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『我覺得,你還是會上天堂的。』35Please respect copyright.PENANAlufJ3tZVoc
『小爺我可能就往相反的方向去了。』35Please respect copyright.PENANARA5h65ijCt
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那時的他笑著,不置可否。35Please respect copyright.PENANA0WPOmbe61z
現在的他也是笑著。35Please respect copyright.PENANARBPdd4z5Nl
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──去了天堂又怎樣?35Please respect copyright.PENANAva45FQ1ykF
──天堂沒有你,就是地獄。35Please respect copyright.PENANAHYKPSW4vrL
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月未圓。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvsiyhbq7l6
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新月如弓,殘缺的一道弧線就這樣掛在暗色的天幕上,襯著毫無星子點綴的夜穹,映出了有點突兀的鵝黃。35Please respect copyright.PENANA4Tdm1nTjz0
老舊的迴廊下,有著昏黃的燭光,搖曳著燈影幢幢,一抹有點單薄的人影被那些潛伏在暗處的影子簇擁著,蜿蜒出了有點寂寞的冷香。35Please respect copyright.PENANA9WFesCWyVq
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與暮春這寂寥的氛圍相比,庭院中仍然盛開的槐花串就顯得過於熱鬧了些。深呼吸一口氣,沁入心脾的幽香便那樣排山倒海的來,然後在肺臟內翻騰出微寒的苦澀。35Please respect copyright.PENANAMlafZUWVJU
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他緩緩地走著,手上像是拿著什麼東西一樣,走的小心而謹慎,在彎過每一處轉角時,便會迤邐出一道朦朧的薄霧。35Please respect copyright.PENANAiiwRsxiUAF
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裊裊的白煙是香。35Please respect copyright.PENANAfoBz38eYmv
微微的紅色星火隨著腳步,時不時地便會灑落一點香灰在這青石板上。35Please respect copyright.PENANAZuqPYgQBhv
每走一步,就會多出了一小塊的斑駁。35Please respect copyright.PENANACwKMNIqjoh
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他手裡拈著兩支香,叩噠叩噠地穿過了長長的迴廊,走到了最能看清楚月色的天井下,夜裡的清涼空氣似乎沖淡了手上這有些薰人的線香。35Please respect copyright.PENANAmSR0FmY2qd
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席地而坐。35Please respect copyright.PENANAraRr8OTMXE
稍微撩起了慣於穿在身上的長衫,也不管身上那月牙般的白色會不會染上髒汙,他直接坐到天井的正中央。35Please respect copyright.PENANAv3u2VWeFI9
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淡薄的月色勾勒著他的眉眼,他倒是笑的很愜意。35Please respect copyright.PENANAgllApoJTOu
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一手拿著還在燃燒著的香,一手就拿起了剛才捧在手上的,斟滿了酒的酒盅,仰頭便是一大口。35Please respect copyright.PENANA80iq4f2Bf3
入喉時意料之外的辛辣味道讓他猛地咳了幾聲。35Please respect copyright.PENANAFsM8mXLzx7
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就算不用憑著唱戲多年的經驗,他當然也會知道,這樣的烈酒有多傷嗓子,但是如今的他反正也不再唱戲,所以也懶得再管那麼多。35Please respect copyright.PENANAFQDabmWyFv
反正剛剛咳了那幾聲所幸就當成是唱戲前的開嗓吧,他這樣想著。35Please respect copyright.PENANAA5VHDs9pX9
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而他也真的唱了。35Please respect copyright.PENANADDQyq51wbQ
一闋醴陵,鬼歌就從他的口裡清唱出聲。35Please respect copyright.PENANAjEBJI4Owcs
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入夜的晚風吹來時是刺骨的寒涼。35Please respect copyright.PENANAEm7NKoKzUh
配著淒惶的唱腔,一聲一句地緩緩唱著。35Please respect copyright.PENANAcE4nDWGKIv
再不復從前那樣平穩的聲調,反而是有一搭沒一搭地唱著,就連歌詞,也是東落西落地想到什麼就唱什麼。35Please respect copyright.PENANA7SHrIJWqa9
興許是喝了酒,就會連著神智也變得恍惚了起來。35Please respect copyright.PENANA8BB887JngI
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朦朧地像是眼前的月,斷斷續續的,像是晃蕩起了關於回憶的海市蜃樓。35Please respect copyright.PENANAIXwvQWjODT
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『吳邪,快回來!』35Please respect copyright.PENANAlNAZvWmKnE
『張起靈他已經活不成了。』35Please respect copyright.PENANA1jqXu60DfW
