「你自己唔試下,無人幫得到你,因為你都唔願意踏出第一步。」呀楊每講一句,就好似支針咁,吉落個心度。351Please respect copyright.PENANADHZGgeUyPL
351Please respect copyright.PENANA1kNLuik2MV
針同刀唔一樣,痛楚係有分別。刀嘅嘢一嘢捅入去,好深好痛,甚至可以即時死亡;但係針唔一樣,好淺咁慢慢吉入去,唔算好痛,少少痛楚咁,但你實死唔去,吊住你條命咁。351Please respect copyright.PENANA40Rrg6xn9Q
351Please respect copyright.PENANAFVMuqRvpuH
「你一直停留係以前,有咩用姐?我哋返唔到去架啦!我哋只可以一路向前行。」351Please respect copyright.PENANArNXBJRXCGH
351Please respect copyright.PENANA2FOIwkZwzI
「我之前唔講,係因為我知道你需要時間走出嚟,等你慢慢好返,但依家我唔係咁認為。」351Please respect copyright.PENANASGSYIIfMP6
351Please respect copyright.PENANAOBbSQVhGl2
呀楊又飲咗一啖酒,望實我,眼神係同我講,『無自己諗啦』咁嘅意思。351Please respect copyright.PENANALCBDWA0I0g
351Please respect copyright.PENANAj4tZdfYLT1
我無出聲,只係係度飲悶酒。351Please respect copyright.PENANAkvywEbr7x4
351Please respect copyright.PENANAVnXpDEddHl
以前嘅我唔識得飲酒,覺得飲酒唔好,仲要唔識飲酒。351Please respect copyright.PENANAIhAelV5Bcp
351Please respect copyright.PENANARttoV9S82I
但呢幾年,我慢慢學識得飲,而且越飲越多,每次都wing住咁返去。351Please respect copyright.PENANAauPb3s1gmS
351Please respect copyright.PENANAh47HvZzqgu
唔係呢啲係咪成長必經階段……男人識得飲酒,就係成長嘅開始。351Please respect copyright.PENANALTcvkDsNde
351Please respect copyright.PENANA8NKZSwZ4dJ
唔識飲酒或者唔飲酒,證明自己真係毒。351Please respect copyright.PENANAv9NDztOsnI
351Please respect copyright.PENANAA5IIPBlBG4
人無可能一直停留係同一個位置,同一個階段,我哋總會改變。351Please respect copyright.PENANAWv7omwLUyU
351Please respect copyright.PENANAuzHN6iG6ZF
原來依家回頭望一望,自己真係改變咗好多,心智都成熟咗,但對感情,我始終如一。351Please respect copyright.PENANA8yCIiKa7Q8
351Please respect copyright.PENANA4PG4nTr6bV
因為我走唔出嗰一步。我有膽改變自己,去試唔同嘅嘢。351Please respect copyright.PENANAJwdirz7aSp
351Please respect copyright.PENANAEdirRpK0bY
但我就係無膽去面對感情,原來我對感情嘅處理,都係同以前一模一樣。351Please respect copyright.PENANA3cCy9qs0j1
351Please respect copyright.PENANAxah3NYiTm3
呢方面我係無變到,都係咁懦弱。351Please respect copyright.PENANA3GBvvNPztu
351Please respect copyright.PENANA38FcYolHJL
可能係自己性格嘅關係啦,見住自己身邊嘅朋友不停咁換畫,換男/女朋友好似食生菜咁。351Please respect copyright.PENANAMHKKDH1wsU
351Please respect copyright.PENANAfXPut8uzz9
呢啲對佢哋嚟講駕輕就熟,完全唔會好似我咁無膽,有時我都好羨慕佢哋可以咁開放,同埋直接表達自己嘅感情。351Please respect copyright.PENANAb0aQCixx24
351Please respect copyright.PENANAMHzwBfXfyx
反而自己嘅感情卻一路原地踏步,無進步過……351Please respect copyright.PENANAMxuYOOrt0V
351Please respect copyright.PENANAPHGi6Shpcx
伴隨著呢種尷尬嘅笑聲,我同Amy嘅關係就好似落定咗咁。351Please respect copyright.PENANADWrKxnGlQw
351Please respect copyright.PENANAfzmq6x6Rg4
但我好唔適應,就算返嚟香港之後,我都唔知應該點做……351Please respect copyright.PENANASrzzXbsf31
351Please respect copyright.PENANAVRzpG5NOd6
但Amy佢都好主動咁搵我,約我出去,食下嘢,行下街咁。351Please respect copyright.PENANA1OIGsJC16A
351Please respect copyright.PENANAueg8qjUqGp
我哋就好似同其他情侶咁,無咩分別,但我哋從來都無話一齊,姐係無正式嘅表白都無。351Please respect copyright.PENANA1wPGOECu7o
351Please respect copyright.PENANAwWciTXwrFG
但行動上,算係情侶掛?我都唔知,我都好迷惘。351Please respect copyright.PENANATMJ8C6b2Lu
351Please respect copyright.PENANAWj945O3WBQ
我都唔想咁仆街,明明唔係話好鐘意,但又同呢個女仔發展。351Please respect copyright.PENANAQZM3Pd0wJO
351Please respect copyright.PENANA7nKBFBssrC
我想逼自己試下出去第一步。351Please respect copyright.PENANAKi1Mv4XxJY
351Please respect copyright.PENANAAVmsge5gqi
「我哋……係咪情侶呀?」Amy係旺角呢個人多擠逼嘅地方,拖住手問我。351Please respect copyright.PENANABbSsFKaihQ
