她的嗓子頓時像是窒息一般,半晌說不出話來。109Please respect copyright.PENANAEUpqOV5Ur2
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良久,她才艱難地吐出一句話,「……你、你說的是真的?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAvASSH2Cve4
109Please respect copyright.PENANAc5fyvCb5t7
少女的聲音顯得不可置信,帶有莫名的慌張。109Please respect copyright.PENANAUqy04YlIY8
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——明明他是那麼驕傲的人。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAmeqRAlUmEW
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背著陽光、恣意生長於又野又亂的陰暗小巷裡,頑強而劣根。109Please respect copyright.PENANA9MRQnYsYDv
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而且有些反差的,他笑的時候很好看,向菱覺得,那是一種非典型的溫柔。109Please respect copyright.PENANAubObgI9Nf5
109Please respect copyright.PENANAJjUnmy6zgu
他怎麼可能做出……那樣的舉動。109Please respect copyright.PENANALkTkAXbIXd
109Please respect copyright.PENANATqytoICcAD
沈中奕的聲音還在另一頭繼續,向菱聽得恍恍惚惚,隱約間捕捉到一句:「不信的話,你去看看他眉毛上是不是有個疤。」 109Please respect copyright.PENANA0RuuGgzJui
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然後,他補充了一句:「晚上從海岸邊的懸崖那裡掉下去,據他說那個疤是擦傷的。」109Please respect copyright.PENANADNIV7ZySCJ
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向菱隱隱從那些話裡,聽出他所指的地點。109Please respect copyright.PENANAKjvZr4vVFU
109Please respect copyright.PENANAdWLBisAcuu
峭壁高聳,底下就是長年湛藍的海,夜晚時風強浪大,鎮民都警告小孩子晚上別去的地方。109Please respect copyright.PENANA6nyTpJ0Y67
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沈中奕:「那次之後,每年春節我都會打電話過去,但剛才一直撥不通,就想到是不是你和他出去了。」 109Please respect copyright.PENANAUABvzgOt96
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不是。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAgCAO70ZsEz
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她仍然很難相信沈中奕說的話,但是卻莫名擔憂。109Please respect copyright.PENANALeigZzHyo2
109Please respect copyright.PENANA99UQHrPSs0
擔憂對方不是在開玩笑。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAuf51ODldeT
109Please respect copyright.PENANAX3EG7yZmhf
少女捏著手機邊緣的指頭竟然微微發顫,張了張嘴,卻不知道該說什麼。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAc46JQF3hvc
109Please respect copyright.PENANA8oao0httEw
「怎麼可能。」 109Please respect copyright.PENANADgZXlrDFZ1
109Please respect copyright.PENANAkW422Yi2Z2
一股陌生又難言的心緒油然而生,整個人像是被陌生情緒浸透了一般,濃烈到她無法忽視。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAjdhGTkDfJt
109Please respect copyright.PENANAosJKSXwI8x
向菱久久沒有再講話。 109Please respect copyright.PENANA43yQUrqxGl
109Please respect copyright.PENANAyEjCbWUvGo
手機音響傳出對面的聲音:「這事我只和你一個人說,千萬別跟他本人提起。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAA7B9RggQ6C
109Please respect copyright.PENANAkFjmLNEVej
沈中奕和祁澈算是從小玩大的,很早以前就認識了。109Please respect copyright.PENANAhGiIZhGblk
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但是向菱,從來不知道還有這樣一段往事。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAPvPh3rG4BC
109Please respect copyright.PENANAMaStfdnHJI
她只覺得心尖上彷彿有什麼東西,一下一下,隱隱抽疼著,什麼都聽不進去,心臟跳動的聲音被無限放大,拉長迴響在耳際。109Please respect copyright.PENANAMyTIDxZtWZ
