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從那高度摔下來,我死定了。183Please respect copyright.PENANAlzZvT3t09D
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沒有跑馬燈?不意外,我根本什麼人生可以跑。183Please respect copyright.PENANAFIbU92CDEj
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被帝國肅清的是馬哈拉;被人洗腦,以為自己是英雄的,是六號複製體。183Please respect copyright.PENANAJczzTTD6Op
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我一無所有,只有一場敗仗。183Please respect copyright.PENANAjzdSS06mNg
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一無所有,才能擁抱一切呀。183Please respect copyright.PENANANbXXJl3y5R
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「誰?」無名士兵驚醒,發現自己身在陌生空間。183Please respect copyright.PENANAH3GAYNUIEZ
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感官漸漸回復,寒氣開始刺骨,他用毛毯裹住身體,同時環視四周。木造屋簷抵禦外頭風雪,草繩床板被汗水浸濕。房門縫隙透出火光,看著就能感到溫暖。183Please respect copyright.PENANAupsoGAefpu
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我死了嗎?183Please respect copyright.PENANAgpWoYGuIZ3
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士兵努力想搞清楚狀況時,一個女孩抱著醫藥箱打開房門,馬上轉頭跑掉。183Please respect copyright.PENANATfwROaPrc2
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「等一下!」士兵想起身追上去,卻直接跌下地板。183Please respect copyright.PENANAVRZ4rSdJmo
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「什……什麼……」183Please respect copyright.PENANAC91zsVO0Jb
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他一邊發抖,一邊往自己下肢看去。大腿末端綁著染血繃帶,然後就沒有東西了。183Please respect copyright.PENANAWSdSmXJqFw
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「我的……腳呢?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAI0pFZSQdz6
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眼眶溫熱,卻沒有多餘水分能夠流出;想要哭喊,氣卻卡在乾涸的喉嚨。斷腿士兵就這樣縮在地上,一動也不想動。183Please respect copyright.PENANAuH52UUdPVH
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此時,女孩帶著一名老人走進房間。183Please respect copyright.PENANAUbO3opPodi
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「醒了嗎……榭娜,妳去把白菜切一切。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAekNBwxI2R0
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「好的,爺爺。」183Please respect copyright.PENANACWSVCkYolo
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「喂,起來,」老人坐到斷腿士兵旁邊,隻字片言地說著帝國語,「起來,回,床上。」183Please respect copyright.PENANApi6Q2CwWiu
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「殺了我……」183Please respect copyright.PENANAe7bqSEy67e
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「起來,自己,爬。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAUHaH5ybph0
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「殺了我。」士兵一直重複相同單字。老人輕嘆口氣,拔出腰間山刀。183Please respect copyright.PENANAGUPtrytJsb
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嚓!183Please respect copyright.PENANAFboGmUFHFr
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「要死,自己來。」刀子插在木頭地板上,老人就離開了。183Please respect copyright.PENANA5SF9D3OoCX
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房門沒關,窯坑火光刺痛士兵眼皮。他伸手探到握柄,好不容易才拔起山刀。183Please respect copyright.PENANAHbrp6jGxT9
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轉身朝上,雙手握住沉重凶器,抵著心臟。再見了,毫無意義的人生。曾經試過反抗、曾經想走別條路,如今,他再也跳不起來,不如死死快活。183Please respect copyright.PENANAbKlvJ8abHM
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「嗚……為什麼……」183Please respect copyright.PENANAxkbQ3D9AWI
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心意已決,但士兵越是用力,手越是顫抖。利刃居然無法刺進那個脆弱的皮囊。183Please respect copyright.PENANAW4J1S77Upe
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「為什麼……不讓我死!」183Please respect copyright.PENANALzw9Et8YwS
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一縷香氣飄過鼻頭,那是野菜與魚肉的香甜味道。凹陷的肚皮不斷反抗大腦,心想求死;肉體卻想求生。他一次又一次嘗試自刎,也一次又一次地敗給本能。183Please respect copyright.PENANAn4UzOPfqzX
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「吼嘎嘎嘎⸺」183Please respect copyright.PENANA3Kuo7OFtOw
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痛苦嚎叫,已經不像是人類發出。斷足的敗犬在地上打滾,丟開刀子往火光爬去。183Please respect copyright.PENANAOvizTNpdj1
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「爺爺……」183Please respect copyright.PENANAzGVmiuBbYf
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「看好了,榭娜,那是比死更慘的懲罰。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAZEgBknVg4T
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老人盛了一碗湯丟在地上。銀髮野獸撲向食物,毫無尊嚴地埋頭猛吃。183Please respect copyright.PENANA4CJCZrd2E3
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「想死都死不了,因為老天爺不想輕易放過他。」183Please respect copyright.PENANA3t2ANsn4i6
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捨棄所有人性,得到畢生最美味的一餐。士兵順從本能,就這樣趴在地上入眠。183Please respect copyright.PENANAXArqd03TKo
