為了逃開那個處處充斥著向冬陽身影的城市,官玄默狠了心,雖然明明說好走的時候要和楚襄冉打聲招呼,可最後他卻只留了張字條,裝在白色信封裡,投進了楚襄冉家的信箱。73Please respect copyright.PENANAzJj14Wmb8o
73Please respect copyright.PENANAz13hwS79aR
向冬陽留給兩人的記憶都太深刻,他不願意自己的離開帶給楚襄冉再一次的面對分離,所以才會選擇無聲的走。73Please respect copyright.PENANAIoaQIotR7R
73Please respect copyright.PENANAo1zsfnqgaj
但是他不知道,從他走出家門、投信、上車等等一連串的舉動,楚襄冉都站在那扇被淺藍色窗簾嚴嚴實實遮住了的窗戶背後,從窗簾的縫隙之中,看的一清二楚。73Please respect copyright.PENANAdj8HpQYp4X
73Please respect copyright.PENANAWEsrLVYGqc
他也不會知道,楚襄冉那時扯住窗簾的手,抓的有多緊……73Please respect copyright.PENANAqJRwiVcCWZ
73Please respect copyright.PENANAKCs3XEjyKW
為什麼要這麼一聲不響的走?73Please respect copyright.PENANAnjpCmKylMe
73Please respect copyright.PENANAHWDsLpJgFl
不是約好了嗎?明明、約好了的。不要讓他連失去都沒有機會道別,所以那天,他特意懇求他的。73Please respect copyright.PENANAoYkoaWvQox
73Please respect copyright.PENANAOsOE1xURTm
走的時候,請告訴他,這是他唯一能開口拜託官玄默替他做的事,他也只願意這麼做。73Please respect copyright.PENANAEtjdXV598a
73Please respect copyright.PENANAMOZY4wQjh8
但是……他還是被拋下了,連說再見的機會都沒有……73Please respect copyright.PENANA943dw47BDZ
73Please respect copyright.PENANAIPMMCSGAvy
是因為向冬陽不在了嗎??如果不是他當初的安排,或許向冬陽不會從官玄默身邊離開,雖然留在這裡會遭到反對,但是他們見得到面,也能知道彼此都還好好的活著。73Please respect copyright.PENANANiQkXWBfdv
73Please respect copyright.PENANAcCa75FLEKQ
不會有像現在這樣的生離死別。73Please respect copyright.PENANAwNuEGM6OFP
73Please respect copyright.PENANAqfDGVnFutj
所以……他恨他嗎?是恨他了吧?73Please respect copyright.PENANATHaPgSPKbe
73Please respect copyright.PENANAbmBQ3kSul2
或許就算不恨,但是他也不想再看見他了。73Please respect copyright.PENANA8scOfmvuO3
73Please respect copyright.PENANAIE5rQ4qWZt
不然怎麼會連最後一句話都不願意跟他說,明明答應了、約定好了的事情,這是官玄默第一次對他失約。73Please respect copyright.PENANAV9Xii5rekr
73Please respect copyright.PENANAy85v3lW3w8
除了恨或討厭,或是類似於此的負面情緒,楚襄冉想不出更好的理由,而這一切,都是他咎由自取,怪不得別人。73Please respect copyright.PENANADvIMeCEmz1
73Please respect copyright.PENANAWervKlak6O
如果他沒有鼓勵兩人離開,或許,一切都不會發生……73Please respect copyright.PENANAUTgaDj1iwr
73Please respect copyright.PENANAJF872NVFEr
直到載著一切的車子遠去,連揚起的塵埃都再看不清之後,楚襄冉才安靜的下了樓,走出大門打開信箱,把剛才自己看著對方投入的白色信封取了出來。73Please respect copyright.PENANAXILSGTEiT7
73Please respect copyright.PENANAvKhlDLn00a
沒有打開信封,因為他不想看見官玄默為了不告而別所找的藉口,只是來到了廚房,打開瓦斯爐,讓青白色的火燄爬上那封信,燃出豔麗的紅。73Please respect copyright.PENANAsnueanu0Gg
73Please respect copyright.PENANAZHueotHN1V
藉著火光,楚襄冉在一片黑暗的空間裡,看著自己映在廚房窗上的倒影,面容平靜,什麼表情也沒有。73Please respect copyright.PENANAWfPNoxSa0D
73Please respect copyright.PENANAO3cyIoby49
不是第一次被拋下了,但是難過或傷心的情緒都無法在胸口中醞釀,只是空蕩蕩的,什麼也沒留下。73Please respect copyright.PENANAZj1zKv4hcZ
73Please respect copyright.PENANAW8aVCkHXfI
他該要難過,該要傷心,但是自從出事之後,他連眼眶都沒紅過,流不出眼淚。73Please respect copyright.PENANATLbBluzdVR
73Please respect copyright.PENANA1TUuFKqdXv
