為了逃開那個處處充斥著向冬陽身影的城市,官玄默狠了心,雖然明明說好走的時候要和楚襄冉打聲招呼,可最後他卻只留了張字條,裝在白色信封裡,投進了楚襄冉家的信箱。74Please respect copyright.PENANATQj6X5SaxX
74Please respect copyright.PENANA6Su97PHlad
向冬陽留給兩人的記憶都太深刻,他不願意自己的離開帶給楚襄冉再一次的面對分離,所以才會選擇無聲的走。74Please respect copyright.PENANAz9LT1KR55z
74Please respect copyright.PENANArPrgn4GyUs
但是他不知道,從他走出家門、投信、上車等等一連串的舉動,楚襄冉都站在那扇被淺藍色窗簾嚴嚴實實遮住了的窗戶背後,從窗簾的縫隙之中,看的一清二楚。74Please respect copyright.PENANAJHmWue6yoJ
74Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3zCtNCv1R
他也不會知道,楚襄冉那時扯住窗簾的手,抓的有多緊……74Please respect copyright.PENANA8yCWx716tx
74Please respect copyright.PENANA6mgyYby33I
為什麼要這麼一聲不響的走?74Please respect copyright.PENANAsunsUNgDU2
74Please respect copyright.PENANA9KY4dGmm2e
不是約好了嗎?明明、約好了的。不要讓他連失去都沒有機會道別,所以那天,他特意懇求他的。74Please respect copyright.PENANAjU6eR7I2Td
74Please respect copyright.PENANAdaTOruo9Lv
走的時候,請告訴他,這是他唯一能開口拜託官玄默替他做的事,他也只願意這麼做。74Please respect copyright.PENANAThw1yYhakx
74Please respect copyright.PENANAUiUJlYNhZ4
但是……他還是被拋下了,連說再見的機會都沒有……74Please respect copyright.PENANA0hhLdgSYX3
74Please respect copyright.PENANA1xmlXFhPIA
是因為向冬陽不在了嗎??如果不是他當初的安排,或許向冬陽不會從官玄默身邊離開,雖然留在這裡會遭到反對,但是他們見得到面,也能知道彼此都還好好的活著。74Please respect copyright.PENANAURQloxnC9A
74Please respect copyright.PENANADDpW4CHFza
不會有像現在這樣的生離死別。74Please respect copyright.PENANAkNmWkGuu4C
74Please respect copyright.PENANAe8SwuZrSOI
所以……他恨他嗎?是恨他了吧?74Please respect copyright.PENANA9gtNMD5gFy
74Please respect copyright.PENANAnyaIxmuXHp
或許就算不恨,但是他也不想再看見他了。74Please respect copyright.PENANAj3cSQPgCcH
74Please respect copyright.PENANANwhS0T565t
不然怎麼會連最後一句話都不願意跟他說,明明答應了、約定好了的事情,這是官玄默第一次對他失約。74Please respect copyright.PENANAnAv6MU4mZd
74Please respect copyright.PENANABUUz8ujmqc
除了恨或討厭,或是類似於此的負面情緒,楚襄冉想不出更好的理由,而這一切,都是他咎由自取,怪不得別人。74Please respect copyright.PENANANAayPzsBG6
74Please respect copyright.PENANAMRqgXqibs9
如果他沒有鼓勵兩人離開,或許,一切都不會發生……74Please respect copyright.PENANAOiiXe3hSB4
74Please respect copyright.PENANAa4gqxnLi7a
直到載著一切的車子遠去,連揚起的塵埃都再看不清之後,楚襄冉才安靜的下了樓,走出大門打開信箱,把剛才自己看著對方投入的白色信封取了出來。74Please respect copyright.PENANAfpLeQvfizq
74Please respect copyright.PENANAzF7DfKor5b
沒有打開信封,因為他不想看見官玄默為了不告而別所找的藉口,只是來到了廚房,打開瓦斯爐,讓青白色的火燄爬上那封信,燃出豔麗的紅。74Please respect copyright.PENANAy5Wgd1a5ep
74Please respect copyright.PENANAgr6ez8bELE
藉著火光,楚襄冉在一片黑暗的空間裡,看著自己映在廚房窗上的倒影,面容平靜,什麼表情也沒有。74Please respect copyright.PENANACQcZNg6tMK
74Please respect copyright.PENANAeZ9r0Rr8J6
不是第一次被拋下了,但是難過或傷心的情緒都無法在胸口中醞釀,只是空蕩蕩的,什麼也沒留下。74Please respect copyright.PENANA5L6sQ1kPFC
74Please respect copyright.PENANAtepqEnEoAR
他該要難過,該要傷心,但是自從出事之後,他連眼眶都沒紅過,流不出眼淚。74Please respect copyright.PENANAVCjuaizL6r