『你跳下去也只是白送了一條命!』35Please respect copyright.PENANA4bdpXQzTnf
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深淵下,絕境裡。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvWSzVnNy7q
他們附背受敵,或者全活,或者全死。35Please respect copyright.PENANAQIaow6odP6
滿是血腥和腐臭的味道逼迫著他們所有的感覺,空氣裡是腐朽的黏膩以及潮濕,不屬於活人的冰冷呼息將他們逼進了回不了頭的境地,最終只能趨於麻痺,他們面對著死亡只有一線的距離。35Please respect copyright.PENANAWhyo6iRnLw
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然後在他眼前那個總是不吭一句話的沉默身影,突然沒了蹤跡。深不見底的黑暗吞沒了那個人的背影,連帶著的,還有生機。35Please respect copyright.PENANASxkIopROPk
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而他親眼看著另一個人在他的眼前崩潰。35Please respect copyright.PENANAbvWrS85Nbc
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『吳邪、快回來!』35Please respect copyright.PENANAwhiNzZsFcS
『他已經回不來了!你也想死嘛!』35Please respect copyright.PENANAC0dBXiwPhW
『快點走、我現在還可以撐著我們倆出去!』35Please respect copyright.PENANAUtgnVkq2di
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一聲比一聲還要著急的呼喊,完全失了他平日的從容。35Please respect copyright.PENANAIWWFAi1xDg
他們明明就站在同一個地方,但是他伸出了手,拼命揮著,卻碰觸不到那個人的背影。35Please respect copyright.PENANAdXSaOj7ho0
僅是一個指尖的距離,竟像是分隔著兩個世界。35Please respect copyright.PENANA6L0FNJA7CA
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他是知道的。35Please respect copyright.PENANAW87dKhHWEM
儘管他仍像是騙著自己一樣地喊著眼前的人。35Please respect copyright.PENANApN3r3WlDHb
他是知道的。35Please respect copyright.PENANA45luHLSsCL
眼前的那人已經死了,隨著那個被黑暗淹沒的身影,心死了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvogKOqkbzL
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『吳邪、回來!』35Please respect copyright.PENANAn9nfrAqKnB
『我帶你回家。』35Please respect copyright.PENANAaGi9wmR63h
『你又忘了解語花了嗎!』35Please respect copyright.PENANABV5abxLE35
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情急之下,脫口而出的那句話,讓他有點愣住了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAZkn8EpAM2n
但是那個人沒有轉過頭。35Please respect copyright.PENANAMe4c1XVzqA
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那個人,儘管腳下就是萬丈的黑暗深淵,儘管四周仍是潛伏著死亡呼嘯著逼近的聲音,但是那個人視若無睹恍若未聞。35Please respect copyright.PENANAD7QrHpspS6
那個人,微微開闔的唇說著些什麼他沒有聽見,只是在最後,凝在嘴邊的那一道弧度,平靜地讓人心驚。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvrLbLUzubJ
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等到他再回過神,手上便僅剩下那人的一小角衣袖,還暗藏著鐵鏽一般的血汙。35Please respect copyright.PENANACd308pjqzJ
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他止住了聲。35Please respect copyright.PENANA7LEZ2xuOIw
一闋醴陵他只唱完了半闋鬼歌。35Please respect copyright.PENANAXvHr6dwqMz
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夜未央。35Please respect copyright.PENANAojhIjel52v
殘月如虹,中天已過。月光映在青色的石磚上,刻出了另一道陰影。被拉長的影子泛著一圈淡淡的銀白,像是歲月蒼白的顏色。35Please respect copyright.PENANAW2XC5BT64S
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已經沒有人再聽他唱戲了,他也沒那個興致再去為這些過往傷神。35Please respect copyright.PENANA5IvVt7nkTK
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挪動了一下身子,從有點麻掉的大腿來看,他似乎坐的有點久了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAjZiBKCXZre
揮動著長袖時,竟可以看見沾附在上面的夜露,然後在半空中投射出些許微光。35Please respect copyright.PENANAXFVL36Lc9H
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仰頭又灌下了一大口酒,初入口時的微甜在吞入喉腔時卻突然轉成了嗆辣的味道,他猛地咳了幾聲。35Please respect copyright.PENANAbrnyaLVFMY
