為了逃開那個處處充斥著向冬陽身影的城市,官玄默狠了心,雖然明明說好走的時候要和楚襄冉打聲招呼,可最後他卻只留了張字條,裝在白色信封裡,投進了楚襄冉家的信箱。69Please respect copyright.PENANAiKl5eB1i5B
69Please respect copyright.PENANAH1x1wCmnJF
向冬陽留給兩人的記憶都太深刻,他不願意自己的離開帶給楚襄冉再一次的面對分離,所以才會選擇無聲的走。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXH6hzkhYct
69Please respect copyright.PENANAgcSPu6OYDf
但是他不知道,從他走出家門、投信、上車等等一連串的舉動,楚襄冉都站在那扇被淺藍色窗簾嚴嚴實實遮住了的窗戶背後,從窗簾的縫隙之中,看的一清二楚。69Please respect copyright.PENANA0wkdU0Hzqi
69Please respect copyright.PENANAErPZxq07dc
他也不會知道,楚襄冉那時扯住窗簾的手,抓的有多緊……69Please respect copyright.PENANAj8XJXoSHMh
69Please respect copyright.PENANAC16Up3cIKA
為什麼要這麼一聲不響的走?69Please respect copyright.PENANANpiT9MZCwA
69Please respect copyright.PENANAUrSmLQHWhn
不是約好了嗎?明明、約好了的。不要讓他連失去都沒有機會道別,所以那天,他特意懇求他的。69Please respect copyright.PENANAd6oh2icFww
69Please respect copyright.PENANAGexqh10itQ
走的時候,請告訴他,這是他唯一能開口拜託官玄默替他做的事,他也只願意這麼做。69Please respect copyright.PENANAkyopPXo6bt
69Please respect copyright.PENANArXZe01lYuA
但是……他還是被拋下了,連說再見的機會都沒有……69Please respect copyright.PENANAhtAzTn5Evz
69Please respect copyright.PENANA2ALGyykZPR
是因為向冬陽不在了嗎??如果不是他當初的安排,或許向冬陽不會從官玄默身邊離開,雖然留在這裡會遭到反對,但是他們見得到面,也能知道彼此都還好好的活著。69Please respect copyright.PENANAy3ZRi4DYZP
69Please respect copyright.PENANAD6bwAza93W
不會有像現在這樣的生離死別。69Please respect copyright.PENANAmqbvxu63cj
69Please respect copyright.PENANAoN47CUJ4rb
所以……他恨他嗎?是恨他了吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANA1kYjcOIQpD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAaP6urK1Efz
或許就算不恨,但是他也不想再看見他了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAHaOWCudJPI
69Please respect copyright.PENANAqvLwAqIqaB
不然怎麼會連最後一句話都不願意跟他說,明明答應了、約定好了的事情,這是官玄默第一次對他失約。69Please respect copyright.PENANA2xVi4tcET6
69Please respect copyright.PENANAHMFMPZpDP9
除了恨或討厭,或是類似於此的負面情緒,楚襄冉想不出更好的理由,而這一切,都是他咎由自取,怪不得別人。69Please respect copyright.PENANAH6XXwj23Af
69Please respect copyright.PENANAsDV2GcM4JS
如果他沒有鼓勵兩人離開,或許,一切都不會發生……69Please respect copyright.PENANAJbCVPnMKO9
69Please respect copyright.PENANA24mUpziBqz
直到載著一切的車子遠去,連揚起的塵埃都再看不清之後,楚襄冉才安靜的下了樓,走出大門打開信箱,把剛才自己看著對方投入的白色信封取了出來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAedt1Ccm4Tb
69Please respect copyright.PENANAkjV5yhfKCs
沒有打開信封,因為他不想看見官玄默為了不告而別所找的藉口,只是來到了廚房,打開瓦斯爐,讓青白色的火燄爬上那封信,燃出豔麗的紅。69Please respect copyright.PENANABBfHyQgXP3
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPNlx82mh4x
藉著火光,楚襄冉在一片黑暗的空間裡,看著自己映在廚房窗上的倒影,面容平靜,什麼表情也沒有。69Please respect copyright.PENANADPXaqbZbFk
69Please respect copyright.PENANA0lqGrCO6kG
不是第一次被拋下了,但是難過或傷心的情緒都無法在胸口中醞釀,只是空蕩蕩的,什麼也沒留下。69Please respect copyright.PENANA5LtyNDkg43
69Please respect copyright.PENANAXOjecDbDEJ
他該要難過,該要傷心,但是自從出事之後,他連眼眶都沒紅過,流不出眼淚。69Please respect copyright.PENANAiUGacNTpOQ