死了就是死了,向冬陽不會再感到痛苦,可是活著留下來的人,煎熬才正等著他們。73Please respect copyright.PENANAYxW9vXpO1H
73Please respect copyright.PENANAqR2DbX93Lf
閉上眼,楚襄冉放任幾乎燃上手的火焰飄落在水槽裡,碰到了潮濕之後發出細微聲響。73Please respect copyright.PENANAo1CdVQo6OG
73Please respect copyright.PENANAdoyUpm24QM
他很清楚的記得,自己是在什麼時候發現那種異樣的感情,也很清楚的記得,自己的目光是從什麼時候開始,總停留在那個人身上,久久無法轉移。73Please respect copyright.PENANAvIYkV1b0n2
73Please respect copyright.PENANATqCRYTKFse
可是他更清楚的記得,在他察覺有關於自身種種的同時,他也看到了那人眼中的影子是誰。73Please respect copyright.PENANAcRsdTmfBfH
73Please respect copyright.PENANANEb3PmK9Le
自己深深眷戀著的官玄默,目光卻總是追隨著和他們一起長大的人——向冬陽。73Please respect copyright.PENANA9LAL7D6Lgp
73Please respect copyright.PENANAC05C3ggMOI
向冬陽就真的如同冬天的太陽一般,總是燦爛的笑著,把溫暖帶給他身邊所有的人。73Please respect copyright.PENANARuAGcgDbPN
73Please respect copyright.PENANA9bZUO2621h
充滿活力又擁有自信的人……73Please respect copyright.PENANAGbxsFTXLew
73Please respect copyright.PENANAIvtF8yllxW
楚襄冉完全能明白官玄默為什麼會喜歡上他。73Please respect copyright.PENANAsyTCJRlWSz
73Please respect copyright.PENANAt3YVW6m2YG
他和官玄默是同一類人,總是習慣性的會把擔子扛在肩上,只是官玄默是出於責任感,而楚襄冉則是因為不想讓別人失望。73Please respect copyright.PENANAdf9wQ41KMD
73Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ii77mI9yV
兩人同為壓抑自己又理智的個性,所以官玄默會被向冬陽那種跳脫活潑,總把別人的事當自己的事一樣的性子給吸引,他真的一點也不意外。73Please respect copyright.PENANA8SJbyIk7PI
73Please respect copyright.PENANAsuGuXcCZAl
早在一切發生之前,他就知道了他們兩人相愛的事情。73Please respect copyright.PENANAlyM8ivxEar
73Please respect copyright.PENANAi5oz7pMYrp
所以常常假藉各式名義留那兩個人單獨相處,楚襄冉從不曾把向冬陽視為情敵,而是很高興他能回應官玄默的感情。73Please respect copyright.PENANAKSbcePW01F
73Please respect copyright.PENANAFBLKoHggEM
只是他現在很後悔,後悔自己沒能多保護那兩人的感情一點,如果他當時能守護好那兩人,那麼說不定什麼都不會發生。73Please respect copyright.PENANAy5ykDi0UR8
73Please respect copyright.PENANAQskXzLboSO
不過說這些都已經太遲,世界已經只剩下他一個人。73Please respect copyright.PENANAIPlKrY9Lj4
73Please respect copyright.PENANAVwNZZNIi0K
曾經得到的,都有一天會失去。73Please respect copyright.PENANANLSHwc3sqG
73Please respect copyright.PENANAlLoo1Slsm7
73Please respect copyright.PENANAXhm47eCpf7
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73Please respect copyright.PENANAyYcjuKDV1u
73Please respect copyright.PENANAjP92Jjjx1j
時光荏苒,高二時的風波已經平靜到連漣漪都沒有剩下,這似乎該歸功於師長們的努力。73Please respect copyright.PENANAVp6zHvNWWY
73Please respect copyright.PENANAlgP13CJ9vA
或許是害怕楚襄冉成了下一個意外,等他回到學校後,沒有人再對他提起那喧囂過許多日子的事件,事情的經過連同向冬陽和官玄默曾經存在過的事實一起被所有人抹煞,就連名字都不再被提起。73Please respect copyright.PENANATsTAOiX4ov
73Please respect copyright.PENANA3TYbeb6gZm
楚襄冉冷冷的笑了。73Please respect copyright.PENANAeLwH7yEixC
73Please respect copyright.PENANA4hS0TP7ZL9
很久以前就嚐過人情冷暖的他,並不想去責備這些人的現實,只是像是懲罰自己般的隔絕整個世界。73Please respect copyright.PENANADRPIhPyE39
73Please respect copyright.PENANAIEKPtZRG1Q