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翌日,等著他的是更多苦難。183Please respect copyright.PENANAt0OWtWSp64
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「爺爺,我牽來了。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAsDASrhSEtU
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冰冷雪地刺痛手掌,陽光反射灼燒眼球。複製人戴著鐵口罩、鐵項圈,讓少女牽著他的鍊條走出屋外。183Please respect copyright.PENANAf6DppNF3qz
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用力抬頭,他終於看清那兩張面容。嬌小少女目測十來歲,兩頰上有淡淡的紋面;老人則是一頭蒼白亂髮,皺紋中混著褪色刺青。183Please respect copyright.PENANADNnEZ1MSxT
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「好……妳帶他去工作,我下去海邊。」183Please respect copyright.PENANALcjcEZSLPC
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老人扛起漁網走進樹林。女孩低頭,詢問她的新奴僕,「砍柴,聽得懂嗎?」183Please respect copyright.PENANA8HrWn8Kblh
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複製人點了點頭,他腦中有被植入六號學過的努那語。183Please respect copyright.PENANAakbkulAAf9
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「我叫卡涅特‧榭娜,你呢?」183Please respect copyright.PENANA2n1kybcTju
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複製人搖了搖頭。183Please respect copyright.PENANAiwxwp1zdRm
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「沒有名子嗎……那個髮色,就叫小白吧。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5szp6LlEu
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小白點了點頭。183Please respect copyright.PENANACcsMpbuCjY
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失去一切的他只想放空腦袋、順從命令,為了趕快解開口罩吃東西。183Please respect copyright.PENANA9liOqQ9wFT
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「傍晚以前砍完哦。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAYuIQYgQup6
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榭娜把奴僕栓在一堆粗木旁邊,擺好斧頭之後拿了兩根木塊離開。183Please respect copyright.PENANA8AAtd0QnKG
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小白試著用趴伏的姿勢砍柴。無從獲得大地支撐,只能單靠臂力,他折騰好久才敲開一根原木,手上的皮都破光了。183Please respect copyright.PENANAMv7kVQkaQn
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眼淚不自覺地湧出,寒風摧殘著破爛雙手。小白邊哭邊工作,什麼都不去想,只是忍著疼痛,敲、敲、不停地敲……183Please respect copyright.PENANAsWBCNlzSfw
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就這樣,一天過去了。183Please respect copyright.PENANABnJB2ExYrk
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未達目標而減半的食物,接著又是死亡般的熟睡。太陽再次升起,榭娜用雪砸醒小白,幫他處理傷口,丈量斷腿的尺寸,又放去砍柴。183Please respect copyright.PENANADSIdModu4E
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稍微掌握到訣竅,那依然是漫長的苦行。小白還是不停地敲打木頭,直到太陽下山。183Please respect copyright.PENANAX9DFMEMLqy
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今天晚餐是火烤的四足動物,酥脆外皮與鮮美肉汁讓他忘記痛苦。一日勞動換取一餐溫飽,對馴化野獸來說已經足夠。183Please respect copyright.PENANA8ERGxXKeNX
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就這樣,數天過去了。奴僕沒有閒暇去算時間。183Please respect copyright.PENANAprJkOvZ0cA
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一如往常的沉眠之中,小白感到身上衣物被脫光,「嗚嘎?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAvnyAjWRPRB
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「過來,一個禮拜沒洗澡,臭死了!」183Please respect copyright.PENANARNOFEaGP9A
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榭娜把水淋到炙熱的石塊上,讓蒸氣充滿小小浴室。她身上裹著一條粗布,拿起刷子對小白猛搓。183Please respect copyright.PENANAE4vFz1kJ2d
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「嗚……嗚……為什麼……要救我?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAmj9w2VPu2t
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「啊,原來會說話哦?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAsxJyQEStdN
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一陣胡亂沖洗,複製人鼓起勇氣看向雙腳,發現膝部的斷面被堅硬物體覆蓋著。183Please respect copyright.PENANAmt8x5EpbA9
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「這是……」183Please respect copyright.PENANAUlm0JSfmzD
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「我在河邊找到你,本來想說沒救了,但是爺爺發現你還有氣,而且傷口上包著變形石。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAobM3wAmamH
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「變形石……」183Please respect copyright.PENANAcVCKm8HOtZ
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「爺爺說你被大地選上,也許有機會存活,正好,我們也需要幫手……他已經八十多歲了。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAereiwP5LCa
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更衣,回到房間。榭娜拿出兩根木棒,固定在小白的斷腿上,再給他一根樹枝當作拐杖。183Please respect copyright.PENANAN4IHSU2Juu
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「站起來,走走看。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAmmKCxezHMQ
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小白用力跨出半步,然後又摔倒在地,同時,老人開門進房,看起來有點緊張。183Please respect copyright.PENANAZZVb2JuDtW
