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No Plagiarism!uQV8Un95v3oybfUHC24cposted on PENANA 「我好辛苦,我完全唔知佢諗緊乜,到底我係佢心目中算啲乜,我唔想成日都控制唔到自己亂咁諗,我好辛苦啊。」我揸住部手機,同我個網友於竹講。8964 copyright protection285PENANAEUJmJOynl3 維尼
「你平時唔係一直都無心無肺嘅咩?」佢略有笑意咁問我。289Please respect copyright.PENANAlSYre1qYJP
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我靜咗,喺度諗,明明我識蕃薯蟲之前我唔係咁......289Please respect copyright.PENANAesyXPQwTOn
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「既然你咁辛苦,咁咪唔好同佢聯絡囉。」佢繼續講。289Please respect copyright.PENANAptcS3fchki
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「我...我唔捨得佢。」我好肯定嘅就係,我唔想無左佢。8964 copyright protection285PENANAn6w2GAvE5D 維尼
「哈,呢啲嘢竟然會喺你口中講出。」佢帶有戲謔意味咁講。8964 copyright protection285PENANAgyql4YpG7s 維尼
唉......佢講得就輕鬆,佢又唔係我,根本就唔明我係有幾咁煩惱呢件事。8964 copyright protection285PENANAD7qcVIL4od 維尼
「咁你咪過幾日,睇下會點囉。」8964 copyright protection285PENANAG6jFrwMjwv 維尼
唉,唯有係咁。8964 copyright protection285PENANAjlD4c1pHEp 維尼
正想關咗LOL,瞥到好友列表嘅蕃薯蟲。8964 copyright protection285PENANADXLZTOQJR9 維尼
唉......又係到同阿月打機。8964 copyright protection285PENANAyk9bxJoIrY 維尼
當初我地三個fd,一齊用同蟹蟹既icon,用同蟹蟹守衛造型,起既軍團都係叫蟹蟹。8964 copyright protection285PENANAKjEIcEH8z5 維尼
唉......明明,明明講好咗要三個一齊玩架嘛......8964 copyright protection285PENANA6HUQD510ux 維尼
「其實我怕我會當那電燈膽,黏著你們來來回,委曲中受難。一個我被撇低卻又很不慣,要走的一剎又折返。」 我口中喃喃自語。8964 copyright protection285PENANAIEaclA6raN 維尼
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「你鍾意左佢呀?」肥仔問我,好似陳述句又似疑問句咁。8964 copyright protection285PENANAfE3me7R2HM 維尼
我係Skype度同左朋友肥仔講左我對蕃薯蟲既諗法。8964 copyright protection285PENANA2vHwiuifgO 維尼
「算啦,你一定係鍾意左佢。」佢好肯定咁講。8964 copyright protection285PENANAX3IrWsfOJB 維尼
其實我都唔知我係咪鍾意左佢,可能我成日諗佢係愛既表現,但係我知道我唔應該去鍾意佢。8964 copyright protection285PENANA2xWtNkhYzG 維尼
因為佢已經有佢鍾意既人,就算我等落去都未必有結果。8964 copyright protection285PENANAM20etAmepa 維尼
「屌,廢撚事同你講。」我一心虛就會爆粗,然後唔理三七廿一cut左佢線先。8964 copyright protection285PENANAq2LZCsNJFy 維尼
我緊緊咁攬住張被,個腦好亂。8964 copyright protection285PENANAlhLvZzrh0w 維尼
「你心虛呀:)?」佢send message 比我。8964 copyright protection285PENANApTmqkbbR8O 維尼
我無覆到佢,然後慢慢咁訓著左。8964 copyright protection285PENANAq3HA3UywsB 維尼
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然而,過左三日,蕃薯蟲搵番我。8964 copyright protection285PENANAicBELOPotC 維尼
雖然只係過左三日,但係我就好似個唔見左呀媽既bb,不能自理。8964 copyright protection285PENANAeMAyzrnOP4 維尼
佢同我講,佢一直等緊我搵佢。8964 copyright protection285PENANANx7qkMORth 維尼
原本既我緊緊咁執著呢件事,打算即使佢搵我,我都唔要理佢。8964 copyright protection285PENANArW0Z14xGcF 維尼
但係我控制唔到自己既思念,想要通通講比佢知。8964 copyright protection285PENANALZy7BBftSx 維尼
「你知唔知道,我好掛住你。」我略帶哭意咁講,我真係,好掛住佢。8964 copyright protection285PENANAnWXuPZhQ27 維尼
佢唔出聲,我繼續講:「點解你連睇都唔睇我messages?你知唔知我有幾傷心。」8964 copyright protection285PENANA91lsgFskF0 維尼
「對唔住,我諗住唔搵你,你都會搵番我架嘛,我諗住你再搵多一次,我就覆你架。」蕃薯蟲把聲透過電話傳過黎。8964 copyright protection285PENANA6cINM7EAC8 維尼
「唔...嗯....」聽到佢把聲,我個心好似有個地方溶左。嘴巴緊緊既捂住,唔想比佢聽到我喊既聲。8964 copyright protection285PENANAVzCYqb3Ueh 維尼
其實喺佢講對唔住嗰一刻,我已經原諒咗佢,我唔知點解自己遇到佢之後就變到咁懦弱,好似主導權無晒,而反抗嘅能力亦隨之失去。8964 copyright protection285PENANAXZBD5ZmVge 維尼
嗰刻,我就好似個唔見左呀媽嘅bb,因為無咗佢陪伴而感覺特別孤單、無助,淨係識喺度喊,又唔知到底有乜好喊。8964 copyright protection285PENANAduaC6gKiVA 維尼
可能真係得過來人先會明,遇到佢之前,一個人都可以好開心,但係遇到佢,就成日覺得佢好重要,無咗佢就唔得而搞到自己成日都唔開心。8964 copyright protection285PENANAGNaFNRPmPz 維尼
到底係d咩令我變到咁懦弱...?8964 copyright protection285PENANAcdS9ysB0Cr 維尼
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