109Please respect copyright.PENANAFvEm4mSb28
「你要記得,絕對、不要和那傢伙提這件事。」對方還在那一頭絮絮叨叨。109Please respect copyright.PENANA9zC6MpoC5M
109Please respect copyright.PENANASVfbhLZwQL
草草說完,掛掉電話,她拿了包便飛快走出宿舍。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAGmnXrSzMPi
109Please respect copyright.PENANAq2dI2eqqFw
忽視了宿管阿姨的那句「新年快樂」,她直接走出了學校外。109Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4HC4RRfmM
109Please respect copyright.PENANAmBO8nXcdck
大街上依然充滿歡騰喧譁的群眾,街邊有人放鞭炮,屋內的人圍成一桌或打牌或吃飯。109Please respect copyright.PENANA7Vch6nwJzT
109Please respect copyright.PENANAFZCpRdn0Yp
她有些焦急,粗魯穿越著人群。109Please respect copyright.PENANAxYDPJRFmqq
109Please respect copyright.PENANAYnwP7VVXue
推擠間,少女一邊思索著祁澈可能在的地方,一邊撥手機電話。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAgoScqr2cPy
109Please respect copyright.PENANAohSsjNcoPh
螢幕上通話的字樣閃爍,嘟嘟了幾聲。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAy80csap3Qd
109Please respect copyright.PENANAPyg0Fd2v9f
電話撥出的音效,第一次顯得這麼漫長。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAGi9r3gbysy
109Please respect copyright.PENANAtF2bKHJW98
幾秒鐘後,才終於接通了。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAWzxS9eYJw6
109Please respect copyright.PENANA4dw5bT7Ac5
她才鬆了口氣,說話也跟著流暢起來。不過她的話有些前言不對後語,大概是焦急所致。109Please respect copyright.PENANAZDpHkGwDIH
109Please respect copyright.PENANA7z39RjgNwX
「怎麼回事,你怎麼不接沈中奕電話?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAfljUSBv7uB
109Please respect copyright.PENANAqKTB02ekFD
心裡還緊緊記著沈中奕說的那次落海,向菱忍不住又反覆慌亂起來。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAnJFwpEiMwF
109Please respect copyright.PENANAmGoyMyRmzR
兩個人都沒有意識到,她的關心,已經超過了對於普通朋友應該有的程度。109Please respect copyright.PENANAINW3mbCS2Q
109Please respect copyright.PENANAtDOOCqQjon
對面傳來的是有些耳熟的少年嗓音。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAhmBLLfoxXA
109Please respect copyright.PENANANadb75u9x1
「在宿舍,剛回。」 109Please respect copyright.PENANAOgz4vFxI4a
109Please respect copyright.PENANAMWtfOgg1CA
不知怎地,可能是因為這句話,她居然就稍微平靜了下來。109Please respect copyright.PENANAUQkxyvtjt3
109Please respect copyright.PENANAYaGPpWDAzc
「去哪裡?你剛剛都沒接沈中奕電話。」幾乎是興師問罪的語氣,帶點尖銳又有點氣惱。109Please respect copyright.PENANAoifX9QP5xi
109Please respect copyright.PENANA9u0SrfhWsY
她說著,立刻掉頭往宿舍的方向折返回去。109Please respect copyright.PENANA6WAbv9ux8J
109Please respect copyright.PENANA0asG7DmgWp
對面默了默,半晌只吐出一個輕而短暫的「嗯」字。109Please respect copyright.PENANAsp0Kzw9T0O
109Please respect copyright.PENANAwDlrhd9Dry
「……你等著,我去找你。」向菱邊走邊說,語調顯得有些倉促,卻沒半點讓人拒絕的意思。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAo66Kcas9Mi
109Please respect copyright.PENANA0pdAWNkaQ2
她還有很多事情想追問,想知道詳情,雖然沈中奕剛剛告誡過,但她仍然想要當面提起。 109Please respect copyright.PENANARXsAZ2C42c
109Please respect copyright.PENANALox5OxAV2V
宿舍裡,少年垂著眸。109Please respect copyright.PENANAz9G4ZmsUqa
109Please respect copyright.PENANAZLuwwedS8x