69Please respect copyright.PENANAmAq7aE9ifk
死了就是死了,向冬陽不會再感到痛苦,可是活著留下來的人,煎熬才正等著他們。69Please respect copyright.PENANAR54JSq8fcD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAbLSE3cKlMw
閉上眼,楚襄冉放任幾乎燃上手的火焰飄落在水槽裡,碰到了潮濕之後發出細微聲響。69Please respect copyright.PENANA9uQVEsFT0B
69Please respect copyright.PENANAh4U1DTIoqM
他很清楚的記得,自己是在什麼時候發現那種異樣的感情,也很清楚的記得,自己的目光是從什麼時候開始,總停留在那個人身上,久久無法轉移。69Please respect copyright.PENANAidDAeiuvVB
69Please respect copyright.PENANATcXmKu6AYU
可是他更清楚的記得,在他察覺有關於自身種種的同時,他也看到了那人眼中的影子是誰。69Please respect copyright.PENANAHd9WIGAqtH
69Please respect copyright.PENANA9lHVdv7CPH
自己深深眷戀著的官玄默,目光卻總是追隨著和他們一起長大的人——向冬陽。69Please respect copyright.PENANAT03aljbSVW
69Please respect copyright.PENANAkBTmeNQVZY
向冬陽就真的如同冬天的太陽一般,總是燦爛的笑著,把溫暖帶給他身邊所有的人。69Please respect copyright.PENANArL7I5CGpxe
69Please respect copyright.PENANAlWghwv9Mfv
充滿活力又擁有自信的人……69Please respect copyright.PENANARMbxckIKj1
69Please respect copyright.PENANAij7kf3YF8v
楚襄冉完全能明白官玄默為什麼會喜歡上他。69Please respect copyright.PENANAPda6OVSiEp
69Please respect copyright.PENANAhnCT4r9TAf
他和官玄默是同一類人,總是習慣性的會把擔子扛在肩上,只是官玄默是出於責任感,而楚襄冉則是因為不想讓別人失望。69Please respect copyright.PENANAk5ajeUC5Zl
69Please respect copyright.PENANAoDEn6ZQ3w7
兩人同為壓抑自己又理智的個性,所以官玄默會被向冬陽那種跳脫活潑,總把別人的事當自己的事一樣的性子給吸引,他真的一點也不意外。69Please respect copyright.PENANAfwshU9rPfq
69Please respect copyright.PENANAiQTE8gpdP8
早在一切發生之前,他就知道了他們兩人相愛的事情。69Please respect copyright.PENANACyGBlMk3tC
69Please respect copyright.PENANA7tpwhB7BpP
所以常常假藉各式名義留那兩個人單獨相處,楚襄冉從不曾把向冬陽視為情敵,而是很高興他能回應官玄默的感情。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXJsWnkQWWR
69Please respect copyright.PENANApMz1MBt0OQ
只是他現在很後悔,後悔自己沒能多保護那兩人的感情一點,如果他當時能守護好那兩人,那麼說不定什麼都不會發生。69Please respect copyright.PENANARfAbxjq5B1
69Please respect copyright.PENANALW9eU154Dr
不過說這些都已經太遲,世界已經只剩下他一個人。69Please respect copyright.PENANA5HIMSoadVc
69Please respect copyright.PENANAuxc1Prrh7j
曾經得到的,都有一天會失去。69Please respect copyright.PENANAj37TTAytmy
69Please respect copyright.PENANAAyQ43Nhl0h
69Please respect copyright.PENANAvkBV52xLD7
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69Please respect copyright.PENANAS8PZ24BPtl
69Please respect copyright.PENANAVMQzsQV79F
時光荏苒,高二時的風波已經平靜到連漣漪都沒有剩下,這似乎該歸功於師長們的努力。69Please respect copyright.PENANA8W0mxfb7uv
69Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3DRsMwlxl
或許是害怕楚襄冉成了下一個意外,等他回到學校後,沒有人再對他提起那喧囂過許多日子的事件,事情的經過連同向冬陽和官玄默曾經存在過的事實一起被所有人抹煞,就連名字都不再被提起。69Please respect copyright.PENANAoUg1SzP8I6
69Please respect copyright.PENANAbr8UWW9aJQ
楚襄冉冷冷的笑了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAONGlcFTz6n
69Please respect copyright.PENANAzZJ2xbyMiF
很久以前就嚐過人情冷暖的他,並不想去責備這些人的現實,只是像是懲罰自己般的隔絕整個世界。69Please respect copyright.PENANAbgltFapRFL