像是用著歲月釀出來的,苦澀的味道,過於猛烈的氣味在吞入腹中時翻攪著胃液,一個夜晚猛灌下來的酒量讓他幾欲嘔吐。35Please respect copyright.PENANAqlBqppGZwy
但是他不在意。35Please respect copyright.PENANA2TfinF5Tat
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隨興地抹去方才不小心溢出嘴角的酒液,揚起了還執著酒壺的手,往空曠的地面便直接砸了出去。35Please respect copyright.PENANAX4rB88bcU8
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鏘啷────────35Please respect copyright.PENANAjnKOzy4OUb
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上著釉色的瓷壺破碎在石磚上,摔出了清脆的聲音,更像是為方才那未竟的歌劃下一道驚心動魄的結局。35Please respect copyright.PENANAqMlZ5eFgM2
酒就被潑濺在影子之上,然後是滴著酒漬的石板,泛著點點銀光,讓本來就陰暗的影子更增添了一股詭譎的異色,像是憑空中,突然多了一個人也同樣在月色裡獨酌。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvpHmxyyqkp
有幾滴,或許是酒液,不小心濺上了那件月牙白的長衫,透著一些暗沉的顏色,但是他仍然不在意。35Please respect copyright.PENANAsIpwnzxvLA
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他早在很久以前,就學會了對待事物的淡然。35Please respect copyright.PENANApvNuPxgj8J
怕那些無關緊要的心思引起蜚短流長,成為威脅到解家輝煌的謠言,所以他學會了面對任何事情時,總是處之泰然的笑容。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvXv2fhFGSq
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所以幸好,幸好他對任何事情都當作兒戲。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAZk6TZXZXrx
所以幸好,幸好他從不曾把他說過的話當真。35Please respect copyright.PENANARjzgMtoQM0
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『我不會忘記你的。』35Please respect copyright.PENANAZ85UXXo4EG
『我不會丟下你的。』35Please respect copyright.PENANAK22xbYJKLx
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騙人。35Please respect copyright.PENANAQsvleiAbfl
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早在他抓住了他,而他揮開手的那一剎那,他便懂了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAy6T9vnIraP
他從來沒有記得過他。35Please respect copyright.PENANArhAF7dbIUW
不。35Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZKNDWl8NP
或許是有記得的35Please respect copyright.PENANAdHQRh2oLDX
他把他記在了腦海裡,但是他把張起靈記在了心上。35Please respect copyright.PENANAfIMLbUPc8S
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相逢如斯,等到了驀然回首時卻只剩下寂寥的背影,漸行漸遠。35Please respect copyright.PENANAI2BS4bfwLF
曾經牽過的手,放了。35Please respect copyright.PENANARbfEX0FhpL
然後被另一個人給握上,牽上了彼岸。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvGmHsJCVTG
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這一條路,從來就不能回頭。35Please respect copyright.PENANACeOAM9eBj9
因為他知道,他遊走在賭注是性命的棋局裡,所以身後,自始自終就只能夠有孤獨如影隨形。35Please respect copyright.PENANAtxHPdzixnV
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誰都沒有負了誰。35Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9Nc5YUTOU
只是他還記得,那段曾經手牽著手,兩小無猜的歲月。35Please respect copyright.PENANAdfs6RRrpIY
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他還記得,重逢後的某一天,喝醉酒的吳邪曾經對他開著玩笑。35Please respect copyright.PENANAT45jgTxNuc
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『解語花……這可真像個短命的名字……』35Please respect copyright.PENANAdp4I5U7AUz
『欸小花、你不會真的這麼短命吧……?』35Please respect copyright.PENANAlYL3KnOJrQ
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他還記得,那時的他只是笑著,還著實嘲笑了一番他毫無根據的揣測,順便鬧了一下對方要他才不要搶在你前頭先走一步。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvt0TYP5miE
現在的他也是笑著,只是沒有笑意的眼裡隱約有著淚光。35Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5HH6QJQUJ
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他知道走這一行的,命都不長。35Please respect copyright.PENANA2fT23ydeI8