351Please respect copyright.PENANAoTYS0dzffy
一時之間我都唔知點答先好……351Please respect copyright.PENANAeXGaCGVedN
351Please respect copyright.PENANAljEl4dPDlB
其實沿路上我哋都有講有笑,但唔知點解Amy會忽然間問呢條問題。351Please respect copyright.PENANAHIQBDFgWnP
351Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ6jxhb5EG
「哎…係掛。」我敷衍地道,因為我都唔知自己想點。351Please respect copyright.PENANAWJo3X8ECTx
351Please respect copyright.PENANAZtHYd55vrS
Amy聽到之後,神情極之落魄,我見到佢呢個表情,就好似嗰時同Kitty咁,會忍唔住心軟。351Please respect copyright.PENANA3nIy0QnGGt
351Please respect copyright.PENANAxi6cU52cSI
認真啲睇,佢同Kitty都有些少相似。351Please respect copyright.PENANAs5YbsiupVD
351Please respect copyright.PENANAU0dm0MEQ5m
係我哋行緊嘅時候。351Please respect copyright.PENANAOWTP9Ll1Zl
351Please respect copyright.PENANAGZRXMQQOIO
迎面好快咁行過一個熟悉嘅身形。351Please respect copyright.PENANAmgzuMeOYrt
351Please respect copyright.PENANAl8hyRJfgkd
經過我嘅時候,有一股熟悉嘅香氣……351Please respect copyright.PENANADBQKAgmIXb
351Please respect copyright.PENANAYY6DcNI0XQ
我回頭望一望,只見嗰個女仔低頭玩緊手機,好快就係人叢中穿穿插插離去了。351Please respect copyright.PENANA7zkr0YSyaQ
「做咩呀?」Amy捉緊我隻手問。351Please respect copyright.PENANAMZ4YccuPz6
351Please respect copyright.PENANAFSulfZvhVi
我笑了笑,「無呀,我好似見到個熟悉嘅嘢。」351Please respect copyright.PENANAwNVC5DGe27
351Please respect copyright.PENANAyYpshNZPmM
「係呀?」Amy低頭不語。351Please respect copyright.PENANArMfJ39SciG
351Please respect copyright.PENANAGwdyJ3Ua7s
然後佢輕輕放開我隻手,然後同我講,佢夠鐘意返屋企啦。351Please respect copyright.PENANADah1jmXKOW
351Please respect copyright.PENANAcddzBW2UEt
我見佢好勉強咁牽起嘴角。351Please respect copyright.PENANAlvsOu4OcBF
351Please respect copyright.PENANAowqYsOSqAU
之前嘅我,傷害咗一個的鐘意嘅女仔;如今,我傷害咗一個我根本稱唔上鐘意嘅女仔。351Please respect copyright.PENANAi4wMoJTMDQ
351Please respect copyright.PENANAMczg4iiJPZ
今次嘅感覺無上次咁強烈,只帶點淡淡嘅悲傷。351Please respect copyright.PENANALVpiAi1CdO
351Please respect copyright.PENANAID1skRoXHB
「咁早就返屋企?」我望一望手機上面嘅時間,只不過係8點鐘左右。351Please respect copyright.PENANA31v3RNs1od
351Please respect copyright.PENANAUmBuul6pqy
之前我哋都會行到好耐先返去。351Please respect copyright.PENANAxDsJrkrP9f
351Please respect copyright.PENANAbprp94YRE8
「其實你心入面早就住咗一個人。」Amy眼神裡沒有一絲猶豫。351Please respect copyright.PENANA5BZc82LXGU
351Please respect copyright.PENANAtczTj43iRv
「我唔會怪你……其實我都感覺到架啦,只不過係我太鐘意你,所以先咁主動。」351Please respect copyright.PENANACJJslw0o3p
351Please respect copyright.PENANAvzqNMvisU1
唔知點解,我無留住Amy嘅衝動。351Please respect copyright.PENANAMdy0miyKEs
351Please respect copyright.PENANA32mmL5ArxS
我知Amy係好女仔,我都好慶幸我無遇到啲極品港女。與其話遇唔到,倒不如話我無可能同到嗰啲人做朋友,佢哋都唔會睇得上我啦。351Please respect copyright.PENANAqwVrWgiuqo
351Please respect copyright.PENANA5U7W1HrnHj
我知道之後都未必遇到好似佢咁好嘅女仔,但我寧缺,都唔想濫。351Please respect copyright.PENANANzApgKydiT
351Please respect copyright.PENANAaeUNM9xYRa
我有自己嘅堅持,堅持等到「對」嘅人。351Please respect copyright.PENANAlapMjtDpbh
351Please respect copyright.PENANAyYsZNo5xMR
我無咩都講,就咁望住Amy係呢個人山人海嘅旺角消失。351Please respect copyright.PENANAoBq76ZWhBv
351Please respect copyright.PENANAq45hn4Psxk
我哋之後都無再聯絡。351Please respect copyright.PENANAqKgyuMvKaD
351Please respect copyright.PENANANI2ZNQVNyQ
我都好多謝Amy,係佢令我知道真正嘅答案。351Please respect copyright.PENANAR3eaNYPVEo