69Please respect copyright.PENANA0EKXSkp3Am
本來就習慣藏身於向冬陽和官玄默光芒下的陰影之中,楚襄冉回到學校後只有變得更沉默,更不願意與其他人交談。69Please respect copyright.PENANArqIK5uRFEP
69Please respect copyright.PENANA4913opzsL1
原本還會帶著溫文爾雅的笑容回應其他人的話語,而現在彷彿失去了微笑的對象一般,總是冰冷的面無表情。69Please respect copyright.PENANAF6KE7PlCT9
69Please respect copyright.PENANAavSFrmbEAS
就算笑,也是冷冷的,嘲諷般的笑容。69Please respect copyright.PENANAt72f44Va8J
69Please respect copyright.PENANAMzgmTrb0QD
拒絕所有人的關心,也拒絕所有人的探問,他在熟悉的地方獨自過著生活。69Please respect copyright.PENANAhtynExFAbw
69Please respect copyright.PENANApH9bhdGu5v
不看,不聽,不聞,他在意的已經失去,剩下來的他不在意。69Please respect copyright.PENANA9z6sQXHGYY
69Please respect copyright.PENANAEyUc6JaED5
世界依舊喧鬧,而楚襄冉生存在世界之外。69Please respect copyright.PENANAzSSVnZV23d
69Please respect copyright.PENANA9J2BmuNHnV
那裡是一片寂靜的空白。69Please respect copyright.PENANAvmLklxqZir
69Please respect copyright.PENANADZCYNQGnei
他不知道官玄默在搬了家之後是否忘了那些曾經發生過的一切,他只知道,他什麼也忘不掉。69Please respect copyright.PENANAYtiRvC6ryF
69Please respect copyright.PENANA93nTqIFjWZ
總是睜眼到天亮,失眠已經成了習慣,他每天的睡眠不超過兩小時,藏在厚重制服下的身型已經瘦骨嶙峋。69Please respect copyright.PENANA8DGp1AuVnY
69Please respect copyright.PENANAY5u28qUJ2P
這一切,已經遠離了的官玄默都不知道,他不知道楚襄冉不再笑了,也不知道楚襄冉只能夜不成眠,然後每天再用數不清的黑咖啡來提振自己的精神,更不知道,雖然他在信中留下了聯絡的方法,告訴對方,雖然他現在因為不願意勾起傷心的記憶而離開,但是他希望能一直和他保持連絡。69Please respect copyright.PENANAu6Ck8b0PhG
69Please respect copyright.PENANAjax0oXM79G
只是,他從來沒接到過楚襄冉撥給他的電話。
ns216.73.216.208da2 69Please respect copyright.PENANAH1x1wCmnJF
向冬陽留給兩人的記憶都太深刻,他不願意自己的離開帶給楚襄冉再一次的面對分離,所以才會選擇無聲的走。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXH6hzkhYct
69Please respect copyright.PENANAgcSPu6OYDf
但是他不知道,從他走出家門、投信、上車等等一連串的舉動,楚襄冉都站在那扇被淺藍色窗簾嚴嚴實實遮住了的窗戶背後,從窗簾的縫隙之中,看的一清二楚。69Please respect copyright.PENANA0wkdU0Hzqi
69Please respect copyright.PENANAErPZxq07dc
他也不會知道,楚襄冉那時扯住窗簾的手,抓的有多緊……69Please respect copyright.PENANAj8XJXoSHMh
69Please respect copyright.PENANAC16Up3cIKA
為什麼要這麼一聲不響的走?69Please respect copyright.PENANANpiT9MZCwA
69Please respect copyright.PENANAUrSmLQHWhn
不是約好了嗎?明明、約好了的。不要讓他連失去都沒有機會道別,所以那天,他特意懇求他的。69Please respect copyright.PENANAd6oh2icFww
69Please respect copyright.PENANAGexqh10itQ
走的時候,請告訴他,這是他唯一能開口拜託官玄默替他做的事,他也只願意這麼做。69Please respect copyright.PENANAkyopPXo6bt
69Please respect copyright.PENANArXZe01lYuA
但是……他還是被拋下了,連說再見的機會都沒有……69Please respect copyright.PENANAhtAzTn5Evz
69Please respect copyright.PENANA2ALGyykZPR
是因為向冬陽不在了嗎??如果不是他當初的安排,或許向冬陽不會從官玄默身邊離開,雖然留在這裡會遭到反對,但是他們見得到面,也能知道彼此都還好好的活著。69Please respect copyright.PENANAy3ZRi4DYZP
69Please respect copyright.PENANAD6bwAza93W
不會有像現在這樣的生離死別。69Please respect copyright.PENANAmqbvxu63cj
69Please respect copyright.PENANAoN47CUJ4rb
所以……他恨他嗎?是恨他了吧?69Please respect copyright.PENANA1kYjcOIQpD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAaP6urK1Efz