卻怎樣也都沒想到吳邪比他更快走到了盡頭。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvKDgf9zDmt
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花還沒謝。35Please respect copyright.PENANAB9mpLSbQSA
可是秋天卻已經來了。35Please respect copyright.PENANApulLBEsrSj
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手上的香,紅火只剩下即將熄滅的顏色。35Please respect copyright.PENANA4EJhEkBPBD
裊裊的白煙輕飄飄地上了天,像是在闇色的天幕上搭起了一道梯,突然間給了他一種搞不好可以順著白煙跟著蒸騰而起的感覺。35Please respect copyright.PENANA20hBBlrUR7
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儘管他知道。35Please respect copyright.PENANACgTR6QISW0
他哪裡也去不了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAhlGGlvMtUv
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直到最後,他仍站在原處,最初的最初。35Please respect copyright.PENANASW2sbhNmxl
晃了一圈人生之後,總算才又回到了頭。35Please respect copyright.PENANArSOplDtdKR
直到最後,他仍站在原處,最初的最初。35Please respect copyright.PENANA5CWlRXWhrU
等到他曾經盼望過的,都飛散成了塵埃泡沫。35Please respect copyright.PENANAgLTu2MwmU3
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從陌生到相識到熟稔。35Please respect copyright.PENANATcZNc7DAg0
從共路到歧途至陌路。35Please respect copyright.PENANAHkmP3vTbVx
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於是自此至終,他的心上就落下了一道疤痕,用血鑄成的,然後硬生生地刻在了骨上,削成了灼熱的傷。35Please respect copyright.PENANAQSvPXDI6tR
不需明說也會懂,那恍若在心底紮了根、生了芽的痛。35Please respect copyright.PENANABoeQmLN51W
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手觸到了不同於青石磚的東西,是身旁還放著早先用來托著酒壺的木盤。35Please respect copyright.PENANAaPjo93Y8kH
酒壺已經被摔碎,而放在木盤上的還有兩只瓷杯。35Please respect copyright.PENANA7PDBjvbQst
同樣地被斟滿了酒,透明無色的液體晃動著月光,皎潔地像是回憶的顏色。35Please respect copyright.PENANA4w7w6TXwRm
他緩緩地拿起酒杯,向上舉著,對著月,也對著地面上的影。35Please respect copyright.PENANA50fIbSuvyC
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「敬你,吳邪,還有張起靈。」35Please respect copyright.PENANAdzoWXthExJ
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敬一盅,給已經殊途的背影。35Please respect copyright.PENANAyZuha8OIWY
再敬一盅,給陪著吳邪的你。35Please respect copyright.PENANAs8DFMei6vn
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『吳邪,如果那天,掉下去的是我,你,也會跟下來嗎?』35Please respect copyright.PENANA9hitZ56yAu
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在夜的最後最後,他又清唱起了歌。35Please respect copyright.PENANAwfY86KTTlQ
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你會聽見嗎?吳邪?35Please respect copyright.PENANAhW7zRfnFPh
聽不見,也罷,如果張起靈忘了你十年的天真無邪。35Please respect copyright.PENANAQeaadbhR11
我來記得,何妨。35Please respect copyright.PENANAmRs4c12Q2y
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──你說你會記得我。35Please respect copyright.PENANAm02Fi0wVJK
──但是你忘記了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAA51AChEScy
──你說你會陪著我。35Please respect copyright.PENANAMmCLNYG89I
──但,你不在了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAaO6jij8p61
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後記:35Please respect copyright.PENANAbJuzEprVKS
悶哥表示:連個台詞都沒有莫名奇妙掛掉結果還一直中箭……(面無表情的拔箭35Please respect copyright.PENANAWFuzU4tqEn
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有人可能會以為,我打這一篇的時候,背景音樂是《妖言君-猶記春衫 http://fc.5sing.com/3470771.html》35Please respect copyright.PENANA9TtWC8Y99E