74Please respect copyright.PENANAEDF7oQ3KfF
死了就是死了,向冬陽不會再感到痛苦,可是活著留下來的人,煎熬才正等著他們。74Please respect copyright.PENANAKPbXu9MxiO
74Please respect copyright.PENANA2alGf8Twv8
閉上眼,楚襄冉放任幾乎燃上手的火焰飄落在水槽裡,碰到了潮濕之後發出細微聲響。74Please respect copyright.PENANAD9NiLjO9Sg
74Please respect copyright.PENANAbAxGGoZc6f
他很清楚的記得,自己是在什麼時候發現那種異樣的感情,也很清楚的記得,自己的目光是從什麼時候開始,總停留在那個人身上,久久無法轉移。74Please respect copyright.PENANAbtrH675sGJ
74Please respect copyright.PENANAV9z6cNUygF
可是他更清楚的記得,在他察覺有關於自身種種的同時,他也看到了那人眼中的影子是誰。74Please respect copyright.PENANAgSMCNqIg9e
74Please respect copyright.PENANAZyFvdeepz3
自己深深眷戀著的官玄默,目光卻總是追隨著和他們一起長大的人——向冬陽。74Please respect copyright.PENANAkt060HOQ26
74Please respect copyright.PENANAFEPc0cQEad
向冬陽就真的如同冬天的太陽一般,總是燦爛的笑著,把溫暖帶給他身邊所有的人。74Please respect copyright.PENANAs5JC4XxL3d
74Please respect copyright.PENANA2BYtM8Iqv6
充滿活力又擁有自信的人……74Please respect copyright.PENANA2PwOtSjEGG
74Please respect copyright.PENANAa3nMmVlBOF
楚襄冉完全能明白官玄默為什麼會喜歡上他。74Please respect copyright.PENANATB9Cqig03R
74Please respect copyright.PENANAp9ppbK2LoP
他和官玄默是同一類人,總是習慣性的會把擔子扛在肩上,只是官玄默是出於責任感,而楚襄冉則是因為不想讓別人失望。74Please respect copyright.PENANAGTihz2g0Br
74Please respect copyright.PENANAqPHt8bXFxW
兩人同為壓抑自己又理智的個性,所以官玄默會被向冬陽那種跳脫活潑,總把別人的事當自己的事一樣的性子給吸引,他真的一點也不意外。74Please respect copyright.PENANAQYhJg7EVwa
74Please respect copyright.PENANAtAebP6v2If
早在一切發生之前,他就知道了他們兩人相愛的事情。74Please respect copyright.PENANArablpVOp0W
74Please respect copyright.PENANAOyZOkHGhwr
所以常常假藉各式名義留那兩個人單獨相處,楚襄冉從不曾把向冬陽視為情敵,而是很高興他能回應官玄默的感情。74Please respect copyright.PENANAselNP5kav4
74Please respect copyright.PENANAab30t8oCDl
只是他現在很後悔,後悔自己沒能多保護那兩人的感情一點,如果他當時能守護好那兩人,那麼說不定什麼都不會發生。74Please respect copyright.PENANAkpoy4bA3KA
74Please respect copyright.PENANAUa3zEv1dST
不過說這些都已經太遲,世界已經只剩下他一個人。74Please respect copyright.PENANAtoVCsconMS
74Please respect copyright.PENANAWQXKwkepOS
曾經得到的,都有一天會失去。74Please respect copyright.PENANA3uS5KZdmW5
74Please respect copyright.PENANAoK1DCfhQwG
74Please respect copyright.PENANA8R8n0LFvE3
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時光荏苒,高二時的風波已經平靜到連漣漪都沒有剩下,這似乎該歸功於師長們的努力。74Please respect copyright.PENANA5M2vlKUec8
74Please respect copyright.PENANAwd7hBmyetI
或許是害怕楚襄冉成了下一個意外,等他回到學校後,沒有人再對他提起那喧囂過許多日子的事件,事情的經過連同向冬陽和官玄默曾經存在過的事實一起被所有人抹煞,就連名字都不再被提起。74Please respect copyright.PENANAYSFTWLjKA3
74Please respect copyright.PENANAgHDyO3XoJE
楚襄冉冷冷的笑了。74Please respect copyright.PENANA1mWhdamHt5
74Please respect copyright.PENANAeNvinckNtL
很久以前就嚐過人情冷暖的他,並不想去責備這些人的現實,只是像是懲罰自己般的隔絕整個世界。74Please respect copyright.PENANANFKgCGzOeC
74Please respect copyright.PENANAkf1tnJemPU