或許就算不恨,但是他也不想再看見他了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAHaOWCudJPI
69Please respect copyright.PENANAqvLwAqIqaB
不然怎麼會連最後一句話都不願意跟他說,明明答應了、約定好了的事情,這是官玄默第一次對他失約。69Please respect copyright.PENANA2xVi4tcET6
69Please respect copyright.PENANAHMFMPZpDP9
除了恨或討厭,或是類似於此的負面情緒,楚襄冉想不出更好的理由,而這一切,都是他咎由自取,怪不得別人。69Please respect copyright.PENANAH6XXwj23Af
69Please respect copyright.PENANAsDV2GcM4JS
如果他沒有鼓勵兩人離開,或許,一切都不會發生……69Please respect copyright.PENANAJbCVPnMKO9
69Please respect copyright.PENANA24mUpziBqz
直到載著一切的車子遠去,連揚起的塵埃都再看不清之後,楚襄冉才安靜的下了樓,走出大門打開信箱,把剛才自己看著對方投入的白色信封取了出來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAedt1Ccm4Tb
69Please respect copyright.PENANAkjV5yhfKCs
沒有打開信封,因為他不想看見官玄默為了不告而別所找的藉口,只是來到了廚房,打開瓦斯爐,讓青白色的火燄爬上那封信,燃出豔麗的紅。69Please respect copyright.PENANABBfHyQgXP3
69Please respect copyright.PENANAPNlx82mh4x
藉著火光,楚襄冉在一片黑暗的空間裡,看著自己映在廚房窗上的倒影,面容平靜,什麼表情也沒有。69Please respect copyright.PENANADPXaqbZbFk
69Please respect copyright.PENANA0lqGrCO6kG
不是第一次被拋下了,但是難過或傷心的情緒都無法在胸口中醞釀,只是空蕩蕩的,什麼也沒留下。69Please respect copyright.PENANA5LtyNDkg43
69Please respect copyright.PENANAXOjecDbDEJ
他該要難過,該要傷心,但是自從出事之後,他連眼眶都沒紅過,流不出眼淚。69Please respect copyright.PENANAiUGacNTpOQ
69Please respect copyright.PENANAmAq7aE9ifk
死了就是死了,向冬陽不會再感到痛苦,可是活著留下來的人,煎熬才正等著他們。69Please respect copyright.PENANAR54JSq8fcD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAbLSE3cKlMw
閉上眼,楚襄冉放任幾乎燃上手的火焰飄落在水槽裡,碰到了潮濕之後發出細微聲響。69Please respect copyright.PENANA9uQVEsFT0B
69Please respect copyright.PENANAh4U1DTIoqM
他很清楚的記得,自己是在什麼時候發現那種異樣的感情,也很清楚的記得,自己的目光是從什麼時候開始,總停留在那個人身上,久久無法轉移。69Please respect copyright.PENANAidDAeiuvVB
69Please respect copyright.PENANATcXmKu6AYU
可是他更清楚的記得,在他察覺有關於自身種種的同時,他也看到了那人眼中的影子是誰。69Please respect copyright.PENANAHd9WIGAqtH
69Please respect copyright.PENANA9lHVdv7CPH
自己深深眷戀著的官玄默,目光卻總是追隨著和他們一起長大的人——向冬陽。69Please respect copyright.PENANAT03aljbSVW
69Please respect copyright.PENANAkBTmeNQVZY
向冬陽就真的如同冬天的太陽一般,總是燦爛的笑著,把溫暖帶給他身邊所有的人。69Please respect copyright.PENANArL7I5CGpxe
69Please respect copyright.PENANAlWghwv9Mfv
充滿活力又擁有自信的人……69Please respect copyright.PENANARMbxckIKj1
69Please respect copyright.PENANAij7kf3YF8v
楚襄冉完全能明白官玄默為什麼會喜歡上他。69Please respect copyright.PENANAPda6OVSiEp
69Please respect copyright.PENANAhnCT4r9TAf
他和官玄默是同一類人,總是習慣性的會把擔子扛在肩上,只是官玄默是出於責任感,而楚襄冉則是因為不想讓別人失望。69Please respect copyright.PENANAk5ajeUC5Zl
69Please respect copyright.PENANAoDEn6ZQ3w7
兩人同為壓抑自己又理智的個性,所以官玄默會被向冬陽那種跳脫活潑,總把別人的事當自己的事一樣的性子給吸引,他真的一點也不意外。69Please respect copyright.PENANAfwshU9rPfq
69Please respect copyright.PENANAiQTE8gpdP8
早在一切發生之前,他就知道了他們兩人相愛的事情。69Please respect copyright.PENANACyGBlMk3tC
69Please respect copyright.PENANA7tpwhB7BpP