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畢竟,這首真的是我的靈感來源,我也真的很喜歡這首歌。35Please respect copyright.PENANAEo9633Ople
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【節錄歌詞】35Please respect copyright.PENANAxWVvlXZL98
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新月已成弧從陌生到稔熟35Please respect copyright.PENANAowm6JsajAp
相逢到歧路到如今無需銘心刻骨35Please respect copyright.PENANA9YfOGYV8WJ
轉身太倉促再一盅敬殊途35Please respect copyright.PENANA4Dxr7c8aXp
這一生春秋寒暑才幾步35Please respect copyright.PENANABUFEIFcjZC
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看倦了人來人往35Please respect copyright.PENANAbEmUrpD6gD
護你天真何妨35Please respect copyright.PENANA77kzGWD3uv
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一定會有人認為我是一直LOOP這首歌才打出來的。35Please respect copyright.PENANALCoVCD1UNd
但是,你們錯了(認真)35Please respect copyright.PENANAOaKiT6xNt8
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我。35Please respect copyright.PENANA8Vk4GwK9Jf
是一邊聽世界一初戀的DRAMA一邊打完這篇的(ry(幹35Please respect copyright.PENANAgWKBTR8cdD
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『我覺得,你還是會上天堂的。』35Please respect copyright.PENANAlufJ3tZVoc
『小爺我可能就往相反的方向去了。』35Please respect copyright.PENANARA5h65ijCt
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那時的他笑著,不置可否。35Please respect copyright.PENANA0WPOmbe61z
現在的他也是笑著。35Please respect copyright.PENANARBPdd4z5Nl
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──去了天堂又怎樣?35Please respect copyright.PENANAva45FQ1ykF
──天堂沒有你,就是地獄。35Please respect copyright.PENANAHYKPSW4vrL
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月未圓。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvsiyhbq7l6
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新月如弓,殘缺的一道弧線就這樣掛在暗色的天幕上,襯著毫無星子點綴的夜穹,映出了有點突兀的鵝黃。35Please respect copyright.PENANA4Tdm1nTjz0
老舊的迴廊下,有著昏黃的燭光,搖曳著燈影幢幢,一抹有點單薄的人影被那些潛伏在暗處的影子簇擁著,蜿蜒出了有點寂寞的冷香。35Please respect copyright.PENANA9WFesCWyVq
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與暮春這寂寥的氛圍相比,庭院中仍然盛開的槐花串就顯得過於熱鬧了些。深呼吸一口氣,沁入心脾的幽香便那樣排山倒海的來,然後在肺臟內翻騰出微寒的苦澀。35Please respect copyright.PENANAMlafZUWVJU
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他緩緩地走著,手上像是拿著什麼東西一樣,走的小心而謹慎,在彎過每一處轉角時,便會迤邐出一道朦朧的薄霧。35Please respect copyright.PENANAiiwRsxiUAF
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裊裊的白煙是香。35Please respect copyright.PENANAfoBz38eYmv
微微的紅色星火隨著腳步,時不時地便會灑落一點香灰在這青石板上。35Please respect copyright.PENANAZuqPYgQBhv
每走一步,就會多出了一小塊的斑駁。35Please respect copyright.PENANACwKMNIqjoh
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他手裡拈著兩支香,叩噠叩噠地穿過了長長的迴廊,走到了最能看清楚月色的天井下,夜裡的清涼空氣似乎沖淡了手上這有些薰人的線香。35Please respect copyright.PENANAmSR0FmY2qd
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席地而坐。35Please respect copyright.PENANAraRr8OTMXE
稍微撩起了慣於穿在身上的長衫,也不管身上那月牙般的白色會不會染上髒汙,他直接坐到天井的正中央。35Please respect copyright.PENANAv3u2VWeFI9
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淡薄的月色勾勒著他的眉眼,他倒是笑的很愜意。35Please respect copyright.PENANAgllApoJTOu
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一手拿著還在燃燒著的香,一手就拿起了剛才捧在手上的,斟滿了酒的酒盅,仰頭便是一大口。35Please respect copyright.PENANA80iq4f2Bf3
入喉時意料之外的辛辣味道讓他猛地咳了幾聲。35Please respect copyright.PENANAFsM8mXLzx7
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就算不用憑著唱戲多年的經驗,他當然也會知道,這樣的烈酒有多傷嗓子,但是如今的他反正也不再唱戲,所以也懶得再管那麼多。35Please respect copyright.PENANAFQDabmWyFv