心跳有一瞬間的悸動。109Please respect copyright.PENANAgQJSIT3Bjc
109Please respect copyright.PENANAI4LH5qPqry
幾分鐘後。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAv2GdWPDv4V
109Please respect copyright.PENANAOpuLCQm166
她掛斷他的電話,人也跟著出現在門口。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAVJcHkrcktn
109Please respect copyright.PENANAqBFtEhjaug
少女手裡提著一袋溫熱的關東煮,站在門口敲了敲門板。109Please respect copyright.PENANADGp8UqkVPo
109Please respect copyright.PENANABe8xtcCSr4
宿舍老舊的門被人粗魯拉開。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAIQ8NFWhJGj
109Please respect copyright.PENANAtmGaHNlkcI
如她所料,開門的是祁澈,祁小波坐在雙層床上鋪的那個位置。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAitx2McqG11
109Please respect copyright.PENANAns8FWyWnQt
看了一眼牆壁上的時鐘,時針指出的時間已經不早了——晚上十點半。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAwCa8vLgUL7
109Please respect copyright.PENANAfSjLgAjDRR
向菱有點急躁,正想開口詢問方才沈中奕告訴她的事,話到嘴邊卻成了:「你吃飯了沒?」109Please respect copyright.PENANAKjcYU9UG0M
109Please respect copyright.PENANArnxIVooDNd
她揚了揚手中的那袋熱食。109Please respect copyright.PENANAkz3ZDRff2l
109Please respect copyright.PENANAfWV48iCPpH
沒等對方回答,她兀自把食物放到旁邊的書桌上,就著書桌拆起塑膠包裝。109Please respect copyright.PENANAmjFTRLXzV4
109Please respect copyright.PENANAGlGEb733GT
店家包裝時綁了個死結,向菱弄得有些費力。少年一語不發的湊近,劃拉幾下揭開那個綁結。109Please respect copyright.PENANAk4kDcrNAgm
109Please respect copyright.PENANA6albjTafLa
兩人的指尖順勢碰到了一起。109Please respect copyright.PENANAMBPKpHA4ea
109Please respect copyright.PENANAoNUZWX4ebX
那瞬間,彷彿有道細細的電流悄然流通而過。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAk73QdzD6Sr
109Please respect copyright.PENANAicoOD8iBY4
心跳還來不及加速,兩人甚至沒有正眼對到視線,祁小波便順手扔了圖畫書,咚咚咚的跑下來搶走一碗熱食吃。 109Please respect copyright.PENANA0xIv5VWJsJ
109Please respect copyright.PENANAeNLnlhyIKM
三人圍著書桌的一側坐下,桌上還隨意丟著祁小波的彩色筆。109Please respect copyright.PENANAU5fCNwZKit
109Please respect copyright.PENANAKvJRPUZUga
向菱已經吃過了,目前還不怎麼餓,於是把餐點往祁澈那邊推過去。109Please respect copyright.PENANAPI58BpDcSQ
109Please respect copyright.PENANAch20MPkObV
祁澈沒動,那碗冒著熱氣的關東煮在桌上孤然地放涼。109Please respect copyright.PENANAie0WjEdyVT
109Please respect copyright.PENANA7a6Egqj8vH
他們誰也沒開口,各自瞧了對方一眼,誰也不動筷子。109Please respect copyright.PENANAYq6lQZ7pLY
109Please respect copyright.PENANAlycMWhGvHX
向菱:「你吃過飯啦?今天是除夕。」109Please respect copyright.PENANAjV5LexXMwT
109Please respect copyright.PENANAtNSqLZSrv6
「嗯。」少年的目光在面前少女的眉眼上停留了一下,然後心不在焉的飄忽開來。109Please respect copyright.PENANAslzi7KJ0HC
109Please respect copyright.PENANAzkbo0RAhCa
年夜飯不怎麼愉快。109Please respect copyright.PENANATD12H2Farl
109Please respect copyright.PENANA6faMXksw2m
前不久,約莫幾天前,他被告知回謝家吃年夜飯。109Please respect copyright.PENANA7HIkRGFPbG
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表面上可能是一番好意吧,但是回去那裡並不會被善待,實際上只是羞辱的另一個機會而已。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAfc5NC1hZ5k
109Please respect copyright.PENANAVuQjy3lJyn
他不是傻子,當然沒有讓祁小波去見謝家的親戚,是隻身回去的。109Please respect copyright.PENANAwzOcxLQEso