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「榭娜……洗澡他自己來就行了吧?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAEsM2C5N87H
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「別想太多啦!我已經成年,會保護自己了。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAN3fk8ovCBA
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「唉……一點矜持都沒有。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAcNaaJXO5Qq
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老人轉而端詳地上的奴僕。大難不死的野獸氣喘吁吁、表情痛苦,卻還是撐起身體,試著用雙足站立。183Please respect copyright.PENANAAJZrctbHgD
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「看來,不用再綁鍊子了。」183Please respect copyright.PENANA0gQGxddDgy
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卸除枷鎖的忠犬,勞動也是更加繁重。上山挑水砍柴、海邊撒網補魚,雖然疲憊,卻也讓他更加熟悉雙腳義肢,轉眼之間,他已經不用拐杖就能行動。183Please respect copyright.PENANAznQJEWGieH
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某日,三人一同來到被稱為聖域的海岸。老人從擱淺的巨角鯨身上切下一塊皮脂,「這是海神的魚油,用途很多,可是……」183Please respect copyright.PENANAzL9zzXJ766
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「原本,牠們壽命快結束才會自行上岸……」榭娜摀著鼻子,因為岸邊瀰漫著不同以往的惡臭。183Please respect copyright.PENANAFZqgGqbCKK
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「自然死亡的海神會讓體溫下降,受傷的就不會了……」老人嘆了口氣,丟掉變質的天然資源,「細菌繁殖產生廢氣,油脂都壞光光。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAbXGlSzwbdO
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複製人看著大量鯨屍,想起那些襲擊帝國艦隊的巨角鯨,這就是反抗軍勝利的代價。183Please respect copyright.PENANA7tRjjes43N
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「種因得果,我們只能順從……蘇拉……」183Please respect copyright.PENANAWmGn9UAmun
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女孩的爺爺遙望海平面彼端,皺紋下的雙眼帶有一絲憂愁。183Please respect copyright.PENANAjhUA3wBqZa
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回到小屋,老人上山檢查捕獸陷阱,留榭娜與奴僕獨自看家。183Please respect copyright.PENANAGdnOmlMSiZ
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「你們要這樣一直隱居嗎?」小白問道。183Please respect copyright.PENANAw5buiTrbYU
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「嗯,爺爺堅持的……」榭娜正在拆解奴僕過去所穿的帝國駕駛服,「他教我醫學、科學、各種知識……我想用來幫助族人,但是他說外面太危險。」183Please respect copyright.PENANALjifrW5yOz
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「族人?你的……雙親呢?」183Please respect copyright.PENANADEh6IGEYgG
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「媽媽她生完我之後就很衰弱,撐不住游牧生活,過世了……爺爺很生氣,就把我帶出部落。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAzcO0rrrXlK
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「部落?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAKhrGJKgbsN
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「燧石部落,我爸爸是首領,伊庫瑪。」183Please respect copyright.PENANA0mwc0SOQ8U
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複製人聽過這個名號。雪賊燧石遭遇二軍團攻擊,現在敗逃到東北方海岸去了。183Please respect copyright.PENANA7yIbQAlqsD
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「爺爺不能理解,媽媽為何愛上伊庫瑪,我也是……他死守傳統,但是我覺得,那些規矩早就不合時代。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAnT5oatR1hY
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「但是,要讓人們改變……很難吧。」183Please respect copyright.PENANA0RxDXIwSMV
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「的確,我什麼都做不到,只能隱居。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAK04H6jrtzz
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窗外風雪漸漸增強,人類在大自然面前顯得渺小。世事無常,脆弱個體無從反抗。183Please respect copyright.PENANAth8kOLyX4z
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「老頭子沒事嗎?雪這麼大。」小白發現自己第一次擔心別人。183Please respect copyright.PENANAKyVhX4BMpp
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「你是說『風雪』很大吧?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAdBG6dT1RE3
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「有差嗎?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAENKsUtGhMx
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「雪跟風雪不同,我的姓,卡涅特就是指落雪。」183Please respect copyright.PENANA96mMx3fBbj
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「不都是一種東西,何必搞這麼複雜?」183Please respect copyright.PENANAy5lMIRfusg
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「也許……我們重視的,是這些東西『現在』的狀態。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAs6vzaP6hJz
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複製人低頭沉思。風雪終究會塵埃落定,變成積雪,化作春水。自然之上,時間才是主宰,他的『過去』已經過去;他的『現在』是否還握在手中?183Please respect copyright.PENANAdlFYhN19Na
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突然,屋外傳來一聲悶響。榭娜立即起身開門,發現爺爺倒在地上喘氣,大衣不斷滲出鮮血。183Please respect copyright.PENANAKC3cw7t86o
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「抱歉……遇到野熊,晚餐被搶走了。」183Please respect copyright.PENANAN1Ze2rQiF2
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老人重傷命危。黑夜狂風有如狼嚎,脆弱人類只能顫抖。