所以常常假藉各式名義留那兩個人單獨相處,楚襄冉從不曾把向冬陽視為情敵,而是很高興他能回應官玄默的感情。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXJsWnkQWWR
69Please respect copyright.PENANApMz1MBt0OQ
只是他現在很後悔,後悔自己沒能多保護那兩人的感情一點,如果他當時能守護好那兩人,那麼說不定什麼都不會發生。69Please respect copyright.PENANARfAbxjq5B1
69Please respect copyright.PENANALW9eU154Dr
不過說這些都已經太遲,世界已經只剩下他一個人。69Please respect copyright.PENANA5HIMSoadVc
69Please respect copyright.PENANAuxc1Prrh7j
曾經得到的,都有一天會失去。69Please respect copyright.PENANAj37TTAytmy
69Please respect copyright.PENANAAyQ43Nhl0h
69Please respect copyright.PENANAvkBV52xLD7
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69Please respect copyright.PENANAS8PZ24BPtl
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時光荏苒,高二時的風波已經平靜到連漣漪都沒有剩下,這似乎該歸功於師長們的努力。69Please respect copyright.PENANA8W0mxfb7uv
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或許是害怕楚襄冉成了下一個意外,等他回到學校後,沒有人再對他提起那喧囂過許多日子的事件,事情的經過連同向冬陽和官玄默曾經存在過的事實一起被所有人抹煞,就連名字都不再被提起。69Please respect copyright.PENANAoUg1SzP8I6
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楚襄冉冷冷的笑了。69Please respect copyright.PENANAONGlcFTz6n
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很久以前就嚐過人情冷暖的他,並不想去責備這些人的現實,只是像是懲罰自己般的隔絕整個世界。69Please respect copyright.PENANAbgltFapRFL
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本來就習慣藏身於向冬陽和官玄默光芒下的陰影之中,楚襄冉回到學校後只有變得更沉默,更不願意與其他人交談。69Please respect copyright.PENANArqIK5uRFEP
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原本還會帶著溫文爾雅的笑容回應其他人的話語,而現在彷彿失去了微笑的對象一般,總是冰冷的面無表情。69Please respect copyright.PENANAF6KE7PlCT9
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就算笑,也是冷冷的,嘲諷般的笑容。69Please respect copyright.PENANAt72f44Va8J
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拒絕所有人的關心,也拒絕所有人的探問,他在熟悉的地方獨自過著生活。69Please respect copyright.PENANAhtynExFAbw
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不看,不聽,不聞,他在意的已經失去,剩下來的他不在意。69Please respect copyright.PENANA9z6sQXHGYY
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世界依舊喧鬧,而楚襄冉生存在世界之外。69Please respect copyright.PENANAzSSVnZV23d
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那裡是一片寂靜的空白。69Please respect copyright.PENANAvmLklxqZir
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他不知道官玄默在搬了家之後是否忘了那些曾經發生過的一切,他只知道,他什麼也忘不掉。69Please respect copyright.PENANAYtiRvC6ryF
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總是睜眼到天亮,失眠已經成了習慣,他每天的睡眠不超過兩小時,藏在厚重制服下的身型已經瘦骨嶙峋。69Please respect copyright.PENANA8DGp1AuVnY
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這一切,已經遠離了的官玄默都不知道,他不知道楚襄冉不再笑了,也不知道楚襄冉只能夜不成眠,然後每天再用數不清的黑咖啡來提振自己的精神,更不知道,雖然他在信中留下了聯絡的方法,告訴對方,雖然他現在因為不願意勾起傷心的記憶而離開,但是他希望能一直和他保持連絡。69Please respect copyright.PENANAu6Ck8b0PhG
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只是,他從來沒接到過楚襄冉撥給他的電話。