109Please respect copyright.PENANAJaYyK9PKTJ
而祁小波的年夜飯,還是便當。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAvY6bupX6th
109Please respect copyright.PENANACL5OeJB61L
硬要扯一個不同之處的話,那就是今天她吃碗飯的時間,好像比較早。109Please respect copyright.PENANA3YXtOxwkwY
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……因為要趕在去謝家之前讓祁小波吃完晚飯。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAEXzMq3n8DO
109Please respect copyright.PENANA2HUhnGtZCi
祁澈其實並不想去那裡吃年夜飯。109Please respect copyright.PENANANrLIcT04CF
109Please respect copyright.PENANAZpJh7fucBw
他和那些親戚早就關係疏離,沒必要討好,也沒必要低聲下氣。109Please respect copyright.PENANAHyrhUmbd4K
109Please respect copyright.PENANA5QInEcr7UH
——真奇怪,明明住在同一個鎮子上,不過是隔著幾條街的距離,根本沒有必要託人傳話給他。109Please respect copyright.PENANAwnSCBKNU30
109Please respect copyright.PENANALxoLjnMkDb
而在飯桌上,連挾一口菜、盛碗飯都要頂著其他人責難的目光。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAcUppyToNkJ
109Please respect copyright.PENANARa6QfPYFBf
彷彿不願讓他佔到任何一點便宜,給他的飯碗都是最破舊的那個。109Please respect copyright.PENANAUhEqIVOMVL
109Please respect copyright.PENANAFAPzlOoSca
少年的面色淡然,眼瞳裡看不出任何情緒。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAHM7Y3Gw5CS
109Please respect copyright.PENANAQh0ZPAd4CQ
這像是一次敷衍了事、草草交卷的考試,他沒有鬧事,但要是別人問他話,他也一概不理。109Please respect copyright.PENANASjkfUbuR24
109Please respect copyright.PENANAh3UyEF08Jw
耐著性子,挨著那些目光直到一餐飯結束,少年直接起身走了,沒再逗留。109Please respect copyright.PENANAnlPcLACyd8
109Please respect copyright.PENANAGebO6dKEPq
謝家那群「家人」的視線歷歷在目。109Please respect copyright.PENANAYiL3vDayOE
109Please respect copyright.PENANAba8LIYA0WX
少年的思緒兜了一圈,回到眼前,少女已經拿過他面前那碗沒動過的關東煮,吃了起來。109Please respect copyright.PENANADxaONpkRR6
109Please respect copyright.PENANAOxT9Sr9kAj
她臉頰被食物塞得鼓鼓的,像隻進食中的倉鼠。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAWRe6f7aQIX
109Please respect copyright.PENANAKLvlq7ibJR
他默默看了一眼,之前的煩躁感居然悠然散去。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAYPg5YzWGNv
109Please respect copyright.PENANAN2Z8lfTtZD
祁澈輕勾了勾嘴角。109Please respect copyright.PENANA3og4Ri8QWG
109Please respect copyright.PENANAeMf6vV9sWF
少女很快便察覺到他無意識間,停留得太久的目光,抬眼,黑色睫羽跟著扇動。109Please respect copyright.PENANAmeOPvjSxrt
109Please respect copyright.PENANA5bN9IwD4Uj
她的一雙眼睛又褐又亮,染上熱食冒出的水氣,顯得無辜。 109Please respect copyright.PENANALk2NXjrMxy
109Please respect copyright.PENANAeGiFnEcFH4
他正盯得出神,向菱冷不防輕聲冒出一句話:「你以前,是不是落海過?」 109Please respect copyright.PENANAfgShnLN4m3
109Please respect copyright.PENANApKwWgiAD99
她緊緊看著面前少年的眼睛,認真又帶著執著。109Please respect copyright.PENANAHN4ZMBE7gQ
109Please respect copyright.PENANAmLOovYcKuE
少年的瞳孔驟縮。 兩雙眸子相對,各自蘊染著鋒利。109Please respect copyright.PENANA73V3VVPrmA
109Please respect copyright.PENANAoFTFpnw95b
「……你聽誰說的?」 109Please respect copyright.PENANAV2UYwJnzv2
109Please respect copyright.PENANA8I3IMxxALW
少女從他的黑眸裡望見微末的慌亂,以及蓄意的隔閡。109Please respect copyright.PENANAo0gCyWLLDP
109Please respect copyright.PENANAiEvmezD963