本來就習慣藏身於向冬陽和官玄默光芒下的陰影之中,楚襄冉回到學校後只有變得更沉默,更不願意與其他人交談。73Please respect copyright.PENANAF7PUbch57R
73Please respect copyright.PENANAsVTSoIZIsJ
原本還會帶著溫文爾雅的笑容回應其他人的話語,而現在彷彿失去了微笑的對象一般,總是冰冷的面無表情。73Please respect copyright.PENANA4u2WyZCXIf
73Please respect copyright.PENANAtrSI6LPCKt
就算笑,也是冷冷的,嘲諷般的笑容。73Please respect copyright.PENANA2fE4EqBHfp
73Please respect copyright.PENANAfR91UqZWvD
拒絕所有人的關心,也拒絕所有人的探問,他在熟悉的地方獨自過著生活。73Please respect copyright.PENANAaSVSqoYOzw
73Please respect copyright.PENANAZuFaFk1fJ7
不看,不聽,不聞,他在意的已經失去,剩下來的他不在意。73Please respect copyright.PENANA7o16Gu9w8z
73Please respect copyright.PENANAv5vcgBepA2
世界依舊喧鬧,而楚襄冉生存在世界之外。73Please respect copyright.PENANAtHUjb8joUp
73Please respect copyright.PENANAacRdOokbWN
那裡是一片寂靜的空白。73Please respect copyright.PENANApVLtkv178o
73Please respect copyright.PENANAB9Z6qVoLnS
他不知道官玄默在搬了家之後是否忘了那些曾經發生過的一切,他只知道,他什麼也忘不掉。73Please respect copyright.PENANAdlQVEMCZbX
73Please respect copyright.PENANAHB0tJq00Ex
總是睜眼到天亮,失眠已經成了習慣,他每天的睡眠不超過兩小時,藏在厚重制服下的身型已經瘦骨嶙峋。73Please respect copyright.PENANAycnqbZ7bVX
73Please respect copyright.PENANAJYju9Xwrpo
這一切,已經遠離了的官玄默都不知道,他不知道楚襄冉不再笑了,也不知道楚襄冉只能夜不成眠,然後每天再用數不清的黑咖啡來提振自己的精神,更不知道,雖然他在信中留下了聯絡的方法,告訴對方,雖然他現在因為不願意勾起傷心的記憶而離開,但是他希望能一直和他保持連絡。73Please respect copyright.PENANAhnz6sTi9gb
73Please respect copyright.PENANAmGtKiEeWcY
只是,他從來沒接到過楚襄冉撥給他的電話。
ns216.73.216.251da2 73Please respect copyright.PENANAz13hwS79aR
向冬陽留給兩人的記憶都太深刻,他不願意自己的離開帶給楚襄冉再一次的面對分離,所以才會選擇無聲的走。73Please respect copyright.PENANAIoaQIotR7R
73Please respect copyright.PENANAo1zsfnqgaj
但是他不知道,從他走出家門、投信、上車等等一連串的舉動,楚襄冉都站在那扇被淺藍色窗簾嚴嚴實實遮住了的窗戶背後,從窗簾的縫隙之中,看的一清二楚。73Please respect copyright.PENANAdj8HpQYp4X
73Please respect copyright.PENANAWEsrLVYGqc
他也不會知道,楚襄冉那時扯住窗簾的手,抓的有多緊……73Please respect copyright.PENANAqJRwiVcCWZ
73Please respect copyright.PENANAKCs3XEjyKW
為什麼要這麼一聲不響的走?73Please respect copyright.PENANAnjpCmKylMe
73Please respect copyright.PENANAHWDsLpJgFl
不是約好了嗎?明明、約好了的。不要讓他連失去都沒有機會道別,所以那天,他特意懇求他的。73Please respect copyright.PENANAoYkoaWvQox
73Please respect copyright.PENANAOsOE1xURTm
走的時候,請告訴他,這是他唯一能開口拜託官玄默替他做的事,他也只願意這麼做。73Please respect copyright.PENANAEtjdXV598a
73Please respect copyright.PENANAMOZY4wQjh8
但是……他還是被拋下了,連說再見的機會都沒有……73Please respect copyright.PENANA943dw47BDZ
73Please respect copyright.PENANAIPMMCSGAvy
是因為向冬陽不在了嗎??如果不是他當初的安排,或許向冬陽不會從官玄默身邊離開,雖然留在這裡會遭到反對,但是他們見得到面,也能知道彼此都還好好的活著。73Please respect copyright.PENANANiQkXWBfdv
73Please respect copyright.PENANAcCa75FLEKQ
不會有像現在這樣的生離死別。73Please respect copyright.PENANAwNuEGM6OFP
73Please respect copyright.PENANAqfDGVnFutj
所以……他恨他嗎?是恨他了吧?73Please respect copyright.PENANATHaPgSPKbe
73Please respect copyright.PENANAbmBQ3kSul2