反正剛剛咳了那幾聲所幸就當成是唱戲前的開嗓吧,他這樣想著。35Please respect copyright.PENANAA5VHDs9pX9
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而他也真的唱了。35Please respect copyright.PENANADDQyq51wbQ
一闋醴陵,鬼歌就從他的口裡清唱出聲。35Please respect copyright.PENANAjEBJI4Owcs
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入夜的晚風吹來時是刺骨的寒涼。35Please respect copyright.PENANAEm7NKoKzUh
配著淒惶的唱腔,一聲一句地緩緩唱著。35Please respect copyright.PENANAcE4nDWGKIv
再不復從前那樣平穩的聲調,反而是有一搭沒一搭地唱著,就連歌詞,也是東落西落地想到什麼就唱什麼。35Please respect copyright.PENANA7SHrIJWqa9
興許是喝了酒,就會連著神智也變得恍惚了起來。35Please respect copyright.PENANA8BB887JngI
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朦朧地像是眼前的月,斷斷續續的,像是晃蕩起了關於回憶的海市蜃樓。35Please respect copyright.PENANAIXwvQWjODT
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『吳邪,快回來!』35Please respect copyright.PENANAlNAZvWmKnE
『張起靈他已經活不成了。』35Please respect copyright.PENANA1jqXu60DfW
『你跳下去也只是白送了一條命!』35Please respect copyright.PENANA4bdpXQzTnf
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深淵下,絕境裡。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvWSzVnNy7q
他們附背受敵,或者全活,或者全死。35Please respect copyright.PENANAQIaow6odP6
滿是血腥和腐臭的味道逼迫著他們所有的感覺,空氣裡是腐朽的黏膩以及潮濕,不屬於活人的冰冷呼息將他們逼進了回不了頭的境地,最終只能趨於麻痺,他們面對著死亡只有一線的距離。35Please respect copyright.PENANAWhyo6iRnLw
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然後在他眼前那個總是不吭一句話的沉默身影,突然沒了蹤跡。深不見底的黑暗吞沒了那個人的背影,連帶著的,還有生機。35Please respect copyright.PENANASxkIopROPk
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而他親眼看著另一個人在他的眼前崩潰。35Please respect copyright.PENANAbvWrS85Nbc
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『吳邪、快回來!』35Please respect copyright.PENANAwhiNzZsFcS
『他已經回不來了!你也想死嘛!』35Please respect copyright.PENANAC0dBXiwPhW
『快點走、我現在還可以撐著我們倆出去!』35Please respect copyright.PENANAUtgnVkq2di
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一聲比一聲還要著急的呼喊,完全失了他平日的從容。35Please respect copyright.PENANAIWWFAi1xDg
他們明明就站在同一個地方,但是他伸出了手,拼命揮著,卻碰觸不到那個人的背影。35Please respect copyright.PENANAdXSaOj7ho0
僅是一個指尖的距離,竟像是分隔著兩個世界。35Please respect copyright.PENANA6L0FNJA7CA
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他是知道的。35Please respect copyright.PENANAW87dKhHWEM
儘管他仍像是騙著自己一樣地喊著眼前的人。35Please respect copyright.PENANApN3r3WlDHb
他是知道的。35Please respect copyright.PENANA45luHLSsCL
眼前的那人已經死了,隨著那個被黑暗淹沒的身影,心死了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvogKOqkbzL
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『吳邪、回來!』35Please respect copyright.PENANAn9nfrAqKnB
『我帶你回家。』35Please respect copyright.PENANAaGi9wmR63h
『你又忘了解語花了嗎!』35Please respect copyright.PENANABV5abxLE35
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情急之下,脫口而出的那句話,讓他有點愣住了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAZkn8EpAM2n
但是那個人沒有轉過頭。35Please respect copyright.PENANAMe4c1XVzqA
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那個人,儘管腳下就是萬丈的黑暗深淵,儘管四周仍是潛伏著死亡呼嘯著逼近的聲音,但是那個人視若無睹恍若未聞。35Please respect copyright.PENANAD7QrHpspS6
那個人,微微開闔的唇說著些什麼他沒有聽見,只是在最後,凝在嘴邊的那一道弧度,平靜地讓人心驚。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvrLbLUzubJ
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等到他再回過神,手上便僅剩下那人的一小角衣袖,還暗藏著鐵鏽一般的血汙。35Please respect copyright.PENANACd308pjqzJ