本來就習慣藏身於向冬陽和官玄默光芒下的陰影之中,楚襄冉回到學校後只有變得更沉默,更不願意與其他人交談。74Please respect copyright.PENANAOOUoZplXRL
74Please respect copyright.PENANAlith0zOVTD
原本還會帶著溫文爾雅的笑容回應其他人的話語,而現在彷彿失去了微笑的對象一般,總是冰冷的面無表情。74Please respect copyright.PENANA7TI5Wh1IPm
74Please respect copyright.PENANAE03KG5OVmR
就算笑,也是冷冷的,嘲諷般的笑容。74Please respect copyright.PENANAw2NdWiPkUP
74Please respect copyright.PENANAuGwCdCAp68
拒絕所有人的關心,也拒絕所有人的探問,他在熟悉的地方獨自過著生活。74Please respect copyright.PENANAfWpGshyFMi
74Please respect copyright.PENANAxdD0vrhFz7
不看,不聽,不聞,他在意的已經失去,剩下來的他不在意。74Please respect copyright.PENANAc45iBnXQaW
74Please respect copyright.PENANA8WvoCL9PM9
世界依舊喧鬧,而楚襄冉生存在世界之外。74Please respect copyright.PENANAazDd4veIpR
74Please respect copyright.PENANAyHmXbqWOv3
那裡是一片寂靜的空白。74Please respect copyright.PENANAZu6QImMSdW
74Please respect copyright.PENANAela65smHzz
他不知道官玄默在搬了家之後是否忘了那些曾經發生過的一切,他只知道,他什麼也忘不掉。74Please respect copyright.PENANArCdIERbdfx
74Please respect copyright.PENANAr8rq3DOJxJ
總是睜眼到天亮,失眠已經成了習慣,他每天的睡眠不超過兩小時,藏在厚重制服下的身型已經瘦骨嶙峋。74Please respect copyright.PENANAOEstpy0uHZ
74Please respect copyright.PENANAqc2xLrI2Pt
這一切,已經遠離了的官玄默都不知道,他不知道楚襄冉不再笑了,也不知道楚襄冉只能夜不成眠,然後每天再用數不清的黑咖啡來提振自己的精神,更不知道,雖然他在信中留下了聯絡的方法,告訴對方,雖然他現在因為不願意勾起傷心的記憶而離開,但是他希望能一直和他保持連絡。74Please respect copyright.PENANARtAUaxuWmx
74Please respect copyright.PENANAhHaCUU7tQz
只是,他從來沒接到過楚襄冉撥給他的電話。
ns216.73.216.79da2 74Please respect copyright.PENANA6Su97PHlad
向冬陽留給兩人的記憶都太深刻,他不願意自己的離開帶給楚襄冉再一次的面對分離,所以才會選擇無聲的走。74Please respect copyright.PENANAz9LT1KR55z
74Please respect copyright.PENANArPrgn4GyUs
但是他不知道,從他走出家門、投信、上車等等一連串的舉動,楚襄冉都站在那扇被淺藍色窗簾嚴嚴實實遮住了的窗戶背後,從窗簾的縫隙之中,看的一清二楚。74Please respect copyright.PENANAJHmWue6yoJ
74Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3zCtNCv1R
他也不會知道,楚襄冉那時扯住窗簾的手,抓的有多緊……74Please respect copyright.PENANA8yCWx716tx
74Please respect copyright.PENANA6mgyYby33I
為什麼要這麼一聲不響的走?74Please respect copyright.PENANAsunsUNgDU2
74Please respect copyright.PENANA9KY4dGmm2e
不是約好了嗎?明明、約好了的。不要讓他連失去都沒有機會道別,所以那天,他特意懇求他的。74Please respect copyright.PENANAjU6eR7I2Td
74Please respect copyright.PENANAdaTOruo9Lv
走的時候,請告訴他,這是他唯一能開口拜託官玄默替他做的事,他也只願意這麼做。74Please respect copyright.PENANAThw1yYhakx
74Please respect copyright.PENANAUiUJlYNhZ4
但是……他還是被拋下了,連說再見的機會都沒有……74Please respect copyright.PENANA0hhLdgSYX3
74Please respect copyright.PENANA1xmlXFhPIA
是因為向冬陽不在了嗎??如果不是他當初的安排,或許向冬陽不會從官玄默身邊離開,雖然留在這裡會遭到反對,但是他們見得到面,也能知道彼此都還好好的活著。74Please respect copyright.PENANAURQloxnC9A
74Please respect copyright.PENANADDpW4CHFza
不會有像現在這樣的生離死別。74Please respect copyright.PENANAkNmWkGuu4C
74Please respect copyright.PENANAe8SwuZrSOI
所以……他恨他嗎?是恨他了吧?74Please respect copyright.PENANA9gtNMD5gFy