可等到幾秒鐘後,再次對視,他瞳孔裡卻只餘下無機質的淡漠,和某些平靜到可怕的無所謂。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAB2WdWipBOJ
109Please respect copyright.PENANATwNGuyopvr
他的眼睛很擅長隱藏心事。 109Please respect copyright.PENANACPD6v0nIIV
109Please respect copyright.PENANAGCcgcN75Ej
她冷靜道:「剛才聽沈中奕說的,你沒接電話,他以為我跟你在一起。」 109Please respect copyright.PENANA5nW1lQLvhA
109Please respect copyright.PENANA2w13iR57pK
「所以你幾年前,真的……有這種打算?」 109Please respect copyright.PENANAcdQdS76rpB
109Please respect copyright.PENANAUhPevBxAmE
那句「結束生命」到了嘴邊,卻有些難以說出口,頓了頓,換成了意味不那麼清楚的替代詞。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAXIJNWlDnOu
109Please respect copyright.PENANAxMFPiSmWiJ
春節本是應該喜氣洋洋的,可他們聊的,卻是這種不應景、煞風景的話題。109Please respect copyright.PENANAA1TKmUhsb2
109Please respect copyright.PENANA5MIA2reDhf
祁小波在幾分鐘前就已經爬上床睡了,小孩子入睡的速度快,很快就有了鼾聲。109Please respect copyright.PENANAAv3M4k7A41
109Please respect copyright.PENANAig3slxWHYz
淺淺的呼吸聲,迴盪在一片靜謐裡。109Please respect copyright.PENANA60cdXWaMJg
109Please respect copyright.PENANAE8rmcSXtyQ
少年迎著她的視線,姿態散漫,倚著宿舍書桌旁的課椅。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAnCkqezPzZA
109Please respect copyright.PENANAADiFOigueD
向菱坐在另一張椅上,目光帶點尖銳和探詢。109Please respect copyright.PENANAuYaBgU39Mk
109Please respect copyright.PENANA2ouM7QrNUK
——明明是雙向的互相在意,為什麼要搞得這樣劍拔弩張? 109Please respect copyright.PENANAJY1TSoWWHE
109Please respect copyright.PENANALB214Vfqk5
她皺了皺眉,語氣裡的銳利已經大過於關心。109Please respect copyright.PENANAcdoxDqAS0Y
109Please respect copyright.PENANAycBCP6eN99
他一定是很善於隱藏情緒的人。109Please respect copyright.PENANAvWdJ9F0epc
109Please respect copyright.PENANAtjNPhAR2dO
他的模樣過於從容冷靜,表面看似毫無警惕,卻一聲不吭。 109Please respect copyright.PENANATz14huXuNx
109Please respect copyright.PENANAygkHnkBi0D
向菱決定出聲試探,「你是遇到了很不開心的事情嗎?」 109Please respect copyright.PENANAEjyaVbsySS
109Please respect copyright.PENANA6qoQ1oT6QX
少年抿著唇,依然盯著她不語。他的眼睛線條仍然是乾淨又冷硬的,雙眼皮的褶皺明晰。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAYXvYTrI5lE
109Please respect copyright.PENANAtL9Geq69yZ
桃花眼透出的眼神很淡,矜傲又漠然。109Please respect copyright.PENANAOpLG4SUrLv
109Please respect copyright.PENANAySLm6Jkl52
向菱依稀想起什麼,突然伸出手去,碰了碰對方的眉角。109Please respect copyright.PENANAyI47tV6vRW
109Please respect copyright.PENANAvw0XgG7qBZ
少年看了她一眼。 不明白她想要幹什麼,卻也沒有推開。109Please respect copyright.PENANAR0GSct1KLY
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後來,幾秒鐘後,少女在他眉峰狠狠按了一下。109Please respect copyright.PENANAewFFq9pVbk
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換來的是他輕輕皺了下眉。 109Please respect copyright.PENANAvWlBEKIyGq
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還真的有一道疤痕。顏色很淺,像是未完全癒合的傷。109Please respect copyright.PENANASBpJCxRR6P
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然後,她再也沒有繼續追問。109Please respect copyright.PENANAMdofFajdUP
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——因為,他的眼神要是再壓迫一點,大概能殺人。109Please respect copyright.PENANA4TGVMhn13I