或許就算不恨,但是他也不想再看見他了。73Please respect copyright.PENANA8scOfmvuO3
73Please respect copyright.PENANAIE5rQ4qWZt
不然怎麼會連最後一句話都不願意跟他說,明明答應了、約定好了的事情,這是官玄默第一次對他失約。73Please respect copyright.PENANAV9Xii5rekr
73Please respect copyright.PENANAy85v3lW3w8
除了恨或討厭,或是類似於此的負面情緒,楚襄冉想不出更好的理由,而這一切,都是他咎由自取,怪不得別人。73Please respect copyright.PENANADvIMeCEmz1
73Please respect copyright.PENANAWervKlak6O
如果他沒有鼓勵兩人離開,或許,一切都不會發生……73Please respect copyright.PENANAUTgaDj1iwr
73Please respect copyright.PENANAJF872NVFEr
直到載著一切的車子遠去,連揚起的塵埃都再看不清之後,楚襄冉才安靜的下了樓,走出大門打開信箱,把剛才自己看著對方投入的白色信封取了出來。73Please respect copyright.PENANAXILSGTEiT7
73Please respect copyright.PENANAvKhlDLn00a
沒有打開信封,因為他不想看見官玄默為了不告而別所找的藉口,只是來到了廚房,打開瓦斯爐,讓青白色的火燄爬上那封信,燃出豔麗的紅。73Please respect copyright.PENANAsnueanu0Gg
73Please respect copyright.PENANAZHueotHN1V
藉著火光,楚襄冉在一片黑暗的空間裡,看著自己映在廚房窗上的倒影,面容平靜,什麼表情也沒有。73Please respect copyright.PENANAWfPNoxSa0D
73Please respect copyright.PENANAO3cyIoby49
不是第一次被拋下了,但是難過或傷心的情緒都無法在胸口中醞釀,只是空蕩蕩的,什麼也沒留下。73Please respect copyright.PENANAZj1zKv4hcZ
73Please respect copyright.PENANAW8aVCkHXfI
他該要難過,該要傷心,但是自從出事之後,他連眼眶都沒紅過,流不出眼淚。73Please respect copyright.PENANATLbBluzdVR
73Please respect copyright.PENANA1TUuFKqdXv
死了就是死了,向冬陽不會再感到痛苦,可是活著留下來的人,煎熬才正等著他們。73Please respect copyright.PENANAYxW9vXpO1H
73Please respect copyright.PENANAqR2DbX93Lf
閉上眼,楚襄冉放任幾乎燃上手的火焰飄落在水槽裡,碰到了潮濕之後發出細微聲響。73Please respect copyright.PENANAo1CdVQo6OG
73Please respect copyright.PENANAdoyUpm24QM
他很清楚的記得,自己是在什麼時候發現那種異樣的感情,也很清楚的記得,自己的目光是從什麼時候開始,總停留在那個人身上,久久無法轉移。73Please respect copyright.PENANAvIYkV1b0n2
73Please respect copyright.PENANATqCRYTKFse
可是他更清楚的記得,在他察覺有關於自身種種的同時,他也看到了那人眼中的影子是誰。73Please respect copyright.PENANAcRsdTmfBfH
73Please respect copyright.PENANANEb3PmK9Le
自己深深眷戀著的官玄默,目光卻總是追隨著和他們一起長大的人——向冬陽。73Please respect copyright.PENANA9LAL7D6Lgp
73Please respect copyright.PENANAC05C3ggMOI
向冬陽就真的如同冬天的太陽一般,總是燦爛的笑著,把溫暖帶給他身邊所有的人。73Please respect copyright.PENANARuAGcgDbPN
73Please respect copyright.PENANA9bZUO2621h
充滿活力又擁有自信的人……73Please respect copyright.PENANAGbxsFTXLew
73Please respect copyright.PENANAIvtF8yllxW
楚襄冉完全能明白官玄默為什麼會喜歡上他。73Please respect copyright.PENANAsyTCJRlWSz
73Please respect copyright.PENANAt3YVW6m2YG
他和官玄默是同一類人,總是習慣性的會把擔子扛在肩上,只是官玄默是出於責任感,而楚襄冉則是因為不想讓別人失望。73Please respect copyright.PENANAdf9wQ41KMD
73Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ii77mI9yV
兩人同為壓抑自己又理智的個性,所以官玄默會被向冬陽那種跳脫活潑,總把別人的事當自己的事一樣的性子給吸引,他真的一點也不意外。73Please respect copyright.PENANA8SJbyIk7PI
73Please respect copyright.PENANAsuGuXcCZAl
早在一切發生之前,他就知道了他們兩人相愛的事情。73Please respect copyright.PENANAlyM8ivxEar
73Please respect copyright.PENANAi5oz7pMYrp