74Please respect copyright.PENANAnyaIxmuXHp
或許就算不恨,但是他也不想再看見他了。74Please respect copyright.PENANAj3cSQPgCcH
74Please respect copyright.PENANANwhS0T565t
不然怎麼會連最後一句話都不願意跟他說,明明答應了、約定好了的事情,這是官玄默第一次對他失約。74Please respect copyright.PENANAnAv6MU4mZd
74Please respect copyright.PENANABUUz8ujmqc
除了恨或討厭,或是類似於此的負面情緒,楚襄冉想不出更好的理由,而這一切,都是他咎由自取,怪不得別人。74Please respect copyright.PENANANAayPzsBG6
74Please respect copyright.PENANAMRqgXqibs9
如果他沒有鼓勵兩人離開,或許,一切都不會發生……74Please respect copyright.PENANAOiiXe3hSB4
74Please respect copyright.PENANAa4gqxnLi7a
直到載著一切的車子遠去,連揚起的塵埃都再看不清之後,楚襄冉才安靜的下了樓,走出大門打開信箱,把剛才自己看著對方投入的白色信封取了出來。74Please respect copyright.PENANAfpLeQvfizq
74Please respect copyright.PENANAzF7DfKor5b
沒有打開信封,因為他不想看見官玄默為了不告而別所找的藉口,只是來到了廚房,打開瓦斯爐,讓青白色的火燄爬上那封信,燃出豔麗的紅。74Please respect copyright.PENANAy5Wgd1a5ep
74Please respect copyright.PENANAgr6ez8bELE
藉著火光,楚襄冉在一片黑暗的空間裡,看著自己映在廚房窗上的倒影,面容平靜,什麼表情也沒有。74Please respect copyright.PENANACQcZNg6tMK
74Please respect copyright.PENANAeZ9r0Rr8J6
不是第一次被拋下了,但是難過或傷心的情緒都無法在胸口中醞釀,只是空蕩蕩的,什麼也沒留下。74Please respect copyright.PENANA5L6sQ1kPFC
74Please respect copyright.PENANAtepqEnEoAR
他該要難過,該要傷心,但是自從出事之後,他連眼眶都沒紅過,流不出眼淚。74Please respect copyright.PENANAVCjuaizL6r
74Please respect copyright.PENANAEDF7oQ3KfF
死了就是死了,向冬陽不會再感到痛苦,可是活著留下來的人,煎熬才正等著他們。74Please respect copyright.PENANAKPbXu9MxiO
74Please respect copyright.PENANA2alGf8Twv8
閉上眼,楚襄冉放任幾乎燃上手的火焰飄落在水槽裡,碰到了潮濕之後發出細微聲響。74Please respect copyright.PENANAD9NiLjO9Sg
74Please respect copyright.PENANAbAxGGoZc6f
他很清楚的記得,自己是在什麼時候發現那種異樣的感情,也很清楚的記得,自己的目光是從什麼時候開始,總停留在那個人身上,久久無法轉移。74Please respect copyright.PENANAbtrH675sGJ
74Please respect copyright.PENANAV9z6cNUygF
可是他更清楚的記得,在他察覺有關於自身種種的同時,他也看到了那人眼中的影子是誰。74Please respect copyright.PENANAgSMCNqIg9e
74Please respect copyright.PENANAZyFvdeepz3
自己深深眷戀著的官玄默,目光卻總是追隨著和他們一起長大的人——向冬陽。74Please respect copyright.PENANAkt060HOQ26
74Please respect copyright.PENANAFEPc0cQEad
向冬陽就真的如同冬天的太陽一般,總是燦爛的笑著,把溫暖帶給他身邊所有的人。74Please respect copyright.PENANAs5JC4XxL3d
74Please respect copyright.PENANA2BYtM8Iqv6
充滿活力又擁有自信的人……74Please respect copyright.PENANA2PwOtSjEGG
74Please respect copyright.PENANAa3nMmVlBOF
楚襄冉完全能明白官玄默為什麼會喜歡上他。74Please respect copyright.PENANATB9Cqig03R
74Please respect copyright.PENANAp9ppbK2LoP
他和官玄默是同一類人,總是習慣性的會把擔子扛在肩上,只是官玄默是出於責任感,而楚襄冉則是因為不想讓別人失望。74Please respect copyright.PENANAGTihz2g0Br
74Please respect copyright.PENANAqPHt8bXFxW
兩人同為壓抑自己又理智的個性,所以官玄默會被向冬陽那種跳脫活潑,總把別人的事當自己的事一樣的性子給吸引,他真的一點也不意外。74Please respect copyright.PENANAQYhJg7EVwa
74Please respect copyright.PENANAtAebP6v2If
早在一切發生之前,他就知道了他們兩人相愛的事情。74Please respect copyright.PENANArablpVOp0W
74Please respect copyright.PENANAOyZOkHGhwr