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他止住了聲。35Please respect copyright.PENANA7LEZ2xuOIw
一闋醴陵他只唱完了半闋鬼歌。35Please respect copyright.PENANAXvHr6dwqMz
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夜未央。35Please respect copyright.PENANAojhIjel52v
殘月如虹,中天已過。月光映在青色的石磚上,刻出了另一道陰影。被拉長的影子泛著一圈淡淡的銀白,像是歲月蒼白的顏色。35Please respect copyright.PENANAW2XC5BT64S
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已經沒有人再聽他唱戲了,他也沒那個興致再去為這些過往傷神。35Please respect copyright.PENANA5IvVt7nkTK
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挪動了一下身子,從有點麻掉的大腿來看,他似乎坐的有點久了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAjZiBKCXZre
揮動著長袖時,竟可以看見沾附在上面的夜露,然後在半空中投射出些許微光。35Please respect copyright.PENANAXFVL36Lc9H
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仰頭又灌下了一大口酒,初入口時的微甜在吞入喉腔時卻突然轉成了嗆辣的味道,他猛地咳了幾聲。35Please respect copyright.PENANAbrnyaLVFMY
像是用著歲月釀出來的,苦澀的味道,過於猛烈的氣味在吞入腹中時翻攪著胃液,一個夜晚猛灌下來的酒量讓他幾欲嘔吐。35Please respect copyright.PENANAqlBqppGZwy
但是他不在意。35Please respect copyright.PENANA2TfinF5Tat
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隨興地抹去方才不小心溢出嘴角的酒液,揚起了還執著酒壺的手,往空曠的地面便直接砸了出去。35Please respect copyright.PENANAX4rB88bcU8
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鏘啷────────35Please respect copyright.PENANAjnKOzy4OUb
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上著釉色的瓷壺破碎在石磚上,摔出了清脆的聲音,更像是為方才那未竟的歌劃下一道驚心動魄的結局。35Please respect copyright.PENANAqMlZ5eFgM2
酒就被潑濺在影子之上,然後是滴著酒漬的石板,泛著點點銀光,讓本來就陰暗的影子更增添了一股詭譎的異色,像是憑空中,突然多了一個人也同樣在月色裡獨酌。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvpHmxyyqkp
有幾滴,或許是酒液,不小心濺上了那件月牙白的長衫,透著一些暗沉的顏色,但是他仍然不在意。35Please respect copyright.PENANAsIpwnzxvLA
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他早在很久以前,就學會了對待事物的淡然。35Please respect copyright.PENANApvNuPxgj8J
怕那些無關緊要的心思引起蜚短流長,成為威脅到解家輝煌的謠言,所以他學會了面對任何事情時,總是處之泰然的笑容。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvXv2fhFGSq
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所以幸好,幸好他對任何事情都當作兒戲。 35Please respect copyright.PENANAZk6TZXZXrx
所以幸好,幸好他從不曾把他說過的話當真。35Please respect copyright.PENANARjzgMtoQM0
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『我不會忘記你的。』35Please respect copyright.PENANAZ85UXXo4EG
『我不會丟下你的。』35Please respect copyright.PENANAK22xbYJKLx
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騙人。35Please respect copyright.PENANAQsvleiAbfl
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早在他抓住了他,而他揮開手的那一剎那,他便懂了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAy6T9vnIraP
他從來沒有記得過他。35Please respect copyright.PENANArhAF7dbIUW
不。35Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZKNDWl8NP
或許是有記得的35Please respect copyright.PENANAdHQRh2oLDX
他把他記在了腦海裡,但是他把張起靈記在了心上。35Please respect copyright.PENANAfIMLbUPc8S
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相逢如斯,等到了驀然回首時卻只剩下寂寥的背影,漸行漸遠。35Please respect copyright.PENANAI2BS4bfwLF
曾經牽過的手,放了。35Please respect copyright.PENANARbfEX0FhpL
然後被另一個人給握上,牽上了彼岸。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvGmHsJCVTG
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這一條路,從來就不能回頭。35Please respect copyright.PENANACeOAM9eBj9
