時候了。她的貓在門旁,我心血來潮想畫一張畫,第一次畫小毛孩,早就想到畫得不久就會走了,所以我很快的草畫了形態和五官,之後就慢慢追著來畫好細緻。549Please respect copyright.PENANAFKX9VCSeAo
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最後寫上給她的細字。549Please respect copyright.PENANAxP1C3o1YLh
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超字了一大點。549Please respect copyright.PENANAVow09uS5gd
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到了工作室,我努力的工作。549Please respect copyright.PENANAA6Gz5kTX41
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玩樂的心情?早就沒有了。549Please respect copyright.PENANA0E88De2RQ2
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現在想,我在寫的可能不會被了解。我重做了某個設計,很想快快完成,但電腦感覺很慢,上班超時的那急躁心情湧現,感覺很不舒服。549Please respect copyright.PENANA2XkwGRTCLj
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好想快點解決,安靜地聽她的聲音。549Please respect copyright.PENANACUH9TP8snN
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最後23:30才完成工作。549Please respect copyright.PENANAPpT4zcXVB4
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以我現在的狀態下,強迫自己工作其實很不好受。當獨自一人時,我找了她兩次,她都給了令我心痛的回應。549Please respect copyright.PENANAUgCZopzCuW
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「鐵石心腸」其實也在我意料之內,她心裡雖對我印象都是疼愛她的,但現在就是不會給我守護她的資格,我了解這是談何那麼容易,但我那時又笨又激動的寫出湧現心裡的渴望。549Please respect copyright.PENANALjCTHtcE4t
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對,我了解她也是有被愛的渴望,但已被別人滿足了。549Please respect copyright.PENANAmHxAJPeNBi
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我了解,不會防避好感的她,也想多一個人對她好,但也不是好得把她奪走。549Please respect copyright.PENANAduhzFe4b0O
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她是我最珍惜的寶物。549Please respect copyright.PENANAr7TTPdfVHJ
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人就是這樣子,有那麼多別的人,就僅僅要奪走我的寶物。549Please respect copyright.PENANAgkPrPr6BQk
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心傷痛。549Please respect copyright.PENANALXPOa7XIQj
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我不想她被別的人擁抱、接吻。549Please respect copyright.PENANA2t9kVgCX81
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人常說:愛情是自私的。549Please respect copyright.PENANAc2iJ8CUcQi
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但我卻是情願將愛完全傾注給她,也不曾想要找別人的好。
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