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The bell had rung twice already, but Musa hadn’t moved from the window. His shirt clung damply to his back, sweat from a sleepless night and the kind of fear that doesn't shake off by morning. 209Please respect copyright.PENANAIksD4plpqY
The compound outside was waking up slowly—boys yelling half-hearted insults across the quad, buckets slamming against concrete at the water taps, the usual mtu ni mechi leo! —indicating a laid-back, carefree bravado bouncing between Form Fours.209Please respect copyright.PENANA1MQDQ5lkMc
But he wasn’t hearing any of it.209Please respect copyright.PENANAwQATpxpsqS
His eyes were fixed on the far wall.209Please respect copyright.PENANAcSbJNw3gRN
The one they called dunda.209Please respect copyright.PENANA9iQaqslZvM
Not its real name, of course. But among a few of them—the ones who’d listened more than they talked—it meant something. A place where things crossed. Notes. Looks. Sometimes, people.209Please respect copyright.PENANAkHzvfbsbFM
And last night, they’d crossed it.209Please respect copyright.PENANA7UhpGa8jAS
He still felt the burn in his arms from pulling himself up and over. Still heard the sharp breath of Otieno behind him, limping on the way back from that forbidden path.209Please respect copyright.PENANAiJ7A1w4WV8
Musa turned from the window, eyes falling on the side pocket of his school bag.209Please respect copyright.PENANAL704veWwhD
Inside, folded carefully between the cover of a torn CRE exercise book, was the first letter.209Please respect copyright.PENANAdstMMQ7xwD
"To the girl with the sunflower hair ribbon..."209Please respect copyright.PENANA8kbKDVJptH
He never got to send it. Someone had beaten him to the wall.209Please respect copyright.PENANA9iZnySArUd
But now it was too late.209Please respect copyright.PENANAfDqeXWOAvz
Because last night, something changed. For months now, Musa had crossed it.209Please respect copyright.PENANAyE2JEqGUPk
Quietly. Carefully.209Please respect copyright.PENANADhSjbx0nzW
Never to meet anyone specific. Not at first. It had started with passing notes, coded jokes, half-written lyrics, little trades. Some of the girls would meet them at the vines in the wall during preps or when the bell rang late. Never faces. Just fingers passing folded paper. Voices whispered through leaves.209Please respect copyright.PENANAYt6y3tbn8S
And sometimes… more. Otieno had someone. Musa had... no one.209Please respect copyright.PENANAm0BRRKF11L
Except the smile.209Please respect copyright.PENANAusRychr9Ln
That one smile. From the Madaraka Day parade a year back. She had stood there, yellow ribbon in her hair, laughing quietly at something her friend whispered. That moment had carved itself into him like a signature on wet cement.209Please respect copyright.PENANAux7Hfdcqcv
He had crossed the wall five times since that day. Whispered with at least three different girls. Swapped lines of poetry he barely understood. But never her.209Please respect copyright.PENANAGdeHjpt0XR
Never the girl with the sunflower ribbon.209Please respect copyright.PENANArK9htuGtBK
And as his feet hit the ground, he whispered to himself—barely louder than the wind:209Please respect copyright.PENANAeQhTXGDucj
“I’ll find you. One day.”209Please respect copyright.PENANAag09xawyT3
He didn’t know her name. Never heard her speak. But he remembered her.209Please respect copyright.PENANAyt0QlrfLOQ
It had been during the Jamhuri Day inspection the year before, when both schools were assembled on the Jaramogi Oginga Odinga Sports Complex grounds. The sun had been brutal, melting through blazers and brows, the kind of heat that blurred vision and time.209Please respect copyright.PENANALFVzw9pdd0
Boys stood in lines on one side of the field. Girls on the other. A gulf of baked red earth between them. She had been near the front of the girls’ group—second or third row. Her posture was sharper than the rest. Back straight, eyes forward, the kind of discipline that made a student stand out.209Please respect copyright.PENANAHZ4v9gShUJ
But what caught Musa wasn’t how she stood. It was what she wore.209Please respect copyright.PENANAjtlVULlfBh
A yellow ribbon, tied around her bun.209Please respect copyright.PENANAE5UDrS6T2C
Not school regulation. Not loud either. But defiant.209Please respect copyright.PENANAeRHwlgsKon
A silent flare of color in a world that punished difference.209Please respect copyright.PENANAAj0ffREKGK
And then—she laughed.209Please respect copyright.PENANAhDCLjwdTkJ
Quickly, quietly. Her friend must have whispered something. Her hand flew to her mouth, but the smile broke through. Just for a second. He saw it from across the field and something about it cracked open a window inside him.209Please respect copyright.PENANAz4uAud9uHo
She didn’t look his way. Probably never would.209Please respect copyright.PENANAN8KfyOC62B
But from that day on, when he walked past the far end of the wall—the part the girls called dunda too—he always slowed his steps.209Please respect copyright.PENANA3lStkQPVT2
Just a little.209Please respect copyright.PENANAxHlvOPuvGT
In case something waited on the other side