因為他知道,他遊走在賭注是性命的棋局裡,所以身後,自始自終就只能夠有孤獨如影隨形。35Please respect copyright.PENANAtxHPdzixnV
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誰都沒有負了誰。35Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9Nc5YUTOU
只是他還記得,那段曾經手牽著手,兩小無猜的歲月。35Please respect copyright.PENANAdfs6RRrpIY
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他還記得,重逢後的某一天,喝醉酒的吳邪曾經對他開著玩笑。35Please respect copyright.PENANAT45jgTxNuc
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『解語花……這可真像個短命的名字……』35Please respect copyright.PENANAdp4I5U7AUz
『欸小花、你不會真的這麼短命吧……?』35Please respect copyright.PENANAlYL3KnOJrQ
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他還記得,那時的他只是笑著,還著實嘲笑了一番他毫無根據的揣測,順便鬧了一下對方要他才不要搶在你前頭先走一步。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvt0TYP5miE
現在的他也是笑著,只是沒有笑意的眼裡隱約有著淚光。35Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5HH6QJQUJ
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他知道走這一行的,命都不長。35Please respect copyright.PENANA2fT23ydeI8
卻怎樣也都沒想到吳邪比他更快走到了盡頭。35Please respect copyright.PENANAvKDgf9zDmt
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花還沒謝。35Please respect copyright.PENANAB9mpLSbQSA
可是秋天卻已經來了。35Please respect copyright.PENANApulLBEsrSj
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手上的香,紅火只剩下即將熄滅的顏色。35Please respect copyright.PENANA4EJhEkBPBD
裊裊的白煙輕飄飄地上了天,像是在闇色的天幕上搭起了一道梯,突然間給了他一種搞不好可以順著白煙跟著蒸騰而起的感覺。35Please respect copyright.PENANA20hBBlrUR7
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儘管他知道。35Please respect copyright.PENANACgTR6QISW0
他哪裡也去不了。35Please respect copyright.PENANAhlGGlvMtUv
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直到最後,他仍站在原處,最初的最初。35Please respect copyright.PENANASW2sbhNmxl
晃了一圈人生之後,總算才又回到了頭。35Please respect copyright.PENANArSOplDtdKR
直到最後,他仍站在原處,最初的最初。35Please respect copyright.PENANA5CWlRXWhrU
等到他曾經盼望過的,都飛散成了塵埃泡沫。35Please respect copyright.PENANAgLTu2MwmU3
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從陌生到相識到熟稔。35Please respect copyright.PENANATcZNc7DAg0
從共路到歧途至陌路。35Please respect copyright.PENANAHkmP3vTbVx
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於是自此至終,他的心上就落下了一道疤痕,用血鑄成的,然後硬生生地刻在了骨上,削成了灼熱的傷。35Please respect copyright.PENANAQSvPXDI6tR
不需明說也會懂,那恍若在心底紮了根、生了芽的痛。35Please respect copyright.PENANABoeQmLN51W
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手觸到了不同於青石磚的東西,是身旁還放著早先用來托著酒壺的木盤。35Please respect copyright.PENANAaPjo93Y8kH
酒壺已經被摔碎,而放在木盤上的還有兩只瓷杯。35Please respect copyright.PENANA7PDBjvbQst
同樣地被斟滿了酒,透明無色的液體晃動著月光,皎潔地像是回憶的顏色。35Please respect copyright.PENANA4w7w6TXwRm
他緩緩地拿起酒杯,向上舉著,對著月,也對著地面上的影。35Please respect copyright.PENANA50fIbSuvyC
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「敬你,吳邪,還有張起靈。」35Please respect copyright.PENANAdzoWXthExJ
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敬一盅,給已經殊途的背影。35Please respect copyright.PENANAyZuha8OIWY
再敬一盅,給陪著吳邪的你。35Please respect copyright.PENANAs8DFMei6vn
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『吳邪,如果那天,掉下去的是我,你,也會跟下來嗎?』35Please respect copyright.PENANA9hitZ56yAu
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在夜的最後最後,他又清唱起了歌。35Please respect copyright.PENANAwfY86KTTlQ
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