所以常常假藉各式名義留那兩個人單獨相處,楚襄冉從不曾把向冬陽視為情敵,而是很高興他能回應官玄默的感情。73Please respect copyright.PENANAKSbcePW01F
73Please respect copyright.PENANAFBLKoHggEM
只是他現在很後悔,後悔自己沒能多保護那兩人的感情一點,如果他當時能守護好那兩人,那麼說不定什麼都不會發生。73Please respect copyright.PENANAy5ykDi0UR8
73Please respect copyright.PENANAQskXzLboSO
不過說這些都已經太遲,世界已經只剩下他一個人。73Please respect copyright.PENANAIPlKrY9Lj4
73Please respect copyright.PENANAVwNZZNIi0K
曾經得到的,都有一天會失去。73Please respect copyright.PENANANLSHwc3sqG
73Please respect copyright.PENANAlLoo1Slsm7
73Please respect copyright.PENANAXhm47eCpf7
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73Please respect copyright.PENANAyYcjuKDV1u
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時光荏苒,高二時的風波已經平靜到連漣漪都沒有剩下,這似乎該歸功於師長們的努力。73Please respect copyright.PENANAVp6zHvNWWY
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或許是害怕楚襄冉成了下一個意外,等他回到學校後,沒有人再對他提起那喧囂過許多日子的事件,事情的經過連同向冬陽和官玄默曾經存在過的事實一起被所有人抹煞,就連名字都不再被提起。73Please respect copyright.PENANATsTAOiX4ov
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楚襄冉冷冷的笑了。73Please respect copyright.PENANAeLwH7yEixC
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很久以前就嚐過人情冷暖的他,並不想去責備這些人的現實,只是像是懲罰自己般的隔絕整個世界。73Please respect copyright.PENANADRPIhPyE39
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本來就習慣藏身於向冬陽和官玄默光芒下的陰影之中,楚襄冉回到學校後只有變得更沉默,更不願意與其他人交談。73Please respect copyright.PENANAF7PUbch57R
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原本還會帶著溫文爾雅的笑容回應其他人的話語,而現在彷彿失去了微笑的對象一般,總是冰冷的面無表情。73Please respect copyright.PENANA4u2WyZCXIf
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就算笑,也是冷冷的,嘲諷般的笑容。73Please respect copyright.PENANA2fE4EqBHfp
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拒絕所有人的關心,也拒絕所有人的探問,他在熟悉的地方獨自過著生活。73Please respect copyright.PENANAaSVSqoYOzw
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不看,不聽,不聞,他在意的已經失去,剩下來的他不在意。73Please respect copyright.PENANA7o16Gu9w8z
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世界依舊喧鬧,而楚襄冉生存在世界之外。73Please respect copyright.PENANAtHUjb8joUp
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那裡是一片寂靜的空白。73Please respect copyright.PENANApVLtkv178o
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他不知道官玄默在搬了家之後是否忘了那些曾經發生過的一切,他只知道,他什麼也忘不掉。73Please respect copyright.PENANAdlQVEMCZbX
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總是睜眼到天亮,失眠已經成了習慣,他每天的睡眠不超過兩小時,藏在厚重制服下的身型已經瘦骨嶙峋。73Please respect copyright.PENANAycnqbZ7bVX
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這一切,已經遠離了的官玄默都不知道,他不知道楚襄冉不再笑了,也不知道楚襄冉只能夜不成眠,然後每天再用數不清的黑咖啡來提振自己的精神,更不知道,雖然他在信中留下了聯絡的方法,告訴對方,雖然他現在因為不願意勾起傷心的記憶而離開,但是他希望能一直和他保持連絡。73Please respect copyright.PENANAhnz6sTi9gb
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只是,他從來沒接到過楚襄冉撥給他的電話。