所以常常假藉各式名義留那兩個人單獨相處,楚襄冉從不曾把向冬陽視為情敵,而是很高興他能回應官玄默的感情。74Please respect copyright.PENANAselNP5kav4
74Please respect copyright.PENANAab30t8oCDl
只是他現在很後悔,後悔自己沒能多保護那兩人的感情一點,如果他當時能守護好那兩人,那麼說不定什麼都不會發生。74Please respect copyright.PENANAkpoy4bA3KA
74Please respect copyright.PENANAUa3zEv1dST
不過說這些都已經太遲,世界已經只剩下他一個人。74Please respect copyright.PENANAtoVCsconMS
74Please respect copyright.PENANAWQXKwkepOS
曾經得到的,都有一天會失去。74Please respect copyright.PENANA3uS5KZdmW5
74Please respect copyright.PENANAoK1DCfhQwG
74Please respect copyright.PENANA8R8n0LFvE3
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時光荏苒,高二時的風波已經平靜到連漣漪都沒有剩下,這似乎該歸功於師長們的努力。74Please respect copyright.PENANA5M2vlKUec8
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或許是害怕楚襄冉成了下一個意外,等他回到學校後,沒有人再對他提起那喧囂過許多日子的事件,事情的經過連同向冬陽和官玄默曾經存在過的事實一起被所有人抹煞,就連名字都不再被提起。74Please respect copyright.PENANAYSFTWLjKA3
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楚襄冉冷冷的笑了。74Please respect copyright.PENANA1mWhdamHt5
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很久以前就嚐過人情冷暖的他,並不想去責備這些人的現實,只是像是懲罰自己般的隔絕整個世界。74Please respect copyright.PENANANFKgCGzOeC
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本來就習慣藏身於向冬陽和官玄默光芒下的陰影之中,楚襄冉回到學校後只有變得更沉默,更不願意與其他人交談。74Please respect copyright.PENANAOOUoZplXRL
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原本還會帶著溫文爾雅的笑容回應其他人的話語,而現在彷彿失去了微笑的對象一般,總是冰冷的面無表情。74Please respect copyright.PENANA7TI5Wh1IPm
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就算笑,也是冷冷的,嘲諷般的笑容。74Please respect copyright.PENANAw2NdWiPkUP
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拒絕所有人的關心,也拒絕所有人的探問,他在熟悉的地方獨自過著生活。74Please respect copyright.PENANAfWpGshyFMi
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不看,不聽,不聞,他在意的已經失去,剩下來的他不在意。74Please respect copyright.PENANAc45iBnXQaW
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世界依舊喧鬧,而楚襄冉生存在世界之外。74Please respect copyright.PENANAazDd4veIpR
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那裡是一片寂靜的空白。74Please respect copyright.PENANAZu6QImMSdW
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他不知道官玄默在搬了家之後是否忘了那些曾經發生過的一切,他只知道,他什麼也忘不掉。74Please respect copyright.PENANArCdIERbdfx
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總是睜眼到天亮,失眠已經成了習慣,他每天的睡眠不超過兩小時,藏在厚重制服下的身型已經瘦骨嶙峋。74Please respect copyright.PENANAOEstpy0uHZ
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這一切,已經遠離了的官玄默都不知道,他不知道楚襄冉不再笑了,也不知道楚襄冉只能夜不成眠,然後每天再用數不清的黑咖啡來提振自己的精神,更不知道,雖然他在信中留下了聯絡的方法,告訴對方,雖然他現在因為不願意勾起傷心的記憶而離開,但是他希望能一直和他保持連絡。74Please respect copyright.PENANARtAUaxuWmx
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只是,他從來沒接到過楚襄冉撥給他的電話。